AN:/ Welcome back to Destruction of Time. I want to take a moment to thank all the people who have favorited, followed and reviewed this story. It means a lot to me and I hope I am doing this story justice and you're enjoying reading it just as I am writing it. This chapter has a little bit of emotion built into it and I hope you enjoy it. I do not own the right's to Harry Potter that all belongs to JK Rowling. Now here is Chapter 5 of Destruction of Time.

James Point of view:
I hadn't meant for things to go so quickly and to push her. Since we had to go to the hospital wing we didn't have time to finish operation star gazer. I was disappointed. Though the biggest disappointment was for the next week it seemed like Hermione was avoiding me. She would beat me to classes, and leave before I had the chance to catch her after. And, when I went to visit the Gryffindor common room she mostly went up to the girl dorms and I have yet to figure out the trick stairs, and not even my head boy privilege's allowed me access. It was driving me mad. I tried to talk to Lily about it all she told me was "Give her time".

I was going crazy. Had I pushed to fast to far. Is there something she needed to tell me and she was to scared so she was pushing me away before I could push her away. Sirius and Regulus have been quiet as well. I sat next to Sirius maybe I could get some answers from him. I took a deep breath and looked at him, "hey man what is going on you have seemed quiet and so had Regulus and I haven't been able to catch Hermione to save my life. I am becoming worried about the three of you" I ask him.

He looks at me and uncertainty is in his eyes, "Walguria died last week and her funeral is coming up" he says. I am in shock I hadn't heard anything usually when someone in the scared 40 die then its all over the news. "Hermione is coping best she can she didn't know the woman but she feels some sadness which I don't blame her she didn't meet nor the woman after age three. And, Regulus was always mama's boy so he is losing his shit. I am just trying to process it I mean yes she was my mother but she didn't mother me like mama P does. I would be utterly devastated if it was your mom. But, I just feel indifferent like it doesn't matter. And, it is upsetting them I feel this way. And Lyra has been wanting us to meet so she could explain things but with the funeral planning and her meeting with dad" he goes wide-eyed and throws his head in his hands "I haven't even asked her how that meeting went with him. I feel like we have just all avoided each other." He tells me. "And, with my mood lately I haven't been getting birds left and right" he says in a joking manner. Trying to make a joke of a serious matter. That's my Sirius!

I look at him in shock, "Man I am sorry to hear about Walguria and I understand how your feeling she has treated you awful so it is so completley understandable in how your feeling." I say and then lay my head on his forehead. "Are you truly ill or has her death killed your Lobito? How will the single, and the stupid witches who cheat on there wizards survive is Sirius 'the player' Black can't even get it up" I say then fall to the ground fists shaking "It's the end of the world Merlin take me into your sweet embrace" I shout. Sirius is laughing his arse off so my job is not complete. He looks relaxed, and more sure of himself. Now how to make his twin feel the same way? Remus soon joins us, and Peter well I could give a flying fuck where that tratior is, I want to hang him by his family jewels for what he did to Hermione. He is the reason she is doubting me, doubting us. I probably have a wicked gleam in my eye at the thoughts of what I wanted to do to him for his treachery.

All the sudden Lily is standing in front of us, "I am starting to get worried about Hermione" me and Sirius look at her with wide-eye's. Remus looks at her like he agrees with her. What the fuck at they seeing that me and Sirius arent seeing. "She has been closing herself off and recusing herself from everyone. And, I don't think that has been a good thing. James you constantly watch her and don't try and disagree with me because we all see it. How has she been lately." She asks me.

I look at her thinking about how Hermione when I was able to catch her looks, "she looks tired" I whisper.

Some wizard I am I just promised to be there for her emotionally and physically and I am already failing. "I went to check on her one night and I noticed she had a locking spell on her curtains and when I tried to listen in it was completely silent. I think she is having nightmares and doesn't want Alice and Marlene to hear. I think she is suffering and we need to help her." She says.

Then Remus moves from his place on the coach and sits by her by the fireplace very subtly wrapping his arm around her waist. She gives him a small smile. All the sudden she comes down the stairs. I am not going to let her escape again, especially if she is suffering and needs me. I stand and I make my way over to her taking her hand in my own and storming out of the Gryffindor common room. She fights against me slightly, but I make it to my destination. "Harmony" I say and we enter the head common room. I take her straight to my room and shut the door. I silence it and it locks automatically. I am the only one who can open the door safety protection. I had thought of doing this some many times, and dreammed about it, but when I looked over at her I could truly see it. She looks completely exhausted and I do the only thing I can think of and take her in my arms.

