❛❛ ᴱʳᵃˢᵉ ᵐⁱˢˢᵉᵈ ᵃⁿᵈ ʳᵉᵗᵘʳⁿ ᵗᵒ ᵐᵉᵐᵒʳⁱᵉˢ ᶜᵉⁿᵗᵉʳ.❜❜
Today I'm leaving for Phoenix airport. Bella held my hand all the way. I know she doesn't wanna to me go. But, I want to go, I miss them. Mother too often looks in the mirror to pay attention to me. She thought that it would be dangerous for a 'child' who was 'twelve years old' to board the plane alone.
But mentally I'm already 31 and it's very old.
The autobiographical memory really helped me even though it was a bit troublesome for me, at least it helped me get good grades in school. That ability also helps me memorize food recipes and maps. Maybe I can become a chef? But I am attracted to vampires. And they don't need food unless maybe there's a miracle?
When I got to the airport, my mother hugged me very tightly. Bella did the same.
"If you don't stay there you can come back sooner than you should," my mother said to me.
"No mom I'm sure I'll be fine," I said, smiling at mom. I started walking onto the plane.
"Don't forget to let me and mom know!" Bella shouted when I got a little away.
"Of course Belly-bear!"
On the plane I sat listening to music from my earphones. I got this when I was 11 years old it's a Devian gift. I thought my telekinesis power was cool. I often move things when I'm alone. I didn't want Bella to know this even though I really wanted to tell her.
Reading a novel and going about it yourself is a little different. I know the reason Bella is more mature than her age, it's because mom allowed us to be independent. She is also busy with hers own busy life. Bella and I share different tasks at home. That will help mom. I still love mom even though she's like that. After all she is still my mother.
Due to the long plane journey I decided that sleeping would be good for me.
I woke up just before the plane landed in Seattle. I started preparing myself to go down. When I got off the plane I knew it wouldn't be difficult to find dad because I knew he would definitely use his cop car to pick me up.
Yeah my guess is right he used it.
"Dad !" I dropped my bag and hugged my father tightly.
"Hey kid." Father returned my hug. We hugged for a while before I broke up.
"Uh ... We're the center of attention." I said with a chuckle.
Father put all my bags into the trunk.
Now I am on my way to return to my childhood home. It's been almost 8 years I didn't go to this place. I decided to open a conversation with my father.
"Dad?" I called out to him.
"Yeah what is Rex?"
"How's dad's job? Did you catch lots of bad guys and lawbreakers?" I asked dad. Father replied enthusiastically he looked very happy.
In the novel it is always explained that Charlie Swan is a clumsy person and is more quiet. But it's different he is my father and I really love him, I always like him both in novels and in my current life.
We finally got home. It's been too long. I really love this place there is no sunlight or sand. Really the atmosphere I like.
"Let's see your room," said father.
I walked up the stairs. There is a difference between a dinovel house and the house I currently live in, dinovel says it only has 2 rooms and 1 bathroom but now 3 rooms and 2 bathrooms. I got the bathroom in my room.
Oh how lucky I am.
I started to enter my old room, it was still the same gloomy color. Black color with gray. I've always liked him.
"I didn't change anything from your room, I just added a new, bigger wardrobe for your clothes." Said father.
"Thank you dad, this is perfect. I like it. The color is still gloomy, beautiful and calming." I said sincerely.
"You want pizza?" Asked father.
"Yes Of course, but don't use shrimp." I answered shrimp is not my favorite topping.
Father left the room afterwards and I started unpacking my clothes. I'll be here for a whole month. It will be fun.
A few moments later my father called me to eat pizza. We eat it while watching tv, of course sports channels. After that I went to sleep.
The next day dad took me to the reservation to meet the black and clearwater family. On the way I only hum the song that I remember before my death.
I still remember about Aunt Sarah's death I really can't stop it. I told Uncle Billy not to go for a ride, but that didn't change anything. He still lost his wife for the same reasons as in the novel. Such a bad accident that even the coffin was not opened. I feel like a loser because of it.
On the reservation I saw Rachel and rebacca. I greet them at least I'm not the type to be very awkward.
"Hey Rachel, how are you?" My greeting. How many things can you hide behind a smile.
"We're fine. You look beautiful as usual" Rachel said with a big smile.
"Thank you, I have missed you guys for so long." I hugged them tightly.
"Come on in. Dad and Jake is waiting for you." Becca pushed me into the house.
"Uncle Billy!" I hugged Uncle Billy then faced Jakey and hugged him too.
"Hi Jakey do you miss me?" I asked Jacob with a crooked smile.
"Of course I really miss. But Bella didn't come?" Jacob asked.
"Bella might come next year. So what are we going to do?" I tried to change the subject. Jacob is still crazy about Bella as written in the novel.
They took me to play together in the water while Billy's father and uncle watched us by the beach. It's so very cold. But it's fun. I played with them for a few hours, then came back to change and went to visit clearwater.
Arriving at the clearwater residence I met Leah. She greeted me.
"Hey rexa, it's been a long time since we met." Leah greets, then hugs me.
"Yeah it's been a long time. I miss you and little Seth" I said to Leah.
While we were talking I saw Seth approaching, Seth never really knew me because we met when he was 6 months old.
"Hey Seth, I'm Rexa. I used to visit you when you were a baby." I patted him head she looked a little annoyed but didn't stop me.
"I know, we have a picture with mom and Leah talks about you a lot." He smiled at me.
Oh how sweet he is. He is my favorite wolf character. He is the cutest after my sister of course.
I also met Aunt Sue and Uncle Harry. They ask about life in Phoenix. I told their about me playing the violin and painting. As well as the matter of very, very hot and sandy weather.
I spent my days in the forks very happily I met lots of people who weren't even mentioned in the novel.
One month I spent there with full of happiness. It's fun spending time with dad. Bella and mom have always hated rain and humidity, but I liked it that it was refreshing.
When I was 14 years old, I went back to visit the forks with Bella. But we're only a week because you know, Bella doesn't like rain. There we visited the people on the reservation again. And Bella meets Jacob but she really doesn't pay much attention to him. I now understand why Bella doesn't remember Jacob well when she met him in hers pre-teen years.
The following year I was 15 years old and I was already in high school. I gained popularity because I was called 'beautiful' and the fact that I was a smart student. I think 156 cm good height is good enough. And still growing. I got several offers on dates.
oh come on I'm still 15 years old !.
And they are still too easy to my mental me if I like them I would be the same as a pedophile. Disgusting.
Bella has already gone to the ballet practice site which she will come to again when the twilight plot is already underway. The place is very nice.
I've been thinking about moving in with dad. You know I wanna live with dad he's alone there. And mother can be with Bella. I asked mom a few times and she said I could go when I was old enough.
I'm actually 34 years old now.
I sometimes use my telekinesis ability to clean my room. Or move something heavy. I nearly got caught a few times, but never really got caught.
Bella and mom have always liked my cooking. Mom said that my cooking might be even better than her own. But it's not possible that mom's cooking is always the best.
Bella is really introverted she only has a few friends and even just know her. She's always liked Romeo and Juliet's Story, I didn't really like that story.
I decided to go to forks to continue my school there. I informed my mother and with some debate she agreed. I told dad that next year I'll be living with him in the forks.
Bella looked a little sad. But really I really miss dad and it doesn't hurt me to be with him. I told Bella that I would always call mom and her.
I just have to wait another year. To get back there. Back home...
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