Even God's Need A Lifelong Partner
Chapter Three
"I caught it bad just today
You hit with me with a call to your place
Ain't been out in a while anyway
Was hoping I could catch you throwin' smiles at my face" – MONTREO (Call Me By Your Name) – Lil Nas X
Disclaimer: I do not own the song, neither the Resident Evil franchise. If I would, I would make these two canons already. Or at least, Wesker to live again.
Chris could not believe what he just heard. The man who he thought he hated for his whole life is asking for forgiveness. Maybe everything was worth for it already. But he also had doubts, like, what if this is a part of another evil plan what he is taking part in? He will never know, but he wants to say that damn word so fast.
"Maybe I will." Chris answered.
Instead of getting on track with that yes word, he will play it slow. It would also make him look like he is insane actually. While trying to think about how to continue this conversation with him, he reached for another cigarette.
"I know I was not the best person who you ever met up with." Wesker started.
Maybe he is taking to already fast. Like not even a day since Chris joined to him and he is already not himself. Why didn't he make a virus to kill the feeling love, in himself? Love? Already? It has been a decade already over since he laid his eyes on Chris. But never ever thought he will feel this way.
He really was the worst person who could ever Chris meet up with. All the fights, kicks and slaps, murderer plans. How desperate he wanted to see Chris on the ground, suffering from all the pain what he would cause, and now he is thinking, all was not worth for it. No one should make someone who they think they care for, suffer. But this, needs to have more studies on, to be honest.
"You never were." Chris laughed.
Again, the weird feeling all in Wesker made him turn and twist. Just because of a little laugh. He needs to get his head clear. Because he cannot think straight. Not only because of that, he is not really that straight what he thought he was.
When he looked up, Chris was no where to be found. He simply stood up and left. Wesker was surprised but could not do anything about it. He looked over the table, to find he even left the cigarette box there.
Wesker looked around twice, then got one out of the box and lighted one cigarette for himself too. He never really smoked like that intensive, but he needed this one now. He is out of his mind; he thinks he is in love. And cannot accept this fact. He had that flashback in his head. Where they almost made up as something, more…
He regrets that for now, that he did not stand up and took actions. Regretting it all over again. It was over a decade ago, no sorry could make the pain go away. He hated that, by now, that he was damn busy about Umbrella, and making everyone hate him. As soon, as he finished his cigarette, he walks back to his room.
Chris never ever thought back at that time, where he almost expressed his feelings towards Wesker. He regrets that back in that time, but now, maybe he could change it all. But maybe he would be more heart broken. He had to see Wesker's "death". At that time, he only felt pain, because of the betrayal. Not because, he loved him.
He never had chance to find love in this crazy situation, but the only one he could ever think about was this damn man who always wanted to kill him. Every little encounter, and every little fight, and escaping from death, made him stronger, but always crazier for him, to be honest.
He checked his little cellphone, finding some signals in, so he could do a call. He hesitated a little, then he decided to make one. But making it quick, and short. He knows, how everyone is disappointed in him, by now. And lost all the trust, they have had in him.
"What the fuck is wrong with you, actually?!" Jill screamed, as she picked up the phone.
Jill was going crazy about Chris's decision. When Sheva told her, why Chris is not coming home, she laughed, but then, realized, how serious she really was. Never thought this, about Chris. Risking everything? Throwing everything away so fast?
"I am good, and you?" Chris asked back, in a bored tone.
Chris could have expected this reaction but was hoping in something different from his friend to react to. But he had nothing to do about it, just needs to go with the flow, and not saying anything about his little returning feelings towards Wesker. Jill would probably come back to Africa to kill both of them. And Chris knows she would do it.
"You cannot be that crazy little kid you were in our rookie days." Jill said.
To be honest, Chris never told anyone back in the office days about his feelings, but Jill knows for sure, something is not totally perfect with Chris, towards their ex-captain. And never ever thought about that before, that serious. Now, it would not be that perfect feeling to rise and cheer for.
"Who said I was?" Chris asked.
He heard as Jill let out a long sigh. This all will end in a big pain in the ass. And Jill knew she should not sit there any longer. She needs to get done with all these rehabilitations and get on a plane to go back to Africa, and rescue Chris from that brainwash.
"This is a serious drill, Chris! I make sure I will go after you and drag you with my hands back!" Jill shouted.
Chris shakes his head. He does not want this to happen. He wants to stay here, alone, with Wesker. Even letting him to destroy the whole fucking world, just to stay closer to him than ever before and maybe having his little luck and chance of getting together… But these are big real daydreams.
"Come and get me then, but I will not go back with you! I quit!" Chris shouted.
Jill gasped, as he heard those words. The brainwash already happened, as she thought. Jill rolled her eyes, then finally decided. After these damn tests, she will be back in Africa within a few days. This is not the Chris who was her partner since 1996. And makes sure to finish Chris's work by finishing Wesker off.
"I make sure to have you back, you freak! Do not tell me that you still have feelings for that bastard, or I make sure to kill you both!" Jill shouted back.
Chris got angry at that moment. He cancelled the call and threw his cellphone away. He wanted to reach for a friend, then what she gets? Nothing but hate. Fuck fake friends, who cannot stand with him even if he choses these ways, to life his life. He wanted to punch that damn wall now, but he did not want to make any noise, so he just pushed to door so hard, on his way out of his room, that even Wesker could hear that push.
But so, he did not know, that Wesker saw and heard everything from his little office. He smirked when he realized he really does have Chris in his hands. He needs to have everything out of it, so time for another little leaning back, and learning about his crazy feelings what grown out to have desire towards having Chris on his side. He will make sure to clear Valentine out of the way, but it made him feel joy, when Chris even quit from BSAA. Everything turns to do for his way.
A/N: So, we are going to pick up the next chapter with the forgiving thing, but to be honest, I have so many bad things planned out. My fiancé obviously is not really into my fandoms, but since he reads this fanfic specially, I am sending love to him.
My bad, I haven't updated in a while. Im so busy with finals (hehe) and my book publishing. We're close to finally publish my book and Im so happy about it.