A/N I do not own twilight or the characters

want you close to me

I want you close, I want you closer

But when you're here with me

It's hard to tell just what you're after

You say, you want all of me today

But tomorrow's not the same

My feelings never change

What do you want from me?

What do you want? Uh

I need to know

If this is mutual

Before I go

And get way too involved

I want you bad

Can you reciprocate?

No, I don't want to have to leave

But half of you's not enough for me

Mutual - Shawn mendes

Jake's POV

"EVERYONE QUIET...Jake we need your help Victoria back" sam said with Authority.

"She keeps dancing in and out the treaty line for some reason she's fucken fast...I keep losing her " Jared said while He was chasing her,threw the trees.

"I'm on my way" I said with adrenaline running threw my veins .

I got on to the treaty line in no time, I seen a flash of red infront of me " I found her fucken redhead leech " I chased her I seen Leah next to me ...me and her being the fastest ones in the pack.

"I'll take the left you take the right Leah" I told her

"I got you Jake" she said

Leah was infront of me, being a bit fast then I am the leech keep jumping from tree to tree, knowing we couldn't reach her from there

"Coward" Paul growled

The redhead bitch reached one of the many cliffs we had on the Rez, she turned around smiling wickedly "you know dogs even if you do catch me witch is very unlikely since you been having such a hard time they be more just like me wanting her...hunting her my James wanted her blood for a reason and they'll be more that will come after her for the same reason Edward wasn't the only vampire Bella blood sings to " the leech said taunting us.

I wanted to know what she meant I couldn't deny that Bella is a magnet to danger, but I just thought it was her involvement with the bloodsucker who hurt her all those months ago, But as she was taunting us Seth sneaked up on the side of her pushing her to the ground with his two front paws, but she quickly rolled from under him and dived into the water us losing her.

"Shit fucken vamp always jumping in the water" Jared said growling

"What do you think she meant when she said about Bella blood singing to the bloodsucker?" Embry asked me

"I don't know me and Bella haven't even talk about douchward she just started to A knowledge she has feelings for me the last thing I wanna do is bring up that fucken leech"

I explained

"Do you think they'll come back? let's say the redhead leech is telling the truth word is gonna go around that she's got some special blood maybe they'll come back " Quil said

" I sure hope not Bella said the psychic leech was gonna stay away let's just hope it stays this way and they don't change there mind" I said thinking about Bella made me think about our previous activities from earlier.

"God Jacob no one wants to see your girlfriends nipples that's gross" leach said pretending to gag .

"Speak for yourself Bella hot" Quil said in a dreamy voice

"Hey watch yourself fucker don't think about her like that " I said in a warning tone

"Well you shouldn't be thinking about her that way and I wouldn't have anything to say but goddanm she is hot " Quil said picturing Bella in the same position she was earlier, but instead of her being on top of me it was Quil.

I growled and attacked him pinning him to the ground "Don't. You .Ever. Think. About. My . Girl . Like . That . Again do you understand me ? "

"Chill out Jake your gonna hurt him" Jared said looking at how close my razor sharp teeth are to Quils neck.

" I'm sorry man I was just messing with you" Quil said looking to the ground with his neck barring to . me showing a sign of submission .

I huffed getting off of him " I'm going home gonna tell Bella everything okay " I said phasing right then and there not giving Sam or anyone a chance to say anything to me .

I quickly put my cutoff shorts on and started walking home .

I thought about the bloodsucking douchebag, I try hard not to think about him, but the closer me and Bells got the harder it was not to think about him coming back and taking away what means the most to me, I know Bella still thought about him, I can see it on her face being able to read her like a book was a blessing and a curse, i would see the love she has for me. The want. The desire, the happiness in her eyes that I bought her little by little but then there were times I could see the pain. The longing. The love she still has for Mr . Douchward .

Like I said a blessing and a curse but I started to see her glow again, her starting to open up more letting herself feel all those feelings she has for me that she tried so hard to bury, but I seen them anyways she couldn't hide it in her eyes.

But what if the bloodsucker came back what would she do? Would she choose me? Would she push me to the side like nothing ever happen? Could she be that forgiving to him after everything he done to her?

I knew her good enough to know she would forgive him cause that's just who Bella was but I didn't know if she take him back.

I felt my hands start to shake my vision getting a bit blurry a loud growl stuck in my thoart just imagining Bella getting the bloodsucker back destroys me let alone it actually happening and having to watch it .

I know she loves me even though she hasn't said it yet I know she dose and she did send Alice away, to give her time to figure things out

But that was Alice not Edward would she do the same if we're him my subconscious said to me something tells me it wasn't likely

As I got home I went to the shower stripping my clothes off turning on the hot water, not that it matters everything left fucken cold to me now , I quickly washed away the dirt and leaves in my hair, keeping it a bit longer was hard but Bella liked my hair long , I quckily washed my body and walked to my room not bothering to get a towel the water sizziles off my body anyways.

I laid down in my bed not bothering to put clothes on, taking my phone in one hand while putting the other hand behind my head,

I dialed Bella number it rang once when she answered

"Jacob are you okay" she asked before I got a chance to say hello

"Hey Bella I'm fine are you okay? " I asked her

"Me ? Your the one who was chasing Victoria and your asking if I'm okay!"

I laughted " yea I guess so"

"Tell me what happen " she demanded "did you get her ?

"No hunny I'm sorry she got away...uh but she did say somethings That didn't really make any sense" I said nervously I didn't wanna have this conversation, I wanted to stay in this happy bubble we built around ourself's, I didn't wanna ruin anything I was scared shitless .

