CHAP 4
Disclaimer: Naruto doesn't belong to me. It belongs to Masashi Kishimoto
A/N: I'm in so much trouble. One month had passed since the last chapter been uploaded.
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Hinata's eyes went wide when she felt Naruto lips pressed against hers for a moment. Her body suddenly froze from the contact, but the warmth because of the contact alone spreading through her whole body instantly; evoke something deep rooted inside her stronger than by just looking at his lips second ago; like a sparks that enough to jolted her body and make Hinata more alive from being lifeless since days before tonight.
A little moment ago Hinata unknowingly wished for something like this to happen and yet when it does, she found herself still in shocked; because of the person who kissed her is none other than her blonde friend Naruto.
Shock, because the kiss that came from him had such effects on her. Shock, because she should push him away right at this second but her hands not moving at all. Naruto is her blonde friend after all and worst of it, he is her husband's best friend.
But the most shocking to Hinata is that some parts of her; deep darkened parts inside her didn't seemed mind at the latter; because there's something about this taboo situation that felt peculiar in a pleasant way; affecting her mind especially her body. Hinata simply couldn't think of any reason to pull away.
It could be because the piled up frustration of her body and soul for whole week, caused by her escapee life companion. Not to mentioned that her blonde friend Naruto; is the one who occupied her mind lately; disrupting her sexual attraction once or twice throughout the night with some bold imagery and his darn good looks. To top it all of; he's the one who helped her healing the pain hidden in the deepest part of her ruined heart, to the point all of the remnants from the damaged ones that Naruto's been digging out from her is being struck with the touch of his lips, thus became alive from this dangerously intimate act alone.
Perhaps that could be the reason as to why some darken parts of her somehow didn't felt about how wrong this situation could be, when the only thing she's been focused on is about how warm Naruto's lips fusing with hers. It should have unsettled her, but the sensation that seemed to spread through her entire body telling her otherwise.
Because his lips turns out to be everything she wanted – no – needed more so Hinata found herself closing her eyes and starts to kissing back.
Only for Naruto to withdraw it before she even retaliate.
.
Even though it was just a simple kiss yet the feels from it much better than all of his other ones before.
Because this is the woman he loves.
The woman his heart chose to beat rapidly every time just by looking at her beauty. The woman who stole his breath away every time she smiles so gently at him. The woman who made him really wants to tries his best despite the failure he was being familiar with, so she can praise him with her sweet words. The woman who caged him just by her existence that he's been trying so hard to move on forwards to find his future significant other but alas they all turned into vain every time her presence overwhelm him.
The woman he can never have a situation like this with her…
…or so he thought.
God he love her so much it hurts and Naruto still thought this was just some dream where his pathetic-self still laying and snoring loudly at his messy bedroom.
But no…
...This is real...
...Her presence is real...
...Hinata's vanilla scent entering his sense of smell is real...
...Her soft and plush lips that had been pressed to his felt so vividly...
...And damn it, her lips felt so good.
…
Unfortunately…
...Having no reciprocation from the indigo woman; Naruto frowns because he took it as her rejection from the kiss and immediately realize how wrong his intention was.
So he pulled away his mouth from hers...
...Without the knowledge of the indigo woman herself loss of his warmth from the lost contact and wanted it back this instant.
But Naruto didn't notice that and started to put some distance between himself from her; not wanted to stare Hinata lavender eyes and can only staring down to the ground while cursed his damn head.
'Fuck! You just had to kissed her don't you?! And now she probably thinks you weird and disgusted at you for kissing his best friend's wife! Apologize now hurry!'
Naruto tried to control his breathing first and moved his head to her side wanting to ask her for his forgiveness.
But before he finished his words
…
…
"Hina-mmmph~"
He found himself being pushed falling on the sofa because Hinata threw her body literally against Naruto's and smashed his lips with hers. He smiles inwardly knowing his kiss turns out not being rejected by the woman he love.
.
Now we're even came from Hinata's hidden sly thoughts after she jumped on him and now laying on top of his broad figure with her lips pressed tight against his. Because that kiss Naruto gave it to her was like a jumpstart for her sexual machinery to awaken; starts roaring insides her whole body but when he withdraw it, leaving her a dull ache that throbs at every corner of her lips.
That kiss was never enough for her.
With their bodies remain un-moving. They absorb the feel of their merge body heats through their union lips that's been pressed tightly once again.
Neither of them thought of this situation to happen when their recent opinion about this night couldn't have been better.
They have no idea about this night will be one of the best they will have in their entire life.
Hinata pulled away her lips and searching for Naruto's eyes where his clearly looking straight at her with new looks that arise from his azure blue eyes, that felt unfamiliar yet familiar to her at the same time. As a married woman she knew what kind of intent behind his gorgeous blue eyes meant. But still to this minutes, the unfamiliar parts she meant is; Hinata still couldn't believe Naruto could give that kind of looks at her which causing her to shudder and trembling her insides with needs.
But something tells Hinata that she was already aware of his sneak glances and lingering gazes at her through many times before, even more aware when she was already in another man's hand. Hinata just didn't dare enough to explore it because she was afraid she would give in and will be the first one to succumb into temptation and adultery history.
Looks like her good intention bite her in the rump painfully when her husband announced his unfaithful chapter.
Her husband…
Sasuke-kun
This is the second time of a call back memory about him when she was kissing Naruto. At first it didn't bothered Hinata, because desire and lust completely clouded her mind and judgment but now it made Hinata realized; this is the same thing Sasuke did to her in the first place.
Which is it gave her uneasy feelings because right now; she just the same people like Sasuke who cheated on their life partners.
Hinata failed to give Naruto the same looks with enough intensity that he gave it to her because some of her bitter memories.
As a proper and pure woman she used to try and claimed to be; Hinata could feel a guilty feeling is on the way to her conscious parts that made Hinata gave Naruto looks with uncertain and pleading.
