I sat down on the couch in the private lunchroom at the Starlite Hotel waiting for Jimin. We had been dating for about 3 years now and it has been hard. With him being so far away all the time. as well as him being the apple of many netizen's eyes. but I have been patient and caring and understanding so. .. why, I mean why is it that no matter how much I entice him and try to get him riffled up he never touches me. I know that I may seem a little needy. but before I moved to Korea to be with him he would always hold me, in fact, I still remember the first time Jimin held me in his arms. It was my first time and I was nerves but I wanted him so I let him have me. All of me.
~ Flashback of the First time~
It had been our second year of dating I was Y/Age and he had come to see me after his big concert at the Neon Center. I was happy that he loved me enough to come after he had performed such a big show. I was in my apartment in the Limerken Appartments. it was around 1 when I opened the door and let him in. After he entered I shut the door. He brought me in for a tight embrace and said:" ahh Y/N... you have no idea how tiring it is to be an idol". I said I don't but I know you love to perform and you belong on that stage I wouldn't have it any other way. ( I was naive at that time) Jimin responded with " Thank you and of course, I love it. " he released me from his embrace and I asked would you like something to eat or drink. Jimin responded with I'll take some water.
I walked into the kitchen and started to fill up a glass cup with water. When he walked into the kitchen and hugged me from behind. Jimin put his head on my shoulder and said you smell nice did you just show? I blushed at how close he was. I could feel his breath on my neck. next thing I Know he kissed my neck sending chills down my spine. he put his hand on the knob to turn the water off. I put the cup down on the counter that s when he turned me around and kissed me gently at first then deeper. I put my hands around his neck that when he picked me up and set me up on the counter. he continued to kiss and embrace me. deeper and deeper. He kissed me and he matched me in sync.
I put my hands in his hair and pulled him closer to me. When suddenly his hands started to wonder. On hand was on my waist while the other was on my breast. He moved his lips down to my neck again leaving little love bites as I let out a moan. He looked up at me and smirked and said are ready. I bit my lip and said yes. he picked me up again and this time he carried me to my room. He laid me down on the bed and unbuttoned my pants and took my shirt off. I looked into his eyes as he stood in front of me and took off his shirt revealing his toned abs. He then began to unbutton his pants. He looked down at me. Only in my Red laced bra and matching underwear, and gave me another mischievous smile. I laid back as he approached me slowly until he was completely over me and I was laying flat on the bed.
He grabbed a handful of my hair and pulled me in for a kiss it was deep and sweet. I could feel his other hand on my thigh. I felt him bring in up slowly as he went back to my neck. He put a hand inside my underwear and slowly inserted a finger I yelp not in pain but in pleasure. "Ahhhh... " he smiled at my voice and came down to my ear bit my ear as he inserted another finger his fingers match each other I could only moan as he keeps a good motion. He then left a trail of kisses as he went down my body until he stopped at my underwear and slid them off. H looked at me and said" you're so wet with a smile". " let me clean you off". I said you don't have t-- when he started to take me with his tongue. I had already grabbed his hair before I knew it. I was screaming in pleasure once again. "Excuse me Y/N.."