She seems to want to fight but soon gives into the comfort and curls tightly into me. I lift her legs and carry her bridal style to my bed and lay her there. It's Saturday so no classes. I lay beside her just looking into her eyes. "I want to tell you everything, and I want to tell the others, I am terrified and I don't know if I can do it alone." She tells me.

I run my hand up and down her back and relax for the first time since she had started to avoid me she was here in my arms safe. And, that's all I needed was her here with me and the rest of the world didn't matter. "Tonight I will make sure everyone is here and you can explain all you need to and then you will take into consideration of my offer." I tell her.

She smiles and I feel her magic begin to relax like the weight of the world had been lifted off her shoulders. And she started to play with my fingers. "I should let you know that someone asked me to Hogsmeade next weekend." She tells me.

I go wide eyed and look at the calendar next to my bed. And, sure enough it was Hogsmeade next weekend. Someone had asked her after I had made my claim. I looked back at her, "What did you tell them?" I asked her.

I felt like my heart was constricting in my chest. She looked right in my eyes. "I told them that I would, but not in a date in anyway." I felt like my heart was breaking she had accepted an invite with another. She frowned then and looked down at the bed. "They cancelled not to long after because I refused it as a date. I thought it was sweet to be asked to something. I thought that he wanted to show me around and get to know me I am the new and interesting thing here at Hogwarts. And, the only daughter of Orion and Walguria Black. I guess I was wrong. And, you might have made it known you might want something with me but you can't be upset I accepted another invite you didn't ask me James. And, I have seen the fan club James I can't compete with…" I cut her off.

What is with this fucking woman and not seeing her worth. I finally did what I should have the first time I seen her and I kissed her on the lips with all the passion I could muster for her. Her eyes were wide and I continued. Soon she joined into the kiss and her eyes fluttered closed and I softened the kiss. I hadn't wanted it to be like this, but dammit I needed to show her I wanted her and only her. She seemed unsure so I took the lead. Her lips were like two soft petals I licked them gently and she gasped softly and then I tangled my tounge with hers. Dear Merlin this was the best kiss I have ever experienced. I was home that was they only way I could explain it. I pulled away from her she looked flustered. "There is no one else Hermione I don't see anyone else but you. I will write to your father tonight and ask for his blessing I will scream it from the astronomy tower. I have already written my parents about you" she goes wide-eyed. I reach into my night stand and pull out a long ring box I open it and inside two rings one more femine with ruby diamonds and the other red and black with a single ruby in the center. "These are the Potter engagement rings I hope to have this" I hold up the femmine one to her eye level "On your finger sooner then later." I whisper and put them back where they are safe.

She looks down I can still feel those dam insecurities I wanted to bang my head on the wall. What was with this witch? Then she looked into my eyes, "I am not as experienced as the girls in your past." She pulls away from me and sits on the edge of my bed I quickly follow and sit behind her legs on each side and arms around her waist. No way in hell I was letting her go dammit this woman was mine. "That was my first kiss" she whispers to me (An:/ Yes I know she kissed Ron in the final battle, and there is stimpulation she kissed Krum at yule ball. But, in this fanfiction neither happened. Especially, since she hates Ron and Krum just seen her as a sister and liked how she didn't see him as a big star.)

I am in shock this beautiful woman was pure. I now understood the insecurities she faced. I turn her head I needed to see her say it so I knew where to go from here. "You are pure?" I whisper looking into her eyes. She just nods insecurities in hey eyes. She is terrified I am going to leave her. But, it just makes me love her more I would be the only man to kiss her, to love her, to make her moan with pleasure. She would be mine all mine and it made my heart swell in size. "If I am the man you chose to give yourself completely too and I hope I am then I will cherish it forever, and will treasure you forever Hermione Lyra Black Always" I whisper and give her a light peck on the lips. She gives me a small smile and we lay back down facing one another.

I curl my fingers in her hair and pull her close to my body. "I will consider it after I see how tonight goes you might want nothing to do with me afterwards." She whispers to me.

I look her right into the eyes, "I will always want you Hermione Black I would choose you everyday. After this war is over and Voldemort is destroyed I want forever with you." I whisper to her.

Her eyes begin to water. "Don't make promises you cant keep" she whispers back. No more words were spoken and she curled into me and fell into a deep sleep I soon followed her knowing she was safe in my arms was the only thing that mattered we could face the rest tonight. I just wonder what she think is so big that I or the others hell that Sirius would leave her to fight something on her own. Sirius would rather rip his own heart out, then to lose his sister again. And, I am feeling that same way I am slowly falling more and more in love with Hermione Lyra Black, and that thought didn't scare me it just filled me with hope. And, hope was what we needed in this time of war we were facing. I dreamt of our wedding Hermione walking down the aisle towards me. It was a moment I couldn't wait for and to make the dream our new reality.