Hinata pleads without words to her blonde frien-...Man Naruto for taking the charge and give in to what he was feeling right now. To blocks the regret she knew it was coming by rejoined their facial parts so that maybe they can shoulders the regret and guilty all together. Just like they were used to when they faced every obstacle together in their college times.
Because for Hinata, this situation could go any worse but parts of her dare enough to let her blonde man to carried on this already fallen situation with their arisen desire.
Naruto seemed caught on to what she was asked him to do because something did distract him too. There's certain image of someone emerge into his mind that Naruto didn't wanted to mentioned it for now, and it proves to him to the fact about this is morally wrong. At one point Naruto wanted this to stop but after seeing Hinata's face especially with expression that tells him she was feeling the same way but still wanted to continue this improper act together with him.
Naruto obviously can't and won't reject her. That will be the last thing to do or he'd better die rather than rejected her.
Besides, that someone caused her misery in the first place. So Naruto choose of not wanting to stop and allow his primal urges to have his way with her tonight. That if Hinata wants the same thing too.
So now…
Naruto slides his right hand to the back of her nape through her dark blue tresses and pulled her down, capture her mouth with his; adding with little force this time. Hinata welcomed his open-mouthed kiss with the same amount of vigor. While Naruto's left hand moving slowly from gripping her shoulder and slides down through her back until he stops at her lower back with a respectful manner.
Though he can't stop to dipped his fingers under her shirts and feel the smooth of her porcelain skin.
Hinata tilted her head and sank her mouth capturing Naruto's watering mouth in their sizzling and dizzying kiss again and again with her delicate hands fisted tight his white shirts since the beginning of their kisses. Now she moves the hands upwards with her palms opened causing her to feel his hard pectorals twitching under her touch. She moves up passing through his solid neck and moves to the parts of his face that she's been dying to touch since the first time they've met.
Naruto's whisker birth marks.
Well her curiosity is now satisfied by how oddly nice they felt against her fingers. And more so when Naruto leans into her touch humming with his mouth still moving tenderly hot with hers adding little tease of their tongue to moistened every corner of their lips but still shy to meet the other.
Again with the gentle ways she always adored Naruto when he was with her. Hinata thought that his kisses will be wild and rash like the personality their friends named for him. However his kiss was slow and sensual like he have all the time he needs as his tongue slides around of her lips with a teasing manner because when she tried to follow with her tongue, Naruto put his back inside the hot cavern of his mouth.
A little sound escaped from her mouth when she felt his right arm slides down from her nape to her lower back, sensually caressing her spine until meeting his left one at the same time with Naruto nips her bottom lip gently. That movement alone made her shivered from head to toes and more so when his hands wrapped her petite figure tightly; it caused her to push her chest against his hard ones without her knowing.
And that's when Hinata realized she didn't wear any bra so that causing her certain peaking parts in her chest area grazing Naruto's clothed firm chest and completely stimulate her whole body twofolds than before.
Naruto can feel them bountiful. Oh he's feeling them all right.
His palms were madly twitching because they wanted nothing more than to just ripped her shirt open and grab these squishy mounds and sucked the life out of those twins that's been pressed against his chest. But he didn't wants to overwhelm her, Naruto willingly letting himself to take it easy.
'For now' Naruto's sly thought.
But that didn't stop their kiss for getting way steamier, hungrier. The timing between them pulled away their lips and rejoined them getting too far different. Almost looks like they didn't pull away at all. Each kisses relieve their own stress inside their head with the help of dopamine and others of oh so good chemicals that's been released every time their lips conjoined one and another.
Hinata still cupped Naruto's face and sink her fingers against his whiskers to find new angle for deepen their kiss while Naruto moves up and down his one hand against her entire back and the other hand teasing her with his agile fingers by fondled her milky smoothy skin under the shirts around her waist area.
Their mouth seeking each other in their romp lips-smacking kiss; warm then hot, steady then fast, calm then frenzied, give then steal their breath and make them breathless. Melting her and harden him at the same time by the tangle of their breath and lips all together in their breathtaking kiss. Their muscles went into taut grip with the hot-blooded flows through the vessels and rushing through each of their sexes.
They have to pulled away and coming down from their euphoric high at one point when their lungs is not on their side for the time being, pressed their foreheads and just staring into each other's eyes.
Still overwhelmed by those intense staring from cerulean blue eyes of his. Hinata lifted her face from Naruto with her hands cradled his face and sat on his torso while she observes the blonde man beneath her who's giving her looks with an expression that tells her of wanting another bowl of ramen to the owner, because he's still looking hungry as in the first place before he got served with the ramen itself.
In this case the ramen morphed into her lips.
Her stomach got churned from his never-ending ravenous looks he gave it to her. She can't help but to let loose the happy feeling and self-worth she got from the recent lip lock session with the blonde man himself continue with the way he looks at her now. Lately, she forgot the feelings of being desire which now she felt it ten times stronger that made a heated twinge in every pore of her skin; it knotted around her stomach, stripping her defense, leaving her breathless, and discarding any rational thought inside her head.
But the indigo woman didn't notice that she was looking at Naruto just as intensely as her blonde man himself. Hinata still looking famished as in she never got her cinnamon rolls served in the first place or in this case; Naruto's swollen lips. Acute surge desire flowing around him with the way her lavender eyes darkened with lust and the way those orbs only staring at his; the sensation from it courses straight to his groin.
Her dark blue hair cascaded down around her face; falling towards Naruto creating a dark curtain; giving them privacy from the world during their sinful yet meaningful moments.
Now they still watch the after effect of their hot make out, checking any damages of their facial parts.
While letting an ache between them built slowly but surely.
Lavender and blue eyes getting dilate and clouded with keen desire. Their eyelids looking more half lidded. Their pointy nose looks more reddish and they spreading to their cheeks and ears that made their entire face flushed. Their lips throbbing wild; looking swollen with their mixing ragged breath they've been trying to control it now. Their chest still pressed tightly against each other to the point they can hear the beating of their hearts with un-normal speed by how fast they can be; Blood pumping through their veins causing the entire body getting flushed, and more sweats trailing their tan mixed porcelain skin from the high temperature of their intermingled body heats, each of their core have a different situation where Hinata's getting dampened and Naruto's getting too tight in his confinement; sooner or later the bare session between them will happen right then and there.
