A/N Okay when Mary is talking to Hilda, I kinda wanted it to be like everything that she had been told by her mother and George is what was a man does to a woman out of love. (which is a lie! A big one!) That it was another way for George to control Mary mentally. Cuz we all know that George is one messed up guy!
Wunderbare = Is the German word for Wonderful
Besonders = Is the German word for Special
Danke = Thank You in German
Pickelhaube = A spiked helmet that is on Klink's desk. It belonged to his grandfather or great grandfather
Vater = German word for father
Kommandantur = The name of the building that Klink's office is in
Jerry= British slang for Germans
Meine wunderbare Tochter =German for my wonderful daughter
Lies and Truth
Newkirk smiled as he felt Mary's arms wrap around his neck pulling him closer to her. He slowly moved his hands at the small of her back as they kissed. They broke the kiss and looked into each others eyes. Mary smiled at him and laid her head against his chest. Newkirk smiled to himself as she did this. 'I can't rush into this. I have to take my time.' He thought to himself.
"Peter?" Mary's voice brought him out of his thought. Newkirk looked at Mary with a loving look.
"Yes Mary." Mary smiled at him while leaning back up.
"Are you hungry?" She asked him. He was about to say that he was getting hungry when his stomach answered for him. Mary giggled at this.
"Well I think my stomach answered for me." He laughed.
"What would you like to eat?" She asked him. Newkirk smiled and leaned his forehead against hers. Mary's smile widen when he told her.
"Whatever you want to fix. I know it will be the best thing I have ever ate. That is until you make dinner." Mary looked into his blue flamed eyes. She moved her head up making his move up with hers. She kissed him once again on the lips. The only thing Newkirk could do was smile and let Mary kiss him. He had to admit that when he kissed Mary; it was like being kissed for the first time again. He had kissed other's, but none of them could make his heart race like Mary could. Mary broke the kiss and they both leaned up. Mary stood up and smoothed out her dress that she loved so much. She looked over at Newkirk as he got up and looked at her in the dress. She could see that he wanted to say something, but was unsure if he should or not.
"Peter? What is it?" She asked him. Newkirk looked into Mary's snowy blue eyes.
"I had stopped myself before when I saw you in the dress." He told her. Mary walked closer to him.
"Stopped yourself from what?" She asked him.
"I had wanted to tell you that…that you look so beautiful in the dress." Newkirk hesitated. She could see that he was trying very hard not to say something to upset her. He watched as she shook her head and looked up at him still smiling. Mary placed her hands on his shoulders and looked into his eyes.
"Thank you for saying that I am beautiful, although I have never thought so. I have to say that I have never been told that before. So you telling me that I am, means a lot to me. You don't have to watch what you say to me. George only had evil words for me, never kind or sweet. I know that you are not him. You are you, and you are sweet, kind, and I can tell that you have a heart of gold." As she told him this Newkirk smiled wide to where he showed his teeth. He closed his eyes as Mary placed her hands on each side of his face. Newkirk opened his eyes and moved his hands up and slowly took her hands into his. He put them side by side of each other. He then bent them down softly and kissed the top of each of her hands. After that he dropped their hands slowly and looked into her eyes.
"I have never been told that I have a heart of gold before." He admitted to her.
"Well you do." She told him.
"If I have a heart of gold, than yours is a diamond." Newkirk could see tears start to fill Mary's eyes. He smiled and moved his hands up to stop them from falling down her cheeks. As he did this he remembered what Mary had said about never being told that she was beautiful.
"Mary, no one has ever told you that you are beautiful?" He asked her. Mary reached up and placed her hands on his.
"No. There was another reason why George called me demon." Mary saw Newkirk narrow his eyes at this.
"Demon's are hideous looking." He watched as she was remembering George telling her this. Newkirk knew that he had to bring her mind back to him. 'If she looks back on this any longer than she will believe him!' He yelled in his mind. Newkirk leaned down and kissed Mary on the lips to bring her out of the memory. Mary blinked her eyes and was brought out of the memory. She closed her eyes and smiled in the kiss. Newkirk broke the kiss and made sure to get Mary in an eye lock with him.
"Mary, you are beautiful, gorgeous, elegant, heavenly, spellbinding, enchanting…" Mary started to giggle lightly half way through.
"Okay Peter, I get it." She said showing her teeth as she smiled.
"Good, and please don't ever forget that or question it." He told her as he knelt down some to where he was almost her height.
"I won't as long as you are here to remind me." Newkirk smiled wide and leaned in and kissed Mary once again on the lips.
"I will always remind you. With words or with looks or even whatever dresses or outfits I make you will remind you just how you look, and how much you mean to me."
Mary smiled as he told her this. Newkirk stood back up and was about to say something when his stomach reminded him that he was still hungry. Mary giggled and told him that she will go and make them all something to eat. She walked to the door and glance behind her to see if Newkirk was behind her. She looked ahead after she saw that he was right behind her. Mary reached up and opened the door, but closed it when she saw what was happening in the living room. She turned around and looked at Newkirk with wide eyes and a large smile on her face.
"What is it?" He asked her.
"I think that you just won the bet." She told him and moved to the side of the door. Newkirk smiled wide and opened the door and peeked out. He closed the door half way and looked at Mary.
"I think I did." He said with a large smile and walked out into the living room. Mary shook her head and walked out and stood beside her love.
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While Newkirk was in the bedroom with Mary; Hogan and Klink was still on the sofa. Hogan's head was still on Klink's chest. They were both worried about what was going on in the bedroom. Hogan was afraid that Mary would either would be afraid, or will just think that no one would want her at all. In that thought Hogan didn't like. 'If Mary thinks that she is worthless, than she may try to take her own life.' Hogan thought to himself. He didn't notice that he was taking Klink's uniform jacket into his closing fist. He was starting to get scared at this thought. 'I can't lose her. If she takes her own life than I know that I will not live threw the night.' He thought to himself. Klink looked down and saw that Hogan had his jacket within his closed fist. Klink placed his hand over Hogan's.
"Robert, what are you thinking about?" He asked his love. Hogan looked up and into the baby blue eyes with the fear still in his eyes. Klink saw the fear in Hogan's eyes.
"A thought came to my mind." He told him.
"What kind of thought?" Klink was starting to get worried. He had never seen Hogan look this scared before.
"I just thought that Mary may think that she is worthless and get to the point that she takes her own life." Then Hogan's eyes showed new fear. "Than if she does that, than Newkirk will take his. Will I can't lose them both!" He said and sat up. Klink looked at Hogan and could see that his love was truly scared of losing his daughter and his best friend. Klink sat up straight and took Hogan's hand into his. When Hogan didn't look at him, Klink sighed and reached up and took Hogan's chin into his hand. He moved Hogan's face over slowly to look at him.
"Robert, that will not happen. Mary may not know what love feels like, but Newkirk will pour his heart and soul out to her. He will make sure that she knows that she is just as wunderbare and besondere as he and we all know her to be." Hogan smiled and knew that Klink was right again. He smiled even wider at something that Klink didn't know of.
"Why are you smiling so wide now?" He asked him with a raised brow.
"I love it when you speak your native tongue." Klink smiled at this.
"Really?" He asked him.
"Yeah, everyone else who speaks it. They make it sound so rough and harsh, but you make it sound so elegant." He smiled and leaned in and kissed Klink on the lips. Klink moved his hand that was still holding Hogan's chin to the side of his face.
"Well I guess I won the bet." Hogan and Klink broke the kiss and looked over at Newkirk as he and Mary were standing in the living room.
"Bet? What bet?" Hogan asked with a smile on his face. Newkirk smiled at the two men. Hogan's eyes got big.
"You betted that Klink and I would get together!?" He asked him. Newkirk nodded his head and started to laugh. The looks on Hogan's and Klink's faces were priceless. Both of their eyes were big and their jaws had dropped. Newkirk looked over as he heard laughing beside him. Mary was laughing and not giggling. She looked over at Newkirk and smiled at him. He moved over to her and raised his hand to her chin as they smiled at each other.
"That was the first time I have heard you laugh." He told her. "I like it. Mary can I kiss you again?" He asked her. Mary nodded her head and Newkirk leaned down and kissed her. Both men on the sofa saw this and smiled at the two in love.
"Looks like you had nothing to worry about Robert." Klink spoke in a whisper. Hogan looked over at him and whispered back.
"Nope, not a thing." Then he looked back over at Newkirk.
"Who did you make this bet with?" He asked him. Both men heard Newkirk start to chuckle lightly. He turned around and looked at them.
"Well, Carter, Kinch, LeBeau, and Schultz." He told them. He and Mary watched as both men's jaws dropped again. Newkirk couldn't help himself, he had to laugh again. It was then the stove moved out and Kinch popped his head out of the whole. The four looked over at him. Mary could see that he was covered in dirt.
"Hey Colonel one of the tunnels fell in. No one was hurt, but it is a mess down here." Mary watched her father walk over to Kinch. Newkirk went to follow him but stopped himself. He turned toward Mary.
"Do you want me to stay or…" Newkirk didn't finish as Mary walked over to him. She stood on her tiptoes and kissed him on the lips.
"They need your help, and Vater can stay with me. He can help me make an early supper." She smiled and kissed him again. Newkirk smiled down at her.
"Wow Newkirk, is that what you were making in the sewing room?" Kinch asked him now seeing Mary's dress.
"Yeah it is." He said as his face redden a little. The two men went down into the tunnel to help the others. Mary watched as Newkirk moved the stove back in place. She looked over at Klink and smiled at him.
"Do you love my father?" She asked him. Klink looked over at her and smiled wide.
"Yes I do. I have been in love with Robert for a long time." He told her remembering the first time he fell for the man. Mary smiled at him.
"So what would you like for supper?" She asked him. Klink smiled wide and got up from the sofa.
"Well I have an idea but I don't think your father and Newkirk will like it." He said with a mischievous smile. Mary giggled as she saw this come to his face. The both walked into the kitchen and started to cook an early supper.
