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Kakashi closed his eyes.
Ok.
He needed to think fast and think smart. He messed up, and she was really furious at him. Actually, he wasn't really sure that he fucked up, he did this for her. He was just trying to protect her.
And he failed.
It was darker outside and she wasn't home.
Sometimes he didn't know how to act with her. Sometimes their difference were hard to deal with.
He opened his eyes remembering where she went when she was upset.
Indeed, he found her on the training camp, sitting her legs crossed in front of her. She didn't looked at him when he approached her.
"Tenten," he said softly.
She didn't speak. Ok, he already knew that he was going to sleep on the coach tonight.
"I'm sorry ok, I shouldn't said what I said, it was not my place."
It actually killed him to admit it, but it will killed him more if she stayed angry at him forever.
Her silence make him even more weak. He wanted her to speak to him so much. He needed to know everything were fine even with their fight. Fuck, since when did he become, so a soft thing like this ?
He was a fucking ninja. One of the best. One of the worst today.
"I will not take your place in a mission again, I promised."
Finally she looked at him furiously.
He never saw so much anger in her beautiful brown eyes.
"I'm staying at Lee's place tonight," she said in a cold voice.
He nodded, not really happy. He looked her stood on her feet. He sighed.
"Just to be sure," she finally added looking at him in the eyes "you did this once again, and..."
"I won't" he cut her off.
And he saw her lips trembling, she was going to cry, and he hated him for that. He was going to touch her cheek, but she backed away.
"Tenten I…"
"No, please don't," she said coldly.
"Don't touch me, not today," she added without looking at him.
Fine. Now he really wanted to die for what he did. No, actually he didn't. It was an awful mission, he almost died there. He trusted her abilities, but he just knew that she won't come back, and he couldn't just let her go.
He couldn't lose her, like he losed all his friends. She was the love of his messed up life. And sure, he should talk to her, he should consult her before taking any decision. Ok he fucked up, but he was not used to love someone that much.
Next time he will do better.
"Ok, see you tomorrow, I guess", he mumbled.
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He couldn't sleep in this fucking cold bed. He was angry at himself, at his ninja life, at her. He was going to stand up for a cup of tea, when he felt her chakra inside the room. He blinked. Tenten was sitting at the window, blushing a little.
How cute.
"Hey, you're back" he breathed softly.
She didn't move, so he did the first step. He couldn't help. He missed her so much, that it scared him as hell. She was going to be the death of him.
"I couldn't sleep," she finally said.
Oh. He nodded and now that he was just in front of her, he took her hand. When she hugged him, he sighed relieved.
"I hate being mad at you," she whispered against his bare skin.
He hated it too.
He helped her to get away from the window. She looked sadly at him, and she sounded so tired.
"I'm still mad at you," she added.
"Ok."
Her finger found his jaw and his heart started biting fast. He hugged her closer. He could deal with this kind of anger. She stood on her tiptoe. He tilted his head. Their lips met, and it was like he could breathe again.
She was so soft against him. She was so precious.
He kissed her like they were no tomorrow. He wanted her to understand how much he loved her, how losing her will be devastating. Horrific.
"Kakashi…"
He heard her say his name when he was kissing her neck. He could feel her hand on his shoulders, her fingernails on his skin.
"I don't want to be mad at you again."
He didn't said anything, he just kissed her. Tenderly.
"I can't promise that you won't be mad at me again babe," he admitted.
She licked her lips and narrowed her eyes. He kissed her nose, absolutely trapped in her love.
"But I can try to not be a pain in the ass too much."
He heard her laugh.
"I really would love that, Captain."
Kakashi rolled his eyes. He hated when she called him like that. In their room. He wasn't any fucking captain team here, he was just hers. That's all.
"I...I don't want to sleep," she said before kissing him once again.
He didn't want either.
So they didn't until dawn.