Two broken heart.
He left. Harvey is gone.
It is curled up on the floor. She managed to call Rachel
She was already on her way when she told him what she was going to do this morning plus Mike had spoken with Harvey.
So she waits, she waits for Rachel to arrive.
She is inconsolable.
Never has she felt so much sadness.
She was ready to finally tell him everything, tell him everything about her love for him.
Instead of being in bed finally kissing the love of her life and thinking about their future together.
She was rolled to the floor, a crumpled letter in her hand and a blooming cactus resting beside her.
She hears the door open and sees a familiar figure entering
It's Rachel
-Donna it's me get up please we're going to my apartment
She is emptied of all emotion apart from the pain and sadness emanating from her broken heart she feels nothing.
Arms strong on the door, she knows that it's Mike who whispers to her that it's going to be okay and that they'll find him.
Except Harvey Specter decided he didn't want her in his life anymore. Now he had cut himself off from her. At least that's what Donna thought.
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Harvey had just landed. With a heavy heart, a mind clouded with sorrow. He had had a panic attack on the plane that didn't last long. But it was horrible her phone kept ringing. He looked at him a second time
35 missed calls from Donna
20 missed calls from Mike
15 missed calls from Rachel
He couldn't call them back
He had to leave the airport as soon as possible.
He called a cab as fast as he could and when he sat down looked at the number of messages he had, a lot of voicemail messages all left by one person. The person he would never see again. The person who didn't love him when he loved her.
He had to stop thinking about her, if he was gone it was to stop hurting himself but for now all he got from that choice was a broken heart and a foggy mind.
The taxi had stopped in front of a familiar looking house: his brother's house where his mother was worriedly waiting for him after his most desperate call. He gave the driver $ 15 and approached his mother who hugged him gently and like a child he began to cry without his being able to control himself.
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She was in Mike's old apartment lying on the couch with red swollen eyes, she was drinking wine despite Rachel's reluctance to let her drink she needed to clear her mind and drown her grief in alcohol but nothing worked. She asked Rachel to leave her alone, she needed time. In fact, she kept texting Harvey. She was pacing the living rooms, hearing Mike and Rachel talking with one ear about where Harvey could be, and seeing only 3 choices: Seattle, Chicago or Boston. The first seemed unlikely because she would have come to join him as soon as Rachel would have informed her of his arrival, Boston was probable but Harvey would have called his family she did not rule out this possibility and Chicago she knows that Jessica would have kept the secret then it was also possible. Tears had been flowing relentlessly for now maybe 2.5 hours she had no idea of time. She just stood on the phone calling him to wait for a sign from him but nothing absolutely nothing and it was all the more painful.Tears had been flowing relentlessly for now maybe 2.5 hours she had no idea of time. She just stood on the phone calling him to wait for a sign from him but nothing absolutely nothing and it was all the more painful. She would fall on voicemail every time and every time she heard his voice telling her that he wasn't available she was dying to scream, cry and throw her phone against the wall before collapsing tears again and has been for over an hour now. She wasn't someone who easily showed her emotions the only people who managed to break the breach were her real non-blood family. But she didn't care to cry she was broken, broken that the man she loved had fled from her. She remembered the message she sent Harvey the same over and over again, she wants him to respond but she knows he won't.
Harvey, I know you think I don't like you that I don't want to spend my life by your side. But that's all I ever wanted. From the minute I met you I knew you were my soul mate. I came to your apartment but you were missing. I love you Harvey Specter without you I'm not the real Donna without Harvey Specter there is only an empty shell. My life is meaningless without the second part of my being. I need you Harvey. Tell me where you are and I'll come tell you how much I can't live without you how much I am in love with you.
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After telling the whole story to his mother.
She served him a cup of tea.
She had offered him coffee but he had refused.
The memory of Donna too lingering.
- "So you don't drink coffee?" "
- "Yes, but I'm taking a break" I whispered.
- "It's because of her, isn't it"
- "not at all, it's complicated"
- "Harvey, maybe she was just late"
- "No if Donna is a thing, it's punctual, she told me one day that if she arrived on time for an appointment it was because she was interested, if she arrived 10 minutes late it was because she was polite and if she did not come after half an hour it was because she was not interested. I say upset.
