They had left shortly afterwards. They never kissed, they never spoke another word but they just laid together feeling each others presence. Kurt felt like he could tell him anything and it had only been a day. Kurt was walking through into his ward and peered into Dorothy. He wished he could take her pain away. He walked over to the door and knocked before walking in slowly. Dorothy turned round but turned quickly back when she realised it was Kurt.
"Hey Dorothy." Kurt said smiling but her gaze was fixed on the wall.
"Hi." Dorothy whispered and she turned her head to face him.
"How're you feeling?" Kurt asked with a tilt of his head.
"Like shit." Dorothy said bluntly and Kurt let out a chuckle.
"May I still with you?" Kurt said pointed to her bed and she just nodded.
"Aren't you worried I'll hurt you again?" She said brokenly as a choked sob escaped her lips as she seen his face.
"No." Kurt said smiling and sat himself on the edge on the bed.
"Why? I nearly took your eyes out." Dorothy said quietly.
"I do not blame you, what you went through is something that no one on this earth will ever understand until they go through it. I understand Dorothy, I will always understand." Kurt said kindly and he reached over to her hand.
"Thank you for fixing me." Dorothy said nodding her head as the tears fell from her gorgeous face.
"Thank you for not killing me." Kurt said winking and she threw her head back and placed a hand oh her stomach.
"Anytime." Dorothy said sweetly and Kurt nodded.
"Am I okay to take some bloods from you and do an ultrasound?" Kurt asked.
"Anything for you." She said smiling and Kurt smiled back and stood from the bed and started to prep himself and his equipment and once he was done he walked over to her.
"Now, I'm going to insert this small needle into your vein here." He pointed to her arm. "You may briefly experience a sharp scratch or discomfort when the needle is inserted."
"Okay Doc." She said smile watching him.
"Do you have a prefered of arm?" Kurt said and she shook her head no.
Kurt placed a tourniquet around her arm and told her to to make a fix a few times and he found a suitable vein. He placed the needle directly over and looked at her.
"Ready?" Kurt said smiling and she nodded and smiled back.
"Sharp scratch." Kurt said concentrating and he inserted the needle quickly and effortlessly. He started to attacked each blood bottle into the needle once they had been filled accordingly. He collected the samples and slowly released the needle form her arm and covering it with an antiseptic wipe and removing the tourniquet and smiling at her.
"All done."
She laughed and watched him finish. He was amazing. She hardly felt a thing.
"Thanks Doc."
"Anytime." Kurt said laughing and she shook her head in amusement.
"No, how about I finally get to see that baby of yours?" Kurt said smiling and she laughed and nodded.
He pulled over the high tech ultrasound machine and started to prep himself again.
"Are you starting to get excited yet?" Kurt said as he placed the lubricating gel onto the probe.
"I am. I thought I wouldn't be with the situation but I've always wanted a baby. I'm not giving up on it even if it means I'm on my own."
"You're incredible." Kurt said as he placed the probe to her stomach. "You may experience a little bit of pressure."
"Okay." Dorothy said smiling.
He started to move it around her stomach, capturing pictures as he went. He kept his eyes on the screen but he didn't look at her. The baby had abnormalities, something that never got caught before he came. This is why I do things myself.
"Is everything fine?" Dorothy said concerned.
"Everything is fine sweetie." Kurt said smiling to her. He didn't want go to worry her just yet. He finished off after thirty minutes and turned to her.
"Would you like to know the gender?" Kurt said beaming at her and she nodded as a tear ran down her face.
"Emily."
She nodded a thank you and wrapped his arms round him. Totally unprofessional but he didn't care.
He walked through the halls quickly and seen Blaine talking to his residents. He was born to teach
"Dr Anderson, I'm incredibly sorry to interrupt you but may I have a word?" Kurt said professionally.
"Of course Dr Hummel." Blaine said professionally back.
"Oh my god is that Dr Kurt Hummel?" One of the residents asked and they all looked up in shock. Kurt laughed lightly and stepped forward.
"It's a pleasure to meet you all." Kurt said as he started to shake their hands.
Blaine watched him introduce himself and watched as the his residents faces lit up in excitement.
"I can't believe you're here. Are you in on a case?" One asked as he shook his hand.
"Yes. I'm here to Friday." Kurt said back as he withdrew his hand.
"That insane. You're a god." One said and Kurt laughed and nodded.
"Of course I am." Kurt said smirking and they all laughed.
"Mr Anderson?" Kurt said and he nodded and they walked away for some privacy.
"Is everything okay?" Blaine asked concerned and he shook his head.
"Mrs Meadows." Kurt said and he nodded.
"Board room?" Blaine asked.
"Yes. I've paged Dr Montgomery also." Kurt said professionally as Blaine opened the door and walked through to the board room.
"Abnormalities?" Blaine questioned and Kurt nodded.
"I think my phone dropped in your car this morning. I can't find it anywhere. Do you mind if I grab it after this?" Blaine said and Kurt smiled and nodded and grabbed the keys from his pocket and passed them over.
Wes joined them in a few minutes and they sat down.
"I need to do a fetal echocardiography Dr Montgomery on Mrs Meadows." Kurt said as he sat down to join them.
"Did you find abnormalities in her ultrasound?" Wes said and Kurt nodded.
"Yes and it's quite worrying. Would you be able to review once it's done?" Kurt said turning to him and Wes nodded.
"I'm going to it Transvaginal. I think it's the best option for us to get a clearer reading." Kurt said as he twirled the pen in his hands.
"That's where you come in Dr Anderson. The fetus is is also showing signs of Spinal Bifida. I don't know they didn't they managed to miss that one." Kurt said shaking his head towards Blaine.
"How can they miss that? It's apparent before eighteen weeks of pregnancy?" Blaine said shocked and Kurt nodded.
"Incompetent."
They looked at Kurt who was tapping the pan on the table in frustration as he looked through her medical records.
"I need to know why they miss it. I need to know how they managed to miss it." Kurt added turning his gaze towards them.
"May I see her medical chart?" Blaine said and Kurt leaned over and passed it too him. Wes leaned over and they went to her previous ultrasound records.
"There's no abnormalities in any of her previous scans, vitals are stable." Blaine said and Kurt nodded.
"Fetal heart is also documented to have no abnormalities." Wes said leaning back and shaking his head.
"Can you see my problem?" Kurt said placing his palm onto his head and leaning on the table.
"They didn't just miss it. They over looked it." Blaine said laughing in disbelief and passing the chart it Wes.
"That's unbelievable." Wes said angrily and throwing the chart on the table.
"Like I said, incompetent." Kurt repeated and they nodded.
Kurt's was still tapping the pen on the table forcefully as he was thinking and then the stopped.
"Dr Anderson, we need open up her abdomen, I need to open her Uterus C- section and expose the foetus's back so you can close the spine." Kurt said turning to him.
"And then we can made the repair." Kurt said finishing.
"Of course. The procedure is best done fetal. A shunt may be needed to be placed to drain the fluid from the brain." Blaine added and Kurt nodded.
"I'm going to preform a Amniocentesis so I can sample the fluid from the amniotic sac as soon as possible." Kurt said tiredly.
