so how is everyone i hhope your all good will i am sure you aree woundering what has been goiing on with me and this story i know i said it would be in the first of the year and i did plan for it but this year has been not good for me at all you see it start in dec of last year when my grandfather got sick with covid and my mom not long after i was tryinng to write the first chapter and i had it all planed out but when i couldn't figue out how to word the next part so i was just writteing what ever and until april the week before my 22 birthday that week i did not do anything i know i could have but i have not had a vac and i what to spent my 22 birthday happy so i didn't work that week i did have a great birthday and thanks for all the happy birthday wishs will then on the 28 of april my grandparents and brother what to the eye doc when my grandmother had a stroke and a blood clot in the brain she was about 10 mins from the hospital and was in the ICU for a few day she is out of the ICU now and is going her speech back slowing and she then sit up on the bed and brushed her own hair and teeth and we have been vitsting her eveyday or every other day so my stress level have been over the moon for a long will will she is going batter i have been trying to still write and so in a few days if all is will i will have the first chapter ready and pls give me fedback on what you think of it when itt is post and i hope you all love the story oh for a small note on the story girls be ready to cry a few times there is some very very very very very sad moments so be ready i say girls but i mean anyone but i know girls cry more to a lot more then guys no offense to anyone that dosen't i know i don't cry to caretoons don't ask me why i don"t know the only one i did cry to was how to train your dragon 2 that i did cry to will back to work and see you in the next part love Sarah love all you readers