A/N I do not own twilight or the characters they belong to SM

We went from 2 a.m calls to zero communication, yeah

We spent too long in heaven, that

We felt the elevation

Just 'cause it's different and we're not the same

Doesn't mean things have to change

I got no trouble with my pride, got trouble cutting ties

I don't wanna be your ex

We way too good at being friends

Can we still hangout

On the low, get wild

I don't wanna be your, I don't wanna be your

Hit ya girl up with a text

When you're alone and feeling stressed

I don't gotta be in love with you, to love you

I don't wanna be your, so don't treat me like your

E-e-e-e, e-e-ex

Ex -Kiana Ledé

We looked at each other for a few minutes both trying to find the right answer

Bella sighed and walk over to the kitchen table she put one foot up on the chair wrapping her arms around the leg that was up she stared playing with the bottom of her (my ) sweatpants " Look Jake I was really mad at you when you broke up with me I-..." she slowly dragged in a breath squeezing her eyes

" I was so hurt and I'm not gonna lie I felt myself going back to the zombie Bella as you like to put it " she opened her eyes tears falling down that perfect face

"but I knew I couldnt go back to that so I tried to pick myself back up again and it was hard really fucken hard I missed you everyday consently trying not to fall apart but eventually I got a little better I made some friends and focused on the bakery and College." Her eyes zoned out as a memorie played behind her eyes

"but then I got a call from Edward telling me Alice had a vision that the Volturi was thinking about me and wanting to come sooner then later that was about a week ago I didn't want to cause you more trouble then what I had " She siad

I threw my arms up in the arm standing up from my chair

"A week Bella a whole week you knew this and never thought to tell me " I narrowed my eyes at her "But you tell Leah and Seth what the fuck is that about and then you alpha order them not to say anything " I shouted

"Whoa whoa wait a minute first of all I wouldn't be getting mad about me keep things from you when you keep the biggest secret the past year and half " she stood up stomping her way toward me putting her hand on her hips when she reached me

Man she is sexy as fuck when she gets mad she starts to breath heavy I wonder if she would breath that heavy if I bend her over this table again slammed my-... oh wait she saying something important and looks really pissed

" and maybe if I knew I was a imprntee of a alpha then I wouldn't have put the order on them I mean I get you didn't want me anymore but is being your imprint all that bad " she said wrapping her arms around her torso like she did before when vamp douche left her

But this time it was because of me

"Oh hunny it had nothing to do with not wanting you Bella I always want you " I grabbed her hands and unwrapped herself holding her hand

"I know I gave you reasons to think other wise but don't ever think I don't want you because that is far from the truth baby " I said looking in her eyes trying to show her my truth

Suddenly she pulled her hands away sitting back on the chair

"Well like I said that was a week ago the cullens have been keeping tabs on the Volturi Edward was just calling to tell me any updates" she said playing with her fingers

And there it is again that guilty feeling I get when I know I was being. A dick

"I'm so sorry bells for the things I said I should have never accused you that You and the blood sucker got back together-...wait your not together right ! " I said

" no you idiot I'm not towing back and forth as you so nicely put it" she said while rolling her eyes

I sheepishly look at her " yea that was fucked up to say again Bells I'm really sorry " I looked down at my hands ashamed " So the cullens think your safe right now ? "

"They said everything looks fine they think about me time to time but haven't made decision on when they wanna come check on me " she said leaning her head back against the wall bringing her knees up and wrapping them around her legs once again .

"I'm just so tired of this my life for the past three years have been being chased down by vampires " she whispered

I walked over to her bending down towards the ground next to her putting my head on top of her knees holding her ankles with my hands " I know ypu are baby after we get rid of these bloodsuckers you won't have to worry and you can live your life move wherever you want open your own bakery and just be happy" I said looking at her

"Your hair getting long again you need to cut it " she murmured as she ran her fingers threw my hair

Fuck that felt good just being touched by her was heaven evan as simple as her running her finger tips over my scalp it felt like all his nerves with on fire in good way

I darted my eyes back and forth between hers wondering if she felt it to .

"Why didn't you tell me Jacob" she signhed

Bring her hand back to wrap around her leg like she was hold on to herself before the impact of my word would hit her

I swallowed hard trying to find the best way to answer this " bells look-... I didn't-... .When I-... " I struggled out trying to get the words right I didn't wanna mess this up Bella had a tendence to make herself the problem and the last thing I wanted was for her to turn my word around and blame herself .

I took a deep breath standing up walking over to the counter leaning my self against it

"When i imprinted on you it was in the medow before we killed the black haired leech remeber ? " I asked she nodded once waiting for me to continue .

" I was already inlove with you at the time " I laughed to myself "so fucken inlove that when it happen I didn't even notice it neither did the guys cause my life was already dedicated to you...you was all that I seen to begin with all those feelings you get when you see her and imprint bells baby I already had them " I searcherd her eyes while I spoke rying to see some type of emotion but Bella was good at hiding her feelings and I seen nothing .

"So no one really noticed plus you was still sad over the leech and the red head vamp was chasing you so the pack never really looked into it sam and Jared always told me something was up that my love was to similar to there love to Emily and Kim but like I said we were to busy to pay attention "

I ran my hand threw my hair rubbing the back of my neck I was getting nervous for this part

"Then you went back to the leech we didn't see each other and it got really bad for me I was always on edge picking fights with Paul always angry not eating barley sleeping"

Tears started to form in her eyes but she held them back

"It was getting really bad so we looked into it old Quil explained that since I was meant to be alpha I got to choose who I imprinted on and since I was inlove with you already it just happened "I said

"Why didn't you say anything-...how could I have not noticed you were in so much pain..." she said Barley a whisper

"Bella hunny it's not your fault when you stared coming around again it got better I wasn't as angry I was eating again i was fine but I didn't want the imprint to make your decision I didn't want you to choose me because you had to so I kept it from you and we'll you know the rest "

" but if I'm your imprint how did you go so long with out talking to me this past month " she asked

I was hopping she wouldn't ask that question

"It was hard the same way it was for you I missed you every second of everyday but before you wasn't friend with the pack so I didn't have any tie on you and this time around i used Leahs thoughts to get my Bella fix "I said smiling at her

She started at me for a few moments I would love to know what was going thew her head then she finally spoke

"I wished you would have told me but I get it you wanted me to have my own choice but I still feel like i can't trust you Jake you were never the one to hold back from me and to make my decisions for me your acting like Edward did "

I looked down not saying anything I knew she was right I was making her life choices for her and it wasn't right

"Look bells I Know I hurt you and for that I'll never forgive myself but I just wanna work on our friendship you used to be so close...I want that again I missed you a lot "

She smiled at me " I'd like that Jake I missed you a lot to "

I heard a warning howl

"Shit Bella I gotta go something going on I'll see you tomorrow okay " I said running out

The door

I ran out to the forest pulling my shorts off

When I phased I was met with a bunch of voices in my head three standing out the most

Two males I didn't recognize screaming " HOLY SHIT I GOT PAWS WHY DO I HAVE PAWS"

"WHAT THE FUCK IS HAPPENING "

"Jake Collin and Brady phased " Paul said

That only meant one thing theirs a fight coming and it's coming soon...