Chpt. 3: Ana's POV
I return to my hotel that night still in a state of utter bliss from everything that just happened. I am still shocked that I even went to the club let alone had my first scene tonight! I had researched BDSM for awhile before taking this trip and knew it was something I wanted to explore further but I was nervous about finding a club in New York fearing that I would run into someone I know. I had come to the conclusion that I would likely have to find a club outside of the city so I would feel comfortable enough to visit there. I am slowly making my way in the publishing world and just acquired a rather large publishing company based in Seattle before I took this trip. Before this purchase, the companies I owned were relatively small and all based in New York however with the latest purchase I am confident that my name will be well known in the publishing industry in no time. I don't think anyone would recognize me at a club but I don't want to take the chance that someone I once did business with would be there.
Initially I decided to look into BDSM after several failed relationships; most men could not understand the long days I put in at the office. I often take work home with me or with late into the evening completely forgetting about a date that was previously scheduled. I needed someone who understood that they could not have my entire time and who needed to be flexible. I started dating different guys; sometimes those in the business world as well thinking if they worked as many hours as I did surely they would understand. That just more so resulted in a scheduling nightmare when it came time to schedule a dinner out. I was reading a manuscript one night that touched upon BDSM and it caught my interest. I have been so stressed at work with the purchase of this company but even before it with all the employees, the work, the reports…everything. I am in full control of everything in my office and after reading a little about BDSM the thought of giving up control to someone appealed to me. I could never do it in the business world since I need to have full control over everything there, but the idea of someone else having control in the bedroom and over certain other parts of my life sounded reassuring. The only concerns I really had was about the sexual component of BDSM and the punishments. I haven't had many sexual partners; okay really just one and didn't find the sex satisfying at all. However I have been intimate with other men and have reached orgasm so I know I'm not a complete prude who is afraid of sex. I was never physically punished as a child so the thought of being beat with a belt was unappealing to me. However the more research I did, the more I realized that for the most part BDSM is based more on pleasure and less on pain unless the submissive breaks the pre established rules.
Tonight could not have gone any better, I think as I lay back on my bed at the hotel. Taylor was absolutely wonderful in everything he did and took care of me in every way possible. It felt as if a huge weight had been lifted off my shoulders when we entered that room and I gave up complete control. I somewhat regret not giving him my real name but Madam Serene had explained that almost everyone in the club used an alias so that their personal lives would not cross this part of their life. I liked the idea of keeping it completely separate so I agreed and used my middle name as my alias. I couldn't come up with another name. I was very surprised that Taylor did not use any punishments on me; several times I called out in ecstasy without permission. I couldn't help it, he made me come so hard. Never did I think I would ever be capable of multiple orgasms or coming as hard as I did. Never did I think I would beg to come either. Tonight just proved that this lifestyle is exactly what I need. I vow once I return to Seattle to find a list of all the BDSM clubs outside the city and attend at least one night at a club.
I quickly fall asleep exhausted from tonight's activities but eagerly looking forward to seeing Taylor again tomorrow night. We had agreed to meet at the club around seven which was just after they opened for the night. This club was open well into the wee hours of the morning thus accommodating people who work long and late hours. The next day I tour the city and do some shopping, picking up lingerie to wear for Taylor tonight. I found myself blushing while picking out the lingerie remembering everything that Taylor did the night before. The day drags on as I nervously wait for seven o'clock to come so I can see Taylor again. I'm not sure why I'm nervous; maybe it's anticipation of what he will do tonight? Or if he will want to focus on punishments tonight since last night was about pleasure? I hope tonight is about pleasure as well; tonight is our last night together as I'm sure he doesn't live in New York.
I order dinner from room service and although I'm not hungry I force myself to eat. I can only assume I am going to need stamina for tonight considering how long our scene lasted last night. Before I know it my alarm goes off indicating it's time to get ready; I need to leave for the club in forty-five minutes. I take a long hot shower making sure to my skin is perfectly smooth before getting dressed. I put on my white lace push up bra that has small cut out sections for the nipples; Taylor seemed to enjoy my breasts last night-I hope he likes this bra. I put on the matching white thong underwear which sits very low on my hips and leaves very little to the imagination. I put on a dark red cocktail dress which has cut outs on the sides down to my hips and a plunging deep neckline. Looking in the mirror I am pleased with the outfit; the dress is just tasteful enough that I don't look like a whore. The undergarments make me feel sexy as hell and is giving me the confidence I need to see Taylor tonight.