"What kinda stuff Jake ?" Bella asked confused andi swear I can see the small cute frown on her face

"Bella hunny it's time ...we need to talk about him and your ...relationship " I stated

"J-Jake we can't just have this conversation over the phone...I mean...I don't want to say...how do I..." I heard her sigh trying to catch her breath " can you come over tonight and we'll talk " she said sounding scared. I don't know what she had to be scared about but I wasn't gonna push it

"Yeah Bells I'll be over there in a little keep your window open" I said hanging up

Well this is gonna be a loonnggg night I rolled my eyes to my mental self .

I waited till it was midnight knowing Charlie had night shifts all this week .

I climbed out my window phasing and started running toward Bella's house

Leah was the only one that was phased in she was laying down under a tree in the forest keeping an eye on Bella house

I hope this conversation went good I hope - no I pray she just says she was crazy for thinking she loved the bloodsucker, and it's me she wants only me no one else

But that was hopeful thinking and you know where that gets you ...

" she loves you Jake I know me and Bella didn't talk much or get along with each other but she's...uhm not that bad I guess...and for what's it worth I do think she's getting over the leech just remeber that it's much harder for a girl then it is for boys to move on " Leah said with a bit of bitterness at the end but I knew where that was directed to, or who it be exact but I didn't comment on that Leah was trying to be a friend to me and Bella .

"Thanks Leah" I said sincerely

I got to Bella's house climbed up the window knocking on it " bells it's me open up "

She opened the window stepping back ,

I looked her over my eyes starting at her bare feet, small and Dainty with light pink polish up her long slender legs that I wanted wrapped around my waist while I burry myself deep inside her, my eyes went all the up to her tight ass, she was wearing brown short shorts and a tank top that barley covered her stomach and breast Her nipples hard from the wind and fuck me she wasn't wear a bra

Fuck she is so hot

Finally my eyes landing on her face, she was biting that fucken bottom lip of hers that always taunting me, her cheeks was flushed probably from me eye fucking her.

I should feel embarrassed from checking her out like this and the tent I was picching in my shorts , but I couldn't bring myself to care, she needed to know, she needed to know what she did to me ,how inlove I am with her ,

"Hey" she whispered

"Hey" my voice husky and deep

We started at each other for a few minute.

I don't know who went for who first, but the next second she was pressed up against the wall next to her widow, with her legs wrapped around my waist just how I wanted it.

Our kisses were frantic and desperate demanding dominance from each other it was like we were fighting threw the kiss trying to make the other person understand what they wanted from the other, but hey if this was how we was gonna fight it out I was all in.

I bit her lip demanding entrance sucking it between my lips,she had no choice but to grant it to me, I thought I won this fight I was corrected when she pludge her tongue in my mouth pulling on the hair in the back of my head, she was letting up and I felt my wolf start to raise up.

Bella was the only girl I ever kissed I wasn't used to having the wolf wanting control when I was with her, but we also never kissed like this, frantic,angry,scared, possessive but so fucken hot .

I felt the wolf growl at me demanding control

We can't we're gonna hurt her idiot.

The wolf didn't care all it wanted to do was take control of everything not just the kiss but the emotions he knew there was a threat coming to take Bella away and he didn't like it he needed to make her his before that happen

Oddly I agreed with him but I couldn't do that not like this not for this reason but I did let the wolf go a little , just to show Bella what's what , she acts like she don't like the whole alpha cocky thing but she totally dose.

I pulled away kissing her jaw going up to her ear I made my breath Fann over her neck, she shivered , I smiled smugly This is gonna be fun my wolf told me I couldn't agree more .

I pressed my tongue against a spot behind her ear she moan tilting her head back grinding up and down my stomach,

I stilled her hips, but continued kissing and licking on her neck, she started to breath heavy

"Do you want me Bella?" I growled in her ear licking the shell on her ear gaining another shiver

"W-what"

"You heard me " I said low in her ear I wrapped on arm around her tiny waist, holding her tight to me making sure she can't move, while I slide one hand up her shirt my fingers brushing across her skin lighting I stopped at the underside of her breast

"Do you want me?" I asked more demanding

This was more this just a sexual thing I wasn't asking if she wanted me sexually, witch I knew she did the smell of her arousal was thick in her air .

I was asking if she wanted me wholeheartedly wanted me, I knew it was shitty of me to ask her this serous of a question when we was kissing and gridding on each other, but I knew this was the only way she could get outta her head not over think give me a truthful answer,

I-I don't understand" she lies

I pulled back dropping her to her feet gently I took a step back, her eyes looked fearful and full of lust at the same time.

"You do understand Bella I need to know what you want ...Edward gonna come back eventually Bella and when he dose I need to know your not gonna go anywhere or if these moments with you are the best it's gonna get for me" I told her looking into her eyes

"Jake even if Edward did come back he's not gonna want me he told me himself I wasn't good enough for me so it didn't matter". She said looking down to the floor

"But see that's where your wrong Bella it dose matter cause even if he don't want you witch how the life of me I can't understand that you'll still want him I'll always be second best I'll always be the third wheel in this realationshio ...I don't know if I can do that forever Bella I love you I do and I'll always protect you but I need to know do you want me ? "

"Jake I love you-...you know I love you" she said her voice strained

I shook my head " that's not what I asked you Bella I knew you loved me before you did but are you ready to give him up yet ? Are you ready to truly let go and it just me and you Jake and bells?" I asked her desperately

A/N okay what you guys think? How I do writing then chasing Victoria idk that's kinda difficult for me hope I get better at it how's the story line with Jacob and Bella ? I think I kinda jumped around to much on this story but I'm trying to figure out for to make it interesting and dramatic Let me know

Thanks for reading