-Liv POV-
its cold...
I'm scared...
its dark
I can hear people round me
whispering
my skin is burning, the smell of blood engulfs my senses, I can hear my heart pounding in my ears, I can't take it anymore, I beg for them to stop, they don't, the pain gets worse, its almost blinding.
I wait for death.
I beg for it.
I feel numb
shooting up in bed I looked round the room, I tried to calm my breathing as I took in my surroundings, I was still in the medical bay, I sighed with relief running my hand through my hair, the door slammed open causing me to jump slightly, looking over my dad came running in and wrapped me in a hug, mom following close behind Morgan on her hip.
"Oh god Liv" My dad muttered into my hair "Are you alright?"
"I'm find dad, it was just a panic attack" I muttered into his shoulder "I'm okay"
Dad nodded moving out the way letting Mom take his place with Morgan, who was dropped softly onto my lap and crawled up to sit against my chest and started playing with my hair as Mom wrapped her arms round us both and kissed my temple
"Oh sweetheart, we where so worried" Mom sniffed
"I'm okay mom, don't cry" I Smiled quickly wiping a stray tear from her cheek, wrapping my arms round Morgan's middle i hugged her to me, the amount of comfort a 6 year old can give is crazy, I smirked at my thoughts as Morgan turned on my lap and looked up at me, big brown eyes drilling holes into mine,
"Livia" Morgan muttered cocking her head to the side "You seem diffwent"
"How so?" I asked moving my head to match hers, she giggled and fell forward hugging me, I looked up towards my parents who both shrugged
"She's showing signs of being like you" Mom smiled "but not in the same way, its like she can see inside your head, knows what your thinking"
"Well, that makes sense" I smiled hugging Morgan closer to me "No wonder I never got away with anything when I was living at home, from the minute she could form a sentence I was done for"
"Liv.." I looked up at my dad "you have the option, if you train and go to your therapy sessions, you can be cleared for the next mission with the team"
"Seriously?" I Asked looking at my dad
"Seriously, but if you shut yourself away again you come back to the farm for the remainder of your recovery" Dad stated looking at me,
"I'll try" I smiled
"Good, I'll let cap know, so as of tomorrow your training resumes as normal, but still on limited use of your powers until we know exactly what hydra did to you, so no using them sparring gramps or popsicle" Dad laughed "well i suppose we better leave and let you get some rest, one of the team will be along soon to help you back to your room"
I nodded to my dad, mom leaned down and kissed my forehead and taking Morgan from me with the promise of a sleepover in a few weeks depending on my recovery, I sat in the room for a while alone with my own thoughts, looking at the cup sat over the sink, focusing on it before it burst into flames i grinned, looking at it again I tried to put out the flames but they kept getting bigger.
"Shit!" I muttered running to the sink and grabbing the cup and throwing it in the sink and turning the tap on.
"Fuck sake" I muttered watching the last if the flames die out
"What are you doing?"
"holy shit" I jumped round and to see Bucky standing at the door
"Nothing" I stated walking back to the bed
"Doesn't look like nothing" Bucky smirked
"I lit the cup on fire...I couldn't put it out.." I trailed off
"I see, pretty sure your dad said not to use your powers right now" Bucky stated crossing his arms over his chest
"He did, but its not like it was anything big, I just wanted to see if I could put it out" I muttered shrugging my shoulders. "why are you here anyway?"
"I'm here to walk to back to your room" Bucky smiled at me "I hear you back at training tomorrow"
I nodded before standing up and walking to him "Yep, another condition of my recovery, I don't need to be escorted back to my room you know, I'm fine"
"Just following orders" Bucky smirked opening the door for me.
rolling my eyes, I followed him from the med bay "so...when did you leave?"
"About 6:30 this morning, went on a run with Steve and Sam" Bucky smiled
"I see..." I trailed off, we fell into a comfortable silence as we walked through the halls, arriving outside my room i turned to Bucky, "thanks, you really didn't need to walk me back"
"Its no problem doll" Bucky smiled down at me, giving my shoulder a squeeze before turning to walk away,
"Wait...Bucky, do you wanna stay with me for a bit?" I asked, Bucky turned back to fact me
"I can if you want doll"
"I just...i just don't really want to be alone right now" I muttered opening the door to my room leaving it open for Bucky to follow, once Bucky was in the room I shut the door over and turned on the lights, my room wasn't huge, it was a bit bigger then the rest of the avengers, i had the walls painted a pale blue colour, a three seater black leather couch sat to one side, my TV up on the wall with a unit underneath with my game consoles on top and a DVD player in the shelf underneath, some different horror movies sat on the shelf next to it, My bed sat on the opposite side of the room, i had a king size bed with a black leather head board, above my bed the wall was covered in pictures of me and the team, me and my parents, Morgan when she was a baby, me and peter when we where kids.
all the rooms also included a kitchen and a bathroom and a balcony.
"So what do you want to to?" Bucky asked sitting down on the couch
"We could watch a movie? I have some popcorn and some drinks in the fridge" I offered
"Yeah, we could do that" I motioned for Bucky to pick a film while I went about sorting the popcorn and grabbing to beers from the fridge,
after the popcorn was ready i walked back over to Bucky, handing him a beer and placing the bowl of popcorn between us "So..what film did you pick?" I asked
"Hills have eyes" Bucky smiled reaching for some popcorn as I put the DVD on taking a drink from my own beer as the film started.