A/N - this one comes direct from Chapter 13, when they are heading into the shower on Saturday morning in Seattle.
From Chapter 13:
I was happy he would have the day with his friends - he always made time for me to be with my friends, and I didn't want him to have to sacrifice anything for me - so he had a bunch of his buddies coming over to his frat house where they would spend the afternoon drinking beer and watching basketball, while I was accompanying my Forks friends on the campus tour.
He hit a few more buttons on his phone, and his face lit up with a huge grin. "Hey, Maryland is playing Loyola, and Michigan is playing St. Johns. It's going to be great day!"
"You're such a boy," I chuckled through my mouthful of toothpaste, and went back into the bathroom, spitting out the foam and rinsing my mouth before I finished up my morning routines. I shut the door for momentary privacy while I used the toilet, and then peaked my head out before I got into the shower. "Hey Josh, do you want to join me? I'm all for green planet, and I think I want to help you conserve water," I teased, giving him a saucy wink.
He tossed his phone somewhere on the bed, and gave me his most dazzling smile. "Just try and keep me away!"
He pulled back the comforter, and walked his glorious naked body across the room in three big strides, scooping me up off the floor in a bear hug while tickling my ribs. I shrieked before I started to laugh uncontrollably as he carried me towards the shower stall, and when he pulled the shirt over my head and play-spanked my bare butt while I was still a foot off the floor, I kicked my feet and giggled with unrestrained glee as he turned the levers and hot water came streaming down on us.
My day was off to a great start!
He slid me from his shoulder, plonking my feet down onto the tiles of the shower stall floor, and followed me right in.
Immediately, our mouths fused together, me up on my toes and him leaning down. I moaned into his mouth when he hoisted me higher by grabbing under my bum and lifting me until our mouths were at the same height. I gasped as he squeezed my butt cheeks, rolling them outwards the way he knew I liked. And then he backed me under the spray and against the tiled wall of the shower even as I wrapped my legs around his waist.
The cold tiles on my back was an amazing contrast to the hot water streaming down between us, and when he pulled our bodies together I felt his erection, hard and ready, pressed up against my belly. As usual with him, my fuse was lit so easily, and I was impatient to feel him inside me. Part of me wanted to take him into my body right now, begging him to plunge into me hard and fast, pushing us both over the edge.
But I was able to temper my desire; today, I wanted to tease him for a bit, make him work for it, as he so often did with me, making the final result so much better.
I let one of my hands fall from its place around his neck, and slowly trail down his upper body, caressing the hard planes of his chest, and then his nipples for a few seconds, before moving down over the rippling muscles of his stomach. I knew his ticklish spots, and I softly caressed just under the side of his shortribs, and I felt him shaking and twitching as he tried to back away from my questing fingers.
I felt his mouth smiling into our kiss, and he finally slid his lips away from mine, his mouth near my ear. "You are a dangerous woman, Isabella," he teased, giving an extra squeeze to my butt cheeks.
I shut him up by moving my fingers further south, over his lower abdomen and down, giving his pubic hair a gentle tug. I moved my nails around the root of his shaft, circling but not quite touching it; and then caressed down his thighs, letting the side of my hand graze him, but turning away before really touching him.
He began to groan, but I didn't relent and give him what he needed. My nails trailed all around his hips and thighs but kept avoiding where he wanted me most. I reclaimed his mouth at the same time, and continued my teasing.
Josh impatiently thrust his hips towards wherever my hand was, but he was always a second too late. It quickly became a game, him trying to thrust his penis into my hands and having to guess where I would touch next.
I was smiling into his mouth as we kissed as I was clearly winning our little game, and the frustrated whine in his voice told me that his patience was running out. He pulled his head back, his eyes like smoky blue fire, and he chuckled at the satisfied and playful expression on my face.
Seeming to have had enough, he slowly lowered me down until my feet hit the tiles of the shower.
"Now now," I said playfully, feeling happy and confident in myself. I moved closer to him again until his erection was firmly nestled between our bodies. "No need to hurry, right?" I whispered up to him, slowly moving my soaking body side to side, his member moving seductively over the skin of my belly. "You don't have any pressing plans, do you big boy?"
Despite his frustration, he couldn't help but grin back at me, his eyes light and sparkling. He seemed to genuinely enjoy it when I teased him and displayed confidence during our lovemaking. Not long ago I would never have had the courage to be free and uninhibited like this.
"No," he finally admitted, his voice a bit raspy, "no reason to rush and certainly nowhere else I'd rather be."
