I hear sounds of whacking, someone's being beaten up very hard with a baton. I get a glimpse of the guards beating a very well built boy or maybe a man. What am I even talking about? How can a man come into the teen part of this cell? My heart pounds hard when I see his aggression towards the two guards. Even the two heavy-weight guards find it difficult to manage him. Indeed he seemed very strong. His eyes look fierce as if of a lion, fiery and cool at the same time. His body is that of a gym trainer. The expressions on his face make me shiver with fear and fascination. He is all that I would want in my partner. I was never perfect and he seems to be the perfect in my life. He walks like an angry lion. In no time will he hold on to you and in that moment you will know you have already been gone for good. His fierceness attracts me. Looking at him I feel he must have done something in anger. God! Why is he so fascinating to me when I am stuck in this bloody cell for helping an old man? Ok I correct myself' for helping a flawed man'. I got my answer in my correction. Nothing is clear. Nothing was clear. Oh clear his skin is clearer than my moms. Does he go to parlour like mom? ' Juniper, he is in jail. How the hell do you think he will be getting to go to the parlour? My thoughts and I are never stopping I guess. I am not over him yet. He is still the most fascinating topic in my mind right now. Will he ever talk to me? Thinking about his rude expression towards me when he had entered. It doesn't seem like he will be talking to me any time soon.
"Carrick you will be having your snacks in your cell. You are not allowed to come out of your cell now," one of the male guards says and leaves. Carrick, his name sounds just like his personality. Strong and different. Just having him around makes everything feel normal. Having no one talking or showing any kind of expression is abnormal. His anger makes me feel like I am alive. I can feel things. Having him around makes me feel that all the things that happened today will not be the same ever. I won't be the same, my attitude won't be the same, neither will my life be the same, also something bigger won't be the same ever again.