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Everyone was working hard to clean out the dirt of the tunnel. Hogan and Newkirk was in front and was putting dirt in buckets. After the buckets were full of dirt they would hand the buckets to others behind them. There was a line of men that would pass down the buckets to the others. Soon after three hours of this Hogan had to take a break. Hogan, Newkirk as well as others had removed their shirts. The tunnels were getting hot and it was hard to breathe at times. Hogan had already told five POW's to go up and get some fresh air. He looked over at Newkirk who seemed to have more energy than anyone around them. He smiled to himself as he took a drink of water out of the canteen. He looked at the work that they had done for the pass few hours. They had made good progress. He was now looking at one of three wooden beams that was over Newkirk. He narrowed his eyes and noticed that it looked a little bit more lower than before. He moved over toward it as it started to move downward slowly.
"NEWKIRK!" Hogan yelled out as he ran over and grabbed the beam before it could hit Newkirk in the head. Newkirk crouched down some, but the beam still hit him in the lower part of his left shoulder. Kinch and Carter ran over and helped Hogan hold the beam up so that Newkirk could move out of the way. Once Newkirk had moved out of the way and the three placed the beam on the floor. They all looked at the tunnel to see if it was going to cave in again. But they were grateful that there was two more beams holding up the dirt over them. Hogan looked over at Newkirk.
"You alright?" He asked him. Newkirk smiled and nodded his head.
"Yeah, I'm fine just a little scrape is all." He told him. Hogan moved around and looked at Newkirk's bare back. It was just a scrape, but he looked at him with a serious look.
"You better go up to the house and get that cleaned up. The last thing we all need is for you to get an infection, and medicine around here is being rationed." Newkirk nodded his head. He turned and walked back to the tunnel that led toward the small house. He made his way to the latter and knew that if Mary would see his shoulder than she would get worried for him. He smiled to himself thinking of Mary. He had been thinking of Mary the whole time he was away from her. He smiled to himself as he remembered kissing her. He had to admit to himself, that he couldn't wait to kiss her again. He reached the latter and was about to climb up when he heard Hogan call out his name.
"Newkirk!" He turned his head and looked at his Commanding Officer.
"Yeah Colonel?" He asked him.
"I'm coming too, I have to rest. The tunnel is pretty much cleaned out. Kinch and the others will finish it tomorrow." He told him. Then both men started to climbed the latter. Once they were in the small house and the stove was back in place a wonderful smell hit them. They both looked at each other with wide smiles.
"I wonder what Mary cooked?" Hogan asked as he made his way to the kitchen.
"I don't know, but you know that it will be bloody good." Newkirk said behind him.
"What smells so damn good?" Hogan asked as he and Newkirk walked toward the kitchen.
"German Goulash." They heard Mary call out as both men were now in the kitchen. Both men looked at each other. 'Mary must have thought that we were still in the other room.' Newkirk chuckled at his thought. Klink and Mary heard him chuckle and looked over at the two men that were shirtless and covered with dirt and sweat. Mary's face got red as her eyes went from Newkirk's face down to his bare chest. She quickly turned around and tried to stop herself from blushing. She had to admit that Newkirk's upper body was well toned. 'He would have to be very fit to be able to help my father with the underground work.' She thought to herself. Klink smiled at the sight before him. Hogan was well built as well. 'Who knew that my witty fox looked like that.' Klink thought to himself. Then he looked over at Newkirk who also had no shirt on. 'Wait.' He added in his mind.
"I guess the both of you were so hungry that you forgot to put your shirts back on?" He asked the two men. Both looked down at their bare chest.
"Oh I guess I forgot to put it back on." Hogan said with a sheepish smile while rubbing the back of his head and neck with one hand. Klink smiled at him. Mary who was able to get the redness in her face to go away; was now watching her father's face get red. She giggled and walked over to Newkirk. He smiled widely at her.
"And why didn't you put your shirt back on?" She asked him. Newkirk got a little red but then said what was on his mind.
"I just wanted to get back to you and guess I forgot it." Mary smiled at him with a smile of happiness. Newkirk watched the happiness reach her eyes.
"I think you two need to go and clean up before we all eat." Klink said as he walked over to Hogan. Hogan looked into Klink's eyes as he looked him up and down.
"Yeah we do." Hogan said while feeling his face get redder. He turned around and walked to his and Klink's bedroom to get cleaned up. Newkirk smiled at Mary than turned around.
"Peter!" Mary called out his name as she saw the scrape on his back. Newkirk turned and looked at her with narrowed eyes.
"What?" He asked her forgetting his wound. Mary quickly walked over to him and was about to place her hand on his shoulder, but stopped herself.
"What happened?" She asked him as she looked at the scrape.
"Mary it's nothing. One of the beams fell and hit me in the shoulder. Colonel Hogan caught it before it hit me in the head." He told her. Mary's eyes widen with fear. Newkirk smiled and slowly turned toward her. He placed his hand on the side of her face softly.
"Mary I'm okay. It is not as bad as it looks." He told her and leaned in and kissed her. Mary relaxed as he told her this. She smiled a small smile at him.
"But I do have to clean up and clean the scrape up too." He told her. He then turned and went toward their bathroom. Mary looked back at Klink who was smiling at her.
"Can you?" She started to tell him to finished getting supper ready.
"Go on. Supper is done, but I will keep it warm." He told her with a smile. Mary smiled and thanked him. She then went after the man that she loved.
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After Mary followed Newkirk, Klink made his way to his and Hogan's bedroom. He walked threw the room and into the bathroom. He opened the door and saw Hogan drying his hair with a towel. Hogan was already showered and clean. He was now standing there in his… 'Wait those are.." Klink thought as he looked at his love.
"Are those my trousers?" He asked him. Hogan jumped when he heard Klink's voice.
"Son of a bitch Will don't do that!" He told him placing a hand over his heart. This made the older man chuckle at the younger.
"Are those my trousers?" He asked him again. Hogan looked down and smiled sheepishly.
"Oh yeah they are. Mine are covered with dirt so, and I didn't think you would mind." Hogan told him. Klink looked at Hogan in a pear of dark blue trousers that he would wear out. He smiled to himself. Hogan saw this and walked over to the man. He dropped the towel in the basket that was beside of his love.
"And what are you smiling at?" He asked him. Klink moved his hand out and ran it down Hogan's side and rested it on his hip. He could feel Hogan's skin was somewhat cold to his touch. He than knew that Hogan had taken a cold shower.
"Did you take a cold shower?" He asked him. Hogan nodded his head at him.
"Yeah I did, I know that hot water is still being rationed." Klink nodded his head.
"Now why were you smiling at me like that?" Hogan asked again. He watched the smile return to Klink's lips again.
"I am looking at a very nice view." He said with a lustful smile. Hogan returned the smile as he wrapped his arms around Klink's neck.
"So you like the view?" He asked him.
"Yes I do, both of them actually." Klink chuckled as Hogan narrowed his eyes at him.
"Both?" Hogan didn't know what the older man was talking about.
"Yes, the one were you are dirty, and this one were you are clean." He wrapped his arms around Hogan's hips as he spoke. Klink then pulled Hogan closer toward him. Hogan smiled wider as he was pulled closer to his love.
"Well than I will have to get dirty more often." Klink leaned in and kissed Hogan once again on the lips. Hogan tightened his arms around Klink's neck, pulling them as close as he can get them.
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Newkirk walked into the bathroom. He walked over to the sink and turned on the hot water. He than started to fill the sink with the water. After the sink was full, he reached over and got a washrag. Newkirk than heard someone behind him. He turned and saw Mary standing there. He smiled at her.
"Mary, I am okay." He said to her as she walked over and stood beside him.
"I know, but it is my job to clean you." She told him. Newkirk raised an eye brow.
"What?" He asked her. Mary reached over and took the washrag out of his hand. This caused Newkirk to look at her with an odd look.
"A woman is suppose to clean a man." She told him. Mary saw Newkirk close his eyes and tighten his jaw.
"Did George tell you that?" He asked her.
"Yes he did. When he would get home from work I was to clean his body." Mary told him with a frown. Newkirk opened his eyes. Mary looked at him with a confused look.
"Mary, George lied to you. You didn't have to clean him or me. He told you that so that he could have another way to control you." He told her. Mary lowered her eyes and then closed them.
"Than he in a way, he did make me like Mama." She said gripping the rag. It was only when she felt Newkirk's hand take hers is when she opened them.
"Mary, you are not like your mother." He told her.
"Than how about this, you go and get your father or Klink to help me with my wound and I will clean myself. I don't want you to have a flash back." He smiled at her. Mary looked at him with uneasy eyes. Newkirk saw this and wondered if he had said something wrong.
"Mary what is it? You can tell me anything that is on your mind. That is how a true relationship works. We both share things that are on our minds, in our hearts, and memories." He tried to reinsure her.
"Peter." She said his name so low to where it was almost a whisper. Newkirk was really getting worried now.
"Yes." He said in a voice matching hers.
"Do you not want me to touch your bare skin?" She asked him while not looking at him. Newkirk's eyes got wide and he could feel his face get a little hot.
"No I…" Mary looked at him as he answered her in a high voice. She had to stop herself from laughing at the sound of his voice made and the look on his face. He looked away and tried to compose himself. Once he was able to talk without sounding like a teenage boy he looked back over at her.
"No, what I meant was I would, I do, I…hum. What I meant was that I don't want you to clean me like you did George. It was wrong of him to do that to you. I just thought that it would be easier on you if you didn't have to do that. I don't need to be bathed like a baby…I…I am really not going anywhere with this." He said looking away. His face was red hot now. Mary closed her eyes and tried even harder not to laugh. She had never heard anyone speak or act like this before.
"Peter, I think I understand. A woman is not to bath a man like a child." Newkirk looked over at her.
