Chapter 3: Artifacts

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"Uh…" Aang looked down at the dilapidated wooden bucket that was placed reverently into his hands. The man bestowing it sank deferentially into a low bow; his head ducked so deeply that all Aang could see was the back of the man's thin topknot tied far back on his balding head. "Uh… thanks?"

Aang looked down at the bucket in his hands. The bucket was old; that much was obvious. Aang held it up to get a closer look. The metal braid that held the darkened, dried wooden planks together was rusted until it was nearly black. When Aang looked into the bucket, he noted that the plank at the bottom didn't fit snuggly like it should.

"Do you want me to… um, to help you fix your bucket? If you soak this wood, the planks will expand tightening the planks, and I can straiten out that bottom piece for you… this isn't very useful if we can't get it watertight again. But I can always make you a new one, if you, you know… need a water bucket… or something…?" Aang trailed off as the gentleman rose slowly out of his bow, looking at Aang with a look of utter disbelief, as though Aang's words filling him with dismay.

"What?!" the man sputtered. "Make a new one?! No, no! You must not understand! This is an authentic, an original, air nomad water bucket!" He enunciated each word as though only someone truly obtuse would not see this for the prize that it was.

"Oh, right…" Aang hedged, looking at the beat-up old bucket. "I see."

Of course Aang knew what this was. He and his friends had carried buckets just like this to and from the stream near the Southern Air Temple everyday. Each monk child would carry one in each hand as they bounded back from the stream, anxious to deliver the water to the cook. It was a mundane thing, something that just needed to get done. The sooner they got through with that chore, the more likely they might be able to squeeze in a quick game of airball before breakfast!

Out of habit, Aang looked behind him, searching for Katara to swoop in and help him navigate this awkward interaction. But of course she wasn't there, Aang remembered with a slight drop in his stomach that he had come on this trip solo. Katara was still back in Ba Sing Se, busy working on a new project for the museum. Aang didn't plan to be here in this small village more than a day, so instead of pulling Katara away from her work to come with him as he wanted to, he simply opted to handle this little task alone.

Aang held up the bucket with an importance he certainly didn't feel and declared, "Why so it is! This is… um, very… special." He looked at the bucket again, biting on his lip at his choice of words. To him, this bucket looked anything but special.

But the man beamed with delight at Aang's praise!

"Yes, yes, it is!"

The man in his enthusiasm took the bucket from Aang's hands and turned it over excitedly. "See!" The man pointed out. "Right here! An Air Nomad symbol!" Again he spoke the words like they were wondrous. "Carved right here on the bottom!"

Aang bent over to look. Sure enough. There it was. Three Air swirls carved (rather poorly, Aang noted) in the bottom wood piece.

"Well," Aang said, brightening up a little as he took the bucket back from the man. "that would explain why the bottom doesn't fit!" Aang shifted his staff into the crook of his elbow, turned the bucket upside down under his arm and gave the bottom a firm pound with his fist, knocking the bottom panel right out. The man gave an audible squawk, his hands jumping over his mouth aghast as the piece of wood fell into the dirt.

But Aang kept talking casually as he picked up the bucket's base and flipped it over, fitting it back into the bottom of the water bucket. "See we always put the symbol on the inside of the bucket." After making sure the base was fit in more securely, Aang handed the bucket back to the man. "There! That ought to hold water a lot better now! I still suggest you soak the whole thing, but now it ought to do its job just fine!"

The man looked at the bucket shoved so casually into his hands with a gaping mouth for a moment. Then his words began to tumble out of his mouth. "Oh, thank you, thank you, Avatar Aang! Now I know: the symbol goes on the inside! Oh I wish my father was here to see! You see my father acquired this treasure on one of his travels along the Granite Trading Route when he was a young man, bought it off a peddler near Dong Shaan City. This has sat in a place of prominence in my house ever since! My father had a great appreciation of antiques; and he had quite a collection. But this was his most prized – his only genuine Air Nomad artifact!"

The man's face sobered, his voice taking on a formal tone as he once again fell into a deep bow, holding the bucket out towards Aang reverently. "But I would like you to have it now, Avatar Aang. A way to return it to its rightful place, among its rightful people. It wouldn't be right for me to keep it, when an Air Nomad still exists to return it to."

Aang hesitated before taking the old bucket apprehensively. The bucket suddenly felt heavier, and he felt heavier too. Sure he had run into situations like this before, where people felt inclined to present him with gifts. But it was always the most awkward for him when- like now- they were gifts recovered from the Air Nomads: a set of long cooking chopsticks, a half-broken glider, a rare item of fragile old saffron clothing. But these items didn't belong to Aang, and they held no significance to him personally. Like this bucket. It is true that it appeared to be a genuine Air Nomad bucket. But to him, it was just a bucket. Something they had used a dime a dozen when he was a child. A tool. Nothing sacred or important and certainly not something revered. What would he do now with a leaky old bucket?

Wish for a new one, probably. Aang answered his own question ruefully. One that held water better, I'm sure.

