Driving a car was painful to say the least. he held the steering wheel himself and hoped that the loud music would reduce any possibility of talking to his brother.

It's not.

After just a few minutes of driving, Dean turned off the radio and turned to face Sam. Sam kept his eyes on the road.

"Well, Sam," Dean began. Sam could hear the anger in his voice "How's life? Wife? House?" Sam was silent "Hmm?"

"I-"

"Because you know what" Dean interrupted. "Dad and I have none of that. We've been hunting for the last 19 years. I don't know if you noticed, but demons have become popular. We've found the one who killed Mom. The son of a bitch is dead now. There were almost three apocalypses and there were demons a handful. We also discovered leviathanr. do you know what it is? It's a carnivorous shapeshifter. The oldest creature ever. We also learned about a cure for vampire bites. We once had a cure for werewolves. Is that maybe geeky enough for you? "

"Maybe" Sam said "tell me: have u maneged to recereate the formula of that yellow werewolf cure? The one you used when you got bitten few years ago?" Dean looked shoked at Sam."Cause I have and I have few more to give you if you need them"

Dean was silent for a moment "Wait, so this whole time you were-"

"-no really" Sam interuppted him "and i really do not want to talk about it right now" he said and turn the radio on.

"No" Dean said and turned it off. sam sighted "We are not playing that way. Explain me what is going on. Where were you?" Sam turned the radio on again but Dean turned it off "Stanford was to boring for you?"

Then Sam's hand clenched on the steering wheel "No, it was a lot of fun. Especially when I went on a one single hunt, just a few days before the last exam, because my friend went missing, and another friend decided to look for him."

"bu hu, sammy went on his first hunt" dean applauded sarcastically.

"Yeah, and when I got home, I saw my fiancée, in a nightgown, glued to the ceiling above my bed. Sounds familiar," he said as he stepped up the gas. dean paled. he was shocked. it didn't last long but it stopped him from saying anything. as soon as the shock disappeared the guilt came "and then it burned out. I barely got out on time. I had nothing. then I decided to find that bastard, Azizel" sighed "but like I said, I don't want to talk about it" he said turning on the radio "By the way, I have a life now. I finished that exam later when everything got a little gloomy, found a girl I love and who knows how to defend herself. Of course, I miss Jess terribly, but now she's in a better place," dean was silent, frozen in place. He felt guilt create a ball in his throat. Still, he started

"Sam, listen, I am so-"

"I been around the world

I've seen a million girls

Ain't one of them got

What my lady she got

She stealin' the spotlight

Knocks me off my feet" Sam began to sing overpowering Dean.

"She's enough to start a landslide

Just a walkin' down the street" Dean continued. Sam looked at him in amazement for a moment. Dean had an innocent expression on his face

"Wearin' dresses so tight

And lookin' dynamite

About to blow me out

No doubt about it can't live without it" they continued. None of the brothers spoke a word about their lives until the end of the ride.

A/N they met angels, sort of, i will explain in next chapted