"Right." He said as the redness was going away.
"So do you want me to at least wash your back, and put some medicine on your wound?" She asked him. Newkirk felt the hotness return to his face.
"Hmm no to the first, but yes you can put medicine on my wound." He told her while trying to control his voice. The last thing he didn't want was for his voice to sound like a teenage boy again. Mary bit her lower lip to stop from laughing once again.
She handed the rag back to Newkirk. She smiled to herself as she left the room.
Mary went to shut the door but Newkirk told her that she could leave it open. Mary walked over to the bed and started to smooth out the blankets. Newkirk saw her in the mirror and smiled to himself. He then took the rag and placed it in the hot water. Newkirk wiped off his arms and chest with the rag. Mary who had looked up from the bed watched him wash his arms and chest. The hotness to her face returned. Her eyes watched his strong hands ring out the rag and move it back to his well built chest. Mary looked at every muscle as they moved. She quickly looked down at the bed, and closed her eyes. She wondered how would his muscles feel under her touch. If he would even like her touch. A small smile came to her lips and she imagined kissing from his chest up, his neck, and to his lips. 'I wonder if Peter would ever want me to do that? Or if he would hate my touch?' She thought to herself.
"Mary, can you help me with my wound now?" She opened her eyes and looked at him when he spoke to her.
"Yes I can." She said and walked over to him. Newkirk handed the rag to Mary. She looked at it and then up at him.
"I couldn't reach to clean the wound." He said with a sheepish smile. Mary giggled as Newkirk turned around.
"Or the rest of your back." She giggled as she saw the dirt and sweat still on his back.
"No, but I did try though." He chuckled lightly.
"Do you want me to wash your back?" She asked him nervously. Newkirk smiled and told her.
"Only if you want to. I will not make you do anything you don't want to. I can always ask your father to…" Mary cut him off.
"No Peter, the only difference between you, and him is that you will ask me to. Where he wouldn't, he would order me to." Newkirk couldn't help himself he turned around and looked into Mary's snowy blue eyes.
"Mary can you please wash my back for me and put medicine on my wound?" He asked her. Mary smiled up at him and nodded her head.
"Yes I will." They both smiled at each other. Mary made a motioned with her hand for Newkirk to turn around. He turned around as Mary placed the rag into the hot water. She rang out the rag and ran it slowly over the lower part of his back. Newkirk smiled to himself at her touch, but what he didn't know was that Mary saw his smile in the mirror. As she rang out the rag again she ran it over his mid back and up his right shoulder. Once most of his back was clean, she moved the rag over the wound very slowly so not to hurt him. Once the wound was clean she put the rag back into the sink. She then opened the medicine cabinet. Mary grabbed the ointment and opened the jar as she walked back behind Newkirk. She placed her warm hand on his bare lower back . Mary felt Newkirk jump some and inhale deep at her touch. While dropping her hand; she grabbed a cotton ball and placed some of the ointment on the cotton.
Newkirk had to admit that Mary's touch was very nice to feel. He was smiling to himself as she ran the hot rag over his back. There was a few times that he had almost went to sleep at her touch. Newkirk noticed as Mary cleaned the small wound that she was doing it so very carefully. He knew that she was doing this so not to hurt him. After she had cleaned the wound; she put the rag back into the sink. He heard her get something from the medicine cabinet. When he felt her warm hand touched his lower back he jumped some, and had taken a deep inhale as well. When Mary placed her warm hand on his bare skin, it felt like fire went through his body. Then he noticed that the warmth was gone. 'Why did she move her hand?' He asked himself. So instead of feeling her warm touch again on his skin. He was now feeling a cotton ball pat the ointment onto the small wound.
"There all done." Newkirk sighed at this. He looked at Mary in the mirror. She was smiling at him.
"Thank you." He told her.
"You are welcome." Mary then told him that she would go and get his food ready for him. Newkirk watched her leave the bathroom. He looked back at the sink. As he grabbed the washrag and rang it out, and pulled the plug to the sink. He watched the water go down. 'Why did she use the cotton ball?' He thought back at what had happened. Once he remembered, Newkirk placed both of his hands on the sinks edge. He looked at himself in the mirror.
"How could I be so ruddy stupid." He told himself.
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Mary walked toward the kitchen to get hers and Newkirk's food. She stopped in the living room. Sighing she lifted her head and placed a smile on her face. She could not show that she was upset to her fathers. As she walked in she saw that no one was in the kitchen. 'They must still be in the bedroom talking.' She thought to herself. She grabbed the ladle and spooned out their dinner. 'He jumped when my hand touched his bare back.' She thought sadly to herself. She took both bowls into the dining room and sat them down on the table. Mary looked up as she heard her fathers walk into the room. Hogan walked over to his daughter and kissed her on the head. He smiled down at her with a loving smile. Mary saw a few things off with her father's look. One he was wearing one of Klink's shirts and the other was on his neck.
"Papa what is that on your neck?" She asked him. Mary watched as her father's face turned red and quickly placed a hand over the small red mark on his neck.
"Oh that is a…hmm." Hogan looked over at Klink who was smiling at him smugly.
"It is a little love mark." Klink told her. He chuckled as Mary made an odd face.
"What is that?" She asked him, then looked at her father. Hogan was now red in the face.
"Go on Robert, tell her." Hogan looked over at him with narrowed eyes. Klink's smug smiled grew wider. "She asked you not me." He told him and went into the kitchen to get his and Hogan's food. Mary watched Klink leave the room, than looked back at her father.
"Papa?" Hogan looked at his daughter with a redder face and a lopsided smile on his face. His eyes were huge and his hand started to rub the red mark on his neck.
"Well, it's called a." Mary bit her lower lip again trying not to laugh. Hogan closed his eyes as he told her. "It's a hickey or a love bite." He finally told her.
"Good, now tell her what it means." Hogan's eyes snapped open and looked at Klink who was walking by him. Mary watched her father's face get even redder.
"It's when you bruise the skin when kissing or…sucking the skin." He told her. Mary couldn't hold it no more. She started to laugh at the look on her father's face.
"Papa, I know what it is." She laughed louder as he gave her a look of surprise. He looked over as he heard Klink laughing as well. He looked back at her with wide eyes. Mary looked up at him and saw this. She stopped laughing and her smile fell. Hogan saw her eyes widen and fear showed within them. Klink stopped laughing as he saw this as well. Both watched as Mary started to shake with fear.
"I'm sorry I'm sorry." Mary started to repeat this over and over again. Hogan reached out slowly to tell her that it was okay, but Mary saw his hand reach out for her. So she pulled her arms and hands in as she dropped to her knees.
"I SAID I WAS SORRY PLEASE DON'T HURT ME!" She screamed out. Hogan watched this in horror and looked over at Klink. He too was looking at Hogan with horror in his eyes.
"What the hell happened!" Newkirk ran out and saw Mary on her knees shaking and crying. His eyes moved up to Hogan who was standing there with horrified wide eyes and open mouth. Newkirk looked over at Klink who also had horrified eyes. Klink looked over at the younger man.
"I have no clue." He said in a worried voice.
Newkirk ran over and slid on his knees to Mary. He went to move his hands to her shoulders, but moved them away as Mary screamed out again. He looked up at Hogan. Hogan shook his head and knelt down in front of his daughter. He reached out to touch her with one hand, but also pulled it back as Mary started to yell out.
"I'M SORRY, I DIDN'T MEAN TO MAKE YOU LOOK LIKE A FOOL. PLEASE FOR THE LOVE OF GOD DON'T HURT ME!" Tears fell from Hogan's eyes as his daughter begged him not to hurt her.
"Mary." He said her name in a horrified voice. "Snow, I'm sorry honey. I am…I'm sorry." He told her. Mary looked up with the fear shining in her eyes when she heard her nickname. She looked at her father's face and the fear disappeared from her eyes. He was on his knees with a shaking hand that he had stopped from touching her. Tears fell from his horrified eyes down onto the cheek of a shocked face.
"Mary I'm sorry. I was just in shock that you pulled a joke on me. A good one too, one that I would have pulled." He said this with a one tone voice of shock. She looked over to her right and saw Newkirk looking at her with worry in his eyes and fear on his face. She moved her head over and looked at Klink who had walked behind her father slowly. Her eyes looked back at her father.
"I'm sorry Papa. I didn't mean to react like this. I had what Peter calls a flash back." She told him. Hogan dropped his hand and hung his head still having the same look on his face. Mary moved her hands and arms out and took her father's hand within hers.
"I don't know why, but I didn't see you. I saw George, not you. I know that you would never hurt me. Please Papa don't reject me." She begged him differently now. Hogan looked up at his daughter with a now sadden look.
"Mary, I would never reject you. That just shocked me is all." Mary saw that her father was going to reach out and hold her but stopped himself. Mary moved herself over to him and into his arms.
"I'm sorry. I will do better." She told him as tears fell from her eyes. Hogan moved his arms slowly around her.
"Honey, no I will do better and watch how I look and talk to you…I am so sorry Snowy." He told her.
"No Papa, don't change yourself for me. I love you the way you are. I will just have to learn how to act in a flash back." She told him with a weak smile. Klink knelt down beside of Hogan and said her name.
"Mary there is no way anyone can change how they react in a flash back. But if you want I can call General Burkhalter and ask him if he knows anyone that can help you work threw them." Her Vater told her. Mary smiled and nodded her head and told him that it was a good idea to do that. Klink looked over at Hogan as he said his name in a low voice.
"Will, maybe they can help myself and all of us on away to help Snow when she is in one." Hogan looked back at his daughter as she leaned up and kissed him on the cheek. Mary smiled while leaning back and looked into his chocolate eyes. He watched as she smiled at him.
"You know, you have dark chocolate eyes." She told him with a smile. Hogan smiled at her and placed his forehead onto hers. Mary looked over at Newkirk as he fell back onto his backside. She could see that he was very afraid of what he had just seen. Mary slowly pushed away from her father smiling at him as she did so. She moved over to Newkirk, and took his hand into hers. He looked up at her as she did this. He was greeted with a loving smile and a pear of loving snowy blue eyes.
