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A thousand of thoughts were resolving around his mind ...he was confused...yes senior inspector Abhijeet is first time confuse about himself...let say he has doubt on himself , is thinking about his self respect really made him a selfish ? If he choose his self respect over his feelings then he became a selfish ?
He leaned on rock with inhaling deeply and remembered the unpleasant memory of the morning...
" Abhi tum uth gaye ...ab jakhm kaisa hai ? " Tarika asked while stepping closure to him"
mere jakhm se , mere dard se tumhe koi fark parta hai kya Tarika? " Abhijeet asked in pain-filled-smile
" Abhi " she looked at him in pain
" mujhe laga tha koi aur nahi to kam se kam tum mujhe samjhogi..mera saath dogi...par humesa ki tarah main hi sabse kuch jada umeed laga leta hun..jabki mujhe acche se pata hota hai ki wo umeed jhooti hai " He said in hurt tone
" how can you say something like that Abhijeet..agar maine Daya ka saath diya to iska matlab ye nahi ki mai tumhare saath nahi hun...(turning him toward herself) aur kya kaha tumne ki mujhe tumhare dard se koi fark nahi parta...( her voice get thick with emotion) tumhe kal dard se kaharate hue dekhkar meri jaan nikal rahi thi aur tum ...( she inhaled deeply in pain to control her tears )
Abhijeet removed his arm from her grip and said in voich which is laced with pain,"
ye sab kahne se ab kuch fayda nahi hai, tumhe jo sabit karna tha wo tumne kar diya...bakiyo ki tarah tumne bhi mujhe bata diya ki humesa ki tarah galti sirf meri hoti hai..aur gunehgaar sirf mai
"He started to go from there, Tarika felt immense anger on him..from approximately 1 month and 15 days, she is waiting for his comving back like a mad person and he is doubting on her love...here she is thinking that if Daya and he would become friend again then he will feel peace in his heart and life...she has been thinking just about his happiness and he is just blaming her that she doesn't care for him ?!!!
" Jab tak tum meri baat sun nahi lete tab tak tum kahi nahi ja sakte " she said blocking his path
" ye kya bachpana hai Tarika ? he asked in irritated tone
" bachpana to bachpana hi sahi ( she said stubbornly)..tumhe mujhpe isliye gussa aa raha hai na kyunki mai chahti hun ki tum Daya ko maaf kardo..to theek hai karo gussa..par aaj tum gusse me jo faisla le rahe ho Abhi kahi uske liye baad me tumhe pachtana na pare"
Abhijeet looked at her with cold expression...
Tarika calm down a bit, " Abhi mujhe pata hai Daya ne tumhe bagut chot pahuchaya hai par jis Daya ne tumhe takleef di hai usne kai baar tumhare liye awaj bhi uthayi hai...jab bhi Acp sir ya salunkhe sir tumpe iljaam lagate the to wo undono se bhi lar jata tha, aur khud iske tanse sehta tha ki usne Apne duty ke upar apne dosti ko chun liya "
Abhijeet felt something stirred in his heart ...his eyes were getting blurry but he was controlling...
" tumhe jitna uske baato se chot pahuncha hai utni takleef usse bhi hai Abhijeet...pichle der mahine se wo tumhe hurt karne ke guilt me roj roj mar raha hai ...(in teary tone ) aur tum khud yaha chain se nahi ho Abhi, apni halat dekhi hai tumne..kya mil raha hai tumhe yahan akele jeene me sirf aur sirf takleef? please Abhi ab bas bahut ho gyi ye narajgi... please chalo humare Saath...Daya, Acp sir , Freddy..mai sab tumhara intejaar kar rahe hai "
"Ho gaya to kya ab mai ja sakta hun ? " Abhijeet asked while looking downward
Tarika looked at Abhijeet and moved some steps backward in shock..she couldn't believe that her Abhi can be so stone hearted toward the people whom he called as his own family once time, her Abhi can't be so uncaring toward his family.