"Bedroom, please…"
Hinata still got a little possessed by her own maxed up libido, she didn't catch any words she just said to Naruto, only can feel the breath from her blonde man while he brushed her lips with his and manage to deliver one word to her.
"Okay…" Naruto murmured with his hoarseness voice that left her body weak and peck her lips. He tried to raise his body with Hinata still on top of him. Naruto manages to sit with ease but his movement caused Hinata where she was sat on his torso ealier into slide down to his lap and made her arousal nudge his length behind their jeans.
Hinata moaned. Naruto groaned.
That accident moves only heightened their arousal towards each other even more than their lips activities before. And to make a matter worse in a good way; Hinata circles her arms against his neck. She pulled him by the nape to started kiss him hard and bucked her hips simultaneously; to rub her pelvis area up and down against the blonde man private parts; to scratch the itch that's been crawled up to her already slicken panties while her legs to her toes went curling on each side of his body.
Naruto amped up her naughty intent by slides both of his hands to finally grab her backside, and kneaded the flesh in a tight grip while still responded by kissing her hard too. This time Naruto made sure his indigo woman knew the condition of his restrained member inside his jeans is and made her aware that only her can make him this rocking hard; especially after hearing her moans that still sound so innocent but the sexy and hot element were there too. 'What a sound'
Hinata mewls in their rash kiss when she feels Naruto's ten fingers grips her buttocks a little bit roughly. So he can be rough when he wants to Hinata thought before she gasped when she felt his harden excitement grazing hard against her dripping core between their pants, but still caught off guard because the size is very much different from the dirty jokes their friends used to make on him.
He must be using boxers so that means two clothes, but I can still felt it very clearly
Hinata tried to form some thoughts about his size, but her mind getting clouded from the illicit yet unadulterated lust coursing through her hot and sticky body and its focusing on their wild kiss and grinding motion; with Hinata rocked her hips up and down repeatedly while Naruto helping her with his hands squeeze her round flesh and ground his own hips against her.
Hinata whimpered trying to stop the rotate of her hips but the body keeps betraying her. Hinata broke the kiss by nibble Naruto's bottom lip and arched her back before she beg him for something.
"Bedroom, hurry…" She desperately pleaded to her blonde man for moving their sexual activity in her bedroom or more likely her marital bed. It feels like that was something from her demon parts been planned to since the moment Naruto kissed her.
Naruto grunted and stopping her moves at him by holding tight her ass in place.
"Then stop moving or I'm gonna lose it right here." Naruto whispered grunted and scolds her lightly so she can stops her wild movement because truthfully Naruto can't hold on much longer of his primal needs.
Naruto stands abruptly bringing her body up towards his torso and Hinata followed it by wrapping her legs around his back, not without her surprise yelp for Naruto sudden movement.
Naruto chuckle seeing her cute reaction. He still held her by her thighs. While Hinata buried her face onto his neck still embarrassed from her sudden yelp but then, she just did something for reply his teasing voice second ago; that made Naruto goose bumps all over his body when he felt Hinata lips doing a little moist peck once or twice against his neck with coherent of smooching sound came from her sneaky mouth.
Naruto clears his throat and allows her doing whatever she wants to his neck. But he needs to go to the Uchiha's couple bedroom otherwise he will take her right here in the couch or kitchen table if she keeps doing that to him.
Honestly, he's the one who got shocked when Hinata asked him to continue what they were doing and moves to the bedroom when he thought they will done the deeds on the couch. He can't help but to growing excited over this forbidden act they were about to do. It was so un-Hinata to done such thing but Naruto guessed, even the most patient and gorgeous woman he ever known and love had her limits too.
'You really fucked her up teme'
"Show me the bedroom…" Naruto murmured against her temple and watches the indigo woman responded by shoving her index finger to the route of the bedroom while still enjoyed and engaged her mouth doing whatever it was against his solid neck; pecked, licked, nipped, even sucked his feverish skin with her gentle ways but still enough to made Naruto squirm on his walks and fights the urges to slam and pinned her into the wall.
It amazes Naruto with the way she guide his walks towards the bedroom without even looking; like there is a pair of eyes in the back of her head if that was possible.
Each step Naruto took stride forward the room that she never entered ever since that day made her once calming heart crackling through her chest with unfurling speed. Though she can't stop some voices screaming at the back of her head; telling her about this too much of tainted and wrong she was. But Hinata's already too far hurting to go back especially when Naruto earthy pile scent completely engulfing her sense and the sour taste of his pulsing neck from the rove of her mouth with the tip of her tongue entering her tastebuds; they all did nothing but to make her mind foggy, heated body and moisty core all acted up crazy.
She didn't even realize when Naruto entered the room and already at the edge of the bed itself; too caught up of tasting her blonde man skin. Naruto moves towards the bed with his both knees sink on it, crawling up until they are near the headboards. He lowered her down onto the black sheets of the bed that still looks made tidy and un-touch for whole week.
She finally took her surrounding moving her head left and right looking around the bedroom with the dim light surround them and that's when she looks at her wedding picture with Sasuke on the nightstand beside the bed itself. Her mind instantly went into those memories; she looks so happy in there with the beginning of her marriage life. A very contrast condition as to what she was feeling about her marriage in the present; hurt, frustrated, stressed, insecure, betrayed and many among other things.
Those are the things she feels right now or maybe she used to felt it before her make-out session with her blonde man. Looks like they were kind of got subsided a little bit especially the betrayed part; because right now she is on her way to betraying her own spouse too.
Hinata tried to looks the underneath of her conscience for finding any regret or guilt that perhaps will resurface before she continues on this road. She did found them guilty from this betrayal but those feelings were not towards her husband, instead they went to her father. All those promise that she did with her father were broken the moment she jumped on her blonde man and kiss the life out of this man.