"Smart boy," I quipped. "Good things come to those who wait." I looked up at him, water dripping from my eyelashes. "Hold still for me," I said, my voice low and sultry. "I want to try something."
Josh was so much taller than me, that when we stood face to face, the tip of his erection almost grazed the bottom of my breasts. I remembered something Jessica had mentioned she did for Mike, and I wanted to try it with Josh, and his height combined with the water in the shower made it a perfect time to try.
I grabbed the soap from the dish, and lathered up my breasts thoroughly, until they were slick and soapy. My eyes had not moved one iota away from Josh's as I did this, and I watched him track my motions with a hungry look on his face as he realized what I was doing.
I put the soap back, and then moved my hands to the sides of my breasts, pushing them together to make a tight valley of my cleavage. I then slowly bent my knees and leaned into him, until the head of his penis slid up between my breasts, moving effortlessly because of the soapy mixture on them.
"Fuck..." he mumbled, his eyes darkening as he looked down to see his erection snugly nestled between my slick breasts. Satisfied that this was working and that he was enjoying it, I pushed them together even more, increasing the tightness and the friction. I then began to flex and arch my back, which had the effect of moving my breasts up and down, and he began to slide through the tight gap.
"God, Bella, that's good," he moaned, his eyes glued to my soapy breasts as he began to pump his hips in time with my motions. I smiled seductively at him, and then tried the next part of what I remembered Jessica saying she did. I stuck my tongue out and bent my head towards my chest, so that each time he thrust his hips up as I moved down, I would swipe along the head of his penis with my tongue.
When I heard him groan loudly with that first lick, I was pleased and happy to do this for him, despite the taste of soap on his member. Luckily the water from the shower was washing the soap away and by the fourth or fifth time I swiped my tongue over him all I could taste was the water and clean skin.
"Shit Bella, where did you learn this? It's so good," he mumbled. Encouraged, I began to move even faster, trying to get him to orgasm. His crown became even further engorged, turning an almost purple color. His moaning got louder and his motions became more erratic as he got closer to his release.
"Josh, cum for me, please." The dirty talk and pleading note in my voice seemed to turn him on, as I usually was not one for saying such things. He whimpered as I sped up even further and I pushed my head down as far as I could to completely bathe the crown with my twirling tongue. On his next thrust up, I saw the muscles in his stomach suddenly contract, and he groaned long and low, his knees shaking. I was looking down as the first spurt of his release leapt high from his tip to splatter on my cheek. I moved my head a touch to the left and opened my mouth wider, and the next spurt landed on my tongue, warm and slightly salty and all kinds of hot. Josh's guttural moans were a huge turn on for me, and I wiggled my chest harder, trying to extend his climax. Two more spurts dribbled out, dripping down my collar bone and onto the tops of my breasts, before the water washed it away.
A few seconds later, Josh leaned against the wall of the shower, bracing himself there, his breath coming in short gasps. I finally released my breasts and stood up straight, leaning against him and kissing his chest, happy that I could do that for him.
He looked down at me with dark, lusty eyes. "Bella, that was amazing, thank you," he panted, still trying to catch his breath. He had a dopey grin on his face, and was looking at me with surprise and adoration.
I giggled at his expression. It felt quite empowering to be able to please my man like this, and I was thankful that I paid such careful attention to Jessica's stories. I owed her one for this. "You're welcome, Josh. I liked it too."
He stared at me for another second with a hungry look, and then he gripped my upper arms and bent down to claim my mouth in a bruising kiss. His tongue moved sensually against mine, caressing and sliding even as his lips locked against my own.
His kiss was so distracting it took me a moment to realize his hands had moved from my arms, and one of them was playing with my nipples while the other had moved between my thighs, and was softly stroking my sex. I moaned into the kiss, and tried to open my stance to give him more room but I just couldn't manage it right as he was too tall to reach as far down as he needed.
Josh immediately had a solution, however. "Here, baby, turn around and lean up against the wall." Still somewhat dazed from his kiss, I managed to face the white tiles of the shower stall, and lifted my arms to make a cradle for my head so I could lean against the wall with my butt thrust out behind me.
"That's it," he said, and I looked over my shoulder as he went down to his knees behind me, his hands sliding down my wet skin over the curve of my cheeks and down to the backs of my thighs. I felt him move my legs further apart, until they were wider than my shoulders. He gently took my feet, one at a time, and slid them backwards a few inches until I was leaning further against the wall, my arms bent at the elbows and pressing against the wet tiles.
"Perfect," he whispered, having positioned me just the way he wanted. I was still looking over my shoulder at him, and bit my lip in anticipation when he sank lower on his knees. He was right behind my spread legs, his heavy gaze locked on my exposed core.