" tum badal gaye ho Abhijeet...tum mere Abhi nahi ho...mera Abhi itna selfish to nahi tha .."she said in shocking and hurting tone
Abhijeet didn't react which angered Tarika more,
" tumhe kya lagta hai ki ek sirf tumhi ho jo sabkuch seh rahe ho...(she didn't realise what she said in flow ) Daya ne apne ankho se khud shreya ki sagai hote hue dekhi hai..usne khud apne pyar ko kisi aurka hote hue Dekha hai Abhi "
Abhijeet felt numbness in his body..he looked at Tarika with shocking face..Tarika adverted her gaze in hurt , she didn't want to reveal this truth like this
" shreya ki sagai, par uncle ne to kaha tha ki wo " he muttered under his breath
"sab jhoot kaha tha unhone..wo suru se hi uski saadi Siddharth se katwana chahte the Daya se nahi isliye unhone tumhe emotional blackmail karke Shreya ko Daya ki chitthi dene se mana jar diya " she said in teary voice
" I am sorry "Abhijeet whispered this three words before going out from there...
for others this can be a simple apologizing but for Tarika she knows unwillingly she had buried Abhijeet in deep guilt.." reason for his brother's love failure "
Abhijeet has been closing his eyes replaying the morning scence when he felt somone presence behind him..he also knows who is the someone..
" Yaha ane ke liye Thank you Daya " he said in soft tone which surprises Daya a lot
" Thank you to mujhe kehna chahiye na Abhi ki tumne mujhe milne ka mauka diya " Daya said
Abhijeet tried to get up but he felt jerk in his wound , he hissed in pain when Daya offered his hand instantly...
Abhijeet sighed deeply and kept his hand on Daya's palm who helped him to stand up on his feet with happiness in his heart, this small moment meant for him so much..
" Bureau me sab kaise hai ? "
" sab theek hai par tumhare bina sab kuch adhura sa lagta hai Abhi..Acp sir tumhe bahut yaad karte hai aur salunkhe sir ko to lab me ab bilkul maja nahi ata...tum jo nahi jate unse larne ke liye " he chuckled
Abhijeet smiled a bit but this smile was not genuine it was a rueful smile but soon he shook his head
" Tum..tumhara yahan sab kuch kaisa chal raha hai ? " Daya asked in hesitation continuing the talking as he didn't wanr this moment came end soon ..he really missed his best friend so much whom he used to share each and every damn thing whether it is big like areplane or small like needle.
" sab bahut acche hai yahan... sikhawat sir bahut hi understanding hai aur ab to colleagues ke saath bhi kaafi acchi bonding ho gyi hai meri aur khas karke karan ke saath..he is such a kiddo " he said in soft smile
Daya felt ting of jealousy in his heart listening loving tone of his brother for someone else..
" ye log to bahut acche hai par ab dar lagta hai kisise bhi dil ka rishta banane me ...kyunki jab aapke apne aapko jakhm dete hai na to uske jakhm to wakt ke saath bhar jate hai par uske nisaan humesa ke liye reh jate hai " he said looking at the lake
Abhi ek baat batayo ki kahi ke yaddas jana ek natak to nahi ?
Mujhe to pahle se pata tha ki Abhijeet ek gandi machli hai jo pure talab ko ganda kar degi..kalank hai Abhijeet cid pe kalank.."
Mujhe tumpe vishvas karna hi nahi chahiye tha Abhijeet..cid me tunhe wapas lekar bahut bari galti kardi maine "
"khooni ho Abhijeet tum ek khooni..ek ladki ka khoon karke bhage ho tum wo bhi paise ki lalach me "
"Ab kahne aur sunne ke liye kuch nahi bacha hai Abhijeet "
"Ye lo ladoo aur tumhi khayo..khusiya manayo "
" aaj kal dost Peeth picche chura ghopte hai "
" Thank you kis liye... colleague ho tum mere..jaan bachana duty thi meri "
He came from his hurtful memory lane with a comforting hand on his shoulder..
