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Chapter 4: Fearing Control
"I am not quite sure I am comfortable with you seeing me like this Chise. However, with our lack of privacy I am rather unable to do much to fix this situation. Perhaps I should depart to the bathroom." He huffed out his words.
"No-I mean-uhm…" Chise she didn't mean to look down and tried to avoid the awkwardness however she wasn't quite sure how to handle this. She felt her face redden.
"I cannot put this on you… I cannot promise…much of anything at this point…"
Chise felt the way his breath seemed to steam a bit – she recognized the way this happened when he was angry or flustered, often before he took on his monstrous form.
"All of these feelings… I knew they would be dangerous Chise…" He leaned up to leave their bed.
"Stop," She put her hand on his with a light pressure. "If you only have to think of yourself… would that help?"
"Chise-" His skin seemed to rumble if that was a thing. She wondered how long he had before he broke free. All of these feelings and emotions were new to her. Frankly she'd never expected to go so far with him but-
She bit her lip, with hesitation and put her hand on his groin. His flinching motion was either hesitance for her sake or a reaction. She noticed however his form seemed to attempt to flicker back to human.
"No…just stay as you were then if it is easier."
"Chise…" His voice was a warning; however, he remained in his skull faced form, merely retaining the robe his human-self had on.
She swallowed again. She wasn't used to this with a human man let alone someone like Elias. But it had never mattered, to her. She loved all of him, so why should it matter now?
It was when she put her hand fully on it, unsure if looking would make things more awkward, that she felt the … size of it.
She bit her lip and finally looked down. It was large, like human, but still looked … like him. She wondered if this changed too between forms. She moved her hand up and down, uncertain if she was doing it perfectly.
She had an inkling to run away from something like this, but after all he had done for her…surely this was fair. And he could focus on maintaining his form.
She bit her lip and rubbed her hand harder up and down…quicker…
She realized by the width of her hand how … large…it was. She did wonder if perhaps consummation was even an option at this point.
"Chise…" His voice was strained, and he move so he was above her. Rather surprised by his sudden move, she lost her tempo with him. His tongue reached down and licked up her neck. "I have never wanted to consume a human in this way…"
"Consume?" She murmured.
"It is like a new form of possession…this is-"
"I know you will and can maintain your form Elais, let me help."
"And yet, where has such confidence come from, after my previous actions…" His grey blonde hair, that appeared when he became a monster began appearing.
"Because I trust you."
His red eyes fell on her. Her red tussled hair, bright green eyes, white skin and blackened hand below meeting his member in a quickened pace. "Possess you and I-"
Suddenly she noticed how Elias arched his back, and moved out of her grasp. His body shuttered, and skin seemed to ripple a bit.
"Did that help?"
"Chise, do you feel as I do when this happens?"
Her eyes opened wide. "Ahem…something like that…" Her face blushed hard.
"It as if I have never seen you as beautiful as now, mixed with an overwhelming wish to…embrace or consume you. I do not quite know the word for it…"
"Be one?"
"Yes…perhaps…it is not the melancholy or feeling of jealousy as before, but it is like that. I want to be close…but closeness causes…"
She was surprised to see Elias look down. He looked simple as she realized too he was hard again.
"Ah- I want to be with you too…" She felt her face burn. As if she could not become any redder, but she meant her words sincerely. "Please."
She put his hand on her chest and looked away.
"Chise…" He nuzzled his face to hers and placed his member between her legs.
She felt a small sigh escape her lips. She had never felt this way before either.
Perhaps this was one of the few times, perhaps she knew just as much as Elias and Elias knew just as much as she did about what was happening.
"If something happens…" His serious red gaze locked with hers.
She placed a small kiss on his nose.