"This poor women doesn't her a break." Wes said sadly
"No and neither will her child." Kurt said standing up and they followed suit.
"Let's go talk to her." Blaine said with a nod.
They explained everything to her she sat and listened as the tears fell from her eyes. She took it all in and never interrupted. She needed to know everything.
"You will all be there?" She said turning to them.
"I will do the scan first. Today if that's okay with you?" Wes said and she's smiled and nodded.
"We don't want to go in there blind. We need to know everything."
She nodded and thanked him.
"Then I'll do a Transvaginal scan and an Amniocentesis so I can take samples of the fluid." Kurt said and she nodded.
"Once we get the results back and also your blood results. We can schedule you in for surgery." Kurt added.
"I can assure you, we are the best. You and your baby is in great hands." Blaine said smiling gently and she laughed softly.
"Don't worry, I already know." She said smiling at Kurt.
Wes was looking over her fetal echo. Kurt had dropped them off thirty minutes ago. The baby had a heart defect called Ventricular Septal which meant there was an abnormal opening in the heart in the lower chamber ventricles, allowing oxygen-rich and oxygen-poor blood to mix. The oxygen rich blood gets pumped back into the lungs instead of out to the body, causing the heart to work harder. It was small so it may never cause any problems but it was still apparent. They needed to just keep a eye on her for the time being and make sure the opening didn't enlarge. He had just called Kurt and Blaine and explained everything. Least that was one problem solved.
Kurt was currently having a break. The break included working on paperwork while he had a break. So technically, it wasn't a break. He still hadn't ate and it afternoon. He was flicking through Dorothy's blood results and he felt a weight sitting in front of him.
"You haven't ate yet." Blaine said lifting the bloods when his hands and reading them.
"So?" Kurt said rolling his eyes and taking the blood results back from him.
"You didn't eat this morning and it's now near one and you've been in this hospital since five thirty this morning." Blaine said as he forcefully took the sheets from his hands again.
"I ate before I left." Kurt said as he reached over to take them back but Blaine lifted them further away.
"So, you're going to come with me now and grab something. They do amazing pizza about five minutes away from here." Blaine said as his eyes stayed on the results.
"Blaine I'm honestl-
"Did you eat this morning really? Or you going to start lying to me Dr Hummel?" Blaine said as he placed the blood results down and looked at him.
"I lied." Kurt said smirking and Blaine sighed and stood up.
"Come on." Blaine said and held his hand out for him to take.
"Blaine I have so much to do." Kurt said smacking his hand away playfully.
"Kurt." Blaine said sternly and he shook his head.
"I have surgery with Dr Montgomery in three hours, I have to sort out Dorothy's arrangements for surgery tomorrow, I have paperwork up to my head and I've got countless of evaluations to do. Did I mention I'm booked in for another five surgeries today?" Kurt said quickly staring at Blaine.
"That's why you need to eat." Blaine said smirking before walking behind him and wrapping his arms round his body and pulling him up.
"Jesus Christ!" Kurt said laughing. "I'm not a baby."
"You might as well be getting reminded to eat." Blaine said softly and smiling.
"I just forget." Kurt said and Blaine nodded.
"Come with me?" Blaine said.
"Okay Dr Anderson."
Blaine wasn't lying, the pizza was amazing. They was sitting on a bench a block away from the hospital. They both was straddling it so they could see each other while they ate and talked.
"I can't believe you use to be in a show choir." Kurt said laughing and Blaine laughed too.
"I loved it Kurt." Blaine said laughing and Kurt nodded.
"You must have a good voice then?" Kurt said smirking.
"Maybe I can show you sometime." Blaine said as he lifted a piece of pizza to his mouth. He moaned at the taste and Kurt just bit his lip.
"Stop it."
"Stop what Kurt?"
"Moaning like a fucking whore."
Blaine threw his head back in laughter and shook his head. "Why Hummel? Is it getting you going?"
Kurt didn't say anything, he just lifted a piece to his mouth.
"Don't you fuckin-
Kurt moaned shamelessly loud and rolled his eyes back as the pizza entered his mouth. He kept his eyes on Blaine at all times.
"Oh I see." Blaine stuttered out and Kurt started to laugh.
"See?" Kurt said biting his lip and Blaine nodded and laughed nervously.
"You kill me." Blaine said as his eyes trailed up his body until he landed on his face.
"It's a good job I know CPR." Kurt said breathlessly as he placed the pizza down and turned towards him.
"I can't do this no more." Blaine said averting his gaze.
"Blaine?" Kurt said as he moved closer so he was sitting close to him.
"You're so perfect Kurt but I can't do this. We can't do this. Every time I'm around you all I want to do is kiss you and it's not fair." Blaine said admittedly.
"I'm sorry. I'm not making the situation any better." Kurt said looking down.
"No it's not just you, it's me too." Blaine said softly and Kurt looked up back up towards him.
"I'm trying so hard not to break my promise." Kurt whispered.
"I know. I just don't want that bastard to hurt you again or have anything against you." Blaine said and Kurt smiled and nodded.
"He'll hurt me anyway." Kurt said sadly.
"That doesn't make me feel any fucking better Kurt." Blaine said frustrated.
"I'm sorry but it's true. No matter what I do, how nice I am to him he'll still do it."
Blaine looked at him and he looked at Blaine. Kurt wanted to close the gap, bring his lips to his. He wanted to kiss this fucking man senseless and Blaine could sense it.
"Kurt." Blaine breathed out as he felt Kurt lean in closer.
"Fuck." Kurt laughed out as his gaze dropped and Blaine chuckled.
"I feel the same way, trust me."
Kurt looked back up to Blaine and smiled. "Come on Dr Anderson. Let's get back to work."
Kurt was excited, the rush of surgery was running through his veins. He was currently scrubbing in. He thought of the conversation he had with Blaine earlier and it soothed him. He wanted him just as much as he wanted Blaine. He tried to feel guilty but he couldn't. He started to smile and hum to himself as he carried on washing his hands.
"Are you as excited as me?" Wes said grinning as he walked over and started to scrub in with Kurt. He laughed and turned his head towards him.
"The rush is addicting." Kurt said grinning and Wes laughed and nodded in agreement.
"Tell me about it. It's going to be a pleasure Kurt." Wes said smiling at him.
"It sure is." Kurt replied back grinning.
They finished scrubbing in, protective gear was applied to their bodies alone with masks and gloves as they stepped in. They looked up at the viewing gallery and seen that most of the attending's was all there watching in, along with learning residents. Kurt turned to Wes and rolled his eyes and Wes let out a laugh.
"They wanna see the OB God in action." Wes said smirking and Kurt just laughed and rolled his eyes again. Their masks was covering there face but their eyes did the talking.
"You ready to tag team Dr Hummel?" Wes said walking over to to Darlene and Kurt followed suit.
"Always Dr Montgomery." Kurt replied backs they got to work quickly. Wes has already applied the Transesophageal echo.
"Great work Dr Montgomery." Kurt said smiling admiring how quickly and effortlessly he did it.
"Thank you Dr Hummel, Now, this is a learning hospital Dr Hummel. Why don't you give our lovely residents over in the viewing gallery something to gape about?" Wes said smirking as monitored her heart.