But what can she do, when the only thing that she felt from all of the pain she tried to endure has changed into happiness the moment she was being kissed by her blonde man? She felt happy because after all, there is someone who still wants her despite the lack of thereof her physically and emotionally, also her lowest self worth that she felt after being cheated on. And the top cherry on cake is that the owner of that lips used to be placed in her special heart.
So Hinata can only hope that her happiness is the main concern of what her family especially her father wants for her. Even though this was kinda wrong way to do, Hinata have none other way of it.
Though there is something she want to make sure from her blonde man first before this continues, because something did slipped inside her mind.
Naruto still in crouch position looking at Hinata beneath him; who's still deep in thought while she moves her head to the right. Naruto follows her gaze and it falls upon the picture of her marriage that made him shifted his position backwards into sit on his knees before her legs. Naruto frowned inwardly.
'Is she having a second thought?'
"Naruto-kun…" Hinata's voice entered his hearing. Naruto changed into crouch again closing the distance between them.
"Yes..." Naruto answered while drawing circles with his thumb on her left knee.
"Are you sure you'd want t-this?" Hinata looking back at him and questioning about what they're about to do.
"Of course…Is there something wrong?" Naruto asked her with his genuine concern looks.
"I don't want to r-ruin your friendship bond with him…" That sentenced caught him off guard.
Naruto gaze at her with awe and wonder and chuckle.
"You're amazing y'know…He's already caused you pain that made you hurt so much... And yet here you are, still give a damn about what he has... What's your limit, Hinata?" More words he spoke the closer he got to her to the point he is on his hands and knees just a little distance above her.
"You're wrong actually," Her left corner lips tugging a little, "This is not about him," Naruto watches Hinata put her delicate hand on his bicep and lingers on there, "I'm talking about y-you…"
He gives Hinata a confused looks, "What do you mean, me?"
"Naruto-kun always treasured his bonds with other people and I don't want to ruin what you have…" He seeing her face changed into worried. He kinda understand of what her concerned is but Naruto's mind telling him there's something hidden message in her question. Naruto decided to answer her first.
"Ah, I get it now." Naruto grab her hand where it lingers on his bicep. He intertwined their fingers.
"Thank you for your concern, Hinata." He watched in amused seeing her blush emerge because now he called her differently.
"But, just because he is my friend that I consider as a brother, doesn't mean I can forgive him for hurting you." Naruto meant of every word he just said. If not for his weak resolve after watched Hinata bite and lick of her lips on the sofa earlier; he's already on his way for trying to find her bastard husband.
Naruto brings her hand upon his lips and pecked her knuckle.
"You are one of special people in my life too."
'And you're the woman who I love till this day '
Naruto really wanted to tell her those words right then and there. But he didn't want to ruin the moment and scared of freaking her out. Because what he felt between them right now is pure desire and lust; there's no feeling attached at least that was his logic thinking and that's okay for Naruto to accept it, at least for now.
Because he knew of how much Hinata really love Sasuke. That's why it really affecting her so bad when she found out about the affair in the first place. And it seems impossible for her to open her heart that's still had a fresh wound for someone to enter. She has to do some recovery first; though the solution he offers to her is not really good in a way.
Naruto sadly thought about this fucked up situation. Sure, he was happy that he got to kissed the woman he love. But knowing the cost of his happiness for kissing her is the pain that she had to endure for quiet long time after getting betrayed by her spouse, somehow he wished this situation never happened.
This lovely woman had it enough when her father left her from this life but getting betrayed by her loved ones? If he was in the same situation, he won't handle it as much better like Hinata did. He always knew how strong this indigo woman but, even this is already far ahead exceed his measurement about her; it made him fall for her more deeper.
Though this situation made him feel awful and kinda regret of few things in the past that Naruto felt he can change it if he was brave enough. But nonetheless, what's done is done. It is what it is. Naruto only have to focus on the present.
Naruto gazing at Hinata who's beneath him while still interlocked their fingers. Even though Naruto really couldn't tell her of how much he loves her, that didn't stop him to convey his feelings with indirect message through his body language especially his eyes; telling her of what he's always sees at her is the peakment of female specimen beauty. Just like now when moonlight shones through the window bathing her milky skin that somehow looking more glowing with her dark blue indigo hair formed a halo around her head.
But there's something that looks like still bugging off her mind and Naruto will try to digging out from her just like when they were in the black sofa earlier.
Naruto release their interlocked fingers. He's closing the distance using his palms to each side of her round face for holding his weight; not pressing his whole body against her but just enough for his face closing in and enough for her vanilla perfume clouding his sense.
"I had a feeling this is really not your main concern, Hinata." He watches Hinata backs away sinking her head against the pillow, gulping nervously and tried to break their eye contact.
"Just tell me, its okay…" Naruto spoke in low baritone voice so gently at her.
A caring, calming, intellectual smart Naruto is the one that Hinata found so attractive and she can't afford to lie in front of him. He's always so unpredictable
Well truthfully, what she just told him earlier was not entirely lied either. At some point she didn't want to ruin his brotherhood with Sasuke. But there's something Hinata's been more anxiously to think; about what they were going to do in this bed. So now Hinata wants to tell about what she's been worried about to him but not in very subtle way because she still think of her reasoning is quiet foolish.
She brings her index fingers together and fiddles them like usual when she was nervous. She looks at Naruto who simply gazing at her or more likely looking into her; like he could see her soul with those blue eyes that looks clear as a sky high in the nightlights. His gaze didn't allow her to look away; leaving her no choice but to only stare back at him.
Hinata breathes.
"There's many woman o-out there who's better than me…" Her voice barely came out as a whisper. But Naruto seems can hear it loud and clear given he raised his eyebrows in surprised.
"Ehh?..." Naruto lifted his face just a little bit. He looks caught off guard by her sentence.