I throw on a long overcoat and catch a cab to the club. I fork over another $2,500 to Madam Serene who welcomes me back. She says she hopes that I can consider becoming a member here but I tell her that's not possible since I leave tomorrow to return to the states. I affix the pink bracelet to my wrist, check my coat and head to the bar to wait for Taylor. It took less time to get here then I thought so I arrived a good fifteen minutes before Taylor was due to arrive. I order a glass of wine and sit at the bar in the same seat I sat in last night to wait for Christian.
"Can I buy you a drink?" a tall man wearing a black bracelet asks.
"No thank you, I'm fine with my wine" I answer.
There is something about this guy that gives me the creeps. I don't know if it's how he is looking me up and down and licking his lips or what but I don't like him being so close.
"Would you like to get a room with me?" He asks suddenly.
"No, thank you" I repeat. "I'm waiting for someone."
"Well how about I get you ready for him?" he whispers into my ear. "I can make sure you are wet and ready to accept him when he arrives. I can fuck you hard and fast leaving you tied up for him when he finally decides to get here."
"No thank you" I say standing up completely disgusted by this man.
"Fine" he grimaces and grabs my wrist. "How about we go to a room, you get on your knees and I fuck your mouth?"
"Excuse me I believe the lady told you she wasn't interested" Taylor says walking up behind me and pulling me close to him.
"Well if she wasn't interested she shouldn't be wearing pink" he says and angrily storms off.
"Are you okay?" Taylor asks.
"I'm fine; you have perfect timing" I smile.
"Let's get a room" he says as more of a statement then a question as he takes my hand and leads me to the back.
"Same as yesterday" he says as we enter the room and he quickly leaves.
I am taken back by his change in behavior. Yesterday he was caring and kind but today he seems angry and agitated. I quickly remove my dress, folding it and placing it on the table before kneeling on the floor with my eyes down. I remind myself that it doesn't matter if he is angry that I am giving him complete control over my body tonight. I take a few deep breaths calming my nerves and wait for what feels like an hour for Taylor to return. After a while just as my knees are getting sore from being in this position for so long I hear the door open. I don't dare look up but I can tell by his expensive shoes that it is Taylor. I hear him walking around the room before putting several items on the table.
"Stand up" he orders; I immediately comply.
I hear his breath hitch as he takes in my outfit; I inwardly smile knowing that he is pleased by my clothing choices for this evening. He walks very slowly around me taking in the views from all angles, pausing to pinch my nipples which are now erect and poking through the cut outs in the bra.
"What are your safe words?" he asks.
"Yellow and red sir" I answer quickly.
"Did you buy this specifically for tonight?" he asks.
"Yes sir" I answer.
"Did you come here tonight for me or hoping to be with someone else?" he asks.
"No sir! I came here only for your" I am shocked.
His question explains his change in behavior from yesterday; he must have thought that since I wore a pink bracelet I was looking. I assumed pink was still appropriate because I was not committed to someone however I guess in a way I was since I had agreed to meet Taylor here. He puts his wrist in front of my face and I immediately regret my decision; he is wearing yellow.
"I am going to punish you for your mistake now" he says as I gulp. "This is not what I wanted tonight but you allowed another man to think you were available but you had already committed to a scene with me tonight."
He puts a blindfold over my eyes again and hand cuffs on my wrists in front of me and brings me to the center of the room. He lifts my hands above my head and attaches handcuffs to some sort of chain that is attached to the ceiling. He places my ankles in some sort of handcuffs that are attached to a bar. My legs are spread far apart as my arms remain above my head. He must press a button or something because the chain holding my arms shorten and I am stretched tall standing on my tip toes. This is not painful but it is far from comfortable. Suddenly his mouth is on my nipples, forcefully sucking them and I can't help but feel my body responding to him. He attaches a clamp to my nipple; this one is pinching my nipple much tighter than the one he used last night. I had read online that there were different size nipple clamps that would apply different pressure to the nipple. I guess he went with one with a tighter bite to it as part of the punishment I earned. As I breathe through the pain from the clamp, he is again forcefully sucking my other nipple. Despite the pain I again find my body reacting to him and feel my nipple getting harder in his mouth. He quickly pulls away and attaches the other clamp. I can feel my bra is still on as I think the nipple cut outs have come in handy for Taylor tonight. I feel his finger's rubbing my clit roughly which is confusing me as I know I'm supposed to be receiving a punishment. He continues to rub my clit and I find myself trying to move my hips to get him to move his fingers further. Suddenly he pulls his fingers away and I feel a clamp being attached to my clit.
"AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH" I scream in sudden pain.
Taylor says nothing but pulls my underwear over the clamp which I can only imagine is a smaller version of a nipple clamp made to apply pressure to the clit. He walks around me several times before attaching a chain tightly to my nipple clamps and then other which attaches to the clamp on my clit. He pulls slightly on the chains which pull all three areas at once causing me to gasp. It doesn't necessarily hurt but is quite uncomfortable.
"Count" he barks before I feel a paddle hitting my ass thrusting me forward slightly.
"One" I say tearfully.
It is not overly painful but more embarrassing that this is what I am forced to endure tonight. I know it was my mistake and I deserve the punishment. He hits me five times with the last one being the hardest. I hear the paddle drop to the floor and I sigh in relief that he is finished and that I survived my first BDSM punishment.
"Next time you will remember, you belong to me!" He says and kisses forcefully pulling my body harshly against his.
His mouth is all over mine and his tongue is thrusting in and out of my mouth desperately searching for contact. With my arms above my head and my feet shackled to something I can barely move but I try to express my sorrow and regret in the kiss. He must hit a button because my arms finally come down and he stands me upright before taking my feet out of the shackles. I hear him putting things away but because I'm still blindfolded I can't see what he is doing.
"This is mine" He says kissing me forcefully again on the lips.
"And these" he grabs my breasts and squeezes them harshly.
"And this" he pushes his erection against my clit and pulls my body to him.
"Understand?" He asks.
"Yes sir" I say tearfully again regretting the decision I made to put the pink bracelet on.
He pulls my thong down and I slowly step out of it. He pushes my legs apart and dives into me with his mouth as I just stand there. The clamp is still attached to my clit and intensifies the feeling as he nibbles on my folds licks me with this tongue. He gently inserts a finger in my and moves in back and forth as his other hand tugs ever so slightly on the chain closest to my clit. The feeling is overwhelming and I quickly find myself on the brink of an orgasm. He inserts another finger into me and starts thrusting harder in and out of me as he gently pulls on my folds with his teeth. I am trying so hard to withhold the orgasm not wanting another punishment tonight.
"Come Rose!" he orders removing the clamp from my clit just as I combust on his fingers.
His mouth is immediately on my clit gently sucking it as the blood rushes back to it. I reach down and grab his head holding him closer to me as I ride out the orgasm. As I come down from the orgasm I let go of Taylors' hair embarrassed that I just grabbed his head and held him to my clit. He quickly stands and puts his fingers in my mouth. It felt weird last night when he did this but just as last night I cleaned my juices from his fingers before he kissed me passionately. He takes the chain connecting the two nipple clamps and walks me to the other side of the room. I did not get a good look at the layout of this room before I assumed the sub position which consists of staring at the floor.
"There is a bed behind you, I want you to climb on the bed but I will help you" he says.
I feel a soft mattress against the back of my thighs and awkwardly climb on the bed as my hands are still cuffed in front of me.
"Lay on your stomach further up on the bed with your knees bent" He orders.
I will comply and find myself getting turned on not knowing what he is going to do next. Taylor turns my head the side and then I feel his erection probing my lips. I immediately open my mouth and he gently pushes his erection into my mouth. In this position it's difficult for me to move much so he takes the initiative to slowly move himself in and out of my mouth. My hands remain cuffed below me so I am at his mercy. After a few moments he pulls out of my mouth and I feel him move behind me on the bed. I find myself holding my breath waiting to see what he does next. Last night I wanted him to take me in the worst way but instead he just focused on pleasing me in more ways than I ever thought possible. I feel his hands caressing my ass, no doubt trying to lessen the red marks the paddle left earlier. Suddenly his hand moves down and he begins caressing my folds and gently rubbing my clit. I find myself pushing my hips back to meet his hand, needing more of him. He moves his hand around to my front pinching my clit with his fingers as I feel his erection gently probing my folds.
"Do you want this?" He asks leaning over me pushing his erection further against me.
"Please sir" I beg breathlessly.