"I'm sorry Peter for scaring you." Her words made him smile lovingly at her. Hogan looked over to his right as Klink placed a hand on his shoulder. He looked into the baby blue eyes looking at him and smiled.
"I'm sorry fathers." Hogan and Klink looked over at Mary.
"It's alright dear." Mary smiled as Klink said this to her.
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After supper Klink and Newkirk were in the kitchen doing dishes and putting things away. Mary walked out of hers and Newkirk's bedroom into the living room. She looked at the sofa and saw her father sitting there. He had his eyes closed and had a sadden look on his face again. Mary sighed and walked over to the sofa. She sat down next to her father. She pulled her legs up on the sofa. She laid her head on his chest and wrapped her arms around him. Hogan smiled and looked down at his daughter with now opened eyes. He raised his hand up slowly and ran his fingers threw her hair. He heard her sigh while she hugged him tighter.
"I'm sorry Snow." He broke the quietness of the room.
"It is okay Papa, I'm sorry too." She told him looking up into his eyes. Hogan smiled a weak smile at her. Mary looked at him with an odd face.
"No Mary, I mean I am sorry that I didn't take you away from that hell that you were in." He told her with new tears coming to his eyes. Mary sat up and turned her body facing toward her father.
"Papa you didn't know that you were my father." She told him. Hogan hung his head as she said this.
"I did to a point. I was afraid that if I took you with me..." He trailed off. Mary narrowed her brows.
"Afraid of what?" She asked him. He sighed and moved over to where he was sitting like her.
"Mary, I was scared to be your father because...I didn't want to become like..." He spoke to her while looking down at his hands. He glanced up and saw Mary looking at him with a confused look.
"Become like what?" She asked him while trying to not show the fear that was forming within her. Hogan closed his eyes tight and took a deep breath in. Mary looked at her father and saw that this was hard for him to say.
"What Papa?" She asked while taking his hands into hers.
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In the kitchen; Klink was drying the last of the dishes. He looked over and saw Newkirk washing the last of the cups. Klink noticed that he was looking at his hands, but his mind was elsewhere. Klink put the dish down, and moved his hand in front of Newkirk's face. This brought Newkirk out of his thoughts. He looked over at the older man.
"Welcome back." Klink smiled at him.
"Sorry, I was thinking of something that happened between Mary and myself." Klink narrowed his eyes at him.
"What happened?" He asked him. Newkirk put the cup down and turned toward Klink.
"Mary told me that George made her wash him like a child." He watched as Klink's eyes got wide.
"And that is what you were thinking about?" He asked the younger man.
"No, Mary had washed my back, and that was after I told her that she didn't have too by the way." He said this pointing a finger at him. "But she placed her hand on my lower back. She felt me jump and took a deep breath in, and she pulled her hand away. Now she may think that I don't want her to touch me… I don't mean it in that way." Klink chuckled as the younger man made it clear on what he meant.
"Okay so you are afraid that she thinks that you can't stand her touch, but that is not the case. You actually I'm guessing liked her touch." Newkirk nodded at the statement that Klink made.
"Right, and I don't know what to do." Newkirk sighed as Klink shook his head and spoke.
"Than I say that you explain to her why you had done that, and that you do enjoy her touch." Newkirk glanced over at the man and smiled at him. Klink saw this smile and had to know.
"What is that smile for?" He asked him.
"How is it that you never had any luck with women, but your are good at given advice?" Klink chuckled again.
"Because I was trying to cover up the fact that I like men and not women." He told him as he grabbed the cup and dried it off. Newkirk looked at him and had to ask the older man.
"So you have been hiding things for awhile?" Klink sighed as he put the cup in the cabinet.
"In away yes. I have been hiding this all my life. The last man that I was in a relationship with, lasted for fifteen years." Newkirk's eyes widen at this news.
"Really? Why are you not with him now?" He asked him while moving a little closer. Klink smiled and leaned against the counter.
"Yes, I had to hide this everyday of my life, and he died in the crash, that took some of the sight out of my left eye." He told the younger man. Klink watched as Newkirk frowned.
"I'm sorry." Newkirk watched as Klink smiled a weak smile.
"Danke, but I have someone new to love now." He said while looking toward the living room. Newkirk smiled at him.
"You really love Colonel Hogan don't you?" With a loving smiled Klink said.
"Yes, the same way you love Mary." He watched as the younger man blushed a little. Klink smiled at the blushing younger man.
"We should go in there and see what them two are doing." Newkirk nodded his head as Klink said this. They walked into the living room and saw Hogan sitting there with his head hung and Mary placing a hand on the side of her father's face.
"What happened?" Klink asked walking toward father and daughter. Both looked up at him as he walked toward them. Hogan had tears in his eyes as he made eye contact with the man that he loves. As Newkirk walked closer he saw that Mary had tears in her eyes as well. Mary looked back at her father and made him look at her. Hogan looked at her as she nodded her head at him. Hogan took a deep breath and let it out.
"I told Mary something that I had to tell her." Klink narrowed his brows at his love. Hogan wiped his tears away and stood up and walked over to his love. He looked into the baby blue eyes that he would get lost in for hours. As Hogan did this Klink saw that whatever it was, Hogan was about to say was hard on the younger man. Klink took Hogan's hands into his.
"Robert, you tell me when you are ready to. It looks like whatever it maybe that you told Mary has drained you. So you tell me when you are ready to do so." Hogan smiled at the older man that had his heart.
"Danke." Klink smiled as he heard Hogan speak his native tongue.
"Now I think that we all should get ready for bed." Newkirk looked over toward Mary as she got off of the sofa and went to go to their bedroom. Newkirk turned and followed Mary into the bedroom.
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Hogan was now sitting in his and Klink's bed. He was looking down at his hands. Klink walked out of the bathroom and made his way to the bed. He got into the bed and laid down. His eyes glanced over toward Hogan. Hogan was still sitting up and was lost in his thoughts. Klink smiled to himself.
"Robert you don't have to tell me right now. You can wait…" Hogan's words cut him off.
"I am like Mary in away." He told him. Klink narrowed his brows together and sat up.
"What do you mean you are like Mary in away?" He asked him. Hogan took a deep breath in.
"I went threw hell like she did, but just a little differently." Klink's eyes widen at this news. He looked ahead as Hogan spoke again.
"When I was about five, my dad lost his job at the air base. He started to drink a lot more than what he use to. He changed so much with in just a few weeks. He started to get angry quicker. I dropped a book once, and he got up from the sofa and started to beat me. My mom would let him do that to me. Mostly so that he would leave her alone. She would tell me that I was being brave for taking the beatings. Soon she started to leave the house for a few hours then it would turn into a day, than it was days on end. When she would come home, she was only there for an hour to get some of her things. I would beg her to take me with her and she would tell me that I had to stay there with him. That I was so brave." Hogan said this in a mocking tone.
"Marie, the older woman I spoke of earlier would let me come over to help her cook or help around her house. She would always make sure that I was fed and clean. There was a lot of times that I would just stay over at her house. Because at home my dad was drunk and my mom wasn't there. When mom wasn't and I was, he would walk threw the house until he found me." Hogan closed his eyes. Klink could see the tears fall from his loves eyes.
"I would hear him coming down the hallway. I would get so scared that I would hide under my bed, which is where he always found me. He would grab my leg and pull me out. He would make me cook for him, and do whatever he wanted. Marie would come over and check on me if she had not heard or seen me that day. When she would come over, my dad would yell at her and tell her to leave. She would always push pass him and go and find me." Klink's frown grew when he heard his love talk about his past.
"Robert, where was your mother at this time?" He asked him. He saw Hogan opened his eyes and shrug his shoulders at the question.
"I don't know. At this time she had been gone for three years." Klink moved closer to his love as he continued.
"When I was ten my dad took me to the liquor store. He wanted to buy five bottles, but he had no money. I remember him looking at me, and then he looked back at the man. He told him that he could take me in the back and do what he wanted to me. I didn't know what he meant, but I found out soon what he had meant by that." Klink's eyes widen at this news.
"Robert did this man rape you?" He asked his love who nodded his head.
"Yeah he did. Dad took me home after that. We got home and he told me to stop crying and fix him something to eat. I ran out the back and to Marie's house. I ran into her house from the back. She asked me what happened, and I told her. She hugged me up, and told me everything was okay. She took me upstairs and ran a bath for me. I sat there in that bath and cried. I remember saying I wanted my mom, but I knew she wouldn't care. After the bath, I went down to the kitchen and she had fixed me some dinner. I was about to sit down when my dad came threw her front door. He was pissed off. Marie told him to leave, but he didn't. He ran toward her and attacked her. I ran out the back, over to the house. I got my dad's gun, and ran back to Marie's house. I ran in and saw him choking her. Will, she was fighting him so hard. I pointed the gun and pulled the trigger." Klink's mouth dropped when Hogan told him what he did.
"Robert? Did you kill your father?" He asked him. Hogan nodded his head slowly.
"But he told me one thing before he died." Klink watched his love close his eyes tight.
"What did he tell you?" He asked his love.
"He told me. That when I have a child, I would become like him. That I will do everything and more to them like he had done to me. That they would be the one who kills me." Hogan cried as he saw his father's bloody face behind his eye lids.
"Robert you know that's not true." Klink tried to comfort his love.
"After that I lived with Marie. I changed my last name to hers." Klink looked at his love with narrowed brows and eyes.
"What?" He asked him. Hogan opened his eyes and looked over at the older man.
"I had always heard everyone call her Marie, but that was not her name. Her name was Mary Elizabeth Hogan." Hogan smiled as he told his love about the woman that he called mother.
