Chapter Five
So, I still can't figure out how to add paragraph breaks on this site so I'm just going to put (break) in between paragraphs. If anyone knows how to do that, please message me. Also, this chapter gets slightly NSFW, just a warning. But don't get too excited I'm kinda new at smut.
"Don't take this the wrong way, Aubrey, but I don't think I am going on a retreat ever again." Beca commented as the Bellas loaded their stuff into the car.
"Did you find your sound or not?" Aubrey asked, helping Chloe who was struggling to stuff her bag onto the bus.
"We found our sound, but it was my audition song that caused that, so…"
"Music is the only thing that calms the beast inside of me." Lilly muttered under her breath, but nobody was paying attention to hear it. As the girls said their goodbyes to Aubrey and loaded onto the bus, Aubrey stopped Beca.
"Beca, can I speak to you for a second?" Aubrey asked.
"Ope, get ready Red, they're going to talk about you." Fat Amy stage whispered. Chloe rolled her eyes.
"When isn't someone talking about me these days?" Chloe asked and stepped onto the bus. Aubrey pulled Beca aside.
"Why the fuck does she look worse?" Aubrey hissed.
"Woah, that's my girlfriend you're talking about."
"Cute, Beca. But seriously, she looks even thinner than she did two weeks ago! What happened? Aren't you doing your little co-dependency thing or whatever? Why bother doing it if it doesn't work?"
"So, you're sending me mixed signals." Beca said. "Do you want me to do the 'co-dependency' thing or not?"
"I want you to do something."
"I'm trying, okay?" Beca huffed. "I'm trying so damn hard. But she keeps on fighting me. Every meal is a struggle and a few days ago I found out she has been throwing up as well."
"What?" Aubrey gasped. "Beca, this is bad."
"Did you see her face when we found our sound?" Beca was struggling to get Aubrey to understand. "Did you see how happy she was? This group means everything to her and I'm not going to be the one to take it away from her. If you want to go on that bus and say that she can't graduate and can't help us kick ass against these physically-flawless Germans then be my guest!"
Aubrey hesitated. "I mean, I guess you guys do graduate kind of soon. Maybe we could wait until after."
"I can handle this." Beca reassured her. That's when she noticed the tears building up in Aubrey's eyes.
"Beca, I can't handle my best friend dying."
"She's not going to die." I promise." Beca hesitated for a moment and then gave Aubrey a hug. She then waved good-bye to Aubrey and stepped onto the bus. She went right toward Chloe and wrapped her arms around her.
"Have fun talking about me?" Chloe teased.
"She just wanted to make sure you were okay, I promise. Nothing bad." Beca insisted. Chloe rolled her eyes but leaned into Beca.
Up front Fat Amy started singing the first lines of Miley's "We Can't Stop". Everyone else on the bus just stared at her.
"What? Aren't we…aren't we going to sing Miley? I thought that was what we did on buses."
(Break)
"Honey, I'm home." Beca said, entering Chloe's room. She took a double take upon seeing Chloe laid out on the bed with candles lit and Taylor Swift's "Dress" playing in the background. "Um, what is this?"
"To be frank?" Chloe walked over to Beca and pulled her in for a kiss. "We have done almost nothing for a few weeks and…well…" Chloe shrugged. Chloe kissed Beca again and slowly started feeling her breasts. All other thoughts escaped Beca as Chloe started to take off Beca's shirt.
"I suppose you're right." Beca purred. Chloe slowly unhooked Beca's bra and started tasting her breasts. Beca grinned.
"You've always been so good orally, baby." Chloe had to stop for a second to laugh. She moved down and started to unbuckle Beca's jeans.
"Baby, what about you?" Beca asked and started to remove Chloe's shirt. Chloe stopped her and Beca could have sworn she saw fear in her face.
"No, no, baby, let's…uh…start with you." Chloe stammered. Suddenly reality came back to Beca, but she tried to push that out of her head and focus on Chloe taking off Beca's clothes.