He moves his erection around me, coating himself in my juices and teasing me so I push my hips back further trying to get him to slip inside of me. He positions himself at my entry and just puts his head inside of me. I whimper and try to push back wanting to feel him deep inside of me.
"If you keep doing that I will pull out" he says slapping my ass.
His fingers continue to play with my clit as his head sits just inside me leaving me begging for more. He increases the pressure on my clit as my breathing increases and he pushes himself in further. I feel myself stretch and feel some discomfort at the size of his erection. He is much larger than any man I have ever seen and the last time I had sex was a couple of years ago so it feels like I'm losing my virginity all over again.
"You're so tight" Taylor whispers into my ear as he pushes deeper into me.
He gently rocks back and forth, pulling out and pushing in as he rubs my clit with his fingers. Clearly he feels how tight I am and I'm thankful he is taking his time but at the same time my body is craving him. Despite the discomfort I am finding myself close to the edge as he continues to pinch and rub my clit combined with moving in and out of me. Needing more I push myself back and he slides in a little deeper.
"You feel amazing" he says holding my hip and pushing all the way in suddenly.
"HMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM" I cry into the bed at the discomfort as he is finally fully inside of me.
"Are you okay?" he asks.
I don't answer. I breathe slowly in and out wiling my body to relax and accept him. He is so large I feel like he is splitting me in two. I feel him tense above me but his fingers continuing to play with my clit this time with more purpose. He is pinching and rubbing my clit while his other hand massages my breast gently tugging on the clamps. Slowly I feel my body relax and the pain subsides.
"Please tell me you're okay Rose?" he asks his voice full of concern. "Do you need to safe word?"
"I'm fine sir" I answer.
"Rose, I'm pausing the scene" he says although I'm not sure that's possible; nothing online said you can pause a scene. "I need you to be honest with me right now."
"I'm okay, I swear" I say. "It was uncomfortable at first but I'm fine now."
"You weren't a virgin were you?" he asks shyly.
"No, but it's been a very long time and I have never been with anyone quite so…..large" I blush.
"But you're okay?" He asks again.
"Yes, I promise" I reassure him and wiggle my hips trying to get his attention back to what we were doing.
He seems to take the hint, kissing me on my cheek he sits upward pulling my hips closer to him which drives him deeper inside of me. I have never felt so full before and it feels amazing as he begins to pull in and out. He starts off slowly but as my breathing picks up so do his movements. He is pulling nearly all the way out and slamming back into me hard and deep hitting my g spot every time he slams into me. I find myself on the brink of an orgasm, teetering there just waiting for his permission to come.
"AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!" I yell as he suddenly pulls on the chain connected to my nipple clamps.
"Come Rose!" He orders pulling on the chain harder and I come hard as he continues to slam into me.
He pulls out of me quickly and flips my body over as if I were a ragdoll. He releases one of the handcuffs and puts my hand above my head. I'm confused at what he is doing until he pulls my body up, raising my other hand above my head and handcuffing me to the bed. He pulls the blindfold off just as he slams back into me. He mouth is attacking mine as I thrust my hips to try to meet his. He is relentlessly pounding into me and I feel another orgasm quickly building. He pulls out of my suddenly, sitting back and I whimper quietly at the empty feeling. He pulls my legs up and places them over his shoulders before slamming back into me.
"OOOOOOOOOOOOHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!" I yell; at this angle he feels deeper than before which I didn't think was even possible.
He leans forward, pushing in deeper and holds himself in place kissing me passionately while grabbing my breasts.
"I want to hear you" he whispers into my ear as he pulls all the way out and slams back into me.
"Oh God!" I yell, thankful he finally gave me permission to speak, although I wasn't exactly quiet before.
"You feel so good!" I tell him as he pulls roughly on the chain between my boobs.
"I need to come! Sir I need to come!" I beg as he continues to hit my g spot.
"Not yet, hold it" He orders.
Is he fucking kidding me? I think to myself. I try to hold off the orgasm as long as possible as I want to please Taylor and as a sub I did give him complete control over everything including my orgasms. He pulls all the way out and slams into me several more times before leaning over me kissing me passionately. He moves his hips around slightly hitting both my g spot and my clit at the same time just as he tugs on the nipple clamps.
"OOOOOOOOHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! PLEASE!" I yell as he pulls off the nipple clamps. I am about to come and I don't think I can stop it as he continues to hit both areas driving me closer and closer to the edge.