"When I got older, I started to hang around the wrong people. I got in trouble with the law. It was mostly doing B and E's but still. I would help them vandalize stores or homes." As Hogan spoke he tried not to look at Klink, who was looking at him with now wide eyes and dropped jaw. Then the older man's brows narrowed once again.
"What does B and E mean?" He asked his love. He watched as Hogan made a sheepish smile.
"Well it means Breaking and Entering a home or a store." He told him. Klink closed his eyes at this.
"This doesn't tell me why you and Mary were crying." He stated.
"I'm getting to that." His love told him. "General Butler was a friend of my dad's. He had been told by someone, later I found out it was my mom. Well my new mom." He said with a smile. "She had told him that I was starting to go down a bad path. He came to town and saw me and my so called friends vandalizing a store on this night. The cops had been called and they were on their way towards us. We all heard them coming, and the leader said that one of us had to stay behind so the others could get away. I looked around, then things went black. He knocked me out cold and they all ran. They left me there on the ground out cold. I came too, and the first thing I saw was Butler. He lied to the cops for me. He told the cop that I was walking by and the leader knocked me out. That the leader was making it look like I did all of this. Later when Butler took me home, he told me that he would be back to take me to the air base in the morning. He told me that I needed structure in my life and the Air Forces could give me that." As Hogan told Klink this, he couldn't believe what he was hearing. He listened as Hogan continued.
"I went to the air base the next day. I signed up, and everything was going good. I would date some women here and there, but as soon as they said they wanted kids." Hogan paused. "I would get scared. I would hear my dad's words in my head. I would end it with them after they would say that. Than some years later I met Lizzie. I fell hard for her, and I thought that she fell for me. Hell we had even talked about getting married. She told me that she never wanted kids and I was happy, but…sad at the same time. Then she had heard a rumor that I was going to be made a Captain. She started to go threw my money like crazy. I had to tell her that she couldn't do that no more. She just told me that I was a Captain now and that I had the money for her new clothes and her shiny things. I told her that I was not made a Captain, that it was only a rumor." Hogan lowered his head. Klink saw his shoulders start to shake. He reached over and slowly pulled Hogan toward him. Hogan was now resting his head on the older man's chest. Klink felt Hogan's arm wrap around him. He frowned as he wrapped his arms around his love.
"What happened?" He asked him. Through the tears Hogan told him.
"I came home the next night and she was gone. She left a note saying that she was going to be with George Rivers that he had everything that she needed. Will, I was so heartbroken, and so damn angry. I balled up my fist and I punched a whole in the wall. I looked over at the mirror and I saw it…him. I saw my father looking back at me. That scared me so much that I drank all the alcohol in my apartment. When I didn't show up at the base for five days, Butler came looking for me. He found me on the bathroom floor. I had drank so much that I had passed out and hit my head on the tub. He took me to the hospital. When I woke up he asked me what happened and I told him. Than I told him what I had saw in the mirror."
"Robert what did he tell you, when you told him that you thought that you were turning into him?" Klink asked him.
"The only thing he said was that it wasn't true and that I could never be like that man. Then he told me the real reason why my dad lost his job. My dad had gotten drunk and beat an higher officer's wife." Klink was about to speak when Hogan kept going.
"Three months later, I saw Lizzie with George who was a new Major. She had told Butler that she was pregnant with Mary and that she had told George that the baby was his. She also told Butler that if he told anyone that Mary was mine and not George's, than she would release the files that he had hid saying what my real last name was and who my father was. Will, I knew that Mary was mine the whole time. I wanted to take her, and love her, but I would hear what my dad had said to me. I got scared that I would do the things he had done to me, to her. But I let her down Will. I left Mary there with that monster. She went threw so much more than what I did." Hogan closed his eyes and tried not to remember all his father had done to him.
"Robert, you would never do that to her. I know you, and so does your friends here, and in England." The older man told him. Hogan leaned up and looked at the man.
"Will, my own father waterboarded me! When Mary was on her knees begging me not to hurt her. I saw, me on my knees doing the same thing! What if I am like him and I snap and do that to her? What if I…" Klink cut the younger man off.
"Robert your father was drunk all the time right?" The older man asked him this in a strong voice. Hogan's eyes widen at the tone of voice his love had just given him.
"Yeah, he was, but he…"
"He was drunk and you hardly ever drink, and when you do. You only drink a glass or two and that's it. You would never do that to her. To anyone really. I know you, and so does everyone else. I have seen the way you look at a German Officer when he talks about hurting or doing some kind of abuse to anyone. You get so angry at them. There has been a few times that I thought that I had to have you put in the cooler. I have seen you get in one of their faces and tell them off when they are harassing Hilda or myself." Hogan was now looking at the older man with shocked eyes.
"When you told Mary about your past, what did she say?" Klink asked him. When Hogan didn't answer him, Klink made the younger man make eye contact with him.
"What did she say?" He asked him again.
"She knows that I would never do that to her. That she loves me and that she knows that I love her." He told the older man. Hogan watched a smile come to Klink's lips.
"See, she loves you no matter what, and she knows as well as I and everyone else that you are not like that bastard." Klink leaned in and kissed Hogan on the lips softly. Once he broke the kiss Hogan smiled a weak smile and asked his love.
"You sure I am not like him?" He asked.
"Yes I am sure, because if you were like him. You would have grabbed Mary by the hair, and beat her when she was begging you not to hurt her. You know what it is like to be in that environment. You were taken in by a woman who cares and loves you. Marie loves you and is proud of you. I know she is, I have read the letters that she writes you." Klink smiled and kissed his love again. Hogan smiled wide and thought of the woman who he called mother. It was Klink's words that brought him out of his thoughts.
"And I would love to meet her one day. I hope that she wouldn't mind seeing me." Hogan looked at the older man with narrowed brows.
"What do you mean? Hope she would want to see you? Why wouldn't she want to meet you?" Klink sighed at these questions.
"Robert, I am German ,and a man. So I don't know if she would be happy with the thought of you being with a German man." Hogan smiled and shook his head at him.
"Mom knows that I am in love with you. She is the one that told me, to stop being so lovesick and make a move." Klink smiled at hearing this.
"She did?" He asked him.
"Yeah she did. A underground agent gave me a letter from my mom awhile back. She said that Butler gave it to her to give to me. If I remember right, she said. Stop being a lovesick teenager and make a move on this man. He sounds wonderful and he can put up with you. So don't let him go." Klink chuckled at this. Then the older man realized something Hogan had said but missed.
"You are in love with me?" He watched as Hogan looked over at him quickly. Klink smiled wide as redness came to his loves face. Hogan had not realized that he had said that. Then he smiled wide while looking into baby blue eyes.
"I love you Will." Hogan said with a loving smile. Klink looked at his love with a loving look. He reached his hand up and placed it on the side of Hogan's face. He leaned in to where his lips were an inch away from Hogan's.
"I love you too Robert. I have loved you since the first time you put my Pickelhaube in my chair." This made Hogan laugh lightly until Klink leaned farther in and placed his lips onto his.
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Newkirk was sitting on the bed waiting for Mary to come out of the bathroom. She was in the bathroom getting ready for bed. He sighed as he looked down at his hands. He knew what he had to do to show Mary that he didn't mind her bare touch. Newkirk stood up and took off his shirt. He laid it on the chair that was near the window, than got into bed. He pulled the covers over him. He looked over as he heard the door to the bathroom opened. Mary smiled at him as she looked into his blue flamed eyes. 'Even in almost darkness those eyes shine like fire.' She thought to herself. Mary walked over to the bed and got in. Newkirk moved his arm out for Mary. She smiled and went to laid down. She moved her hand to place it on his chest but pulled it back and sat up. She narrowed her brows together and looked at him.
"Peter? Where is your shirt?" She asked him. Newkirk smiled as he told her.
"It's over there on the chair." Mary looked over and saw the shirt on the chair. She looked back at him as he spoke to her.
"Mary just lay down, and lets go to sleep." He said with a smile.
"No Peter you need to put your shirt back on…" Mary started but Newkirk cut her off by saying.
"Mary before when I jumped and took a deep inhale, it was not that I didn't like your touch. It was because I did. It felt nice, hell it felt like fire going threw me. I don't mind your touch, I like it very much." He told her the truth. In the almost darkness he could see her teeth threw her large smile.
Mary laid back down and slowly placed her hand onto his bare chest. She watched his face to see what his reaction was. She smiled to herself as Newkirk smiled and wrapped his arm around her, and placed his left hand on her upper arm. Mary laid there for awhile. Then she started to make a slow small circle with her middle finger on the upper part of his peck. As Mary did this Newkirk sighed deeply. He was smiling and loving the woman that he was in love with touch his bare chest.
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The next morning Hogan woke up earlier than usually. He made his way to Mary's and Newkirk's room. He opened the door and peeked in. His eyes widen some when he saw Mary's head on Newkirk's bare chest and her arm draped over his stomach. He closed the door softly. He looked ahead of himself. 'What the hell did I miss?' He thought to himself. Hogan than made his way back to his and Klink's bedroom. As he opened the closed the door he heard Klink say his name.
"Robert, what is it?" He asked him. Hogan turned his head over to his love, who once again held him as he cried himself to sleep last night.
"Why does Newkirk not have a shirt on?" He watched as Klink raised an eye brow.
"What?" He asked him. Hogan walked over to the bed and pointed a finger toward his daughter's and his best friends room.
"Newkirk doesn't have a shirt on, and Mary is asleep with her head on his chest." Klink chuckled at the confused look on his loves face.
"You will have to ask Newkirk." He told him while getting out of bed.
"What? Why can't you tell me?" He asked the older man as he walked up to him.
"Because it is not my place to tell you everything." He told him then leaned in and kissed the younger man on the lips. Klink rolled his eyes as Hogan made a pouting face.
