Warning this chapter in the beginning has Alex/Amanda and Kathy/Olivia stuff
Alex was half naked in Amanda's bed. She observed the night air. She observed the blonde sleeping next to her. She had fun with the softball player but it didn't clear her mind. Alex couldn't sleep with the music coming from the wall started again. She heard the sound of loud cries over the music. "Olivia!" was shouted through the wall. Alex looked at how soundly Amanda was sleeping, but if she couldn't sleep then Amanda shouldn't sleep either.
Olivia smiled at the trembling blonde laying on her bed. "You're not done are you?" Kathy smiled at her, "I know you aren't."
Olivia kissed the pale lips, "Just because we have history doesn't mean you know me." She sat up.
Kathy opened the drawer of her nightstand, "Put it on." Kathy grabbed the purple toy throwing it at the brunette.
Olivia pulled the harness out of the drawer, "What do you think, I'm doing?" She scoffed at her ex. "How do you remember I kept that drawer." She began to strap up.
"I was here every night for six months. It's kind of hard to forget." Kathy sat up to kiss Olivia's hip to help Olivia buckle the harness.
"It's hard to forget that you went back to Elliot." Olivia pulled up Kathy to face her. "Even though you keep coming back for the best orgasms." Olivia thrusted her fingers in the soaked opening. She pulled the pale body closer to her. "When are you going to tell him you are into women. Or" Olivia looked down at her hand, "Women are clearly into you."
Kathy pulled Olivia in for a kiss, "Just fuck me."
Olivia pulled Kathy's legs, throwing her down on her bed. She plunged the toy into Kathy. Kathy dug her nails into her back to hold Olivia into a tight embrace. Olivia had a solid fast movement in her hips. Olivia enjoyed being in the arms of a familiar woman. She liked knowing where to touch her perfectly to make her toes curl.
Olivia heard moans past Kathy's sounds. "Wait… Wait…" She whispered as she slowed down. She smirked at the sex sounds coming from her roommate. They heard Amanda cry out Alex.
They were laughing at the sounds. "Are you hearing a challenge?" Kathy smiled at Olivia.
Olivia was glad that Kathy was the one suggesting the fun challenge. She didn't have to admit that she could only think about having a screaming contest against the blonde in the other room. "You want to?"
Kathy nodded her head. Olivia's lips dove to kiss her neck. She sped up her pace once again. "Oh! Olivia!" She cried out. "Fuck me. Harder."
Amanda tried to catch her breath after Alex went down on her. Alex rose to Amanda's face. They looked at each other as they heard the next room get louder. Their eyes widen with Kathy's screaming.
"Well we definitely can't stop now." Alex laughed at the sounds. Her fingers entered Amanda.
"What are we twelve with a sex off?" Amanda laughed at the situation.
Alex could only imagine being Kathy at the moment. "Why not. It's not hurting anyone." Alex chuckled hearing the bed thudding against the wall. "They can't have all the fun." She dove in for a kiss.
Olivia was at the kitchen table, on the computer looking through pictures that were on her memory card. Alex walked towards the kitchen. "Oh, hey?"
"Morning," she looked past her computer to watch the blonde wearing her roommate's work out clothes. "What are you looking for."
"Just need a glass of water."
"If you go into the fridge in the bottom right hand drawer there are bottles if you want one of those instead." Olivia didn't leave her seat, but helped the skater out. "Is Amanda asleep?"
"Yeah, I guess I wore her out." She smiled as she opened the fridge. "Thank you." Alex retrieved two water bottles. "Shouldn't you be in bed with your little nugget?"
Olivia's eyes were locked on her screen on a candid shot of mother and daughter on a beach, "She had to go home to her boyfriend." Alex placed a bottle next to the burnette.
"You know she has a boyfriend and still fucked her brains out?" Alex sat down next to her wanting to know if Olivia had a conscience.
Olivia cleared her throat to look at the blonde with the messy hair, "Uh… It's not that simple."
"Are you sure?" Alex was already starting a tiff with Liv at four in the morning. "If you know you are the other woman, why do it?"
"We were together for six months." Olivia confessed the blonde. "We went to her parents house in New Jersey. I was meeting them for the first time and she was coming out. Her parents freaked out, threatened to cut her off if she didn't stop seeing me. She started dating her highschool boyfriend." She explained the situation. Alex was at loss of words, "So, it's not that simple, when she is with a guy and she only wants to be with a woman."