He knew Katara would probably be thrilled if she were here. She was always getting excited over every little Air Nomad trinket or knickknack they found. In fact, a new Air Nomad exhibit at the Museum of Natural History is what Katara was working on right now in Ba Sing Se. In addition to working as a consultant for the project, Katara was also donating a great many of the things she had collected to the exhibit, things she had gathered over the past couple of years since she and Aang had begun traveling together.

Aang never objected when Katara would accumulate Air Nomad objects, and he appreciated her enthusiasm. Really. He was touched by how important his heritage was to her. However, there was something about it that more recently had begun to bother him. He wasn't quite sure what it was, but Katara's tendency to "collect" his people's leftover things didn't always sit right with Aang.

Maybe it was something about how collecting these "antiques" made him feel even more distant from his people; each item proof of how long they had been gone, how far removed he was from them. Proof that his family was little more than memories and artifacts now. These items served as a concrete reminder that his people were extinct, gone forever. It made it harder to just forget and pretend he was just on a journey right now. That the others were still out there, just not right here with him.

Aang imagined taking this man's bucket back to the museum. He imagined it being put behind glass on a display pedestal. What would people gain from observing this bucket? How would a bucket like this make them feel? It certainly wouldn't make them laugh remembering the time that Dhun got his head stuck in one of these buckets when he'd been showing off for the girls from the western air temple and fell head first into the custodial closet after tumbling off his glider. They wouldn't imagine the taste of sweet exhilaration from that water fight Aang had started that time when all the kids had decided to dump their buckets on each other instead of delivering them to the cook (they also wouldn't recall the feeling of raw hands after lugging one of these buckets up the northern chanting tower to scrub every, single, stair as punishment for their water fight.)

What would this bucket teach a common museum patron about Aang's people? About who they were and how they lived and what they valued?

Nothing. It would mean nothing at all.

And seeing it on display would only solidify the cold, concrete feeling in Aang's gut that he was also an artifact now. A remnant of a nation dead. And long since, at that. Should he be on display? Did he now fit better in a museum among his people's remaining relics than anywhere else?

Maybe it was these unspoken apprehensions that spurred Aang to find excuses to leave the museum as often as possible. Aang knew that the Museum Curator would gladly have Aang take up a permanent residence at the museum if he could finagle it, just so the dry little man could pepper him with questions about his people's agricultural practices, yearly migration habits, and gross national trade products. Katara's project was a good one, but one that Aang found himself finding more and more excuses not to be a part of.

Aang hadn't told Katara any of these feelings, so he knew he couldn't expect her to just know. And sometimes he found himself falling into the same trap, getting excited or possessive of every scrap of his culture they came across. But lately he had been working extra hard, actively trying not to. This was exactly the kind of attachment his people had tried to avoid; placing value on something that was inherently temporary and unimportant.

Aang knew he couldn't let go of his attachments to the people in his life – a spiritual flaw that he had long since come to accept about himself – but attachment to things was still something he still tried valiantly to avoid.

Aang looked up from the bucket in his hands at the man before him, his head still bowed, although he glanced up apprehensively, evaluating Aang's reaction to his gift. Aang could see the sincerity in the man's eyes, his wish to honor the Last Airbender with this gift. But there was pity there too. And maybe even a little guilt? A glimpse of the world's collective shame at allowing an entire nation to be massacred.

Aang was used to these kinds of looks: looks of pity, shame, guilt. He had lost more than anyone would truly understand, but that didn't mean he wanted to be pitied all the time for it.

Aang took a fortifying breath, and as he exhaled, he let go of the flare of resentment he'd felt. It was his choice how he would respond. Would he pity himself too? Or would he choose to live in the moment, accepting without clinging to the loss?

Aang smiled and moved the bucket handle onto his arm, and his glider into the crook of his shoulder so he could bow respectfully to the man. "What did you say your name was?" Aang asked warmly.

"Um, I didn't say, but it's Shao, sir," the man replied as he looked self-consciously to the side, his shoulders still hunched in a bow.

"Well, Shao!" Aang said cheerfully as he wrapped his arm around Shao's shoulder, lifting him from his bow and compelling the man to walk with him. "This is a really nice bucket—I mean a really nice genuine Air Nomad artifact. And I am honored by your generosity and your gift." Which was true. Aang was honored that Shao would offer something that clearly meant so much to him. "Please consider your gift accepted and appreciated. However," Aang stopped walking and turned toward Shao, placing the bucket back in his hands, "it would make me happiest if you would keep it. Remember your father when you look at it. The Air Nomads, we gift this back to you."

Shao looked at the bucket in his hands, stunned before a glow began to lighten his face leaving a large smile radiating brightly on his face. "Thank you, Avatar Aang! I, and my children, will treasure this forever!"

Aang clapped Shao's back heartily before walking backwards several jaunty steps.

"Or maybe just get yourself a drink of water with it," Aang winked before opening his glider and lifting lightly into the sky, flying light and free, unburdened. Remembering his people by being one.

Just a Nomad on the wind.

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