I wake up, train and repeat, I keep doing this for months, it starts with walking around, then using taijutsu. I then started to mod my chakra into shapes. I ran and ran until I fell and then ran some more. I shape my chakra into elemental forms, form it into weapons, use the weapons, enhance myself, hide, I train. I kept leveling my abilities, one by one. What's the point if walking forward leads to happiness, but I disregard my current happiness, I think. I use the sharingan, byakugan. I keep leveling up… I sit and ponder why… why I feel this way, or keep trying, why continue if the end result is just to fight more. Why live to fight. if all I'm doing is existing for one thing, then what's the point?
[Depression nullified by gamer's mind]
[Depression nullified by gamer's mind]
[Depression nullified by gamer's mind]
[Depression nullified by gamer's mind]
[Depression nullified by gamers...]
[Depression nullified...]
[Depression...]
I… don't know, maybe I'm fighting to live and not living to fight. But, I just don't know… I always said I would do this and do that if I was transported somewhere, but I don't. Back to training, it keeps my mind off this. Tinkering, creating, fuinjutsu, the soul. Do I have a soul? I must have a soul, as I have chakra. Where does a soul come from? Did I have a soul before or after I came here? Who am I? Training, I keep training. This isn't my life's purpose, I'll go make friends with naruto, I can only go so far before that isn't an option. I will become a god. That's my goal, the reason I train, the reason I try.
The training paid off
[Crawling: lvl 32+1]
[increase crawling speed by 5% per level]
[7659/13200]
[5% bonus XP to techniques that involve this skill per prestige]
[Walking: lvl 29+1]
[increases walking speed by 5% per level]
[6483/12900]
[5% bonus XP to taijutsu per prestige]
[Basic Taijutsu Mastery: lvl 74]
[increase damage and speed of strikes by 5% per level]
[4607/7400]
[Chakra Manipulation: lvl 68]
[increases the mobility of out of body chakra by 5% per level]
[473/6800]
[Running: lvl 65]
[increase running speed by 5%]
[3563/6500]
[Elemental Chakra: lvl 58]
[increase strength of elemental chakra attacks and durability of defenses by 5% per level]
[3249/5800]
[Chakra Weapon Creation: lvl 53]
[Cost: Varies]
[increases the durability of chakra weapon constructs by 5% per level]
[2141/5300]
[Chakra Weapon Mastery: lvl 42]
[increase chakra weapon motions by 5% per level]
[2941/4200]
[Chakra enhancing: lvl 21]
[increases vitality, strength, and dexterity by 5% per level]
[Cost: 10 chakra per second]
[1720/2100]
[Stealth: lvl 19]
[adds 1 stealth point per level]
[1054/1900]
[Tinkering: lvl 15]
[increases likelihood of success in tinkering by 5% per level]
[252/1500]
[Creation: lvl 2]
[increases max size and max complexity by 5% per level]
[63/200]
[Fuinjutsu: lvl 5]
[increases likelihood of success in Fuinjutsu by 5% per level]
[cannot proceed until calligraphy level 50]
[Calligraphy: lvl 43]
[increase neatness of writing a drawing by 5% per level]
[4016/4300]
[Soul: lvl 2]
[increases chakra purity by 5% per level]
[12/200]
[Sharingan, one tomoe]
[increased clarity, increase perception points by 15]
[cost: 50 chakra per second]
[incredible emotional response]
[Byakugan, N/A]
[see through objects, see chakra, 360 vision, increase perception points by 30]
[cost: 50 chakra per second]
[N/A]
[the debuff: baby has been lost]
[the debuff: toddler has been gained]
[debuff: toddler, -50% stats]
It worked out fine, well currently I am a bit dead inside but I just walked it off. Jokes aside, I am currently in the orphanage, I am 5 years old, so is Naruto, he's still being well, him, and I have decided to befriend him. I walk up to him, he looks questioningly upward, he's thinking about ramen probably. I walk up to him and ask "whatcha thinking about?" he replied with "ramen...", I think he was drooling, looking out the window. It looks like he's, oh no, he's scouting for ramen shops, I slowly back away, nope nope nope, I really want to be his friend, but as I move closer, I feel weirder (in a mental sense). I proceed to look around, did I mention I got my sight back (mostly)? I've also been meditating recently… I go outside and try to shape my inner chakra, I focus on myself as a being, like a shape, I forge every detail, from the body to chakra structure, I leave my body, I am standing outside of it, I still feel like myself, but… I'm still connected to my body. I feel it.
[skill gained: chakra body]
[chakra body: level 1]
[increases range and stability of connection by 5% per level]
[cost: 5 chakra per level]
[13/100]
Can I activate skills while in my chakra body? I activate a basic fire Jutsu for testing. The fireball fires outward and hits a tree, I deactivate the chakra body and activate the same Jutsu. While the amount of mana put in is the same, the chakra body does about 5% of the power as my normal Jutsu. But that raises the question if I level it up beyond 20, does that mean it becomes more powerful when using chakra body? That remains to be seen, however, the chakra body provides both an advantage and a disadvantage, while I can send out an efficient clone that is more durable, I become open to ambush.
I realized I haven't told you about prestige yet, well if you look at crawling or walking they have a +1 on them, which indicates a prestige, you gain one every 100 levels, prestige so far grants bonus XP related to whatever skill it is, that may be different for actives, saying that I haven't prestiged any of them yet
==O==
Okay, I'm lost. I don't know how to write naruto, I know he's all excited and dopey, but I have a problem trying to integrate his personality into this, sorry ahead of time for that naruto interaction, I want to have like 1000 words per chapter, and I… well I try to at least. If you can, I'd like some opinions so far.