"What do you mean by that Hinata?"
"Well I-I mean look at me Naruto-kun." Naruto raise his brows still looking at her just like she requested. "I'm not really that beautiful or g-good enough." She didn't catch Naruto's frowning on her. "Sasuke-kun proves that point by cheated on m-me..." Hinata manages to break their eye contact. She turns her head to look at the bedroom window and gazing at the moon with her sad expression. "...You deserve a better w-woman to enjoy this night and-"
Hinata stops her rambling. Her breath hitched when Naruto lowers himself and this time using his elbows to props his body up. He held her hands firmly stopping her touching her fingers together. She looks at him once more.
"Hinata..." She will never be able to calm her heart; every time he's looking at her that way; with full of fondness, adoration and caring with that beauty blue eyes of his. Combine with the sound he calls her name filled with how low throaty and husky voice of his. She had no idea how to counter those from him nor stopping her hearts busting so hard she can feel it through her cage ribs.
"That kiss we just did was the best kiss I've had in my entire life..." The looks on his face was so genuinely happy that she can't help to mimicked with her own little smile and feeling proud for the achievement. "...And that came from the woman who admitted that her looks not really that beautiful or g-good enough." Her smile change into pout because Naruto just tease her by copying her words and also her stutter with his grin that somehow annoyed her a little.
Hinata break away their eye contact with her puffed cheeks remained lingers on her face. Still upset for being teased with her blonde man where she tried to be serious. But in the split second she felt like melting under him after she heard him deeply chuckle and felt his lips on her cheek.
"Did I offend you?..."
Damn him and his voice.
Hinata thought while pulling her bottom lip with her teeth; trying to resist a goose bumps running along her spine after Naruto whispered his low voice into her ear.
"A little..."
Damn him and his lips..
Hinata clears her throat doing her best to holding back whimper and put a frown facade despite her body betrays her by yielding to his kisses on her side face area and the warmth he feeds of her body through it.
"Hey..." Naruto grasped her chin gently and pulling her face back so that he can look her in the eye.
Damn him and his eyes...
"I'm sorry...I didn't meant to be funny...But, you felt it too right? About the kiss?..." Naruto addressing about their kiss earlier.
Hinata nodded. That kiss they just did was indeed amazing that she can't help but want to dive against his lips again. But not before they talks of what she's been anxious about.
"Then why are you telling me about those words?" Naruto questioning her. Hinata knew he must be curious about what she just said earlier before he's teased her. Hinata tries to speak her reasoning that she unable to hide anymore in front of her blonde man with her un-contain vulnerability.
"No matter how amazing that kiss was...I don't want you to do this...out of pity..."
Hinata closed her eyes because she didn't want Naruto looking at her being so pathetic.
Yes, out of pity. That was what she's been anxious about. No matter how stupid that sounds. It's the only reason she can think of why her blonde man wants to do this. Or at least that was what her monster which is insecurity whispering at her. Turns out they were still inside her; just a weaker version, but enough to make her inferiority complex to returned.
That Naruto must be looks at her with pity and decides to bed her. Even though he knew that he can sleeps with many woman out there but for now he chose her out of pity.
And that's where her ego parts came in. Because right now her mind body and soul wanted nothing but only to surrender in desire and lust completely for her blonde man. But if it turns out all of this was from out of pity, then Hinata won't do it. She knew this was foolish things to asked but she can't help it. She can't help it but only to make sure so she can fulfill all of her selfish and greedy parts wants and needs from now on.
Because right now, Hinata wish for her blonde man to purely wants her out of desire for her own self indulgence just like she wants him wholly.
And now, she didn't know and she was scared to find out what kind of response Naruto will give it to her when he released his fingers on her chin.
But Naruto just being Naruto that always went unpredictable.
Hinata gasped when Naruto closed the gap between their bodies and hug her so tightly, leaving no gap between them and the warmth spreading through their bodies fast. With this hug alone, Hinata knew her fears about pity might be wrong.
"Out of pity, huh?" Naruto whispered and he can feel her nod against his shoulder.
"Maybe you're right..." Naruto tighten his hug when her body seems tensed and place her hands on his chest; looks like she wanted to push him away and he can feel the push from her.
"Please hear me out first, Hinata." Her body seized after a little resistance she just did. Naruto lifted his face from her neck so they can face each other once again with little distance between them. He was met with her distressed expression; her glossy eyes, furrowed eyebrows, a little strain of her vein popped around her forehead and trembling lips.
She's holding back her tears.
Naruto on fours again, elbows propped his body and used his hands to brushed her hair and cradled her face; looking straight at her troubled eyes.
"Just listen, okay." He used his thumbs to gently caress her cheeks for soothing her face and it seems work; the way she leaned into his touch by closing her eyes. "I don't know if you can call this out of pity, because I can't put it into words but...I'm just gonna tell you what I have been thinking about and you'll be the judge of it okay?"
Hinata still closing her eyes gave him a weak nod for him to continue.
Naruto took a deep breath and starts to speak his words carefully, "I have to say, you were really good at hiding your own pain..." Naruto moves his thumbs up to her furrowed eyebrows trying to ease it. "...Though I can see something's wrong with you when we've talked at your apartment's door. But...I've never guess the situation is very fucked up." Naruto smiles when he watches her frown and her mouth form word Language without sound to scolds him lightly with her eyes still close but she seems more relax.
Now he's moving his thumbs towards her forehead. Giving it press a little around her popped vein, stroke it up and down lightly with the pointy of his thumbs and then it worked; the vein weren't that much visible like before, because she loosened up her forehead and just sigh in comfort.
"And...when you finally told me about what happen, it looks like...there's this wall around you were crumbled. In that moment...I can see so much pain in your eyes." Hinata finally open her beauty lavender eyes meeting his blue ones.
"It's just that...seeing you take all the hurts for being betrayed...and getting all messed up for whole week... "
The more words he spoke the closer he got to the point their nose touching each other.
"It kinda..."