"Come with me Rose!" He orders pushing deeper into me.
Just as he says that I explode around him; he screams my name and I feel him empty himself into me. He continues to slowly move in and out of me while kissing me deeply allowing me to ride out the orgasm as long as possible. He releases my legs, but doesn't pull out of me as he rests his head on my breast.
"I never did tell you how much I love his bra" he says taking my very sore and sensitive nipple in his mouth and gently sucking on it.
"Ah" I say at the tender feeling left by clamps. "No you didn't."
We lay like this for a while before he pulls out of me and goes to the bathroom to wash up. He returns with a washcloth and gently cleans me up. As I stand up I feel his come trickle down my leg and it's at that moment I realize he didn't use a condom.
"Shit!" I say.
"What's wrong?" Taylor asks putting his shirt and boxers on.
"We didn't use a condom" I answer.
"Oh God!" he says shocked. "I am so sorry, I got caught up in the moment and then you felt so good when I finally got inside of you. I was going to pull out but you gripped me so tight I couldn't even if I wanted to."
"I'm on the pill and I'm clean; how about you?" I ask.
"I'm clean, I swear" he reassures me. "I had a complete physical less than six months ago and since then I haven't been with anyone."
"Okay" I sigh in relief.
Taylor comes up behind me and pulls me close to him kissing me deeply. God I am going to miss this man when I leave tomorrow I think.
"Can we talk?" he asks.
"Sure" I walk over to the table to grab my clothes.
"No clothes" he says.
"Okay…." I sit on the couch in only a bra.
"Are you hungry?" he asks.
"I could use something light" I admit.
"I will be right back" Taylor says leaving the room.
Just as quickly he returns saying he ordered burgers from the bar and asked someone to bring them to our room. It's nearly eleven so the club is still open for several more hours and I think Taylor is not wanting to the night to end either.
"Did you enjoy tonight?" He asks.
"Yes I did" I answer honestly.
"What about the punishment?" he asks looking away from me.
"Hey," I pull his face so he is looking at me and I kiss him deeply. "It's part of the lifestyle, right? Once you explained I realized I broke a rule and I accepted my punishment. It was only fair and as a Dom you were right to punish me."
"And what about on the bed? Did you enjoy that?" he asks shyly.
"Yes Taylor I did" I answer. "Yes it hurt initially, but you were wonderful and patient waiting for the pain to subside allowing my body to accept you."
"Can I ask…how many partners have you had?" he asks.
"One" I sigh.
"What? One?" he's shocked. "Why? Surely you have men falling at your feet being as beautiful as you are."
"Just one" I confirm. "And honestly the sex with him was okay; I rarely would have an orgasm during sex. I have dated of course, but my work schedule always seems to interfere with dating. It really just never worked out."
"Sounds like me" he says. "Dating never fit into my life."
Just then there is a knock on the door, enter the small bathroom that is off the playroom as Taylor opens the door and takes our food. I use the bathroom and wash up before returning to the room where Taylor has set up the food on the table. We eat dinner and make small chit chat as we eat careful not to disclose too much about each other. We avoid discussing what will happen when we leave tonight as we both know it can't continue.
"Are you sore?" Taylor asks suddenly after he puts our plates on the tray on the corner of the table.
"No" I say blushing that he even asked that.
He walks over to me, pulling me up and kissing me passionately. I run my fingers through is hair; something I have wanted to do since last night but my hands are usually cuffed. He reaches around and unclips my bra; my hands fall to my sides quickly allowing the bra to fall off before returning to his hair. His hands massage my breasts, gently pinching my nipples which are already hard and very sensitive from the clamps earlier. I feel his erection growing as he pushes himself against my clit gently. In a bold move, I unbutton his pants and push them down before taking his erection in my hand stroking him. He moans into my mouth as I continue stroking him. He gently pushes on my shoulders guiding me to my knees as he removes his underwear.
"Suck me" he orders pulling my head to his erection.
I eagerly take him into my mouth as deep as I can on the first try. He is so large that it is difficult to fit all of him in my mouth. I focus on sucking his head and licking him up and down while massaging his balls. He puts his hand on my head guiding back to him as he gently pushes deep into my mouth. I nearly gag as he hits the back of my throat but I breathe slowly relaxing my throat muscles. Taylor must sense my relaxation as he quickly begins moving in and of my mouth hitting the back of my throat every few thrusts. Suddenly he stops and pulls me up kissing me deeply.
