Astrid's POV

I see Elsa walk into the living room and I put my pizza away. I take a deep breath and ask "Jack left?". She sobs "Yes he did". I stand up and walk up to Elsa "Did you ask him why he did it or like what happened?". Elsa shakes her head "No I didn't. I couldn't. I thought I'd die if I asked him what happened. I didn't want to hear it all again. I already know what happened, Astrid. We both know". I look down "Yes I do. But you should've asked him or at least given him a chance to talk. I told you, Elsa. When I was there you should've let me punch him and ask what happened. If you couldn't do it you should've asked me, Elsa. I just don't get it Why did he do that? At this point, nothing makes sense" I drop down on the couch and put my head in my hands.

Elsa sits with me "Astrid you had lost yourself at that time. If I hadn't held you back there was no doubt you'd have killed him. Like for real. I couldn't do it Astrid I just couldn't" I let out a deep breath and look at her "Well if it makes you feel any better. I did the same with Hiccup. I left him" As soon as I said this Elsa's jaw hung open and her eyes popped out "You. Did you actually leave him? But why? He didn't cheat on you, did he? That's why he was taking Jack's side. I swear I'll kill him when I see..." I start shaking my head "He said something that opened up old wounds and I couldn't take it anymore. So I just left. I am filing for a divorce. I can't take it anymore Elsa. Please. Help me! Please! Oh thor I miss her so much"

I have never felt so vulnerable before. I am sobbing like a child. Now both Elsa and I are. After a few minutes, Elsa talks "Astrid crying won't bring Ingrid back. Now tell me what he said" I nod and start telling her

~3 hours ago~

Astrid's POV

After the call ended. I was ready to leave but I remembered I didn't have my jacket on. I look around but couldn't find it. I take my shoes off and go to our room. Hiccup was on the bed turned the other way talking to someone "Yeah, she left. I don't feel the same for her Merida. It's like everything changed after that accident. She doesn't even look at me how she used to. Our marriage has fallen apart. I can't do this Mer. I can't. Umm. Yes. Exactly. Oh, you are free? Why don't you come over?" I stand there shocked. I thought our relationship was getting better now. I didn't know it was getting worse. HIccup has been distant lately. It's like I can't even feel my body. It's all numb. I feel like I'll pass out. But before I can I get a hold of myself and sit on the bed. I wanted to say so many things but I just couldn't. My mouth was dry. The bed moved as I sat and I'm sure Hiccup knows I'm behind him. He calls me "Astrid?" and then walks to me.

I look up and see Hiccup with not even a little guilt on his face. I stand up and slap him as hard as I can. At this point, I wanted to kill him. I can't describe the hate I feel for him. He rubs his cheek and yells "What was that for?! Are you crazy? No, let me answer you are!" I grind my teeth "Oh really? What about your pathetic and crazy Merida? Huh?" He rolls his eyes "Oh please! She isn't pathetic or crazy. You are! Look what you've become. So selfish. You always think about yourself and don't even look at me like you used to" I shake my head violently "No! No! You can't be my Hiccup! You are yelling at me and calling me selfish? When you know I am not! No what have you become? You fancy Merida so much that you've forgotten about me. You have forgotten about INGRID! I won't be shocked if you tell me you slept with her"

Now Hiccup does something that I never expected. He can't do it! This isn't him. I turn my head and look him in the eye then whisper "You slapped me?" He stands stiff and so emotionless. His eyes aren't that warm green anymore. They are cold and hard. Right now I want nothing but Hiccup. The one I fell in love with. I start sobbing "Who are you? You've never hit me before. Not even a finger. Why are you doing this and what have you done with my Hiccup?" He laughs "No Astrid! Who are you? Everything changed after that day! Everything! Why can't you let her go? She's dead! Do you see her here? No, you don't! Can't you see it! I have forgotten her. You should too. People move on Astrid. But you're stuck in that "Mother" bubble!" I punch his face so hard that he backs up a little and then I yell "You fucking bastard! How can you say that about your daughter. You killed her you asshole! If you hadn't been drunk and driving! How could you be so irresponsible! How? And you are complaining about me changing? Where did you even get the guts to say that? You are nothing but a piece of shit! Oh, Thor! Why did I even marry you?! We should get divorced!"

He looks at me and then smiles "Yes! Oh, thor! Yes, we should! I don't want you Astrid and you know what I am glad! So glad! That Ingrid died. Now I can actually marry someone I love and who loves me back Astrid. MERIDA! I'll file divorce first thing tomorrow" I stand there shocked. At this point, I don't even want to say something. My mouth dry, my heart stopped and my brain dead. I can't feel anything and I just drop to the ground. Now hugging my knees against the wall. I wanted to kill him for talking about our...no My daughter like that. Just mine! I am helpless and vulnerable. I somehow manage to get up and walk to the door. I grab my car keys and put on my runners. I leave the apartment. When I walk down the hallway the elevator opens up and I see Merida walk out. I knew where she was headed. To my apartment. No to Hiccup's apartment.

I get in the elevator and press the main floor button. I grab my phone and go to photos. I see the picture of Hiccup and I goofing around. I smile and tear runs down my face. I take a deep breath and open the folder I never do. I click on "Baby Ingrid" and as soon as I open it all the memories flush back in. She holding my finger. When she used to look up with the blue eyes she inherited from me and that cute gummy smile from Hiccup. I just knew she was going to steal every guy's heart and then Hiccup being overprotective of her. That was the Hiccup I married but this is the one I am divorcing. The door opens up and I head to my car and drive to Elsa's apartment"

~The End~

I finish "And that's when I came here" I turn to my left and Elsa is in tears. I laugh while crying "Why are you crying? It's ok! See I am fine. Am I crying? No, I am not right? She's dead. She's dead Elsa. She's dead! My Ingrid is dead! Oh Thor, I miss her so much! Why didn't you just kill me with her?" I hug Elsa and scream "I miss her Elsa. I miss her so much! It's been a year! A year god damnit! Hiccup is right. I am still stuck. I can't move on. It's so funny that here I am crying and my husband is probably having sex with a slut in our apartment. I deserve this! I totally deserve this!" I feel a slap on my face and now Elsa is yelling "You Bitch! Are you stupid? How did you deserve this? Why did you deserve this? You didn't deserve this Astrid! I never EVER expected this from Hiccup. Like NEVER! I am not going to tell you to forgive him and get back to him. Never! Even if he dies! Look here Astrid" I look up with tears in my eyes.

She continues "You have me. And I am never ever! leaving you Astrid. I am mad that you didn't tell me this when you came" I roll my eyes and reply "You were crying. I didn't want to add up and be a burden" Elsa smacks the back of my head "You dumbass! You are never a burden on me! Now come on let's go! Stand uppaa" Next thing I know Elsa pulled me up. I am feeling better now but the tears don't stop. I feel Elsa push my chin up with her fingers. She looks me in the eye and says "My queen. Please stop crying" I snort and roll my eyes "Ok your majesty! Thanks, it feels better now. I don't know what I'd do without you, Elsa. I love you" She gives me a warm smile "Same goes for you. Now come on let's go to bed. Not gonna lie I am actually sleepy" I laugh and brush my tears away with my sleeve. We both turn off the lights and head to the bedroom. Elsa and I cuddle and soon fall asleep.