Final Chapter!

RPOV

I turned around, again. I couldn't sleep. Both of their words kept running through my mind. Their love, that they share, their love for me, I don't know why I feel so sad right now. I can't help but feel so sorry for them. They both think that they're bad parents, well they kinda are but still, they're my parents. And even they weren't here for me for a long time, they are here now. And they had their reasons to stay away from me, especially Abe.

Oh! I wish I could tell him how much he means to me. How much I missed him throughout my life. Once when I was only 10, a moroi boy called me a bastard, he told me that my father left me because I'm a bad girl. It hit me hard. He ended up in the infirmary with a bloody mouth after that, but it's a different story. Anyhow, for so many years even I felt so insecure about myself. Abe doesn't know how much my childhood missed him, especially when your best friend's father loves her so much. There were so many times I wished I was her. I hated my father for that. I started hating my mother for leaving me all alone. I hated her for not coming to me to hold me when I was crying because of nightmares of the accident.

But they are in the past right? What matters and counts is that they're here for me now. I turned around again groaning.

"That's it, fuck this shit," I told myself getting up with my pillow.

I slowly tip-toed to my parent's room. Yeah! Abe bought a god damn suit for them! They gave me a room tonight, but FUCK! I can't sleep. I slowly placed my ear to the door hoping I won't find any unwanted sounds.

Nope, none! I slowly opened the door and peeked in.

There they are, cuddling to each other. Abe has his arms wrapped around my mom's waist. Suddenly I got a huge urge to go there and cuddle in between them. I wanted both of their arms wrapped around me, and to bury my face in one of their chests, to feel secure and safe like I always feel with Dimitri.

Should I go there? They rarely get days like this, should I bother them? would they like it?

Nah, I shouldn't do it, but I want to do it," I sighed and turned around to close the door.

"Rose, kiz is that you?" I turned around to see Abe. I smiled sheepishly at him.

"What is it?" He asked me.

"I couldn't sleep, so I thought, I... I, never mind I'll just leave," I murmured and looked down not knowing what to say.

Jesus Christ! You're a guardian! Get a grip!

"Come here," I looked at him.

"Really? You two won't mind? I mean..." I started blabbering again.

"Rosemarie just shut up and come here," Great now even she's awake. I slowly got into the bed and crawled in between them. I felt my mom running her hand through my hair.

"You have no idea how long we waited to seep with you like this Rose," I heard her whisper.

"Really?" I asked her.

"Yes, we know that we both weren't there for you and that you went through a lot all alone. We're sorry Rose, you have no idea how much," Abe told. I turned to him and buried my face in his chest.

"Me too," I whispered. I felt a kiss on my hair. Abe wrapped his arms around my mom and she wrapped hers around me. I hugged him feeling a different kind of love I've never felt from any man.

"Dimitri, Eddie, Christian, Adrian, Mason. I've felt and still feel so safe in their arms all the time..." I sighed. "And now, you. My baba," I whispered. I heard a gasp and both of them tightened their arms around me.

"Always my baby, always, both of you are safe in my arms," He told.

"We'll be safe as a family," Mom whispered. "Now Good night, I have work tomorrow," I and dad chuckled at her words.

"Good night bebek," He told.

"Good night," I told them.

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So my short story ends here. This is just a short story! I'll update more fanfictions and not fanfiction stories in the future. I love all of you.

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