A/N I don't own twilight or the characters
You know you really something, yeah
How'd we get here so damn fast?
Only you can tell me that
Baby, 'cause you know I'm coming back
You're making me forget my past
Never thought I'd feel like that again
I came to peace with my path
Now you got me off track
I've never been this scared before
Feelings I just can't ignore
Don't know if I should fight or fly
But I don't mind
Mmm
Tripping, falling with no safety net
Boy, it must be something that you said
Is it real this time or is it in my head?
Got me tripping, falling with no safety net
âSafety net Ariana grande
"You are really losing it swan you need to calm your tits . you've hung out with Jacob hundreds of times ." Leah said rolling her eyes ,but I seen the small smile she was trying to hide .
"I called you to help me not make fun of me ,and it's diffrent this time okay this is a date With Jacob ,we're not just hanging out in his garage or studying ...and I want to look nice " .
I said looking threw my closet .
You would think it be wired that the first person I though of was Leah. when it came to me getting ready And going on my first date with Jacob but after our little conflict .we came to any understanding .
in a strange way I think it gave us respect for one another, I respected she wanted to protect Jacob and she respected me for not backing down ,and we both been burn by love before .
"Bella Jake will like anything you wear ,if you really wanna impress him go downstairs in a bra and panties with some stockings bet he like that ." she said smirking .
"Leah please just help me " I whined.
"Okay okay God ..." she walked to my closet, and started to look threw it. "..look this is perfect it's something you don't normally wear ,and he'll like it a lot ".
She picked out a blue wrapped dress it stopped to my knee had a v neckline and a tie to the waist .
"He'll like it cause he'll be able to see your legs , it's diffrent from your T-shirt and jeans look..." she looked around my room once more, "... here these are perfect ,then we gotta fix your hair ,put on some light make up and you'll look great ".
She handed me a pair of silver sandals,some silver studded earrings .
She pinned up some side pieces of my hair, teased the top.a bit to give it some volume and curled them down my back .
She moved to my make up. after she was done with my hair she put on light blush to my cheeks, put on some mascara and added. Lip gloss .
"Okay so I know your not into the whole make up thing but trust me you'll like this it will make your eyes more open and vibrant trust me when I say Jake won't stop looking at them it's his favorite thing about you ".
I stared at her in horror when she pulled out the eyeliner and some brown eyeshadow .
"No -no way the mascara was to much i wanna rub my eyes already " I protested
"Bella will you shut up I am inside Jake head on a Dailey. I know what he likes he'll love your dress cause it will make you look feminine, he day dreams about your legs he'll love your flats cause he likes that your short he dosnt think you need make up he loves cause your natural and don't wear it but it will suprise him ."
"Fine fine but if I look like a clown I'll find a way to get back at you " .
I didn't look like a clown far from it, i looked girly and for the first time I actually felt pretty .
"Wow lee you was right thank you so much".
I noticed how she flinched when I called her "lee" , but she didn't say anything so I decided not to ruin the mood and left it alone .
Leah rolled her eyes "yea yea you didn't leave me much of a choice " she said with small smile .
The doorbell rang and I felt my heart fall to my stomach Leah laughted at my expression .
"Bella it's Jacob calm down it will be fine "
I nodded my head and walked down the stairs.
I open the door and there was Jacob standing outside my house looking like a GQ model, he had on a white t T-shirt so thin that I could see his defined Abs a pair of drakwash jeans with cuts on them tied together with Black converse so basically perfect .
"Bella...Y-you look. so breath taking absolutely beautiful " I blushed .
"Thanks...you don't look to bad yourself " .
" you guys make me wanna puke I'm gonna go now before you two start sucking face we all know how much Bella got a thing for kitchen counters" Leah said walking out the door .
I started at Jacob wide eyes .
"Uhh I'm sorry bells pack mind I couldn't stop thinking about our kiss and everyone seen it in the pack mind I tried not to think about it but it's been impossible not to " he said sheepishly .
I gave hun a small smile I wasn't all that happy that the pack got a front row seat of me and Jake kissing ,but it was sweet that he was thinking about it .
"It's okay Jake I haven't been able to stop thinking about it either" he smiled my Jacob smile .
"Come on bells I'm starving" he said grabbing my hand .
I rolled my eyes "when are you not starving Jake " he opened my door I stepped in and seen a small box on dash .
Jacob walked around on the other side , got in looking nervous and excited at the same time. His knee was bouncing "Well are you gonna open it ? " he asked .
I looked at him surprised " that's for me ?" I asked he nodded his head once I opened the box and it was a beautful braclet with a russet wolf.
"I know you don't like gifts but I made you the charm and bought the braclet I figured I can always add on to it later " Jake rushed out .