I was tingly and wet and so badly needing his touch!
"You are so fucking sexy, baby," he said, his voice deep and husky. I shivered when I felt his hands move up from my thighs, tracing patterns over my skin, moving closer and closer to my center. My arousal began to ratchet up, and I was practically quivering when I felt him blow softly on my sex. I felt myself getting wetter by the second, and when he finally dragged a finger up and down through my slit, I was so wet and hot for him that I shuddered and almost came on the spot - it felt that good.
"You smell so good Bella," he murmured, the tip of his nose just grazing against my folds. I whimpered and pushed my hips back, trying to get friction, but he seemed to be teasing my like I teased him.
"Please Josh," I begged. "I can't take it."
He spoke right into my core, the vibrations making me even more crazy. "As you wish," and then his tongue was on me. Long lapping strokes, from the very top of my core to the bottom, sometimes going further and actually tracing over my anus, the new sensations making me almost howl, and I turned into a groaning, panting mess, my wetness dripping like a faucet from my core. My legs were quaking and my I was struggling to even catch my breath, the sensations of being bent over like this and having hip lick and suck me from top to bottom was so intense in this position. His hands joined in, rolling my cheeks or slowly moving in and out of my soaking core, his thumb dragging over the areas his tongue had just touched, leaving me a quivering pile of Bella-jello.
At this rate, I was not going to last even a minute.
The muscles in my groin and belly began to contract, getting tighter and tighter, like rubber bands being pulled to their breaking point as a huge climax was coming. Sure enough, less than a minute later when he added a second finger inside me and began to pulse those fingers against a very sensitive spot on the upper part of my slick walls, it was like a bomb going off inside me. An enormous rush of euphoria and dizziness hit me, and I screamed his name as every muscle in my body seemed to go slack all at once, taking all the tension with it as a massive orgasm crashed through me.
Knowing my body so well now, Josh anticipated my loss of muscle control that surely would have meant me collapsing to the floor of the shower. His strong hands gripped my upper body firmly and he gently guided me down the tiled wall that I had been leaning on for dear life.
He shuffled himself forward, sitting Indian style, and I eventually found myself in his lap, my back against his chest and my head lolling backwards on his shoulder. As my breathing returned to normal, I became aware of his hands gently cupping my breasts - thankfully avoiding my nipples, which were far too sensitive at the moment - and his penis nestled up tightly against the crack of my bum with the tip pressed against my lower back.
I wasn't sure how much time it took for me to finally calm, but I finally had enough sense left to turn my head sharply over my left shoulder, where I met his mouth for a hungry kiss. I twisted myself a bit in his lap, my hand coming up to rub his cheek, softly caressing it, trying to convey to him how amazing he was and how spectacular he made me feel.
When I pulled back from our kiss, our eyes met, and I saw love and desire there, and I imagine my eyes probably matched his.
"Thank you Josh," I said, feeling completely blissed out. "That was unbelievably amazing."
He softly kissed my lips again. "I'm glad you liked it. I like it when you come undone like that," he said quietly, kissing my face, my cheeks, and my jaw. "I want you to feel cherished, Bella."
The loving simplicity of his words and the soft touch of his lips made my love for him swell, and I leaned back to kiss him further. But then, I suddenly became very aware of his very erect member that was practically cradled inside the crack of my bum, and I wanted him inside me badly.
I turned my head forward and down, looking between my legs. All I could see of him from this angle, with me in his lap and my back against his chest - were his testicles, just visible between my legs under my mound. It almost looked like they were attached to my body, and I giggled at the sight.
"What's so funny," Josh asked in my ear.
"Look over my shoulder, down between us," I answered, still giggling.
I watched as he craned his neck out over my right shoulder, looking down over the slopes of my breasts and down between my legs, where he saw his testicles sticking out from below the hair of my bush.
He chuckled, and I giggled again. It was a really funny sight.
"Well? What do you think?" I teased him. "Do you like the addition?"
He laughed, deep and loud. "Ahh, yes, quite the add-on. I could certainly say you are one ballsy woman!"
I laughed at his silly joke, and he shook his hips, making them jiggle. We both laughed for another minute before my arousal returned. I kissed the side of his face as he pulled his head back over my shoulder, and told him to be still.
I leaned myself up, feeling his erection slide down my butt crack until it finally flopped free between us. Josh gasped - I guess that felt good to him - and I reached down, grasping the shaft and pointing it up until it grazed the lips of my sex.