Hermione's Point of View:
I was pacing the head common room things were changing and I didn't know what to make of it. James had tried many times to get me to sit with him. He tried coaxing me with many things. But the stress of what was happening was the only thing on my mind. I was petrified I was going to lose my family again, the friends I had made, and of course the man I was starting to fall for. I shake those thoughts and look over as the portrait opens in walks Sirius, Remus, Severus, Regulus, and Lily. They all take a seat I am still pacing I don't even know where to begin. All the sudden I am forced to stop and pulled into a chair on a lap with a very firm chest. I look down expecting to see James but surprised to see it was Sirius. "Your making me go crazy Lyra with all that pacing take a deep breath don't make me sick Sev on you with a calming draught." He says to me.

I look over at Severus and sure enough he has a vial of violet liquid which I have no doubt calming draught. I nod, "Would you rather stand or stay in Sirius lap or maybe James's I just want you to be comfortable your stress is being spread through the room" Lily says.

I pat Sirius hand and he lets me go I walk over to the fireplace. "I am technically from this time, but at the same time I am not from this time. Dumbledore sent me into the future fifteen years to be exact. I was best friends with Harry James Potter." I look over at James sadly "the son of Lily and James Potter." He looks at me and shakes his head looking at Lily with wide eyes. Then he looks back at me. "Things can be changed and nothing is set in stone, Harry will still come about, though he might not be the son of James and Lily he might be the son of James or the son of Lily and whatever partner they chose at least that's what Dumbledore said before he sent me back" I said and James's and Lily both relaxed the thought of having a child together seemed to throw them for a loop and I could see disgust on Lily's face, but she didn't interrupt me knowing I was going crazy as it was. "We were at war and we found out how to destroy Voldemort." Everyone flinched, "fear of a name only increases the fear." I say. "James and Lily died protecting there son, Remus was alone thinking his friend had given up James and Lily, Sirius was sent to aszkaban because people thought he was a death eater and went against James and Lily and later died by the hands of Bellatrix and found to be innocent, and Peter pretended to be dead because he betrayed the Potters and killed thirteen muggles cut off his fingers and lived as his rat amigus for twelve years." I could feel the heart break and the anger in the room. "Severus became a double spy the youngest potion master in history and worked as the potion professor here at Hogwarts and Regulus was killed after trying to do the right thing" I tell them. "We found a way to kill off Voldemort he created these things called Hocruxes" everyone but Lilys eyes went wide. "The light had won but so many lives were lost. And, then I found out about being adopted and then a prophecy about me. 'The black light comes and will soon be taken, by the fake leader of light. If this comes to be then the darkness will reign until the dark light can be found again. If she is returned the light will be return and darkness will fall with the power the dark lord knows not' and so Dumbledore sent me away. I have the list of items I need to find and destroy and I understand if this is to much for all of you. But, I don't trust Dumbledore or the order of the phoenix to get the job done. I just thought you all had the right to know." I say then look James right in the eye, "Especially if some things became more" I whisper.

And, then before they could make the decision to leave me I ran from the common room. I didn't know where I was going I just knew I had to get away from there. I couldn't take the heart break of them leaving me. I couldn't take the heart ache of the man I am starting to fall for walk away from me. All the sudden my back arches and it feels like sharp pain is going through my body I fall to the floor before me stands Peter Pettigrew. "I told you to stay away from James Potter bitch you didn't learn and now you will pay the consequences." He snarls.

He started to advance towards me but a spell hit him right in the chest and he fell to the ground. It felt like there was no air in my lungs, and fire coursing through my body. Before my vision went black I seen a head of red hair. Charlie Weasley one of my favorite Weasley's was staring back at me. "Don't worry Ms I will go get help you stay with me." He tells me but my world goes black. I hope Harry forgives me for failing my mission, for not protecting him from the dark lord, and once again making him the boy who lives again.

AN:/ So she finally told them what is going on though in her fear of rejection of her friends family and the wizard she is starting to fall for she runs off. And, sadly she ran into Peter. But, little third year Charlie comes to her rescue my favorite Weasleys are Charlie, Bill, and the twins. I feel like I would like Arthur more if he stood up to Molly and be the head of the Weasley house, and not let her control everything. So I might try and incorporate them into the story. Will Hermione survive? Will James and the others come to her side when they hear she has been hurt? Will they help her? What will become of James and Hermione's relationship now that he knows the truth? Next chapter I will be bringing in Orion Black and he is out for blood. See you soon! Leave reviews and tell your friends! Draco Lover Forever 1994