True Love hidden by an Unspeakable Truth
Sayo POV:
"Good morning Big Sis. You sure slept for a while." Did I hear that correctly? When did Hina wake up? I immediately turn toward her and nearly jump at her.
"It's good to hear your voice again...Hina."
I pulled her into a hug and locked my grip. I know this isn't how I should be acting, but I couldn't stop. I felt tears building up that started to flow. I'm guessing Hina noticed and pushed me away from her.
"No more tears Big Sis. None of this is your fault, so you shouldn't blame yourself. Besides, Big Sis is a lot more pretty when she smiles."
I didn't say anything, as my face stayed the same. I feel her hands grasp my face as she pulls me in for a kiss. My eyes widened in shock. She's kissing me! Why?! She pulls away and giggles a little. Still trying to collect my thoughts on why she did this. It clicked, but rather subtlety. I kissed her earlier before I fell back to sleep, right? As she was still giggling, I pulled her in for another kiss. All reason left as I did something that shouldn't be done between siblings. I slipped my tongue through her lips and started to swirl. She didn't resist. I pulled away and noticed a massive blush on her face, along with a trail of saliva that connected from our lips. I quickly wiped it away and pulled her in for another hug to hide my blush as well.
"I love you Big Sis."
"I love you too, Hina."
A phrase so short, but rather powerful. Hina was always like this, I just never returned it. I suppose that line has been crossed though. But it doesn't matter, Hina was all mine from the start.
I pulled away after my face had calmed down and saw her smile. A smile that did not say much, but showed all emotions currently present within her. I couldn't help but smile and giggle back.
"I'm so glad that you are awake, Hina."
"Tell me about it, My first meal in almost two weeks was awful. Hospitals should really update their kitchens every once in a while."
I giggled once more. "That's the first thing you say after we locked lips earlier?"
"Hey, that was nice. The food...absolutely not! You must've been lonely without me by your side." After hearing this, my face turns dark.
"I...must admit that it did send me into a bit of a spiral."
"A bit? Lisa told me that you destroyed your room and when she mentioned my name. You shoved her out of your room."
I figured that they would tell her. Though it's not something that's undeniable. I did do all of that stuff. I suppose I could tell her, but I'll save it for when she's ready to leave this place.
"It's not everyday that you get a call in the middle of the day that says 'Your sister is nearly dead.' So of course my emotions would freak out like that. What happened to you anyway to where you ended up with these wounds?" I gently touch her right arm and feel down her scar. She flinches at the touch, which makes me instantly panic. "Are you okay Hina?"
"I wouldn't say 100%, but I think I'll be fine. I won't lie and say that it didn't feel weird." Her slight reassurance slightly calmed my nerves. Although something still puzzled me on how she even got those scars in the first place.
"Now back to my question, Hina. How did you even end up in this situation?" A certain look washed over as if she knew I was going to ask this. As if she didn't want to talk about it, she answers in a low, rather upset tone.
"I took a shortcut going to school and some people were trying to mug me and get physical if I didn't comply."
"What?!"
After she fully explained the situation, something changed within my psyche. I felt an overwhelming possessiveness towards Hina. I think it might be as much if not more than how possessive Hina is over me. I'll save that conversation for another day. It was there, but it seems the feelings of incest became stronger after she said that.
"Is that so? I guess this means I have a reason to now harm others in a way of protecting you." My face turned into something that looked…..rather malicious. I know that is just my feelings over clouding my judgement, but I don't think that matters. "Don't worry, I promise not to be too violent." I say as I pull Hina into a really tight hug.
"I'll….be in your care then big sis." She stutters to find more words. This must mean one of two things. She finds that new, twisted side of me very endearing or is very uncomfortable with it.
"Hehe. I love you Hina." A gentle, yet dominant kiss leads us with me now being fully on top of her. She kissed me back, this time with a lot more intensity than before.
"Too bad we're not alone. I'd let you do more." Hina says as she pushes me off of her. I get up to see her eyes fully closed with her snoring? How did she do that? Questions for later. Only thing occupying my brain is all the new scenarios I can experience with my Hina.