"What is a Fetoscopy?" Kurt said out loud as he held the scalpel is his hands.
"A procedure during pregnancy to allow surgical access to the fetus." A resident said and Kurt nodded.
"Whats your name?" Kurt asked as he made an 4mm incision to her abdomen.
"Jacob Brown Sir." Jacob said leaning over to her a better look.
"What else am I getting access to by using this method doctor Brown?" Kurt said as he picked up the endoscope.
"The amniotic cavity Sir." Jacob said confidently.
"It's Doctor not Sir, I'm not my father." Kurt said and the whole gallery laughed.
"And what else?" Kurt said lifting his gaze to the gallery.
"I erm." Jacob started to struggle but Kurt asked again.
"What else Doctor Brown." Kurt said as he inserted the endoscope carefully into her abdomen.
"The umbilical cord and the fetal side of the placenta." Another resident asked.
"What's your name?" Kurt asked as he started to push the endoscope gently down, glancing to her Wes for approval of her heart rate and Wes nodded.
"Alison Gibson Doctor."
"Doctor Gibson, do not interrupt another resident. It's their chance to learn from me not yours. So please take a seat and listen." Kurt said bluntly and she slowly lowered herself down. Wes was trying to contain his laugher. Kurt was feisty.
"He really doesn't give a fuck does he?" David said chuckling and leaning towards His friends.
"Why should he? He's the best and he's right." Jeff said proudly.
"He just has the balls to say it." Nick added and they all nodded.
"He's got claws I tell you." Blaine said laughing and they joined in.
"So, Doctor brown. After I insert the endoscope into her abdomen. What is the next step?" Kurt said glancing back up for a second before rotating the device slightly.
"I'm sorry Doctor I don't know." Jacob said panicking.
"Think Doctor Brown, we have all day. As long a I'm here and Dr Montgomery is we have all the time in the world so take your time and think." Kurt said just as bluntly as the first time.
"You insert it into the-
"Doctor Gibson, please leave." Kurt said glancing up to her as he interrupted again.
"We are going to be here all day Dr Hummel. I'm surprised he even got into this hospital, he's as useless as a chocolate teapot." Alison said rolling her eyes and they all looked at her. Jacob didn't say anything, he just kept his eyes to Kurt.
"Doctor Gibson, you're dismissed. Do not enter this gallery again and you're certainly not welcome if you're insulting your another fellow resident. I don't care what you think. Doctor Brown has just as much as a right to be here as you. Now, Doctor brown please come down and scrub in so I can teach you without the interruptions." Kurt said as he carried on with the procedure.
"Wait seriously? I can operate with you?" Jacob said shocked.
"You have five seconds to leave the gallery or I'm changing my mind." Kurt said quickly and he nodded and laughed and ran out gallery.
"You're letting him operate?" Alison said fuming.
"Mr Montgomery is right. This a learning hospital and it's Dr Browns time to shine. Goodbye Dr Gibson." Kurt said tilting his head. She stood up and left slamming the door.
"Is anyone else going to interrupt?" Kurt added and they all said no.
"You're my hero." Wes said whispering so only he could here and Kurt glanced to him and smiled.
A few minutes later Jacob had entered the room fully gowned. He walked over and stood next to Kurt.
"Now, after we insert it into abdominal wall, where else do we insert it?" Kurt said kindly.
"The uterus through to the amniotic cavity." Jacob said and kurt nodded.
"What causes the restriction?" Kurt asked. Jacob didn't say anything as he started to think.
"Take your time." Kurt said kindly and he nodded.
"Tissue inside the sac of fluid that surrounds the fetus in the womb. It tangles around the fetus causing the body causing injury." Jacob said and Kurt nodded.
"When does this happen?"
"When there is a rupture." Jacob said looking at Kurt and Kurt nodded again.
"How does it happen?" Jacob questioned.
"Amniotic band syndrome occurs when the inner membrane ruptured or tears without injury to the out membrane. The developing fetus is still floating in the fluid but is then exposed to the floating tissue from the ruptured amnion, the floating tissue can become entangled around the fetus and can cause amputations to the fingers, toes or syndactyly of the fingers and toes." Kurt said professionally as he continued with the procedure.
"What is syndactyly?" Jacob questioned.
"It's a condition where the fingers and toes become fused together or web but ultimately this can be treated surgically after birth. Amniotic bands attached to the face or neck can cause deformities such as cleft lip or palate." Kurt said glancing at him.
"Thank you." Jacob said smiling and Kurt nodded.
"Other instances, the band can wrap around a limb restrictions In movement leading to deformities such as clubbed foot and in more severe cases it can wrap around the limb decreasing blood supply and resulting in possible amputation of the limb." Kurt added and Jacob nodded.
I'm guessing if the band wraps around the vital areas such as the head or umbilical cord it can result in death?" Jacob asked and Kurt smiled.
"You're correct Doctor a brown, well done."
Kurt continued. "In this case, the umbilical cord was wrapped around the foetus's head."
"Was?" Jacob questioned.
"Yes, not anymore." Kurt said smirking and Jacob laughed lightly.
"Reconstructive surgery will be necessary in this case after birth, that's where Dr Duval steps in." Kurt said glancing over to Nick who smirked.
"Now, would you like to close her up Doctor Brown?" Kurt said as he removed the surgical tools carefully from her. The tissue that was wrapped around the fetus coming out with it.
"Really?" Jacob asked and Kurt nodded.
"I'll walk you through it." Kurt smiled and Jacob nodded in excitement.
They closed her up, Kurt walked him through everything and only stepping in when necessary.
"Doctor brown you did exceptionally well. You should be incredibly proud of yourself." Kurt said kindly and he nodded.
"Thank you for the opportunity, it was amazing."
The gallery started to clap and so did Wes. It was an amazing moment to watch. Kurt rolled his eyes and turned to Wes.
"Fetal heart rate is normal and so it's the mothers. Well done Dr Hummel." Wes said sincerely and Kurt nodded and thanked him.
"God he's amazing." Blaine said in awe and they all nodded and grinned.
"You have magic hands Dr Hummel." Wes said as they was scrubbing out.
"I just know my job." Kurt said turning to him.
"You really can't take compliments can you?" Wes said and Kurt shook his head.
"I hear them all the time, I just can't register them or believe them." Kurt admitted as he started for scrub his forearms.
"That's not your fault." Wes said turning his head. "You've spent six years of your life suffering. Next time someone gives you a compliment, just say thank you and accept it." Wes said sternly and Kurt laughed.
"You have magic hands Dr Hummel." Wes said again and Kurt smirked.
"Thank you." Kurt said and Wes grinned.
"Oh and Dr Montgomery?" Kurt said smirking and he turned to him.
"It was a pleasure working beside you."
Wes and Kurt was walking down the hallways together chatting away and while the adrenaline was still pumping through there veins. They was meeting up with the others in the board room so they could eat. They got there and Wes opened the door and they walked in and there was clapping. Wes laughed and stepped side and held his arm out pointing at Kurt.
"Fuck off." Kurt said blushing and pushed Wes slightly making him laugh harder.
"That was amazing! You are amazing!" Jeff said running over and bringing his friend into a hug. He went to say something but Wes sternly looked at him.