- "It may not have been this time Harvey, she loves you, I know that".
- "You don't know her as I know her, Donna and I are complicated"
- " I thought I heard "
- "I don't want to talk about her anymore, it's too hard"
- "If that's your wish," my mother said wearily.
- "It is, Donna will have a happy life, far from me, that's what is best for me, I can no longer be near her without being with her"
- "I understood that Harvey even though I don't agree with you"
I sighed the sadness devoured me.
- "Promise me Harvey that if she tries to contact you, you will at least answer her that you are well" asked my mother.
- "I promise you" but I was lying between my teeth.
I hugged her before taking my bags and decided to stay with Marcus, my brother.
- "Keep me informed of the situation my son"
I promised her I would.
Arriving at Marcus' place I played with the children a bit and when it was time to put them to bed I told them a story.
Returning then to my room I rested on the bed, the lively and intense emotions.
Donna had left a tremendous amount of messages, as had Mike and Rachel. He erased them. But Mike called and he had to answer his friend.
- "Hey Mike"
- "Harvey!" Harvey to my god man where are you? "
- "I wouldn't tell you Mike you don't have to know"
- "listen you're wrong on the whole Donna est line"
- "Mike, I answered you out of politeness but stay out of it, it's over she made her choice".
- "But Harvey you're wrong!" "
- "No Mike! She must forget about me! "
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- "No Mike! She must forget about me! "
Harvey!
She rushed out of the room snatching the phone from Mike's hand.
-Donna no said Mike.
- "Harvey" I said panting my trembling voice.
- "Do Donna" said Harvey frozen
- "Harvey where are you, I need to talk to you, I need ..."
- "Donna forget me" said Harvey upset.
- "Harvey no ..." I whispered
And the call ended.
- "I love you" I whisper a tear rolling gently down my cheek.
- "Donna I think I know where he is" Rachel whispered to me.
-Or ? I have to find him, he has to know.
- "I got a message telling me that Harvey was in Boston and that you had to go see him, it was signed Lily"
I let out a surprised and relieved gasp that Harvey hadn't gone to hide deep in Alaska.
- "It's his mother Rachel, I have to go see him, I will take the first flight tomorrow morning"
She had to find the man she loves and tell him the truth
Two broken heart.
He left. Harvey is gone.
It is curled up on the floor. She managed to call Rachel
She was already on her way when she told him what she was going to do this
morning plus Mike had spoken with Harvey.
So she waits,
she waits for Rachel to arrive.
She is inconsolable.
Never has she felt so much sadness.
She was ready to finally tell him everything, tell him everything about her love
for him.
Instead of being in bed finally kissing the love of her life and thinking abo
ut
their future together.
She was rolled to the floor, a crumpled letter in her hand and a blooming cactus
resting beside her.
She hears the door open and sees a familiar figure entering
It's Rachel
-
Donna it's me get up please we're going to my
apartment
She is emptied of all emotion apart from the pain and sadness emanating from
her broken heart she feels nothing.
Arms strong on the door, she knows that it's Mike who whispers to her that it's
going to be okay and that they'll find him.
Except H
arvey Specter decided he didn't want her in his life anymore. Now he
had cut himself off from her. At least that's what Donna thought.
Two broken heart.
He left. Harvey is gone.
It is curled up on the floor. She managed to call Rachel
She was already on her way when she told him what she was going to do this
morning plus Mike had spoken with Harvey.
So she waits, she waits for Rachel to arrive.
She is inconsolable.
Never has she felt so much sadness.
She was ready to finally tell him everything, tell him everything about her love
for him.
Instead of being in bed finally kissing the love of her life and thinking about
their future together.
She was rolled to the floor, a crumpled letter in her hand and a blooming cactus
resting beside her.
She hears the door open and sees a familiar figure entering
It's Rachel
-Donna it's me get up please we're going to my apartment
She is emptied of all emotion apart from the pain and sadness emanating from
her broken heart she feels nothing.
Arms strong on the door, she knows that it's Mike who whispers to her that it's
going to be okay and that they'll find him.
Except Harvey Specter decided he didn't want her in his life anymore. Now he
had cut himself off from her. At least that's what Donna thought.