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After Mary had made all of them some breakfast, Newkirk said that he was going down into the tunnel once again. So Mary said that she would go with Klink to his office. Klink had to give Mary his coat while they had walked to the Kommandantur. Mary had stood on the steps and watched her father go into barracks 2. Carter had called his name out when he saw the three walking to the Kommandantur. Mary was now sitting in the wingback arm chair that was in her Vater's office. She was watching him do paper work that looked like it had no end to. After Klink leaned back in his chair is when she got up and walked over to the window and looked out. She saw her father and the man that she loved walk toward the small building.
"Father and Peter are coming this way." She said out loud. Klink looked over at her.
"I wonder if London had given them a mission?" He asked. Then the door opened and the two men walked in. Mary turned and smiled at both men. Newkirk walked over to her and handed her something in a brown paper that was tied up with string. She looked at him with an odd look.
"Peter what is this?" She asked him.
"Well I know it gets pretty cold here and I thought you might need this." He told her with a happy smile. Mary took three steps toward Klink's desk and untied the string and opened the paper. She smiled wide as she pulled out a forest green coat. Mary looked up at Newkirk.
"Thank you Peter." She stood on her tiptoes and kissed the man on the lips. "Did you two come over here just to give me this wonderful coat?" She added.
"Well I was making the coat when London radioed us." Newkirk started. Hogan glanced over at Klink who narrowed his eyes at this news.
"What do they want all of you to do?" He asked the younger man. Newkirk looked over and sighed.
"I have to go out tonight with Colonel Hogan. We have to meet an underground agent with information about a new tank that the Jerrys are making." Newkirk than noticed what he said and who he was speaking too. He held up his hands and started to explain.
"I didn't mean you or….I'm sorry that was wrong of me to say." He told the German man. Klink smiled and chuckled at him as the younger man tried to apologize to him.
"Newkirk it is alright. I know that you don't mean me." Klink said while still chuckling at him. Mary shook her head as she saw her Huntsman sigh a sigh of relief. Hogan dropped his hand that was over his mouth. He had placed it there when his best friend was trying to clear the air between him and his love.
"Like Newkirk said. He and I have to go out tonight. We have to meet this Little Red Riding Hood."
"Who?!" Hogan looked over at Klink who had asked him, and was trying very hard not to laugh.
"That is their code name." He told the man who was failing at trying hard not to laugh.
"O…Okay." Klink had to lower his head and close his eyes. Hogan closed his eyes and tried not to laugh as well. Mary stood there and watched both of her fathers shoulders shake. She looked over at Newkirk who had a large grin on his face. He looked over at her and she could not hold it any longer. Mary started to laugh lightly.
"I think that all of you need to come up with better code names." She said in between small laughs.
"Oh I really think you do." Klink said calmly. Then he started to chuckle as a thought came to his mind. "What is the recognition code? Oh what big eyes you have please don't eat me." That was all Hogan needed. He started laughing harder than he had ever laughed before. Seeing this made the other three in the room lose it as well. They all started laughing, and didn't see the door to the office open slightly. Hilda peeked in and saw that the three men were all laughing. She looked pass Newkirk and smiled as she saw Mary laughing along with them. Hilda shut the door and smiled to herself. She didn't think it was possible for the younger woman to laugh like she was.
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Mary was setting on the bed watching Newkirk put on his black shirt. She looked up at the clock on the wall. It was 8:00pm and her father and Newkirk was to meet this Little Red Riding Hood at 10:00pm. Newkirk walked over to the bed. He knelt down and reached down into his bag that was beside the bed. He got out his pistol and checked it to make sure that it was ready to be used if need be. Mary saw the gun and stiffen up some. Newkirk looked over and saw his love staring at the gun. He slowly sat the gun on the floor and slid within Mary's sight.
"Mary what is it?" He asked her. She blinked and looked at him.
"I'm sorry, I just saw the gun and thought back of when George killed Mama." She told him. Newkirk frowned at her words. Than a thought came to his mind. 'Did she see…'
"Mary did you see him kill your mother?" He asked her. Mary said nothing just nodded her head slowly. Newkirk went to move up, but stopped himself. 'If she is having a small flash back, than me moving quickly could cause a larger one.' He thought to himself.
"Mary." Her eyes looked into the blue flames that she loved to get lost in.
"Yes Peter?"
"Mary, may I hug you and kiss you?" He asked her. Narrowing her brows at him, she asked him.
"Why do you ask me at times and not all the time?" Newkirk smiled as he looked into her snowy blue eyes.
"Because there are times that I need to. Like now, I know that you are remembering of what happened. If I was to move to quickly it may send you into a bad flash back. Then there are times when I know that you are okay, and I know that I can kiss or hug you without sending you into one." He explained it to her. Mary smiled at him. She didn't think that he would know if she was having a flash back or not.
"Yes Peter, you may hug me and kiss me." Newkirk moved up and wrapped his arms around her slowly. Mary placed her hands on his shoulders. As Newkirk moved up and kissed her on the lips softly; Mary ran her left hand up his neck and into his hair. Newkirk smiled into the kiss as did Mary. Mary broke the kiss and leaned back. He looked at her with narrowed brows.
"Mary what is it?" He asked her. Mary's face got a little red as she was wondering if she should ask him or not. Newkirk saw her face get red, and that she was struggling to ask him something. Soon Mary was able to ask him what was on her mind.
"Peter, what is it called when two people kiss and use their tongues?" Both of their faces were a little red now.
"It is called a French Kiss or a Florentine Kiss." He told her while feeling is cheeks heat up even more.
"Oh okay…Peter can you give me a French Kiss?" She asked him while feeling her face heat up more as a large smile came to her lips.
"Yes I can." He told her.
Newkirk leaned in and placed his lips onto Mary's. He started to opened and close his mouth while he kissed her. Mary started to copy his movements. When Newkirk ran his tongue across Mary's bottom lip, she made a little noise as he did this. He couldn't help himself he had to chuckle a little when he heard her make this small noise. It was when he placed his tongue into her mouth, and touched hers is when she sighed deeply. She pulled him closer to herself, and wrapped her arms around his head and neck. Newkirk tighten his arms around her. Their tongues danced against each others. Mary could feel her heart race and her body heat up. She had never felt this way before, her hands were getting hot as she ran one of them threw his hair. Her other hand on his neck pushed him even closer. Her heart was pounding in her chest as if it was going to bust out at any moment. Her whole body felt like it was on fire. She found herself moaning lightly into this amazing kiss. Newkirk was beside himself with the feeling that he was getting from this mind-blowing kiss. His heart pounded in his chest as his blood was raced throughout his body. When he heard Mary moan lightly into the kiss, he found himself moaning lightly as well. They both soon needed air is when Newkirk ended the kiss. Newkirk leaned back panting. This is when he saw that Mary was smiling widely at him.
"Wow, that was bloody great." She panted out. Newkirk chuckled at the fact that she had used the European swear word.
"Was it that good?" He asked her.
"It was. I have never been kissed like that." Mary then looked to the side and then back toward him. "Actually until you kissed me, I have never been kissed before." She added with a giggle. Newkirk narrowed his brows at this.
"Really, never?" He asked her. She shook her head and smiled at him. 'How is that possible?' He asked himself. 'Did this George never kiss her at all?' He added in his mind. Then he smiled at her.
"You really liked it?" He asked her again.
"Yes I did. Why didn't you?" She asked him. She watched as a large smile come to his lips.
"I did very much." He told her. "I have never had a kiss like that before." He admitted to her. When Mary heard this she felt her heart race like before. When a knock came to the door they both looked over. Hogan opened the door and walked in.
"You ready to go?" He asked his friend. Then he saw that both of them were panting lightly.
"What happened, never mind, I don't want to know." Mary giggled as her father's face turned red and he walked out of the room. She looked over at Newkirk who was chuckling lightly.
"I think I will be having a very uncomfortable talk with your father." He told her as he stood up. Mary stood up with him and watched Newkirk reach down and get the gun off the floor. As he was putting it behind him, Mary moved closer to him. He looked down into Mary's snowy blue eyes.
"Peter, please be careful. You and my father come back to me." Newkirk watched as a tear fell from his loves eye. He leaned down and kissed her on the lips.
"I will be careful and both your father and I will watch each others backs. We will come back to you and Klink." He told her with love in his eyes. They both walked out of the room and into the living room.
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Klink was putting on his gold robe when Hogan walked into the bedroom. He looked over and saw the younger man's face was red. He watched as Hogan was trying to go threw something in his mind. Klink walked over to his love.
"What happened?" He asked him. Hogan looked at him with wide eyes.
"I went to see if Newkirk was ready to go, and he and Mary were panting. I think they were kissing. God I hope they were just kissing." As Hogan said this Klink chuckled at his loves reaction. Hogan looked over at the older man.
"Do you find this funny?" He asked him. Klink stopped chuckling long enough to only tell Hogan the truth.
"Hogan, your little girl is not so little no more. She is growing up and is a young woman. So she will be curious about kissing and about se…" Hogan cut Klink off at this point.
"Don't say it." Klink looked at him with narrowed eyes.
"Hogan you know that her and Newkirk will eventually have sex." As Klink told Hogan this he saw the younger man make a face. "Really Robert?" He added.
"Can we just say make love. Cause that is something that no parent wants to know or discuss with their child." Klink shook his head.
"Then I say you better give her a little talk." He watched as Hogan looked up at him with wide eyes.
"I know how to talk to boys about that, but not a girl. She needs a mother or a…" Hogan trailed off. Klink looked at him with narrowed brows once again.
"A what?" He asked him.
"A girl friend. One that has done that and knows what to tell her." Hogan walked out of the room. Klink followed his love out to the living room. He saw Hogan pick up the phone.
"Hey Kinch can you get Hilda on the phone please?" He asked his friend. Hogan looked over at Klink as he was looking at him with his eyes wide and jaw dropped.
"Oh yeah all of the phones in the camp are bugged." Klink watched a lopsided smile come to Hogan's lips.