"Say it Kurt." Wes said and Kurt rolled his eyes.
"Thank you Jeff." Kurt said in annoyance and Wes laughed and they walked over to the table.
"Oh man you're feisty!" David said holding his hand to fist bump him and Kurt just stared at it and laughed.
"I've always been that way." Kurt said smirking.
"Man, first bump me right now." David said laughing and Kurt grinned and brought his first to his.
"You wasn't to bad either man." David said to Wes patting him on the back and Wes rolled his eyes.
"You both aced it. It was incredible to watch." Nick said hugging them both.
Blaine watched Kurt as he was embraced into hugs from his friends and watched the way Wes was beaming as Kurt got the respect he deserved. He was really becoming big part of this hospital. Knowing that Kurt was leaving soon was making him anxious. He didn't want his moments with Kurt to stop. He slowly stood up and made his way over and Kurt turned around and grinned. Blaine closed the gap and hugged him gently.
"You are amazing." Blaine said in his ear and Kurt smiled into his shoulder. "We are all proud of you."
Kurt pulled back and grinned again. "Thank you."
Kurt felt eyes on them as he realised they had been staring at each other for a lot longer than necessary and he laughed and pulled away. They made their way over and sat down.
"Intense." Jeff said smirking and Kurt lifted his apple and threw is over to him.
"Oh my god." Jeff said laughing as he just about stopped it from hitting his face. They all started laughing. Kurt was getting comfortable and they loved it.
"Shit. I didn't call Riley." Kurt said panicking and he slipped his phone out his pocket.
"Put it on loud speaker we wanna hear him." Blaine said grinning and Kurt did. It rang twice before it answered and he tensed.
"Hey babe."
Kurt glanced up and them and they mouthed Liam and he nodded.
"Hey you." Kurt replied back happy but his face was far from that. He went to take it off loud speaker and Jeff walked over and placed a hand on his arm and shook his head. Kurt nodded and turned back to the phone and Jeff sat back down.
"How's work?"
"Good. I've just got out of surgery. Where's Riley?"
"He's good. He's playing."
"Can I speak to him?" Kurt questioned.
"You know he gets upset when he hears you on the phone and he can't see you."
Kurt placed a hand on his head and Blaine reached and placed a gentle hand on his.
"Yeah I guess you're right. How come you're in Ohio?"
"I missed you both. I came home and you wasn't there Kurt. I got really really worried."
Kurt licked his lips knowing what it meant. He was fuming.
"I'm sorry, work needed me and I just left. You understand right?"
"Of course I understand. Work is your life, I just wish you would of told me."
"I'm sorry." Kurt said again as he grip got tighter on Blaine.
"Don't be sorry babe. Shit happens right? When can I see you? It's been two weeks and I miss my husband."
"I don't know I'm working prett-
"Kurt. You work way to hard. Just come home and relax. Burt is having Riley for the night."
"What do you mean?"
"I've booked us a motel. It's not that far from the hospital you're working at. I thought we could spend some time together. Unless you don't want too?"
Kurt glanced up and then who was looking at the phone in disgust. He knew he had too.
"No of course I want too. I love you." Kurt said as his eyes started to water.
"I love you too. Text me when you finish and I'll pick you up."
"Okay."
"Bye baby."
The phone cut off and released his grip and placed his hands on his face. Kurt starting laughing into his hands.
"Kurt." Blaine said placing a hand on his shoulder. Kurt pulled back and looked at him.
"If I don't turned up at work tomorrow you know why." Kurt said laughing and they looked at him in shock.
"Please don't say that honey." Jeff said as his eyes started to water.
"Sorry." Kurt said as another laugh escaped his mouth.
"You would never think right?" Kurt said and they nodded in agreement.
"He knows I'm working and he knows there a possibility that I'm around people. That's the person I fell for, not what he is when we are alone." Kurt said picking up his phone and putting it on his jacket pocket.
"Please be carful." Wes said concerned and Kurt nodded.
"Isn't there a way you could avoid going?" Blaine said gently and Kurt shook his head.
"If I don't go it'll only make things worse." Kurt said turning towards him. "I need to go for Riley."
"Maybe we could page you?" David said leaning back in the chair. "Your husband knows you have to go in emergency right?"
"Yeah it's the only time I can go if it's an emergency."
"We'll then let's make an emergency." David said smirking and Kurt laughed.
"Seriously?" Kurt asked and they nodded.
"We will page you emergency code. He knows what that is right?" Blaine said and he nodded.
"You can leave then, come back here and sleep in one of the rooms." Blaine added and Kurt smiled.
"I didn't think of that." Kurt said dumbly smacking his head and they all laughed.
"Do you think you can last an hour with him?" Nick said and Kurt nodded.
"Yeah Nicky." Kurt said and Nick beamed.
Kurt had just finished visiting Dorothy again. He stayed with her and chatted about the procedure and it relaxed him. She was a lovely young lady and genuinely made him laugh. Kurt stepped in the elevator and pressed the button and closed his eyes out there was a hand on the door and Blaine stepped in.
"Sorry if I'm like intruding all the time, I just needed to see you before you went." Blaine said smiling and Kurt grinned and nodded. Blaine stepped through and reached over and pressed the button again. Kurt could feel Blaine's hand again, just barely brushing against his. They still had their faces forward and Kurt lifted his finger and trailed it across his and he heard Blaine take a sharp inhale. He started to trace patterns, Kurt couldn't breathe. He couldn't take it no more. he looked up and seen they still had another four floors and he let go and reached forward and pulled the emergency stop.
"What are you doi-
Kurt walked over to him and without hesitation he cut him off with his lips. He pushed him into the wall and opened his mouth and Blaine moaned and intertwined his tongue with Kurt's. Kurt wrapped his arms round his shoulder and Blaine wrapped his round his waist. They was both breathing heavily and then Kurt gasped into his mouth as Blaine picked him up and moved him to the corner of the elevator, sitting him on the handrail. Kurt wrapped his legs around his waist and kissed him hungrily, moaning shamelessly into his mouth as Blaine threaded his fingers though his hair. It was passionate and needy, their tongue's battling for dominance. They both pulled back gasping for air and Blaine slowly lifted him back down. Kurt walked back to the button and realised the emergency and Blaine walked back over too. Blaine started to fix himself, making himself presentable again and Kurt ran a hand through his hair straightening it out. They was both trying to control their breathing. It got to the second floor and they stepped apart and then the door opened.
"Dr Anderson." Kurt said professionally as he left the elevator.
"Dr Hummel." Blaine said back professionally too as they split ways.
Kurt was grinning as he walked into the main entrance the didn't give a fuck anymore. That kiss was everything. He seen his husband and put on a huge fake smile.
"Hey." Kurt said walking over to him.
"There's my gorgeous husband." Liam said as he walked towards him and wrapping his arms round him and kissing him gently, they pulled back and Kurt smiled.
"You ready to go?" Kurt said and Liam shook his head.
"Why don't you introduce me to your colleagues." Lain said as he brushed a hair away from his face.
"Really?" Kurt said and Liam nodded.
"Okay." Kurt said and Liam reached for his hand and grabbed it. It was tight and it made him uncomfortable. They walked together through the hallways, Kurt getting greeted by all the staff.