My eyes filled with tears "Jake you made me this " I whispered. "it's so perfect I love it so much thank you ". I threw my arms around his neck squeezing with all my strength knowing I couldn't hurt him .
"I'm happy you like it hunny " he whispered in my ear I shivered , I quickly pulled away I wasn't used to the reactions my body made because of him but he seemed very proud of himself smiling bright.
"Put it on for me " I said eagerly .
He chuckled at me grabbing my hand turning it facing up he hooked the braclet for me ,then slowly dragged his callous fingers down my palm making my breath hitch he brought my fingers to his mouth .
I blushed when He pressed his lips lightly to my finger tips then I gasped when I felt his tongue lap at it gently I felt a pool of wetness collect in my panties .
I watched Jacob's eyes dilate and become intense when he started to inhale deeply, suddenly he jerked his face away like I had burned him , he turned gripping the steering wheel so tight his knuckles turned white ,but then my eyes tracked up his arms where his muscles was contracting under his russet skin, my center just got hotter with more need .
I watch Jacob close his eyes breathing deeply ,"Jake are you ok " I asked concerned what was his problem did I smell wired to him?
Then like I closed the lid of Pandora box he cleared his throat smiled at me while starting the car. " I'm great bells let's start heading to the restraint port Angeles is far. "
I eyed him for a moment " you sure your okay Jake " .
"Perfect bells stop worrying " he put his hand on my thigh and my stomach tightened .
God this was gonna be a long night .
I reached out to the radio turning it on ,it wasn't awkward in the car but there was some type of tension between me and Jake ,and it was getting a bit much for me to handle
I don't wanna be you anymore by Billie Eilish came on .
One of my favorites so I started singing along .
Jake turned his head toward me for a second "I didn't know you knew how to sing like that you sound great bells".
I blushed of course " thanks I don't really tell anyone that I sing Charlie the only one and he found out by accident he over head me singing in the shower " I said laughing .
After a few songs and Jacob demanding I sing at the next bonfire.
we pulled up to the restraint .
Jake took me to this cute Italian place it was nice but I was worried about how Jake was gonna pay for this, I wanted to offer money but wasn't sure how he was gonna take that
I didn't wanna offended him.
"This place is so nice Jake " I told him while he took my hand waiting for someone to seat us down .
"Hi you can follow me table for two right "
The young girl asked while grabbing two menues .
"Yes thank you " Jacob said .
We got seated our waitress came to the table she had her notepad and pen ready to take our orders she was very pretty .
She had long Blonde hair with green eyes she was a inch or two taller then me and was a lot more curvy then me had a bigger bust and hips her stomach a bit thinker then mine but still flat
She looked up from her notepad her eyes going straight to Jacob "well hello there what can I get for you " she said in a flirty tone ignoring me completely
I narrowed my eyes at the Whor-...no no I'm not gonna call her that maybe she just being nice. I tried to calm myself down
"Uhm I think I'll get a coke and try out the lasagna what you want bells" he looked up at me from the menus never once looking toward the blonde
I never even looked at the menu I was to busy starting at our waitress "oh uh ...I'll take the ravioli and sweet tea "
I seen her write down our orders then she got our drinks
Then she put a hand on Jacob's arm leaning down making her chest clear in Jacob's view "my name is candy if you need anything ...and I mean anything just ask for me " she said in that flirty tony again
Oh she is definitely a whore I crossed my arms under my chest I couldn't stop the scowl coming on my face but I noticed Jake never looked her way not once he keep his eyes on me the whole time
"Your quite adorable when your upset " he said smirking
I turned my glare to him the asshole knew she liked him and was being smug about it
"What the hell jacob she was all over you and you have the nerve being smug about it while we're on a date our first date to be exact "
His smirked turned in to a full blown grin
"Who said I was smug about her Bella I didn't even notice her I have no clue what she looks like that's not why I'm smug "
His eyes traveled down my face to my chest that was pushed together from my arms being crossed and more out my dress making them look more fuller
I blushed when I seen him lick his lips
" I'm smug because of you because your jealous and you want me...you don't know what knowing that dose to me Bella "
" I..- I don't wan- "
I was gonna lie of course and say I don't want him but he cut me off
"Don't lie to me saying you don't want me ..." he growled his eyes dark and intense again " I can smell you Bella even right now your dipping of me don't deny it "
I gasped modified I put my face in my hands shrinking back into the chair. "Oh My God.."