"Hey Hilda it's me. Can you come back to camp tonight and have a talk with Mary." Klink moved over to the phone to hear what was being said.
"What kind of talk?" He heard Hilda ask.
"The talk." Hogan told her. Klink had to stop himself for laughing as he heard Hilda say.
"She's your daughter! You are a big boy and you can talk to your daughter about sex!" She told him. Hogan made a face again as he heard the words Daughter and Sex.
"Come on Hilda. I don't know what to tell her. And I don't think she should hear that from me. Not only am I her father and that will embarrass her, but what if she has a flash back to George telling her something or just the thought of a man telling her things and she thinks it's a lie or… you get where I'm coming from right?" He asked her. Both men heard the young woman sigh.
"Okay I will come back and talk to her. You have a point. I'm on my way." Then the line went dead. Hogan looked at the phone.
"Well bye to you too." As he placed the phone back he looked up and saw Mary and Newkirk walking out of their bedroom.
"I'm ready to go Colonel." Newkirk said and leaned down and kissed Mary on the lips.
"Alright." Hogan went to walk to the stove but quickly turned around and walked back to Klink and kissed him on the lips.
"We will try to be back before one in the morning." Klink nodded his head, and told his love to be careful. Hogan said that they would, then he walked over to his daughter and kissed her on the head.
"Hilda is coming over tonight." Mary looked at her father with narrow brows.
"Why is she coming back here?" She asked him.
"I thought that you needed some girl time." He told her with a smile. Newkirk looked over at Klink and pointed his finger at Hogan. Klink rolled his eyes.
"What your father means Mary, is that you need a girl friend to talk to." Klink told her. Mary looked over at him still with narrowed brows.
"Talk? Talk about what?" She asked him.
"Oh I don't know. Just girls stuff, like clothes or hair, or sex." Hogan narrowed his eyes at the older man. 'There is times I want to kill him.' Hogan thought to himself. Klink saw the look that Hogan was given him and smiled smugly at him. Newkirk dropped his head. 'Now I know why Hilda is coming here.' He thought to himself. 'Which may not be a bad idea really.' He added in his mind.
"Oh okay." Mary said not knowing if she was going to like this girl time.
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It was now 11:00pm and Hogan and Newkirk was waiting in a old barn that was outside of the town. Hogan looked out the crack of the door. The agent was still not there yet. They were suppose to meet this Little Red an hour ago. He glanced over at Newkirk who was looking out one of the windows in the barn.
"Where do you think this agent is?" He asked his Commanding Officer.
"I don't know but we can't stay here too much longer." Hogan told him.
"Yeah, if we do. I know a lovely young woman who will be worried sick about where we are." Hogan looked over at Newkirk as he said this.
"I have to ask. What were you and Snow doing when I walked in?" Newkirk looked at his best friend.
"Do you really want to know?" He asked him with a uneasy voice.
"I hate to say this, but yes." Hogan watched as Newkirk sighed and told him.
"Mary asked me to….French kiss her." Hogan's eyes widen some.
"Oh okay." He said looking back out of the door.
"She told me that she had never been kissed like that or at all. That I was the first one to ever kiss her." Hogan looked back over at Newkirk with an odd look.
"What? I'm sure that asshole George kissed her." He said looking back out of the door again.
"No, I don't think he ever did. I don't think he ever took the time to be sweet and nice to her." Newkirk told Hogan what he had ran threw his mind many times.
"Hell Mary told me that George would make her bath him like a bloody child." This caught Hogan off guard.
"What?" He asked his friend. Newkirk nodded his head without looking away from the window.
"Hey Colonel. I see someone coming and I think it is our friendly Gestapo." As Newkirk said this Hogan ran over to him.
"Lets go! This maybe a set up!" He whispered harshly. Both men ran out of the back of the barn. As they made their way to the woods they heard gun shots being fired in their direction.
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Hilda and Mary were sitting on the sofa drinking tea. Hilda had asked Mary what all she knew about sex. Mary had told Hilda what she was told by her mother and George. Hilda couldn't believe the lies that both of them had told the young woman. Mary had told her that men were to take a woman by surprise. That they did it out of love. When Mary told this to Hilda; the only thing the young woman could do was to stare at her in shock. Mary then told her that a man is to have a release and not a woman. If a woman was to have one than it was disrespectful to the man. A man is not to release into a woman that it is a sin to do so. If a man did release into her, and Mary was to become with child than the child would be a hideous creature. That it was a woman's job to suck a man off. That it was the woman's job, or a rule to pleasure the man in that way. Hilda sat there and listen to what the young woman was telling her. Soon Hilda had to tell Mary the truth about everything that she had been told.
Mary sat there and listened to the older woman tell her the truth. She couldn't believe the lies that she had been fed by her own mother and her step father. That if a man surprises a woman or attacks her then that is called rape, and no real man would do that to a woman. Hilda made sure to tell Mary that if a man did do that, that is was not out of love, but lust or evil intentions. A man is to have a release and so is a woman. If a woman does have one than that makes the man feel good about bringing pleasure to the woman that he loves. A woman can pleasure a man too, but it is because she loves him. That it is not out of respect or a rule to do so. That if a man releases into the woman that it is not a sin! Once Hilda had told her this, Mary hung her head down. Hilda reached over and placed her hand onto Mary's.
"Mary, what is it?" She asked her.
"So if lets say Peter and I do…" Mary thought about the word that Hilda had called it. "Make love and I do become with child than, my child will not be a demon like creature?" She asked the older woman. Hilda slid closer to the young woman.
"No Mary." Hilda paused when she saw tears start to fall from Mary's eyes. "No, your child will be a beautiful baby." She added. Mary reached up and wiped her tears away.
"George told me that if a man was to get hard there, that the man found me disgusting, and that if I touched a man in a sexual way than he would get violently ill by my touch." After she spoke; Mary started to cry a little harder. Hilda moved her arms around the crying young woman.
"No Mary. He lied to you so that you would only go to him." She told her. Neither women saw Klink standing in the door way of his and Hogan's bedroom. The older man had heard all of what was said. Klink placed his hand over his heart and lowered his head. He felt the tears fall from his now closed eyes. 'How could her own mother let this man say or do that to her own child?' He asked himself. 'Mary was more mindless than what she let on, when she first came here.' He added in his mind. Klink couldn't take it anymore. He made his way over to the two young women on the sofa. Hilda looked up at her boss. She had always seen the older man as a second father to her. Klink sat down on the coffee table and slowly reached out his hands. He took his daughter's hands into his. Mary looked up at one of her fathers as he spoke to her.
"Mary, meine wunderbare Tochter. What your mother and that bastard did and said to you." Mary watched as the older man tried not to break down and start to cry in front of her.
"What they did to you is the sin, and they will both pay for it. I know your mother is paying now for letting him do that to you. And when that bastard shows his face here, he will pay for all the sins that he has done in his life. Mary don't you ever think that a man like Peter." At the sound of her loves name made her smile weakly at him. "That Peter will ever do that to you. He will love you and cherish you. Hell I say that man would do anything for you. If you wanted to be a the queen of England; he would muster an army and win that crown for you. Hell he would put that crown on your head himself." Mary smiled wide at what her Vater was telling her.
"And I would do the same for him." Mary than moved closer to him. "Is that what love is?" She asked him. Klink smiled wide and told her what he believed love was.
"Love is where you always want to be around them. You miss them like crazy when they are away from you for too long. Love is when you hear their voice and your heart beats faster, but feels like it has skipped a beat at the same time. When they are away for too long, you find yourself craving to hear their voice, and to feel their arms around you. That you feel safe in their arms when they hold you. When they kiss you, your body heats up and you feel like lighting has hit you." Hilda smiled at the older man but narrowed her brows at him. Mary smiled wide as her Vater continued to talk.
"When you and your love do make love. It will feel wunderbar when you feel them so close to you. You find yourself wishing that you, and they could stay that way forever. But after is when you and they are holding each other, you feel at peace. Than there at times that one look from them can make you feel like you are the only one in the world. There are sometimes when you can't stop smiling a wide smile. When you see them you light up and smile wide. Mary, I know that Peter loves you some much that he would die within hours if something happened to you. Which I hope nothing doesn't ever happened to you. That man loves you, and I think that you love him too." Klink looked at Mary with waiting eyes. Mary smiled wide and told him.
"If that is all love is, than I do love him. Are you sure that he loves me though?" She asked her Vater. Klink smiled at her and nodded his head.
"I know he does. Peter has went threw heartache many months ago. He was so hurt by what this Berlin Betty did to him." Mary narrowed her brows at him.
"Is that who hurt him? What did she do to him?" She asked the older man. Klink sighed and told Mary about this Berlin Betty.
"Berlin Betty had a radio show. She had asked for a POW to come on her show and tell their countrymen to give up the war. Peter did to I say send information to London." Mary looked over at Hilda as Klink spoke the last part. Hilda smiled and told her that she knew about everything and had helped her father in the past. She looked back over to Klink as he continued.
"When Betty got here, she played with Peter's mind and heart. In away like George did to you. Peter fell hard for her, but in the end she didn't want him. She even told him that she didn't want him at all. He was heartbroken. Everyone knows that Peter has fell hard and quick in the past, and has always gotten his heart broke. After that witch left the camp; Peter was starting to show signs of taking his own life. Hogan and I as well as the others watched him like a hawk. He was never to be alone or have anything that he could use to hurt himself with. That was five months ago." Mary frowned at this but then remembered.
"Then I came here." She told him with happiness in her voice. Klink smiled at her.
"Yes you did, and I have to say that Peter is doing great now. The few days that you have been here has helped him a lot my dear. He is taking his time with loving you. I think he knows if he rushes in, that will scare you. We all don't want that to happen." He told her with a fatherly smile. Mary closed her eyes and thought about her love.
"Wait what time is it?" Mary asked her Vater. Klink looked at his watch. His eyes widen as his watch showed that it was 1:30am.