"Mr popular aren't we?" Liam said sweetly with a slight but he could tell his husband hated it. Kurt just nodded and laughed.
They got to the staff room. He knew that they was all here from the conversation he had with Wes. He pushed the door opened and they walked through.
They all looked and seen Kurt with Liam. Liam was very attractive and very muscular. His eyes was a gorgeous green colour. They could easily see how Kurt could of fell for this man. They knew they had to make an effort.
"Good evening Dr Hummel." Wes said professionally and he stood up and made his way.
"Is this the husband you don't stop talking about?" Wes said and Kurt laughed and nodded.
"Dr Wesley Montgomery, chief of Cardiothorasics. It's a pleasure to meet you." Wes said holding his hand out and Liam took it quickly and smiled.
"Liam Wright. District attorney. The pleasure is all mine." Liam said grinning and they shook hands. Wes couldn't believe this man was abusing Kurt. He was like the perfect husband. They all started to introducing themselves and their positions quickly. Blaine's stepped forward and walked over.
"Dr Blaine Anderson, chief of Neurosurgery. Pleasure to meet you Mr Wright." Blaine said professionally Liam greeted him too with as much effort as he did.
Kurt wanted to crawl in a hole and die. He felt like a dirty mistress. He glanced at Blaine he had just withdrew his hand.
"It was lovely to meet you. I'll look forward in seeing you all again." Liam said as he reached down and grabbed Kurt's hand.
"Have a nice night Dr Hummel." Jeff said professionally and Kurt nodded.
"You too Dr Sterling." Kurt said smiling and they left together hand in hand.
"What a slimy fucking asshole." Blaine said angrily sitting down.
"You're telling me? I was this close to fucking ripping his wind pipe out." Jeff said turning towards him and placing his fingers close together.
"I can't wait to page him already and he's no even out the building yet." Nick said leaning over to his boyfriend and placing a kiss to his cheek trying to calm himself and his boyfriend.
"The quicker we get him out the better." Wes said picking up his coffee shakily and drinking from it.
"He won't get away with this guys, we have his back." David said as he reached over and held Wes's mug with him so he wouldn't spill it.
"Of course he won't get away with it." Blaine said with a smirk and they turned around to him.
"What do you mean Blaine?" Wes asked.
"I may or may not have placed a dash cam in kurt's car." Blaine said turning to them.
"Oh my god did you?" Jeff said standing up. Blaine pulled his phone out.
"It's connected and it records everything. Don't worry, we'll get him at some point." Blaine said looking to them and they all grinned and ran over to him so they could watch.
Liam and Kurt had just got into kurt's the car. Kurt's heart was pounding. He just wanted to go home to his son.
"Nice people." Liam said bluntly as he started the car. Kurt nodded.
"Speak when your spoken to Kurt. It's not rocket science."
"I'm sorry." Kurt said turning towards him.
"You better be." Liam said as they drove away out of the hospital grounds.
"I am Liam. I'm sorry, I'll do better." Kurt said quickly as he looked out the window.
"Three more days and we will be back home so don't be making yourself comfortable here Kurt. This isn't your home." Liam said sternly.
"I know I won't." Kurt said as he felt the tears prick his eyes. He wouldn't let them fall though. Because he was brave.
"Riley okay Liam? I've missed him." Kurt said turning towards him.
"I told him you was working tonight." Liam said with a laugh.
"Oh." Kurt said quietly.
"I told him his daddy was too busy to come home to him." Liam added and Kurt snapped his head round.
"You told him what?" Kurt said shocked and Liam slapped the car to a stop and leaned over and grabbed his face forcefully and pressing it against the window.
"Don't you fucking dare answer me back again." Liam said as his grip got tighter. He moved it down to his neck and started to squeeze. Kurt felt himself loosing air and his hands reached up to try and pry his hands away.
"Move your hands or I swear to god I'll snap your neck." Liam said sternly and Kurt removed them. He kept his hold until he seen Kurt arms go limp and he let go. He turned the car back on and started it. Kurt gasped for air and started to cough.
"Oh my fucking god." Blaine said in shock as he watched him strangle Kurt.
"I can't watch this." Jeff said moving say as the tears began to fall.
"I'm going to fucking kill him." Blaine said and they all nodded.
"Not if I get my hands on him first." Nick said leaning in and carrying on watching.
"It's definitely recording Blaine? This is evidence." Wes said as he watched in horror.
"Yeah it's definitely recording." Blaine said turning towards him.
"Baby, come back over. You're a witness you need to see everything." Nick said holding his hand out and Jeff nodded and he pulled his boyfriend on his lap.
"Did you hear what he said to him? He's literally mentally torturing over Riley." David said as a hand went up and placed it on Wes's shoulder.
"That's disgusting." Jeff said and shook his head in disbelief.
"How did you get the cam in?" Wes asked.
"I was talking to Kurt this morning in his car and before our board meeting I said I left my phone in his car. He gave me the keys and I took mine out my car and put it in his." Blaine said to Wes.
"Fucking genius." Nick said leaning over and kissing him on the cheek.
"Are you tired?" Liam said casually as he continued to drive. Kurt knew better to say yes.
"No. I'm okay." Kurt said and glanced down.
"Good. I wouldn't be expecting to get any sleep tonight." Liam said reaching over and placing a hand on his thigh. Kurt wanted to be sick. His grip got tighter and it trailed up his thigh and towards his belt. Liam started to unbuckle it with one hand.
"Liam. Can we wait till we are in the motel?" Kurt said turning towards him.
"Why wait I want you now." Liam said as he continued to undo his belt.
"I don't want to do this here Liam. Please can we wait?" Kurt said again as he looked out the window.
"Blow me." Liam said smirking.
"You're driving-
"I don't care. Do it." Liam said aggressively.
"No." Kurt said looking away. Liam laughed and grabbed his hand forcefully but his wrist and started to twist it around.
"Say no again I dare you. I'll break your wrist and you'll be out of work." Liam said still keeping his eyes on the road.
"Okay I'm sorry." Kurt said quickly in pain and Liam let go.
"Do it." Liam ordered again.
Kurt turned to him tiredly and he reached over and started to unbuckle his belt.
"I'm going to be sick." Blaine said as a tear ran down his face. He let out a shaky breathe and looked away from the phone.
The camera was angled upwards. They couldn't see anything from mid way from their stomachs down. They was thankful. They didn't want to see Kurt doing this forcefully against his will.
"I don't know how he's dealt with this for so long." Jeff said turning his head and hurrying it into his boyfriends neck. Nick reached up and started to run his fingers through his hair.
Kurt had undone his belt without looking and undone his zipper and pulled his cock out. The thought of going anywhere near it made him want to vomit. He started to stroke it lazily as he looked out the window. He heard Liam moaned and his face twisted in disgust but he kept on going.
"Now Kurt." Liam moaned out.
Kurt un done his belt. His face was numb. He felt numb. His eyes fell blank and he turned around and moved his head down towards it. The quicker he got it done the quicker it could stop. He started to blow him. He knew what he liked so he did it exactly how he liked it so he would cum faster. Liam's hand tangled in his hair forcefully and pushed him down further making Kurt gag.