It's been a few days since then and Hina was finally able to leave. Mom and Dad picked us up and dropped us off at the house. They said they had to go somewhere for work, but were ecstatic when they saw that Hina was awake.
"It feels so good to be back home and not stuck in a hospital! Food was awful and the bed wasn't very comfortable. I just wanna lay down on my own." This catches my ears as I immediately grab her wrist.
"Hina wait. I want to show you a surprise."
"Really? Where is it?"
"It has something to do with our rooms. Come on, I'll show you but close your eyes first."
"Okay!" I'm glad that Hina is in high spirits. I slowly guided her to our new room. Yes, 'our' room. I paused before reaching for the doorknob. I open the door and walk us inside.
"You can look now, Hina."
A loud gasp could be heard from her and I would not blame her for doing so. It was a room that was rather large. There was one queen-sized bed in the middle of it. A line from the ceiling across, being cut in half held something different. To coincide with our names, her half of the room was bright, with a beautiful blue sky painted all over. Her furniture was dark colored. My side was the exact opposite. A starry night sky with light colored furniture.
"How do you like our room Hina?"
"It's ama...did you say 'our'?" Her head snapped toward me. I was a little concerned she didn't give herself whiplash for how fast it was.
"I did."
"Are you serious?!"
"Yes, our individual rooms have been this one room for us to share. With the full support and complete generosity of Kokoro Tsurumaki." I let out a light chuckle as little stars appeared in her eyes.
"YAY!"
She exclaimed at the top of her lungs as she threw her arms around me. She pulled away and jumped at the bed. I didn't think it was a good idea, but I understand why. She hadn't slept on a rather comfortable bed in over a week, plus this bed is very soft. I walked over to her and noticed that she instantly fell asleep. I ruffled my hand through her hair. I pulled away to go to my side of the bed to lay with her. She rolls over on her side so her back is facing me. I put my arms around her to where I am spooning her. As my hands fully snake around her waist, I feel one of her hands grab mine. I lightly kissed her nape before nuzzling into it.
"Hold me close and never let go. They don't understand our love, but that doesn't matter now." Those were the last words I muttered before I fell asleep as well. This warmth. This feeling of being next to someone you love. It's intoxicating. But this is just the beginning...no this is ongoing. Hina does not want me to leave and the same goes from me. We are too compatible with each other, but that's fine by me. Like I said before, Hina was all mine from the start.
The first night with Hina back was the first time in 2 weeks that I didn't have a nightmare. Probably the best sleep I've gotten in years. I groaned as my eyes started to adjust to the brightness. I know that I fell asleep with my arms wrapped around Hina, but what am I grabbing. It's unusually soft. I squeeze it a little as small yelps and a timid voice calls out.
"Um...big sis. I'm glad that we're closer now, but could you let go of my boobs?"
I pulled away immediately. I cannot believe that I actually did that. I must've done that in my sleep, but was I dreaming of something like that? Doing such explicit acts with my sister? A noticeable blush on my face as she turns to me as she's red in the face as well. She's embarrassed? I thought that she would've loved something like that, but it seems that she does not.
"Next time, don't grab so hard big sis. It actually kind of hurt with your kind of grip."
Or she does love something like that.
"Sorry Hina."
"It's okay big sis. I don't mind, but don't you think this is moving a little too fast? We shared our first kiss not too long ago, but you want to go further? How lewd."
"T...that's not what I meant!" I stammered as if to deny this as she giggled at me. She was right though. All of this seemed a little too fast. You would think that for someone like Hina to be saying stuff like this to me is weird since she's always all over me. But it seems she has some morals. After seeing the genuine happiness on her face, I smiled as well. I pulled her close as I kissed her forehead.
"Good morning Hina."
"Good morning Big sis."
After this I pushed her towards the bathroom since neither of us showered yesterday. After a quick shower and a change of clothes, we got ready for school. It may be a little soon for Hina since she left the hospital yesterday, but she insisted that she's healthy enough to go. I didn't doubt her on this. After arriving at her school, I wrapped her in a quick hug.
