Call me your angel
Chapter 4: fresh air
Harry's pov
I don't look back when I close the door, tonight I sleep in my own bed Ron comes up to me he asks, "harry where have you been mate?" "umm I ran into some fifth-year boys"" what did they want?" "nothing don't worry about it" I swallowed. Ron whispered "I finally figured out how to get Hermione to sit on my lap, suddenly he shouted FOR FUCKS SAKE! "Loud enough to wake up the whole school" Ronald Weasley what have I told you about swearing" Hermione rubs her eyes, she sits on Ron's lap and kisses him, I feel sick looking at them.
Hermione pulls her lips away from Ron's she looks at me funny" are you ok harry you don't look so well" she sits up and softly places a hand on my forehead. I couldn't hold it in much longer "NO SHIT HERMIONE I'M WAS RAPED BY THREE FIFHTH YEAR BOYS AND I LIKED IT OH GUESS WHAT HERMIONE I'M GAY I!" they sit there and say nothing.
Of course, they never knew, as if they would they don't know shit about me.
They both looked at me with the merlins beard look "bloody hell mate that's ummmmm…" Hermione tries to form the words but couldn't. I try to remain calm, instead I walk out on my two best friends "Harry wait please don't go "she calls as I walk away I drown out her voice, not caring about Ron and Hermione as if they need me in their lives.
1 hour later/ the forbidden forest…
I should've brought gloves my hands are freezing, I shiver what was I thinking telling my two best friends that I'm gay idiot, idiot, of the corner of my eye I see buckbeak plucking out his feathers I laugh to myself" buckbeak your silly creature", walking up to buckbeak I stoke his soft feathers I whisper into him" you're my only friend you know that" buckbeak nuzzles into me happily. Come on buckbeak let's get you home huh he nuzzled into me again "yheah I know how you feel" I gaze into the sunset wanna go for a fly?" he bows down and I hop onto his back he spreads wings and leaps into the air, while we're in the air I breathe it all in.
I raise my hands into the air to touch the clouds, feeling the fluffiness and not caring about life. Finally, Buckbeak lands onto the ground he nudges me hopefully for food "sorry I don't have anything maybe next time I'll see you next time I promise" before leaving I watch the sunset "wow just wow" I love the colours of the sun it's beautiful I'll think I'll stay here a little bit longer.