"Take it." Liam moaned out as he paused Kurt down further.
Kurt relaxed and took it. His eyes was watering from him gagging every time it touched the back on his throat.
"Enjoy it." Liam said as he forcefully pushed his head down and up.
Kurt faked a moan around his and he felt Liam tense. He was close. So he moaned again and he started to fuck him with his mouth faster. His moans was breathless and Kurt was surprised his was driving in a straight line.
"Fuck." Liam said and Kurt knew he was about to come so he tried to pull off but Liam kept his head there.
"Fucking take it." Liam said aggressively so Kurt did. He cum into his mouth, it hit the back of his throat and he couldn't breathe. His eyes was wet and red with crying and gagging. He pleasured him through it and pulled away. The cum was still in his mouth.
"Swallow it." Liam said breathlessly.
Kurt started to cry and he pulled the car over again and grabbed his face again.
"Swallow it." Liam demanded. Kurt let out a sob and his grip got tighter.
"Don't make me make you." Liam said smiling and Kurt nodded and swallowed it.
"Good boy." Liam said smirking pulling back and starting the car again.
Kurt turned his head and wiped his mouth. His tears stopped, the sobs had stopped. He felt numb. He pulled the seatbelt back on and clicked it into place. His eyes was dead and full of hatred.
Jeff had walked away and was crying softly in the corner of the room, Nick was with him crying too. Wes has his arm round Blaine as silent tears ran down his face. Wes face was plastered in disgust and David had walked away too. They had just witnessed everything.
"Page him." Blaine sobbed.
David quickly took his pager out and wiped his tears and paged Kurt. They couldn't watch it any longer.
"What's that noise?" Liam said looking around.
"My pager." Kurt said robotically
"You've been gone not even twenty minutes. Are you fucking serious?" Liam said turning towards him.
"See how bad it is." Liam said shaking his head.
Kurt reached down and pulled it out and turned it towards him.
"Fuck sake Kurt. You owe me." Liam said and he turned the car around.
A small smile graced kurt's lips. "Don't worry, I'll make it up to you."
They watched him the whole drive back. Liam had punched Kurt hard in his chest three times, he even slapped him across the face something that he never did knowing Kurt was going back to work. He called him useless and a whore. He even mentioned Riley, saying that he was an unfit father for working all the time and he should have full custody. Kurt took it, he took it like a champ. He was brave and beautiful. They watched them pull up. Kurt leaned in to kiss him and Liam forcefully pushed him away.
"You've had my cum in your mouth. Don't be fucking dirty."
They seen Kurt lowered his gaze and nodding before opening the car door.
"No distractions tomorrow Kurt. I'm warning you."
Kurt walked into the building. He had a page to say to go back to the staff room. He was so fucking thankful. He quickly made his way back and opened the door and walked right past them and going to his locker. He took out his toothbrush and toothpaste. He started to feel the nausea rise up.
"Kurt." Blaine said standing up but he ignored him.
He walked straight past them and made his way to the bathroom and vomited violently into the toilet.
"Kurt please." Jeff said as he walked over.
Kurt ignored him and stood up and flushed the toilet and he started to wash his hands. They all watched him. He was like a robot. There was no emotion, Nothing. He was empty. Kurt started to brush his teeth like he did every time. Ten minutes. They watched him for ten minutes. Brushing his teeth. Kurt stoped and rinsed his mouth before turning to them.
"Thank you."
They looked at him and seen him smile a genuine smile. He was thankful.
"We need to talk Kurt." Blaine said and Kurt nodded.
Kurt was watching the video. He eyes never leaving the screen. There was no tears, he just watched silently. They waited for anything but nothing came.
"I'm so sorry Kurt. I just had too do some-
"It's okay." Kurt whispered.
"We just want to protect you sweetie." Jeff said and Kurt nodded.
"Did you see it all?" Kurt said still looking at the screen and they all said yes.
Kurt continued to watch it. He had never seen his abuse. He had never seen how bad it was until this video and then it came to the blow job.
"Do you want to turn it off Kurt?" Wes asked and kurt glanced up.
"No."
Kurt eyes went back down to the screen. He watched himself fuck him with his mouth. He watched the way his was pushing him down harder. He was thankful that they couldn't see the full show.
"This is what it's like all the time?" Blaine said softly and Kurt nodded.
He had just watched himself being forced to swallow it and he finally looked away.
"Turn it off please."
Blaine reached over and grabbed the phone and turned it off. Kurt stood up and made his way to the sofa and laid down.
"I'm sorry. I just need a minute. My chest feels like it's going to explode." Kurt said closing his eyes. Wes stood up and made his way over and kneeled beside him.
"Let me check you. I seen how hard he hit you." Wes said and Kurt nodded. "Just relax."
Wes reached over and started to undo his shirt. Kurt just kept his eyes closed.
"Are you getting any stabbing pains in your chest?" Wes said and Kurt nodded.
"Does it feel strained when you breath in?" Wes asked again and he nodded.
Wes opened his shirt. The new bruising was already showing. It sickened him.
"Did you cough up any blood Kurt?" Wes asked.
"No Wes."
"Okay Kurt."
Wes reached his hand and pressed lightly to his chest and Kurt tensed in pain.
"I'll go and get an ice pack." David said and Wes nodded and thanked him.
"Kurt I'm going to take you down for a CT and do an ECG. I know you're not experiencing symptoms but I wouldn't be able to live with myself if I didn't check you properly." Wes said.
"Okay." Kurt said closing his eyes.
Kurt CT was clear which they was all thankful for. Internal and external bruising. It had any been two hours since he had been back at the hospital.
"You should go home Blaine. You was meant to of finished an hour ago."
Blaine turned to him. "I'm going no where."
Kurt smiled softly before moving closer and resting his head in his shoulder. Wes and David had surgeries to attended too and Nick and Jeff had finally gone home. Kurt practically through them out the door and said if they didn't go he would never speak to them again. They argued but Kurt was extremely stubborn.
"Blaine?"
"Yes?"
"Can we go back to your place?" Kurt asked into his neck.
"Do you think that's a good idea?" Blaine said pulling back so he could look at him.
"I just don't want to be here right now. I don't mean anything by it. I'll be to tired to do anything anyway." Kurt laughed out and Blaine just shook his head in amusement.
"Please? I just want to shower and rest. I just want to just be with you."
Blaine smiled and nodded. "Okay."
"You have a beautiful home." Kurt said looking round. Very fancy, very expensive. Exactly like his.
"It is. It's just a shame I'm hardly here." Blaine said as they walked through.
"Do you want a drink?" Blaine asked and Kurt nodded.
"Do you have red wine?" Kurt asked laughing and Blaine smiled.
"I'll go and get you one. Make yourself comfortable." Blaine said as he left to go the kitchen. Kurt smiled as he looked around him home. It was very Blaine. Kurt sat down on the sofa and closed his eyes. He was exhausted and the bruising was starting to burn through his skin.
"Here." Blaine said and he opened his eyes and passed him a glass full of red wine.
"Thank you." Kurt said as Blaine sat down next to him. A beer was in his hand. Kurt lifted the glass to his mouth and took a sip.
"Jesus."
Blaine started laughing at the pleasure running down his face. This was the first time he had drank in six years.