suddenly I felt a warm hand bringing my hands down away from my face I opened one eye Jacob moved his chair from across me to the side of me
"I'm sorry Bella I shouldn't have said that but you don't know how happy it makes me to know you want me just as much as I want you and when you say you don't ...it gets my wolf upset ...he wants you to submit to your feelings and sometimes it turns me into a jerk " he said truly looking sorry for making me embarrassed
I was embarrassed but I couldn't deny that Jacob calling me out on my bullshit didn't turn me on just now the way he looks at me making me feel wanted desirable I looked at his beautful face
If it made him happy to know I was jealous ,that I desired him who was I to take that away from him? When he made me feel so good to
I stared into his eyes biting my lip
"I do...I do want you and I am jealous " I whispered so low if he didn't have supernatural hearing he would have missed it
He groaned putting his head in the crook in my neck "say it again" he demands I felt his breath on me neck making me shiver
" I want you"
"Here's your food are you sure there isn't anything I can get you handsome ? "the whore asked
Jacob pulled away from my neck looking at me " No thanks I got everything I want right here "
I looked at the whor-candy she was livid I'm guessing this was the first time her flirting didn't work in her favor
"Thanks candy but we're good here why don't you find someone who wants your help cause your not needed here " I said smiling
She scoffed and walked away Jacob was shaking with laughter
"Like I said your adorable when your upset" He said smiling at me me
The rest of Our dinner went a lot more smoothly we talked about our dads school the pack we talked about Jacob sister coming in town soon how he was a bit nervous about it cause he didn't have to hide being a wolf in his home before like embry and Paul who was always getting grounded I assured him it would be fine
After we fought over who would pay for the dinner we compromised I let Jake pay dinner but I was buying the movie tickets and whatever candy Jacob wanted I knew I was to stuffed for junk food
We headed to the movie theater
"You know the last time I was here it was with you and mike "
He laughted " god that was a disaster mike threw up like the marshmallow he is "
I laughted along with him
We got our tickets we were seeing some new scary movie
Half way thew the movie me and hake was laughing making fun at how unrealistic the movie was
"She's running like that and he's just walking slower and slower how didn't she get away "Jake whispers in my ear
Once again making me shiver against him I think he just liked the reaction he got everytime so he whispered to me on purpose
"But why is she half naked with just a big
t-shirt on she really didn't have to go in the cabin when everyone told her not to "
"Ehh I don't mind the being half naked part all that much "
"Jacob " I hit his shoulder
He just laughted and shrugged his shoulder
I rolled my eyes at him but smiled
I was happy things went awkward I feared that things would be diffrent and lose our friendship but Leah was right it was just like hanging out while I was in though while watching the show
I felt Jacob's fingertips slowly go up and down my knee it was a simple gesture but that tension between us only grew from the car to the restraint to now any little touch Jacob gave me set me on fire for him
I sucked in a breath when I slowly made circles on the insise of my knee
I seen Jacob inhale deeply in the corner in my eye
I blushed oh that bastard knows exactly what he's doing to me he's doing it on purpose well two can play that game
I leaned into him more tilting my head back a bit putting my mouth on his ear " do you like how I smell Jacob "
His body went stiff he groaned turning his head toward me " I do god I really do it's the best fucken smell in the world Bella so fucken sweet"
We stared at each other the light from the movie giving us enough light to see each others faces
"Jacob " I whispered his name like a prayer
Suddenly the lights went up and the credits were rolling
Jake took a deep breath "come on let's get you back home yeah? "
I nodded my head not trusting my voice
Once again that tension in the air keep getting stronger and stronger I swear if one of us moved a certain way it would break that's how thick it was in the air
It wasn't an uncomfortable tension and then I realized it was sexual tension that was around us
We were both hyper aware of each other's body's of our desire for one another Jacob made me confess it not that he needed me to he could have just smelt it on me ...that was something I would have to get used to
I realized that Jacob must have always had this tension around me always touching me always saying how beautful I was he showed it to me long ago I just never payed attention but now that I was it just keep getting stronger
We pulled up home I turned my head. Toward Jake
"I had so much fun with you Jake thank you so much for tonight " I said smiling at him
"I'm happy you had fun bells I loved every minute of it " he pulled me into a hug
I held on to him for a few minutes enjoying the feel of his arms around me
Jake pulled away just far enough to look at my eyes he darted between my lips and my eyes a few times
He leaned in and swiped his bottom lip across mine a tingle ran across her lips Then his nose ran along my jaw as he inhaled, breathing in her scent ice again I was beiginning to think he was addicted to it He pressed his lips to mine again firmer this time then he gently brushed my lips with his tongue but didn't push for entrance. Then he pulled away I kept my eyes closed trying to steady my heart I slowly opened my eyes to find him smiling down at me
"Goodnight bells " he said softly
"Goodnight Jake"
I got out of the care looked back at Jacob one more time he smiled and waved at me I got inside the house closing the door
I leaned against the door I slowly brought my finger tips to my lips pressing on them as if I was pressing the feeling and memorie into them
Then realization slowly hit me I was falling deeply inlove with Jacob black...and it scared the shit outta me