There were tears in Alex's eyes. "My mom walked in on me and my first girlfriend. A fellow skater." She nervously laughed out. "She still won't believe me everytime I tell her I'm gay. She ignores it and tells me I was practicing for guys. She refused to let me go to events with her. She told me I would lose my sponsors, in my contracts." Alex blurted out a hard moment in her life.
Olivia's thumb brushed the tear that escaped from Alex's eye away. "Parents don't always know what is best for us."
"Like my selection in music?" Alex sighed out shocked this was the first time Olivia has touched her since their meeting.
"Listen, ummm."
Alex cut Olivia from saying anything. "You're right. I went through all of my programs. I have perfect cookie cutter programs. I abide by the judges rulings." Alex didn't understand why she can easily talk to the woman that she has been spat with for two weeks. "Everything I am. Has been chosen by someone else." Alex never openly admitted.
Olivia smiled, "So what are you going to do about it?"
"Make a massive change. I want to be the best all around skater." She smiled with confidence to the brunette. "So why aren't you asleep. Shouldn't you be ready to sleep after making her scream like that?" Alex locked eyes with Olivia.
Olivia laughed at their competition. "Oh you heard us?" Olivia raised her brow.
"I heard her, I never heard you." Alex smirked, "Is Kathy not that much of a giver?"
"I'm always the giver." She said so confidently.
"That's a shame." Alex clicked her tongue. She thought it was weird that a woman who has a reputation of sleeping around.
Olivia leaned back in her seat. "Why?"
"Because everyone deserves to receive pleasure not to just give it."
"Maybe I just haven't found that person yet." Olivia was enjoying their morning conversation. "But I appreciated the competition, it was fun. So was Amanda worth it, will you be back here again."
Alex shrugged her shoulder, "Maybe." she really loved this heart to heart she was having. "You know I haven't had a close conversation like this with anyone that I haven't known since high school." Alex confessed, "So why is it so easy with you.?
"I make drinks for a living." Olivia shot the description of her job.
Alex's heart sank hearing her words get thrown back at her, "I'm sorry. I didn't mean that." Alex started harshly rubbing her thumb and index finger together. She liked Olivia and she wasn't nice to her. "No one has ever talked to me like you have. Attacking is easier than listening." Alex's voice began to shake with her honesty.
Olivia watched Alex's neck become red. She caught Alex's fingers in the corner of her sight. "Hey." Olivia quickly but gently held Alex's hand to prevent Alex from continuing on her anxiety tick. "Look Alex." Alex watched Olivia's subtle gestures. She looked into Olivia's calming brown eyes. "We both said things that weren't the nicest." Olivia knew she automatically judged Alex from the beginning. "So… Why don't we start over?" Olivia asked.
"Okay." Alex uttered.
"Hello nice to meet you. I'm Olivia Benson." Olivia tried to retrieve her hand to start a hand shake.
Alex subconsciously squeezed her hand to keep it in her grasp. "I'm Alexandra Cabot. So what are you doing over here?"
"Oh I'm just going over my memory card." Olivia tapped past the picture she was harping on. She turned the laptop towards the skater. "Seeing which ones I want to delete."
"Well are you any good?" Alex asked, finally releasing her hand. Olivia was watching Alex go through her pictures. She was basically letting the blonde that she hardly knows go through her visual diary. "These are really good."
"Thank you. When the subject is there, you can tell when it's right."
"Where is this beach area that you seem to shoot a lot?" Alex asked.
"It's out on Long Island." She waved off.
Alex looked back at Olivia, "Why do you go there?"
"It soothes and helps me clear my head when things get too crazy." Olivia shrugged her shoulder.
Alex's ears perked up hearing the words clear head. Donnelly told her she needed to do it. "Would you ever consider taking me there?" Olivia gave a defensive look about her spot. "My coach told me I need to clear my head. I've been off lately."
Olivia bit her bottom lip thinking she is trusting a stranger with all these personal items. "Yeah, I guess." She closed the laptop. "But you have to promise that you won't let me regret this. Amanda doesn't even come with me."
"You have my word,"
Olivia stood up, "That's good." She picked up her laptop, "Go get some sleep." she commanded the blonde.
"I'll see you later?" Alex asked as she headed in the direction of Amanda's bedroom.
"You better." Olivia smiled as she waved off the blonde.
I hope you liked the update working on the flashback sequence. Who would you rather see as Alex's First. Abby or one of the ladies from conviction?