"I forgot how good wine is." Kurt said smiling as he took another sip.
"Just relax. Enjoy it." Blaine said softly and Kurt nodded.
They stayed together for an hour on the sofa, chatting and laughing. Kurt was on his fourth glass and he could feel himself become light headed.
"I'm a little drunk." Kurt admitted laughing as he raised it to his mouth and drank the last drop.
"That's okay Kurt. You're enjoying yourself." Blaine said sweetly running his fingers through his hair.
"Are you tired?"
"A little Blaine. Today's just took it out of me." Kurt whispered turning towards him. Blaine reached over and took the empty glass from his hand and drank the rest of his beer and stood up and held his hand out.
"Let's go to bed."
Kurt smiled and reached up and grabbed his hand and he stood. They walked through his fancy apartment. Blaine had his arm wrapped round his waist, supporting him as he was stumbling a little.
"Sorry." Kurt giggled as he nearly tripped over his own feet.
"It's okay baby." Blaine said and Kurt turned towards him.
"Baby huh?" Kurt said smirking and Blaine rolled his eyes.
"Shut up." Blaine said as Kurt let out a laugh. They got to his room and he took Kurt into the bathroom and he reached over and turned the shower on.
"Shower with me?" Kurt slurred out and Blaine shook his head.
"No." Blaine said as he helped Kurt get undressed.
"Don't you want me?" Kurt said lowering his gaze and leaning against the unit for support.
"I knew what he said was true. See? Why would any-
Blaine kissed him gently, his hand reaching up to cup his face. It was like their first kiss. It was soft and gentle. Kurt exhaled into his mouth and wrapped his arms round his neck. Blaine pulled back and rested his forehead against his.
"I want you so badly, more than anything but you're drunk and I'm drunk." Blaine said and Kurt sighed but nodded.
"And if I get in that shower with you, even if we have no intentions of doing anything, I don't think I'll be be able to take my hands off you. You'll ask me to kiss you and I'll say yes, it'll get heated and we will end up in that bed. I want the first time to be sober. I want to remember every last bit of it." Blaine said softly and Kurt grinned.
"Me too." Kurt said before leaning in and kissing him once more.
"I'll wait for you okay? There's a t shirt and a pair of my boxers on the unit." Blaine said and Kurt grinned again.
"I'll see you soon." Kurt said kissing him again before pulling back.
The t shirt smelled like Blaine. It was huge on him and it hung loosely off his shoulder. His hair was wet and tousled and all over the place. He laughed and walked about the bathroom.
"Hey." Kurt said leaning in the side of the door frame. Blaine looked up and smiled.
"You look so good." Blaine said laughing nervously and looking down. Kurt laughed too and walked over and kneeled in front of him.
"Go and get a shower so we can go to bed." Kurt whispered and Blaine's gaze lowered to his lips and he kissed him again.
"Okay."
"God your curls." Kurt said with his mouth wide open. Blaine ran a hand through his head nervously.
"I love them." Kurt said smiling and Blaine walked over and lowered himself on to the bed.
"You like them?" Blaine said and Kurt lifted his hand up and threaded his fingers through. Kurt bit his lip and looked down.
"No, I love them."
Blaine chuckled and lowered himself down more so they was laying facing each other.
"I don't think I've ever been more attracted to anything in my life. Seeing you in my clothes." Blaine laughed softly. "Let's just say you're a very attractive man Dr Hummel."
"Says you. Mr I turn heads everywhere I go. You're fucking gorgeous." Kurt said winking and Blaine rolled his eyes.
"Are you okay?" Blaine said as he continued to play with his hair.
"I am now sweetie."
"Sweetie huh?" Blaine said smirking and Kurt let out a laugh.
"Shut up." Kurt shot back and they laughed.
They kept to their word. Kisses was exchanged but they never went any further. As soon as it got heated one of them pulled back making them groan in frustration. They was already taking it to far by kissing. They fell asleep, curled up in each others arms. It was the first time Kurt had slept knowing he was safe.
Kurt had left around five, he needed to her home without it looking suspicious. It was horrible seeing Kurt leave. They had such a lovely night together and the thought of him going back to him was making his stomach churn. He got up too and got ready for the day. He couldn't go back to sleep. Kurt weight wasn't curled up beside him and he felt cold. He stared at the empty wine glass and smiled, picking it up.
Kurt was home. No one was awake yet thank god. He crept into his room and seen Liam asleep with Riley. Riley wasn't cuddling into him, there was hardly any contact at all. He walked over and gently nudged his son and his opened his eyes and Kurt pressed a finger to his own mouth and Riley nodded. He picked him up and took him out the room and sat on the sofa.
"Hey my beautiful boy." Kurt whispered as he held him tighter.
"Hey my beautiful daddy." Riley said back into his shoulder. Kurt felt like his heart was going to explode. He pulled back and and placed his two hands on his face.
"I wasn't working sweetie." Kurt whispered. He didn't want to lie to him. It was time he told him the truth.
"Where was you daddy?" Riley whispered back very low. Kurt could barely hear him.
"Papa hurt daddy so daddy went to the hospital and you remember my friends?" Kurt said and he nodded.
"I stayed with them so they could keep me safe." Kurt said and Riley kissed him on the cheeks and held on tighter.
"What did Liam do?" Riley asked into his cheek and Kurt took a deep breath.
"He hit daddy and did something very hurtful. You remember Blaine?" Kurt said and he nodded.
"Blaine let me stay with him."
Riley nodded. "Blaine is superman."
Kurt chuckled and nodded. "They all are baby."
"You know how much I love you Riley? You know if I could give up work and just be with you I would on a heartbeat?" Kurt said lovingly, kissing him over his face.
"Don't worry daddy. I don't believe a word." Riley said and Kurt grinned.
"That's my boy. So, you're gonna go grandpas and grandmas room okay?" Kurt said and Riley nodded.
"Like nothing's happened." Riley said smirking and Kurt rolled his eyes.
"Yes baby boy."
"Okay daddy."
Kurt walked him to the room. He felt bad leaving him with them while they was sleeping but he didn't want him in the room.
"Is everything okay kiddo?" Burt said sitting up.
"I'm sorry to wak-
"Don't be sweetie what's the matter." Carol said concerned. He walked over to the bed and sat down.
"Daddy, can I go pee?" Riley said and Kurt laughed and nodded. He waited to Riley was out of earshot and turned to them.
"We are arguing and it bad. I don't want Riley in the room. I don't want him to hear anything." Kurt whispered
"What the fuck has he said to you?" Burt said angrily and Carol out a hand on his arm.
"No dad it's nothing like that. I just don't want Riley to see us arguing. It's not nice." Kurt said and Burt nodded.
"Don't tell Liam I've told you. It'll only kick up another argument." Kurt added and they nodded.
"If he hurts you-
"Please dad, he would never do that. I just need time to speak to him." Kurt rushed in and Burt nodded again.
"Don't worry sweetie, we will mind him." Carol said and he nodded.
Riley came out the bathroom. "Don't worry I washed my hands!"
"Well done baby." Kurt said proudly as he picked up his son and walked over to the bed and placed him in the middle.
"Go straight asleep for grandpa and grandma okay baby?" Kurt said smiling and he nodded.