We both moaned at the sensation, and then I slowly sank down on him, loving the noises he was making, and enjoying the feel of him filling me up. I was so wet and relaxed from my orgasm that he sank straight in until he was fully buried inside me, his testicles snuggled up against the cheeks of my butt.
"Oh Bella," he moaned, his large hands running freely over my breasts, tweaking my nipples or caressing my stomach and shoulders; I could almost feel his love for me through his fingers, little touches of love and tenderness that made me shiver almost as much as the feel of him inside me did.
It was not easy for me to move much in our current position, but I did what I could. I tried rocking forward and back as much as moving up and down, and Josh's hands on my sides helped me establish some sort of rhythm.
I widened my legs, and when I finally put my feet flat on the stall with my knees spread out wide - like I was squatting on him - I could finally get the leverage I needed to really move. I began to roll my pelvis back and forth, in and out, and twirl my hips in small circles. He seemed to like everything I did, and I felt that familiar knot beginning to form again in my belly as my core cramped on him.
My breaths began to come in short pants as I moved, my ardor rising higher and higher with each swivel or drop of my hips. I turned my head over my shoulder again, straining my neck back for a kiss, and he met me halfway. I couldn't easily get my lips on his with as much force as I wanted, but I stuck my tongue out, and he did the same. Our tongues tangled and slid over each other, sexy and hot.
A sudden caress against my nub had me shriek in surprise, and I turned my head back and looked down. Josh had brought one of his hands around my hips and was now gently tweaking my nub. I began to rock harder on him, feeling my own release coming on fast now.
I decided to try and bring him with me, and let my hands move down alongside my inner thighs, and gently used my nails to caress his sack which was now banging into the cheeks of my butt with our frenzied motion. Josh roared his approval, and I began to caress them faster, feeling them tightening up and almost flattening in my hands.
My thighs were getting tired and beginning to burn, but my release was ahead of it, and I began to shake as I finally felt everything begin to unwind, my muscles clamping down on Josh's member which was buried deep inside of me.
"Oh shit, Bella!" he cried out into the skin of my neck, his nose pressed against my jaw. One of his hands rapidly flicked my clit while the other had moved beneath us and was stretched wide over my butt cheeks, kneading them and squeezing them even as he was spasming with me.
The rush of sensation was overwhelming, and I finally collapsed down boneless onto his lap, with him still pulsing inside of me. Tired as I was, I wiggled my hips back and forth to try and coax everything from him, and I never stopped tugging and caressing his testicles.
Finally, we both ran out of steam, and he began to softly laugh into my neck even as I went slack and collapsed with my back against his chest, trying to catch my breath. His hands reached for mine, and our fingers intertwined.
"God Bella, that was so good, you really are incredible," he mumbled into my neck, and then began to softly kiss the tender skin there.
"Mm mm," I answered, fully agreeing but unable to speak coherently quite yet. I was only vaguely aware when he slipped his hands from mine, moved them under my butt, and lifted me like I weighed nothing. I squealed in surprise, but he just laughed and swung me around so I was facing him and then gently put me back down on his lap.
Before I could say anything, he was devouring my mouth in a hungry kiss which I gladly reciprocated. I knotted my hands in the hair at the back of his neck, and his own arms wrapped around me and held me close against him.
We kissed like that for several minutes, before we finally began to slow. My eyes opened, and I had to blink a few times as the water from the shower had dripped from my hair and onto my eyelashes. We just stared at each other, a few inches separating us, his eyes a smoky, deep blue.
"I love you Isabella Swan. Thank you for loving me back." He gave me a small, heartfelt smile that made my insides just want to melt.
I stared back at him, a deep well of emotion for this man permeating me. "And I love you, Joshua Stephenson. And thank you for loving me back."
Our lips met again, soft and slow and intimate. The fingertips of my right hand softly caressed his left cheek, and he mirrored my motion as the fingertips of his right hand tenderly touched my cheek and jaw.
I'm not sure how long we might have stayed in that position, but I noticed that the water was not as hot and steamy as when we first got into the shower. I slowly opened my eyes, and saw that his were already open and staring at me tenderly.
We clearly were on the same page about the shower, as he slowly stood, pulling me up with him. I reached for the soap while he reached for the shampoo, and we both laughed.
"How about you do my hair while I soap you up?" I suggested, and he nodded his head. And we finally got on with our shower.
Yes, it was a great start to the day indeed.
A/N - Hope you enjoyed!
The next outtake may not be a lemon. I have a long POV from Lauren that basically starts in December, when she first started befriending Bella. Not sure if there is any interest in it, but may post it anyway.