"I need you again" he says pushing his erection between my legs rubbing it against my clit.
"Yes sir" I say grinding myself against him further.
He pushes me against the wall, lifting me and impales me onto him roughly as I hold on to his shoulders. He thrusts in and out of me hard but it is not as deep at this angle. He senses that this position is not working as well and brings me over to bed where he lays me on my back as he stands next to bed.
"OOOOOOOOOOHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH" I say as he suddenly pulls out and slams hard back into me.
My legs are wrapped around his waist as my hands grip the sheets on the bed as he continues to plunge into me. He grabs pinches my nipple with one hand as the other plays with my clit as he continues his attack on me. I don't know how it's possible, but I quickly feel an orgasm approaching. I have never come so many times in my life let alone all in one day!
"Please" I beg.
"Harder and deeper?" He asks but I think he knows the answer.
"Yes!" I exclaim. "Yes sir, please sir."
With that, he let's go and starts fucking me hard and deep just like before. Every time he slams into me he is hitting my g spot and pushing me closer to an orgasm. He takes a hold of my hips with both hands so he focuses on fucking me hard.
"Play with your tits" he says.
I immediately comply and begin playing with my breasts just as he was moments ago.
"Pinch your nipples" he commands.
"Harder, like I was doing" He says seeing I'm only lightly pinching them.
"AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH" I say pinching them harder just as he plunges into me hard.
"Come Rose!" He orders and I combust around him holding him tightly in place.
He pulls me close to him, holding me but not pulling out. He carries me over to the couch while sucking on my nipples as he walks. He sits down as I move my legs so I am straddling him. Immediately I feel the difference as he moves deeper inside of me when he pushes my hips down further so I am completing seated on him. He grabs my face and kisses me passionately as I begin to ride him in this new position.
"Don't touch my chest please" he whispers.
I grab hold of the back of the couch and continue riding him. He takes my nipple in his mouth every time it comes close enough for him to reach and his hands continue to explore my body. I am enjoying the control I have in this position as I quickly approach another orgasm. Taylor's fingers find my clit as he can sense I'm getting closer to another orgasm.
"Don't stop" he commands. "Faster and harder but don't come."
Again with the not coming? UGH! I do as he orders, lifting myself so I am almost completely off of him before slamming myself down.
"OH God!" I say as I slam into him hard while he pinches my nipple.
"Let me hear you and I will let you come soon" he commands.
"Yes! Yes!" I yell.
I reach back and hold onto his legs while riding him; this change in position has him not only deeper in me but hitting my g spot perfectly.
"AAAAAAAHHHHHHH" This is also the perfect position for him play with my clit which is going to push me over the edge.
"Come Rose!" He says as he reaches his own orgasm which triggers mine and I come hard as I continue to ride him wanting my orgasm to last.
I lay my head on his shoulder and run my fingers through his hair as we both wait for our breathing to return to normal. I know this time is the last time I will ever see Taylor but I will always be grateful for his introduction into this lifestyle. He pulls me against him tightly; the soft fabric of his shirt rubs against my overly sensitive nipples.
"I'm going to get washed up," I say gently climbing off of him and almost immediately I feel utterly empty.
I sit in the bathroom and take a few deep breaths willing myself not to cry as I think about tonight ending. There is no way for this to continue and it would be pointless to try. I return to the playroom finding Taylor fully dressed waiting for me. I reach for my clothes but he takes them and insists on dressing me.
"Would you like a drink?" he asks trying to prolong the night.
"I shouldn't" I answer. "I have an early flight tomorrow well today."
"I….." he stutters.
"I know" I sigh; neither of us know what to say. "I want to thank you for the last two days. You were gentle, patient and kind with me which I will forever be grateful for."
"Rose…you helped me find the control that was lacking in my life and I will always owe you for that" he says kissing me passionately and holding me close to his body.
"Good bye Taylor" I say walking out of the room before I start crying.
"Bye Rose" I hear him say before the door shuts.
I quickly leave the club and get in the first cab I find heading back to the hotel. I barely shut the door of the hotel room before the tears fall. I never expected to feel this way about someone I have known for less than 24 hours but the connection I feel to him is so strong. I don't know if it's because of BDSM or if is something more.