"Promise daddy."
Kurt walked back into the room and watched his husband sleep. He did this all the time the first two years. He of course loved him. He was his child's dad. He just didn't move him in the way that he use too. His gaze dropped to the floor.
"Your home early?" Liam said shocked looking at the clock.
"Yeah." Kurt said sadly.
"Come here." Liam whispered and Kurt nodded and walked over. He opened his arms and Kurt crawled onto the bed and leaned against him and his arms wrapped around him. Kurt moved his body around so he was facing him.
"Liam?" Kurt whispered biting his lip.
"What's wrong?" Liam said concerned. Liam got like this sometimes. It was very rare but it did happen. It was like everything that he had done had gone out the window.
"Can I ask you something?"
"Of course you can."
Kurt felt the tears prick his eyes and he looked up to him. Liam reached over and wiped a tear away.
"Baby." Liam said lovingly as he leaned in and kiss his forehead.
"Why do you hate me?" Kurt said brokenly as his gaze dropped.
"Oh baby I don't hate you." Liam said just as broken as he got closer so their lips was barely touching.
"Why do you hurt me?"
Liam felt his eyes well up and he looked away. He didn't know why. He didn't know how he could hurt him. Kurt didn't know why he was doing this. He wanted him to know how bad he was broken him. Kurt took a deep breath and leaned over and turned the bedside lamp on and lifted his leg over him, straddling his body.
"Look at me please." Kurt said and he nodded and sat up a little.
Kurt started to unbutton his shirt and once his was done his removed it from his shoulders, wincing in pain. Liam took one look at him and looked away. Kurt reached down and pulled his face back to him.
"You rape me." Kurt said as a sob escaped his lips. A tear fell down Liam's face but he carried on.
"You tell me that I'm worthless and that I'm a whore, that no one would ever want me after what you've did to me. You try and turn our son against me. You beat me till I can't see straight. You force me to do things with you even when I say no." Kurt said crying.
"Why did it get this way? God I loved you Liam. I would do died for you. You was the love of my life and you have ruined me." Kurt said as he finally got to say what he had always wanted to stay. Liam started to cry and his hands went to his face but Kurt leaned over and removed them.
"I'm scared of you. You scare me Liam."
Liam closed his eyes as a sob escaped his lips.
"I'm so sorry Kurt." Liam said sobbing as he turned his head away so he couldn't see him body. "I don't know what made me this way. I don't know why I hurt you."
"Liam." Kurt cried out as the sobs rattled through his body.
"I can't do this anymore. I can't be your punching bag. I'm not happy and our son isn't happy. You're going to kill me one day." Kurt cried out as he buried his head into his chest. Liam wrapped his arms round in and they cried together. Liam was saying he was sorry over and over again.
"Please. Let me go. I can't do this anymore." Kurt said into his neck.
Liam pulled his head back gently, so he couldn't look at him.
"I don't want you to go." He whispered
"If I don't go, Riley will be burying a parent." Kurt said softly and that broke Liam.
"I'll let you go."
"Thank you." Kurt sobbed as he leaned down so his lips was just about touching.
Liam closed the gap and kissed him and Kurt kissed him back. This wasn't just a kiss, it was a goodbye. Kurt breathed into it and his hands flew up to his face and Liam wrapped his arms gently around his body. Kurt pulled back and looked at him and lifted him up so he was sitting and then brought his hands down and pulled his t shirt from over his head. Liam cupped his face and swallowed. They sat there staring at eachother before Liam broke the silence.
"I really do love you." He whispered and Kurt nodded and bit his lip.
"I wanted this to work Liam for Riley and I would love to be able to forgive you and move on from this and try again but we are too far gone." Kurt whispered back.
"I'm so sorry for all the pain I've caused you. I don't know what's wrong with me Kurt." Liam sobbed and Kurt nodded and brought him into a hug.
They pulled back and kurt leaned in again, kissing him more passionately. Liam kissed him back with Just as much passion. Liam gently laid him down as they was kissing and Kurt arms was wrapped round his neck.
"Do you remember our first time?" Kurt said and Liam nodded and smiled.
"Do that for me, be that person for just this one time. Be the man I fell in love with, the person I chose to be a dad with. Be my husband." Kurt said brokenly and Liam sobbed again and kissed him gently.
The kiss for heated but Kurt didn't feel sick anymore. Kurt reached down and I'm done the tie on his pyjama bottoms and pulled the down quickly, moaning into his mouth as he felt his husbands erection brush against his. This is what they needed. Liam gasped into his mouth as he felt Kurt hand start stroking him gently. He made work on kurt's belt and threw it onto the floor and gently pulled them down with his boxers. Kurt reached over and fumbled in the daw for a while until his hand landed on the lube.
"Let me take care of you." Liam said into his lips and Kurt nodded and passed him it over.
He gently prepped Kurt. Taking his time and making sure he wasn't hurting him. Kurt was moaning softly and his head was thrown back into the pillows. Liam didn't think he had ever seen something so beautiful. It made his eyes water. How could he hurt him?
"More." Kurt moaned out and Liam knew what it meant. Liam wiped the tears away and gently pulled Kurt up and turned him around so he was on his knees. He coated himself and lined himself up and pushed himself in. Kurt reached up and placed his hands on the wall and moaned loudly. He heard Liam laugh softly into his neck and he pulled Kurt back and turned his face round.
"We need to be quite." Liam choked out at the feeling of being inside him. Kurt laughed and nodded and reached his arm around him. The started to kiss, tongues intertwining and Liam gently pushed out and snapped his hips forward.
"Fuck." Kurt gasped out as he eyes rolled back. Liam moaned into his neck as he began to pick up the pace. Kurt leaned forward and started to meet him with his thrusts. Kurt bit his lip, drawling blood as he tried to keep the volume down.
It was the closest they had been for fix years and it felt amazing.
"Harder." Kurt gasped out and Liam moaned and started to fuck him harder. Kurt wasn't faking it anymore. He was enjoying every minute of it. Kurt reached down and started to touch himself, meeting with his husbands thrusts. He leaned down and buried his head in the pillow to muffle the sounds of him cumming. A few more thrusts and they both orgasmed.
"Oh my god." Kurt said breathlessly as his orgasm took over his body.
Liam threw his head back and as it washed over him too. Clapped a hand over his mouth quickly to muffle his moans. They took a few minutes to calm down before Liam gently pulled and and pushed them both down. Kurt was breathing hard, his chest was tightening up.
"God baby are you okay?" Liam said in panic as he watched his husband gasp for air.
"Yeah I just." Kurt couldn't breathe.
Liam stood up and lifted him up and brought him into the bathroom and sat him on the toilet. He turned the shower on and kneeled in front of him.
"Baby."
"I'm okay Liam." Kurt said with a smile.
"You can barely breathe." Liam said kissing him on the cheek.
"I'll be okay." Kurt said softly and leaned to rest his forehead on his. After fifteen minutes his breathing has stabilised and they took a shower, Liam even helped him get dressed. They got back into bed and Liam was spooning him, placing kisses down his neck.
"I'm going to miss you." Liam whispered
"I'm going to miss you too." Kurt whispered back and this time, he meant it.