This is the last part of this kind of story. It was fun writing it.
Love you all.
You promised. You promised you wouldn't leave me, and you did.
Why? Why did you give it up?
Suddenly I found myself in this hurricane of emotions, and you know I don't deal well with them. You said it was nothing to worry about, it was just a vacation with your best friends. Right.
You lied, in my face. How could you? How could you stand there and tell me not to worry, that you wouldn't leave me? Now I am here, speaking to you and you won't answer, you won't talk to me. Why did you choose them? Why did you choose him?
He doesn't need you or loves you as I do. They never understood it. Never knew that I was always there, with you, taking care of you. They didn't take care of my everything.
And you are gone.
Talking to this stone like a fucking muggle. Do you realize? A muggle, Hermione! You reduce me to this crazy shell of what I was. Of what we were. And only 'cause you decided to save him. And damn the fucking earth because that is so you. Bloody hell! YOU. LEFT. ME.
And what hurts the most is that I know that you didn't want to. You didn't want to leave me. But you did, and I am never gonna see you again.
And now I got to live with the stupid idea that you were a hero, saving your fucking best friend who didn't even make it to the end. At least you could have taken me with you. Now you are gone from this planet and I am dead inside.
I know it's sad, but lately I'm sad all the time so I am really sorry.