"Be on your best behavior Hina. I'll come get you after school is over."
"Thanks big sis, I'll be in the student council room waiting after. Besides, a good student council president has to set a good example right?"I didn't say anything. After locking eyes for a few seconds, we understood what each other wanted to say. It was the gaze of two lovers. I gave her a light hug before walking away. I'm sure she'll be in good hands with her friends here.
Hina POV:
After waving my sister goodbye, I walked inside the big building that was my school. A lot, if not everyone welcomed me back to school. I wonder if this is gonna be the same for big sis? I didn't think of that as school went by quickly. I leaned in my chair to somewhat soak everything that happened today.
"Are you feeling okay, Hina?"
An all too familiar voice called my name. It was Tsugumi. A friend but also the vice president. She's someone who is reliable, but I seem to rely on her too much.
"I'm doing fine. Is there any unfinished work you have, Tsugu?"
"If this stack next to me has anything to say, then yes. A lot in fact. It's been kinda hard without you around." She says as she stretches her arms.
"I see. Anyways you should take a break Tsugu. I'll finish up here with these papers."
"Are you sure Hina? I'm fine with doing this much work, if it means helping you out, as well as the school."
"True, but I seem to rely on you a lot more than I should. You deserve a break. I'll stay behind and take care of things." Her face lit up with relief. Seems like taking this load off her back is a sort of blessing.
"Thanks Hina! I'll work extra hard tomorrow."
It seems those words flew over her head as she left the room. Her help is a huge relief, but I can't overwork her. She has friends, band practice, homework and so much more to do. I don't know how much time has gone by, but the stack was almost done. The door opens and I see Sayo walk through. I wonder if she'll let me call her by her name? Questions for later.
"What's up big sis?"
"I'm surprised to see you doing work at this hour. Usually you push most of your work onto Hazawa."
"Yeah, but she deserves a break. Take a seat anywhere you like. I'm almost done here." I start to regret my words as she sits down on my lap. I understand I said 'anywhere' but here?
"Big sis, I can't work like this."
"You said take a seat anywhere. So that's what I did." She turns around to face me and puts her arms around me. I lightly grip her clothes. She leans in for a kiss and slips her tongue inside. For someone to be the head of the disciplinary committee at Hanasakigawa High, you think that big sis wouldn't do something like this. Especially not on school grounds. She pulls away and another strand of saliva connects to our mouths. We hear the door shuffle as it sends both of us in a slight panic. Next thing I know is I hit the ground behind me and Sayo's head accidentally smashed into mine.
"Hina, what's wrong?! Huh? Sayo? What are you doing here?" A loud groan escapes my lips. Ah right, Maya. I forgot that she was also coming to get me after school. Did Tsugu tell her that I was still here? Possibly. Big sis gets off me and there's a considerable red mark on both of our foreheads. We stand up and dust off our clothes.
"It's fine Maya. I was leaning back in my chair and did so too much and big sis tried to catch me." The only excuse I could come up with, but it seemed to have worked. Something that became a blur that caused Maya and I to go fully red in the face. Big sis stripped me of my shirt all of a sudden. Maya quickly left the room and slammed the door shut.
"B...big sis? W...what are you do...doing?" She didn't say anything as she turned me around. It felt like the world was spinning. Does she want to do it here? It's way too early though. She turned me around again to where I am facing here. She doesn't seem embarrassed? She put my shirt back on and tidied me up. Before she left, she gave me another kiss. Walking past as Maya walked into the room again.
"Uhh….what was that all about Hina?" She asked in a nervous tone.
"Uhh….I don't really know? I am just as confused as you are." We didn't move for a few seconds. My face is fuming as Maya has a light blush on her face as well. "Sorry you had to see that." I said before we slowly left the room. I know she's going to bring this up again later and it'll probably be during practice. "Great…." I muttered to myself knowing that I'm gonna get an earful from Chisato.