Chloe pushed a completely naked Beca onto her bed and carefully started kissing her, starting with her lips than moving down lower. Chloe giggled when she made it to her pussy.
"You're ready, huh, baby?" She asked before moving her tongue to Beca. Beca moaned as Chloe got to work.
"Oh my God, you are so good with your mouth." Beca murmured. Chloe laughed but kept on going. Chloe worked her tongue around Beca's parts. Beca moaned.
"Oh, Chloe…" Beca murmured before it got too much for her, and she finished. Chloe smiled but took the opportunity of Beca being distracted and blew out the candles, knowing Beca would want to be a good girlfriend and help her finish next. Beca didn't even seem to notice and just smiled when Chloe cuddled up next to her.
"You're turn, baby?" Beca asked the older girl.
"Sure." Chloe grinned. Beca unbuttoned Chloe's flannel and started to caress her. Chloe sighed and pushed her lips against Beca. Beca continued to work, and Chloe unbuttoned her jeans.
"Titanium" suddenly started playing on Chloe's playlist and both Beca and Chloe froze. The two girls exchanged a smile in the dark.
"First time I saw you naked." Beca laughed.
"I knew I was going to fall in love with you the second I heard you sing." Chloe confessed.
"I love you so much, Chloe." Beca gushed.
"I love you too." Chloe said and pulled off her underwear. Both girls were now naked on Chloe's bed, but Beca couldn't see how thin Chloe was in the dark and was so infatuated with the redhead she wasn't even thinking about it. Beca bent down and started returning the favor for Chloe.
"Oh God." Chloe moaned. "Shit."
Beca paused. "You like that, baby?"
"Yes." Chloe gasped.
"Let me taste you, baby." Beca said before continuing. "Come on."
Chloe didn't need to be told twice. Beca smiled and made her way back up to Chloe. Chloe cuddled up against Beca. Beca wrapped her arms around Chloe but couldn't help herself from gasping as she did so. "Shit!"
"What?" Chloe spun around. "What's wrong, honey?"
"Nothing." Beca said. "I just…love you so much, Chloe."
"I love you too." Chloe gave Beca a kiss "I'm glad we can still do this!"
"Same." Beca said, trying to keep herself in check. "Same baby, girl."
(Break)
Chloe was so relieved that Beca was such a sound sleeper. Beca had been wanting to sleep in Chloe's room almost every night ever since she found out that Chloe had an eating disorder. But with Beca not wanting her to exercise, Chloe has had to sneak out at night and run on the bike path, which she hated. She had heard about how dangerous it was to run on the bike path as a female at night, but she didn't care. She just gripped her mace and focused on her goal.
Chloe walked towards the front door, only to practically run into Fat Amy and Bumper making out in the doorway. "Oh, hey…"
"Uh oh." Amy said. "Little Red's off to go running?"
"Um…"
"You know, it's best not to keep secrets in relationships." Amy told her. "That's why I told Bumper all about the female back-up plan I have for me in Australia."
"Wait, you never told me about that." Bumper protested.
"Bumper, this is not about you right now, please stay out of this." Fat Amy said. "Now Chloe, it is dark out and you are on a college campus and a female and that is unfairly unsafe-"
"I'll be fine, Amy." Chloe insisted, trying to move past them.
"You know, I had body image issues too." Amy called after her. Chloe froze.
"What?"
"You think I just woke up calling myself 'Fat Amy'?" Amy scoffed. "I used to hate myself and, God, I was bullied horribly. But one day I just got tired of it and said, 'fuck it'. I accepted myself for who I am. And that's what I hope happens for you one day."
Bumper was shocked. "Amy, I never knew that-"
"Bumper, what did I say about not making this about you?" Fat Amy snapped. "Now, Chloe, are you going to go back to bed on your own, or am I going to have to finish you like a cheesecake?"
Chloe stared at Amy and sighed, realizing she was serious. She turned and started back upstairs for her room.
"Good move, ginger." Amy called. Chloe continued up the stairs.
Now she would just wait until Amy went to her room.