" janta hai Daya mujhe iss baat pe pura bharosa tha ki chahe duniya idhar ki udhar ho jaye tu mujhe akela nahi chhorega..tu kabhi apne Abhi ko galat nahi samjhega..isliye Acp sir aur salunkhe sir ke itne karwe bol ko bhi mainr bhoola diya kyunki tu tha mere paas...pure cafe ke samne jab mujhe arrest karke ek apradhi ki tarah bureau le Jaya Gaya tabhi bhi mere atm samman ne jhinjora tha mujhe par fir bhi mai wo apman bhi bhool Gaya...(his voice now became teary ) par jab tune meri baato ka vishvas nahi kiya to mai toot gaya ..
mere man me baar baar ye khyal aa raha tha ki akhir humare 17 saal ki dosti me kya kami reh gayi jo tujhe abhi tak ye vishvas nahi hua ki Abhijeet apni jaan de dega par Daya ko dhoka dene ke bare me sochega bhi nahi "
" Abhi please...mujhe aur sarminda mat karo boss... mujhe pata nahi jya ho gaya tha..jab tumne mujhse jhoot bola ki shreya ke ladke wale use dekhne nahi aye aur wo letter ko leke bhi jhoot bola to mujhe laga ki tum mere emotions ka majak ura rahe ho.."Daya said guiltily
" Ek baat bata Daya, siya wale case me jab mai coma se bahar utha tha tab tu mujhse siya ki maut ke bare me kyun chupana chahta tha..isliye ki tu mujhe tab kuch pal ke dard se bachana chahta tha ya fir isliye ki tu mere emotions ka majak urana chahta tha ? " Abhijeet asked in pain-filled-smile
Daya became statue on his place Abhijeet's question had made him mum.
" Lekin fir bhi mai apna gunah kabool karta hun ki tujhe jhoot bolkar maine bahut galat kiya..mujhe tujhse itna bara sach chhupane ka koi hak nahi tha ..."
" Tu naraj ho leta yaar, maar leta mujhe ...par yunsabke saamne mujhe insult to na karta..teri issi baat ne sabse jada dukh diya mujhe Daya..(his voice was cracking) tune sabke samne mujhe backstabber kaha..humare beech jo kuch bhi hota tha humesa humdono ke beech rehta tha par iss baar tune na mere bare me socha aur naahi meri dosti ke bare me...tere man me jo man aa raha tha tu bakta ja raha tha "
He turned his back , his tears were flowing from his eyes freely..
" mai bhi insaan hun yaar koi robot nahi..jab tumlog ek pal me aona kehkar dusre pal me mooh mor lete ho to mujhe bhi takleef hoti hai..bahut hi jada..yahan tak ki kabhi kabhi to man karta hai sab kuch chhor ke ek gehri neend me so jayu aur kabhi na uthu..kisike bulane pe na uthu "
" Abhi " Daya shouted in teary voice, he turned Abhijeet toward himself and hide him in his protective shell...Abhijeet just burst out in tears badly...his screaming and crying were pinching Daya's heart badly..
" mujhse ab aur nahi hota Daya...mai gussa nahi hun tujhse bas dar lagta hai ki agar fir se maine kisiko kareeb ane diya to to wo mujhe fir se tanha kar dega, mera dil dukhaega..aur ab mujhme itni takat nahi hai yaar...mai abki baar mar jaunga "
Daya closed his eyes in pain, he was feeling so much angry upon himself and all those who has hurt his buddy so much that his brother wanted to end his life..he shievered badly with this thought.. his hold on Abhijeet's back become more tight...
" Daya...main sabko khus...pata nahi kyun sab mujhse hurt...mai sachme tujhe aur shreya ko eksaath dekhna chahta tha..mai nahi alag karna chahta tha...tu vishvas kar mujhpe, please..."
End of the chapter :)