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Hogan watched as Newkirk moved the stove back in place. They looked at each other and sighed. They had barely made it back to camp. The woods and roads were crawling with Gestapo. Newkirk turned and walked to his and Mary's bedroom. He opened the door and found no one in the room. He turned and ran to Hogan. He stopped as he saw Hogan standing at his and Klink's bedroom door smiling. Newkirk walked over and stood beside him. He looked in and smiled himself. Their in the bed was Klink, and in his arms was Mary. Both men looked closer, and saw tear tracks going down Mary's cheeks. Hogan glanced up into a pear of baby blue eyes. Klink narrowed his eyes and brows at the two in the doorway. Both man walked into the room. Klink spoke in a low voice so not to wake the sleeping young lady in his arms.
"Where the hell have you two been?" He asked them. Hogan knew if Mary was awake than Klink would have yelled at them.
"It was a set up by the Gestapo. We barely made it to the camp. There was times that we would have to back track to get them off our trail." Hogan told the older pissed off man.
"Why is Mary in here with you?" Newkirk asked him. Klink looked over at the younger man with still narrowed eyes and brows.
"I had to hold her and calm her down. She had a panic attack when she found out what time it was, and you two dumbasses were not back yet!" He spoke in a loud whisper. Both men heard this and felt the pain go threw them. Klink saw that both men were feeling bad at what they had done, but that didn't stop him from going on.
"She was in such a bad panic that she thought that you two were dead. I had to hold her to make sure that she didn't hurt herself." At this news both men looked up with horror in their eyes.
"She was going to hurt herself?" Hogan asked while looking down at his daughter. Newkirk closed his eyes and tried not to imagine the woman he loves so much in a coffin.
"Yes she was. I had to hold her tight so that she would not find something to slit her throat." Klink watched as Hogan softly sat on the edge of the bed. His eyes were filled with horror at this news. Klink glanced over at Newkirk and saw a tear fall from his closed eye.
"Peter, Papa?" All three men heard Mary speak in a low weak voice. Hogan and Newkirk looked at Mary as she opened her eyes. Mary's eyes fell onto her father's face in the low lit room. She quickly moved out of her Vater's arms and threw her arms around her father. Hogan hugged her and rocked her back and forth.
"I'm sorry Snow. We tried to get back as fast as we could." He told her. Mary leaned up and looked into her father's eyes.
"What do you mean?" She asked him.
"Snow, the meeting was a set up by the Gestapo. They were trying to catch Papa Bear, and they all most did. Newkirk and I had to back track and hide a few times to get them off our trail." Hogan told his daughter what had happened. Mary looked at the bed then understood what her father and her Huntsman had to do. It was the voice of her father that made her look at him again.
"Mary, don't you ever take your own life." Mary's eyes were wide at her father's strong words. She felt ashamed for even thinking about doing that. She sat down on the bed and sighed.
"I'm sorry Papa, Vater, and my gold heart. I should have never thought of that. I will never think of it again." She told them in a meaningful voice. Hogan smiled at her, but told her what would happened if she did try.
"I forgive you, but if I ever hear or think that you will take your life. I will get you the help that you will need." Mary nodded her head and agreed with her father.
"Gold heart?" Father and daughter looked over at Klink as he spoke.
"She means me." Both men looked over at Newkirk who was smiling wide. "And I forgive you too my diamond heart, but don't you ever do that." Mary smiled and said.
"I will never do that or think it again." She told him with a loving smile.
"Good, how about we go to bed now." Mary smiled and went to get off the bed but stopped as Newkirk walked over to her. She giggled as he moved and picked her up in a bridal fashion. Hogan started to laugh as Newkirk picked his daughter up.
"Night you two." Newkirk said as he was carrying Mary to the door.
"Night you two." Klink said back as they walked out of the door. Hogan was able to get a night threw his laughter. Hogan got up and shut the door. He looked over at Klink who was laughing as well. Hogan smiled and went into the bathroom to clean up before bed. After he was cleaned up, Hogan walked out and got into bed. He laid down on his left side to were he was facing his love. Klink who was on his back rolled over onto his right side and hugged his love up. Hogan was almost asleep when Klink spoke.
"Don't you ever do that again. Mary was not the only one that was scared that something might have happened to the both of you." Hogan glanced up at his loves unseen face.
"I'm sorry Will. We did try to get here as fast as we could. They were shooting at us, and we did have to hide many times. I kept thinking that I had to make it here. I had to bring Newkirk home to Snow, but I was looking forward to this." Hogan moved his head up and kissed Klink on the lips. "I knew when I felt your lips on mine that I was safe and home with you, Snow and I say my soon to be son-in-law." Klink smiled when he heard these words.
"I love you." Klink smiled wider as his love told him this. Klink leaned down and kissed his love on the lips.
"I love you too." Hogan smiled wide and tried to move closer to the older man. This made Klink chuckle lightly.
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Mary giggled as Newkirk carried her threw the small house. As they went into their bedroom, Newkirk stopped at the bed. Mary looked up at him and smiled. Newkirk smiled then leaned down and kissed Mary on the lips. She moved her arms around his neck. Newkirk placed one knee on the bed and as soft as he could, he laid Mary down onto the bed. When he went to break the kiss and move away, he found that he couldn't. Mary giggled in the kiss and pulled him on top of her. Newkirk broke the kiss by leaning up, and looking at the beautiful young woman under him. Mary smiled up at him.
"Mary what are you doing?" He asked her. Mary smiled at him and told him.
"I want you to lay here on top of me and kiss me." She told him with a large smile. Newkirk smiled and leaned his head down and kissed her even more. He moved himself to where he was putting his weight on his arms and Mary was completely under him. Mary ran one of her hand threw his hair, while the other was on the side of his face. Newkirk chuckled as he felt Mary run her tongue across his lower lip. He opened his mouth and her tongue snaked it's way into his mouth. Their tongues danced with each other for what felt like hours. The feeling that both had earlier that night came back to them quickly. Mary was surprised when Newkirk moved his lips from her to her jaw line to her neck. She moaned out lightly as he kissed her neck.
"Peter." She breathed out his name. He lifted his head and looked at her with half closed eyes.
"You want me to stop?" He asked her. Mary smiled and gave him a small kiss on his swollen lips.
"No, I know this may seem odd to ask, but could you give me a love bite?" She asked him. Newkirk didn't know what to say. He knew if he gave her one on her neck that the dress he had made her will not cover it.
"The dress will not cover it, and I don't think that the coat will either." He told her. Mary smiled and kissed him once again.
"In the morning, I or you can go down into the tunnels and get some cloth and I can make me a new outfit with a high collar." She told him. He couldn't help himself he had to lower his head and kiss her swollen lips.
"Okay, what color would you like? There is another forest green, dark blue, and black." Mary cut him off by saying.
"Black and if there is any gold studs I can use them too." She told him. She watched as he smiled wide at her.
"Okay. If that is what you want, but I have to tell you. It may hurt just a little though." Mary leaned up and kissed him once again. Within the kiss she told him.
"I don't care, as long as you do it out of love." Newkirk moaned a small moan as he heard these words.
He then moved his lips from hers to her jaw once again. He kissed his way down to the bend of her neck. Mary clawed his shoulder, and the back of his neck as she felt his tongue slowly lick her flesh. Her breath caught in her throat as he began to suck, lick and kiss her neck. Mary started to moan his name softly. Newkirk felt as Mary's hand moved from his shoulder to slowly run down his back. He felt her nails drag his shirt up as she ran her hand up his back. He couldn't hold the low moan that came from his lips. Then without thinking he began to suck her neck a little harder. As he did this Mary gasped at the feeling, and dug her nails into the flesh of his back and shirt. Newkirk could feel that he was about to lose himself, if he didn't stop this now. He was getting too excited, and he feared that he would hurt Mary. He stopped sucking and licking her neck and leaned up. He panted as he looked into her eyes. He could see the lust for him within them, but he knew if they would go any farther that he would hurt her like…
"Peter what is it?" She asked him threw pants. Within his eyes she could see something that she had never seen before. "Did I do something wrong? Is that why you are looking at me that way?" She asked him. Newkirk smiled and leaned down, and kissed her on the lips.
"No, you did nothing wrong." He told her while resting his forehead against hers.
"Than what is it?" She asked him again.
"Mary if we keep doing this, and I will not lie. I really like doing this, but I am getting too excited and I don't want to hurt you. I know you want me, well at least I hope you do." He chuckled lightly at this. Mary smiled and told him.
"I do want you. I want you to be my first time, well willingly that is." She giggled at this.
"I want that to, but I don't think you are ready yet. I know that I told you that you are in control, and you will tell me when you are ready too. But with this I think we need to wait for awhile longer. It is not that I don't want you, because god Mary, I do. I just think it is too soon is all." He told her this with such love in his voice. Mary could tell that her Huntsman didn't want to hurt her in anyway. She smiled at this and wrapped her arms around his neck.
"Peter, I understand that, and I am impressed that you are willing to wait for me. That makes me so happy to hear that, and I do want you too. I will always want you, and just you. Peter I love you." After Mary said these words Newkirk leaned his head up and looked into her eyes that were filled with love for him, just for him. Mary watched a smile come to his face and tears filled his eyes. She was going to ask him what was wrong when he spoke.
"Mary, you didn't say anything wrong. I have heard that from so many, and they all lied to me, but with you. With you I know that it is true. Mary, I love you more than anything. You are my breath, my blood, my heartbeat. God Mary, I love you." As he spoke Mary teared up as well. With her gold hearted Huntsman, she knew that he really did love her, and what she had went threw with her step father was not love. This man before her loved her for her, and she knew that her Vater was right.
"Peter, if I wanted to be the queen of England. What would you do?" She asked him. Newkirk smiled wide and told her.
"I would muster up a army, win that crown, and place it on your beautiful head myself." Mary smiled and leaned up and kissed the man that had her heart.
