So hi, it's me, I'm terribly sorry for being MIA for so long, life has just been shitty and some things have happened that have hit me really hard. I'm sorry if it feels as if I've given up on this fic because it's my first and I hold it very close to my heart. As time has passed and I've written more fics, (not necessarily long but still something) I have become more in tuned with writing and common mistakes or flaws that I see in this work. I have been meaning to get out a new chapter but realized the main reason that I don't know what to write is because my plot has gone down a drain never to be seen again, and that's clearly a problem. So, either I'm going to take down this fic as a whole or just edit as I go, but will probably keep the same title either way so it shouldn't be hard it find (if you want to give this fic another chance that is, which I really hope you do). I would appreciate it if you could say in the comments which option you would prefer so that way I don't take it down if someone would rather prefer it being edited as I go. I really am sorry for the let down, I even feel as if I've let myself down but I want to ensure that if I write something, its the best that I can write since that is what you readers, and any reader in general deserves, the best.