A/N don't own twilight or characters
Wise men say
Only fools rush in
But I can't help
Fallin' in love with you
Oh, shall I stay?
Would it be a sin?
Oh, if I can't help
Fallin' in love with you
Like a river flows
Surely to the sea
Darling so it goes
Some things
Are meant to be
Take my hand
Take my whole life too
Oh, for I can't help
Fallin' in love with you
⁃ Elvis Presley
"Dude do we have to wear these fucken things I feel like a penguin it's not like its your dad getting married " .
"Just shut up Paul and wear the danm tux ".
"Yea you know mom gonna get Hurt if she doesn't see the pack wearing the tux she worked so hard making them".
I rolled my eyes at my brothers "Jared and seth is right Paul just wear it and take the bow tie off after the ceremony " I was putting my jacket on looking in the mirror today was the wedding Charlie my dad and all the pack was at my house getting ready while the girls were at Sam and Emily .
"Hey Jake can you help an old man with his tie" Charlie said walking to me.
I raised my eyebrow Suspicious I knew Charlie knew how to do a tie I seen him do it countless times something was up .
"Sure sure I'll be right there chief" I walked across the hall to my dad room .
"You excited for the big day Charlie " I said trying to cut the tension I was feeling .
"Cut the shit Jake I wanna know what's going on with you and Bella" he was at the mirror fixing his tie while looking at me threw the mirror ." Now I never got involved last time cause I figured yous were just kids trying to adjust To being so far away from each other but I don't wanna see you hurt my daughter Jake she's been threw a lot " .Charlie got filled in on the secret when him and sue got engaged she was on the Council and who ever was on there got to tell there spouse .
" i know that Charlie I'm working on things with her taking it slow building on our friendship again I haven't even mention getting back together but love her you know that" I said walking over to the door .
" I know kid just be careful and I don't need that Cullen kid getting ahold on her again either " Charlie said walking out to the hallway .
"Over my dead body chief now let's get you married hun? " throwing my arm around him leading him to the front door.
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Once again I was surrounded by the pack laughing and talking waiting for the ceremony to start we all took out seats and then I seen Bella walk down the aisle She was one of sues bridesmaids .
She had on a off the shoulder V Shaped red dress witha lace over she had her hair up in a low bun a few strands of hair framing her face highlighting her high cheekbones she had little Make up on but her on bright red lipstick on and those same low black heals on .
She looked. Amazing...
She took her place at the alter next to Leah she probably felt me eye fucking her and looked my direction her cheeks turned red and my dick jumped at the sight.
God I love that blush I hope it never goes away
I can't really tell you what happen during the wedding . I can't tell you what the vows was. I couldn't even tell you If sue went threw with the marriage or not .
But I can't tell you how many times Bella looked at me ,I can tell you how many times she smiled or bit her lip at me, how many times she blushed I just couldn't take my eyes off of her .
Everyone went to the after party I spotted Bella at the bar.
I slowly made my way to her appreciating that fucken dress and how it cling to her fantastic ass "what can I get ya Beauitful " the bartender asked winking at her "ginger ale please" Bella told the bartender the fucker was looking at her a little to long for my liking .
(And here is one of these times we're I fuck things up for my self)
He ranked his eyes up and down her body. I walk up up behind her wrapping my arm around her waist . The dickhead seem to finally notice me his eye went wide when he took me in and realized he was looking at what belong to me .
He quickly fixed the drink keeping his eyes on the task at hand he didn't even looke at her when he gave her the drink .
I leaned down to her ear my arms still wrapped around her waist " you look so fucken goregous today honey " I whispered in her ear she shivered.
I smiled knowing I can't still give that reaction outta her. But as soon as the shiver came and left she whipped around with glaring eyes
"What the fuck Jacob ".
"What I didn't. Do anythi-..." I tried to get out but she wasn't having it .
" So let me get this straight you don't want me but you don't want everyone else to want me either you just want to keep me in a little box and take me out when it convenient for you " she said with so much anger .
I winced " it's not like that Bella I just...I wanna be the kinda guy that's good enough to be seen with you .And every other guy better feel the same exact way if I'm gonna let them anywhere near you " I told her .
"That isn't your choice to make Jacob I choose who I think is gonna be good enough for me I choose who I wanna be around I choosd you over Edward for a reason" . She bited her lip looking down shaking her head " but You just keep making his same mistakes ".
She looked up at me " I'm not some doll that you get to take out when your bored lonely or horny . You don't get to control my every step and until you get that I don't think we can be friends ..." her voice got husky has she tried to hold back her tears " I gotta go surprise Charlie with something I'll see you later ".
"Bella please don't be mad at me ".
"I'm not mad Jacob...I'm not mad " she whispered the last as she walked away .
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After me and Bella arguement I walked toward the pack sitting down in the empty chair .
Everyone was giving her speeches Leah was fishing up hers .
"Hey Jacob are you okay man ?" Seth asked.
"Yea kid I'm good " I said watching Bella walking up the stage .
Bella cleared her throat " okay so dad and sue wouldn't let me get them a wedding gift " . She playfully narrowed her eyes at the new couple " so I decided to do something else for them if you know me you know how much I love the spot light " .
Everyone chucked at that Bella hated being center attention .
" So there's something about me no one really knows about but my dad . And thought this was a good gift to give this is for you and sue dad I love you so much and I'm really happy you and sue have each other ".
Leah said on the other microphone " Ladies and gentlemen we give you the first dance as Mr. and Mrs . Swan and a suprise performs by Bella swan" .