Naruto closing his eyes and bring his forehead to her
"...hurts me too."
Hinata eyes widened looking at her blonde man still closing his eyes. His forehead still pressed on hers. His big figure cocooned her small ones. His warm hands still cradled her face. His hot breath fanned her face.
She can't describe the feeling of how good she likes to be held like this by him. She can't help but being putty in his arms and body; like she felt secured and safe. And listening to his lull voice speaking his words that is on the way to soothing her troubled heart. Hinata closed her eyes and her delicate hands reaching to take a hold of his wrists gently feeling his quiet but fast heartbeat through her fingertips and stay like that while Naruto continues.
"It hurts deep inside that I can't just leave it alone y'know...I can't just leave you alone..."
Hinata felt Naruto lifted his face but still close enough for them nose barely touched.
"I can't bare watching you like this. Especially this parts about you think about yourself that you're not really that beautiful or good enough."
Hinata open her eyes meeting his frown expression; it's a clear sign that he didn't like about her parts bad-mouthed herself.
Well, she can't help it.
"But it's true though..." Hinata meekly replied.
"No it's not. You are beautiful, as always." Naruto replied back at her with his stern expression.
"No, I'm not beau-mmph."
At first she thought Naruto was gonna shut her up with his mouth but turns out it was his calloused hand.
Hinata slightly dissapointed.
"Okay, okay fine." Naruto huffed his cheeks upsetly. "From now on, you are not beautiful." Hinata smiles while his hand still covering her mouth.
But her smile ceased when she notices Naruto giving her smirk that made her heart flutter before he say few words that she knew it came from his heart.
"At least that was from the outside. Because for me this right here..." Naruto used his index fingers to poking her left breast just right above her heart, "...is the most beauty parts of you." Hinata was sure that her blonde man can feel her heartbeats quicken in impulses from his low voice and words alone, knowing the man himself never went back on his word and always use his heart on his sleeves; make the words impact so much bigger and deep leaving her speechless. "And it's more than enough for me." In the split second her worlds seems melting away all around her and it just focused on his sincere smile and that's where the trouble began.
Because starting from now on, she wants that smile only she repeat that onlyfor her alone.
Damn him and that smile, that damned smile...
Naruto went backward and changes his position into sit on his knees between her spreading legs. Hinata frowned inwardly because the distance made her loss of his warmth. Even though they were still in close distance but she need his warm body on top of her again.
"But unfortunately that bastard husband of yours was too blind to see it or maybe he did have some sore or blood inside of his eyes." Hinata meeting his frowning with her sad smile because she couldn't find any reason to disagree. At this point she just kinda let things flow as it is for tonight.
Naruto put both of his hands on her knees that she raised with legs spreading and he draws circle motion around them knees.
"Time's up for the beauty discussion. Now we moving towards the woman discussion."
Honestly for her, she just want to kiss him again after hearing his words but maybe she can wait for another minutes. Besides, she want to know about his opinion of her telling him to sleep with other woman.
Naruto took a deep breath.
"You did say that I deserve a better woman to enjoy for the night, am I right?"
Hinata gave him a nod. Though parts of her regret of saying that now.
"Let's just say I'm leaving right now," Naruto raise his eyebrows and small grin formed on his lips. "Do you think I'm gonna go straight to the bar trying to find some woman so I can do some release with them?"
Hinata gave him a nod once more and close her eyes trying to block a scenario playing where Naruto flirts with some woman.
Or worse, they could be doing the intercourse.
"Well woman, you thought wrong."
Hinata open her eyes looking at him and realize that he's still here. She raise her eyebrows asking of more explanation.
"I just want you to know, if I did leave right now without finishing what we started. I'm gonna head straight back to my apartment, with many beers in my hands so I can drunk myself until tomorrow…" Naruto raise his hands to swept back his hair, grab his head and shake it left and right. "...until my head and brain getting all spinning wild and hoping that I can forget about all of this." He open his arms wide indicating about their situation, their kiss, and her.
He drop his arms and so his gaze to the bed, Naruto let out sigh using his right hand to scratch the back of his head.
"Even then, I can say so for myself that it won't work." Naruto mumbling his words as if he talks to himself.
Hinata hears him chuckle and looking back up at her.
"I mean…how can I?" The right corner of his lips twitched up a little giving her some kind of lazy grin that flutter her heart. And he starts crawling back at her.
"How could I…forget about this?" Hinata felt goose bumps starting from her toes spreading up when she felt his right palm slides down from her knee following to her thigh while the other hand prop his body in balance still moving up. Hinata caught off guard by how fast the atmosphere can change.
"Or this."
His feathering touches pass through her navel and then to the valley of her breast where them moving up and down with her heavy breath, his fingertips grazing her nipple that peak instantly.
"This one."
Naruto's right hand stop at her shoulder. He bury his face against her neck and took a deep breath inhaling her vanilla scent through her hair and skin. Hinata whimpered when she felt him lick her neck a little, moving upwards to dampen a little of her neck area and her chin with his teasing tongue.
"And this."
He murmured against her lips and backs away a little, He tapped her lips with his finger. Brushing her bangs and then cradle her face with his big warm hands once more.
He flashes her that damn smile again.
"How could I, for the life of me, could forget about you..." Naruto rub their noses together before he lifted up his face a little." ...and sleep with some mere woman?"
Hinata not blinking, holding her breath, biting her lip, unconciously waiting for his words to entering her listening heart.
"Where in the very, very first place..." He tapped her forehead with his and move his gaze to her lips."...the woman who I've always want..." then looking straight back to her eyes. "...is you"?
Her heart stop. Her body felt weightless. Thougtless. Hinata feel like she's floating.
"It is always you...All I want is always you…"
He repeated his words to her like a chants that keeps her from fallen to the pit of dark. Even then, there's still some anxiety, fears, insecurity inside her head; telling her about this, could just be some too good to be true dream.
But her blonde man Naruto spoke of his catchphrase words, amped up with his striking blue eyes, combine with his gentle smile that made all of Hinata's fears, anxiety and insecurity all of her monsters; melting, whirling away into nothing.
"…Dattebayo(believe it)."
This is not just some dream. This is her heavenly reality.
In that moment, she can feel the happiness washing over her like a freshing wave after wave from her healing heart through all of her body parts just by his words alone.
Hinata forgot to count how many times he made her feel like this in just one night with him.
But…
She wonders what does he meant with those last words. He wants her as in romantically love or attractively coating with desire and lust. Hinata questioning inside her head but it didn't work too well because right now, all of her insides and outside is just feeling happy right now. She's gonna have to sort of that question later.
Hinata was confused as to why her vision getting blurred.
"Hey," She can feel Naruto caressing her sudden dampened cheeks with his thumbs. "Please stop crying. I don't like seeing you cry."
Hinata just let out sob chuckle and closing her eyes finally realizing that she just cried herself out, letting her blonde man Naruto to take care of her tears with his caring thumbs. Though, even she didn't mind for the tears to keep pouring from her eyes.
Because this time, the tears that came from her being happy and not just sad anymore.
And this was so Naruto thing to do. Spoken true of his words from the beneath of his heart.
"N-Naruto-kun always had your way with words."
"Ah, come to think of it. Our friends used to say that to me. Saying that I have some kind of Talk no Jutsu or something like that. It kinda lame doesn't it?"
Hinata shaking her head to disagreeing his opinion.
"I think it's c-cool." She finally open her eyes once more meeting with his without any tears and blur between them.
"You'd think so?" Naruto closing the distance between their face.
Hinata nodded.
"Well okay then. Thank you for the compliment. Now, please no more tears for tonight. You will got yourself a dehydration." Naruto cups her cheeks and the look of worried was painted on his face.
"But, I'm just happy..."
"Really?"
Hinata nodded once more but her breath hitched when Naruto peck her forehead, nose, and lips in one after another.
"Then, I'm glad you're happy, that made me happy too."
The feeling he gave it to her through that kiss was like the one he gave it to her when they were in the sofa earlier. Igniting a small fire inside, leaving her breath more erratic, her head getting dizzy, wanting for more.
"A-Again." She grabbed his collar, stopping him from backing away.
"Hmm?" He entered her personal space once more. Engulfing her sense with his pile earthy scent.
"Kiss me. Again."
Hinata watches in enthralled of his mouth formed his usual grin, his adam apple bobbling up and down inside his esophagus. And she debated whether she would dive in that area first or his lips. Or maybe she wonder if there is a way for her lips to mapping his several parts at the same time if that was possible.
But Hinata didn't have much thought the moment Naruto's lips landed on her once more. Discarding any thoughts insides her head and focusing on the warmth he spreading through their lips that turns into heat; burning their body with desire and leaving them breathless once more.
Hinata wrapped her arms around his neck, raising her legs around his waist to bring his on fours form down to the cushion of the bed with her.
Her mouth seeking his; needing more. Mapping his entire body with hers; wanting more of him. Nudging his length with her pelvis rubbing up and down with her grinding against him; like she couldn't get enough of him.
At this point, she never had enough.
Wanting to up the levelling in their kisses. Hinata tries to slip her tongue, dying to explore the hot cavern of his mouth only for him to closed them gates with his teeth.
Frowning, she tried once more but this time, he pressed tightly of his mouth giving her no space to enter.
Did he having second thought?
Nervous hanging on her shoulders. Hinata pulled away her mouth with her frowned remained on her face.
She was met with Naruto biting his bottom lip and mischief written all over his eyes. He's holding back his laugh or smile she couldn't really tell that much when her mind still got hazy and spinning after their kiss.
So he was teasing her this time Hinata's thought upset slightly by his sudden changing atmosphere that has surround them.
"Why?" Hinata knew that Naruto knew she's in quiet annoyed when the kiss was stopped.
"Just one sec. I just want to see you." His eyes drank in her face with a glint glimmering behind those cerulean blues.
Hinata biting her lip self conciously. Trying to calm her breath and the beating of her hearts.
"You know. They looks cuter when I'm seeing them up close." Naruto tilted his head to the side.
"What is it?" Her angry kinda got resided little bit when he was looking at her with wonder in his eyes. And completely gone when he gave her cheeks with his dampening kiss.
"Your blushes." Naruto whispering at her ear and she somehow knew he was grinning at her while she was sure her blushes got more red pinkkish in a shy manner.
She figured she needed something to replied back at him too. Thankfully for her big brain time she did find some.
Hinata cocked her head to the side and replied back at him, "They look cute too."
"What?" Naruto raising his eyebrows at her in second and the next he closed his eyes and 'aw' in surprised because Hinata just pinched his cheeks quiet hard enough to dissolve her temper.
"Your whiskers." Hinata finally gave him a grin of victory this time. Completely satisfied by the turning tables between them teasing.
This time Naruto is the one who's pouting at her. He uses his hand to rubbing his cheek that got pinched by the indigo woman.
But one look at Hinata who's beneath him with her eyes innocently staring at him. Naruto can't help but to chuckle with their playful banter following with Hinata's own giggling.
"Okay. I'll give you that."
Hinata nodding with her smile still spreading wide on her lips. She stilled when Naruto put his thumb on her bottom lip. The look of hunger in his eyes was so palpable to the point she felt it to her lower regions.
Hinata bit the inside of her cheeks because she couldn't drag her bottom lip like she used to when Naruto still tracing it with his thumb.
She can't help only to parted her lips when Naruto put a little pressure on her skin. Her breath got heavy, half-lidded looking at her blonde man Naruto like some snacks ready to be devoured by the mercy of his mouth.
But, she feel the need of settling the score between them teasing once more. She remembered about his refusal of accepting her tongue for entering his mouth. She has to take some revenge on that.
Feeling quiet bold suddenly. She pondered some idea in her head, and chose it as her revenge act against her blonde man.