Suddenly the back round music to "I can't help falling in love " started playing and Bella started singing .
( play Can't Help Falling in Love
Song by Haley Reinhart)
Charlie and sue made there way to the dance floor swaying awkwardly back and forth . Butt I don't think anyone noticed everyone's eyes were gonna Bella .
" Wise men say
Only fools rush in
But I can't help
Fallin' in love with you
Oh, shall I stay?
Would it be a sin?
Oh, if I can't help
Fallin' in love with you
Like a river flows
Surely to the sea
Darling so it goes
Some things
Are meant to be
Take my hand
Take my whole life too
Oh, for I can't help
Fallin' in love with you"
"Dude did you know Bella could sing like that " Paul said amazed.
I just shook my head watching her in awe .
" that's Bella she's like a angle " Brady said .
" fuck off kid " I growled at him .
"Oh, like a river flows
Surely to the sea
Darling, so it goes
Some things are meant to be"
During the song Bella eyes found mine and it was like she was singing this song just for me but that was just wishful thinking I knew she was still mad at me but that didn't stop me from pretending .
"Oh, take my hand, take my whole life too
For I can't help falling in love with you
Oh, ooh, oh, for I, I can't help falling in love with you"
The song finished uo and everyone was on there feet clapping and cheering and of course my girl turned bright red .
Couple hours went by everyone was getting ready to leave I walked over to Bella in the parking lot .
"Hey... uhm you think we can talk bells " I asked her timid .
She stared at me for a few second " I don't think that's a good idea Jacob I'm just gonna go home with Leah " .
I sighed " please Bella...I can't handle when things arnt right with us " .
"You handled it just fine when you broke up with me " she snapped .
" is that what you think that being with out you was fucken easy for me. Not being able to hear your voice , to see your face not being able to hug you, kiss you whenever I wanted " my voice stared to raise and whoever was around started staring at the scene that was being played out in front of them.
"It sure seemed that way I mean what am I suppose to think Jacob . You keep pushing me away and then pulling me close it's so confusing" she shouted right back at me .
"Don't you understand Bella I don't wanna tie you down here . I don't wanna be the reason you don't get to be something in life and live out your dreams ." I Lowed my voice grabbing her arms to hold on to her " don't you get that I love you enough to let you go " .
"But you are my dream Jacob when I think about my life I see you working in the mechanic shop with our apartment on top of the shop and me owning a bakery across from you . Us growing old and having a bunch of babies what happen to you fighting me till my heart stops beating huh? Where's that guy I feel inlove with " she said with two tears running down her face .
"Don't cry bells I can't stand it" I said as I whipped her tears .
"Then kiss her already so we can go on with our life's we all know you can't stay away from each other. I swear I think yous just like the drama " Leah shouted rolling her eyes .
I smiled at Bella "how about it bells wanna kiss and make-up ".
"I thought you never asked ".
I softly put my hand on her cheek slowly moved up and tangled my Fingers in her hair and brought my lips to hers .
God I missed this there was no better sensation in the world then Bella's soft plumb lips on mine . I massaged my lips on hers holding back as long as I can but she wrapped her arms around my neck and pulled on the bottom of my hair she knew how it drove me crazy .
I deepened the kiss slowly sliding my tongue on her bottom lip she moaned in my mouth . Opening her mouth letting me have access to that sweet taste of her mouth and tongue .
Then I heard someone clear thier throat .
We broke apart both breathing heavy I looked over looks like everyone left during our kiss the only ones left was The pack and there imprints
"You two love birds done are yous gonna lose your virginity's in the parking lot " Leah said smirking
"Your the one who told me to kiss her lee" I said as Bella hid her face in my neck giving it tiny pecks. it felt so good to have her like this in my arms again .
"We're all going to the beach to have a bombfire are yous in or what " Paul said walking toward the car .
I whispered in Bella ear " you wanna go hunny or you to tired " I kissed her ear she shivered .
"No I'll go I just gotta change real quick if that's okay I have my bag in my car since you came with Sam you can come in my car and we'll go to your place so I can change real quick "
"Sure sure hunny whatever you need "
We jumped in Bella truck I decided to drive home Bella sat next to me wrapping her arms around my waist laying her head in my chest while I threw my arm around her
" I missed this so much bells you have no idea how incredibly good it feels to have you back in my arms " I told her kissing on top of her head
"Hmmm I think I do Jake " she giggled seeing the tent I was pitching in my pants
I actually felt a little embarrassed but I couldn't help it my need for her only grew this past month That I haven't seen or been with her
"Sorry Bella I can't uh help it I love you so much " I said feeling my cheeks heat up " Jacob black are you blushing right now " Bella said smiling wide
"Pshh no your seeing things Bella" we pulled in the driveway to the house I got down unlocking the door we stepped in I turned around and froze in place
Bella was bending down slipping off her heels she had one hand on the wall while the other was unbuckling the strap on her ankle I had the perfect view of her cleavage .
Once she got her shoes off she slowly stood up her hands reaching in her hair taking out the Bobby pin out of her head Her hair falling in lose curls down her back with her eyes closed she put both of her hands in her hair and shock it out
Fuck me she was so sexy with out even trying I told her so she open her eyes at my words blushing my eyes traveled down her cheeks down to her chest where the blush kept going but her dress blocked my view
" I wanna touch you Bella " I said husky
She whimper " I want you to touch me to Jake " she said so quiet if I didn't have my sharp senses I would have missed it
A/N Okay so I have posted 5 chapters so far can anyone tell me how I'm doing ? Even if you think it's bad let me know.
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