'So delicious' Naruto thought bewitched when he traced Hinata's plump lower lip before he want to kiss her again.
His eyes widened in shock when he felt Hinata stared back at him in challenge manner while snake her tongue out to lick the tip of his thumb and slipped it inside her mouth in the next so fast catching him off guard.
"Hinata!" Naruto can't help to yell at her in shock with his gaping mouth hanging on his face meeting with her tempting looks.
"Holy fuc-" Naruto hissed when he felt his thumb getting the beating of his life with Hinata's sneaky mouth. That act stirred him on; his length goes rigid, hair raising at the back of his head and it followed through the rest of his body. They all have the same thought that goes straight to his brain; wanting to be licked by the mercy of her tongue.
'Lucky bastard.' Never have Naruto imagine for him to be jealous of his own thumb. On second thought, he finally realized something from her bold move; this is all about revenge for him when he refused her tongue to entered his mouth earlier.
"Hinata, I get the message. Now, open up please!" He tries to pull his hand but her teeth got in the way. Locking his thumb with her bit his knuckle part quiet hard enough for his skin to be marked red while her hands grab his wrist in place. He was met with her mischief eyes amped up with her attractive smirk while still flicked her tongue around his thumb.
It's always the quiet ones Naruto groaning thought while closing his eyes tries to formulate counter attack, so he can freeing his little thumb from the heaven cell of Hinata's mouth.
It's quiet extreme but they've already gone this far. Might as well test the water.
Naruto flatten his body against her and made sure his clothed shaft grazing hard her clothed feminime portal. He ground his hips against hers; rolling it once and twice that made her whimpered with her eyes closed. Naruto with his one hand prop his body and dive his head right near her ear and whispered with his voice as deeper as he can go.
"Keep doing that and I'll shove my cock down to your throat until you can't breath no more."
Hinata gasped her mouth after hearing such obscene words that sent some madden tingling straight to her vagina in instant. And Naruto finally succeed pulling his hand out of her mouth.
Her core still twitching and moist from the after effect of his words alone. And Naruto doubled the damage with him sucked his thumb dry from her coated saliva, humming and looking straight back at her with striking blue eyes of his.
Hinata felt like she just falling from the 5th floor. Her stomach went into taut like she just had cramps and peeing in accident only a little but enough to drenching her panties; she just had a mini orgasm right then and there.
Naruto released his thumb with a pop sound. Looking at her with his familiar hunger look that she can't escape it this time around.
Naruto breached her defense. He caught her chin between his fingers. She was stucked in between his fiery gaze of his aflame blue mischief aura that surround him before was changed into a dominant one.
She just did hear him growling at her. Pulling down her chin that made Hinata parted her lips at him. "Give me that tongue of yours." He murmured. His voice was low and commanding filled with authority. Parts of her dared to find out what would happen if she disobeyed in no beating around the bush mode of him.
But she didn't have much thought of it when his touch combine with the looks he gave it to her and also his commanding voice; that made her panties gushing and scorch between her legs.
Hinata darted her tongue out and she can feel the embarrasment of her might be looking stupid infront of her blonde man. But they all soon ride out gone when she can feel the evident of his arousal still rocking hard as ever and the way his chest falling and rising with such aggression, she was pleased seeing him so hooked. Emboldened, her tongue wiggling around her plump lips tempting Naruto like a red flag towards the bull.
"You little-" Was Naruto last word before he caught her tongue between his lips in attempt to sucking her dry only to be rewarded with more of her spit. Mashing her mouth and beating her tongue with his in their sluggish kiss.
She wants to cups his cheeks only for her hands to be caught by his large ones. He put her hands above her head and locking it there with his one hand. While the other hand tracing down passing her forearm and stopping at her dampened chin caused by their mixed saliva. He pulled her chin down giving him access to thrusting his tongue inside her warm orifice.
Hinata moans got muffled in their kiss when she felt his hand groping quiet hard of her clothed breast and rolling the hardened nipple between his fingers. She mewls when Naruto ground his hips with steady rhythm against her pelvis that until now she was caught off guard by how gifted he is on the lower parts of his body.
Hinata felt like she was floating when they were still not breaking their kiss that turns into sweltering mess. She can only do nothing when her hands still locked up above her head. So she just surrender and yield to his hunger and dominant lips while rolling her hips against his. This was all happening with her little tongue act that did riled him up; she has to do that more often later.
Hinata gasped when they broke down their kiss followed by strings of salive between their mouth. Naruto wipes them with the back of his hand. His eyes got so darkened with lust to the point it scared her but excited her at the same time.
"Hinata. Bad." He dives his face to her throat and wetting the area with his lips merge tongue of his. "Want. You." Now he uses his both hands to massage them twin globe flesh of her, rolling the nipples up and down hardly with his thumbs that made her whine. He lifted his face and pressed their foreheads, looking straight to her eyes and said.
"Hinata. I want you, so bad."
Hinata crashed his mouth and snakes her own tongue to finally explore every part of his hot cavern mouth. And bit lightly of his tongue grazing it with her teeth that snatching a groan from his throat, growl from his chest. After that Hinata broke their kiss after she sink her teeth against his lower lip; pulling it hard enough to made him hissed above her. She cradled his face once more; looking back straight against the darkened blue like a deep ocean of his eyes and reflect it with her darkened lavender like a lust potion and clashed them all-in together. Both seeing the same thing; wave of torrid lust. Both knowing what this meant; they are going to merge them body mind and soul and betray the same person.
No hesitation. No reservation. No barrier nor person can holding against between them unbridled passion.
"Naruto-kun. I want you, too…"
The tone of her honeyed voices telling him that the words is not finished. So Naruto wait looking at her sultry gaze, anticipation growing to the point it ache. While Hinata's dampened flesh twitching; ask and beg of wanting something to fill her to the brim of pleasure.
"Inside me."
Next chapter will be full blown smut and it rated for Mature Audience because of the sexual themes, more graphic scene and graphic language.
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