They arrived outside of Olivias door and she fiddled with her keys. "I had a really great time tonight." She smiled up at him and he smiled back at her. She realized she still had his coat on so she shrugged it off and handed it to him. "Thank you for that, I didn't realize how cold I was.." she trailed off as she looked uncomfortably at her door.
"You know Olivia, I had a great time too. I hope we can do it again." He stepped closer to her.
"Definitely. I would like that." She watched him as he made his way towards her. Oh God, is he going to kiss me? Of course he is going to kiss me. Relax Olivia.
She smiled at him as his head bent to kiss her. She decided to go for it, this way she could get her kiss with Elliot good and out of her head. She lifted her arms and placed them around his neck as his lips touched hers. She kissed him back and as he deepened the kiss and placed his hands around her waist, Elliot popped into her head. She tensed slightly which made him snap back away from her. "Are you ok?" He looked concerned, she felt like an ass.
"Yes, of course, I'm sorry I think I'm just a bit tired." It was a weak answer but it's the best thing she could come up with, that wasn't I was just imagining you were my old partner.
She placed her hands on his chest. "Thank you again for an amazing night Edgar." She reached up on her tip toes and pecked his lips before she turned and unlocked her door. She waved at him as he walked away.
She shut the door with a sigh and leaned her back against the door. What the hell was that?
Right as she was about to push away from the door and get ready for bed she heard a soft knock on her door. She hesitates and then looked through the peep hole. Elliot was standing there with one arm leaned on her door jam and the other hand on his hip. Olivia placed her forehead softly against the door and squeezed her eyes shut.
She debated letting him stay there and just going to bed but decided against it and opens the door. The look on his face felt like a knife to her heart. He looked so incredibly sad, she didn't say anything just backed up from the door and starts walking towards the kitchen, taking her shoes off as she goes.
Elliot hesitates at the doorstep. He wasn't really expecting her to answer the door, he wasn't really even thinking he would end up here tonight. When he left the wedding he just walked around. Every spot that he passed seemed to have a memory of him and her together. In one of their past conversation she had told him where she moved and he just found himself here, unfortunately just in time to see her kiss with her date. He waited until he got on the elevator before heading towards her door. He had seen her tense and then break apart, his excuse for knocking was to make sure she was alright. As soon as she opened the door he couldn't hid his grief, of all they were and lost, because of him. He watched her take her shoes off and found himself smiling slightly, he walked in and shut the door behind himself.
"Want anything to drink?" She had two water bottles in her hands and was holding one up when she asked. When he nodded she walked over to the couch and sat down, holding his up towards him. He took the bottle, opened and took a sip then sat down next to her. Not too close but close enough where he could feel her heat and smell her perfume. He looked down at the bottle as he leaned forward with his elbows on his knees and stared silently at the wall.
She watched his movements closely, she knew he wasn't drunk but she wanted to give him time to sort out his thoughts. She was suddenly very tired, tired of fighting this. After 22 years he had as much hold on her as he did in the beginning. Maybe it was just time to bite the bullet, they would never know if they didn't try. She found herself placing his hand on his back and rubbing it up and down slightly, almost how a mother would soothe a child then she scooted closer to him. Her other hand went to the crook of his arm and she waited for him to look down at her. He slowly turned his head so it was just inches from hers.
"Do you like him?" His voice was barely a whisper.
She just stared at him at first then she leaned back away from him. "Are we ever going to stop doing this dance Elliot? Because if I'm being honest, I'm tired. Edgar is a perfectly great guy but-" her eyes left his and she bit her lower lip.
"But what?" He turned towards her and put his right arm on the back of the couch, his index finger creating small circles on her shoulders skin.
Goosebumps rose everywhere, she was keenly aware of the small caresses and they were causing her brain to stop. Her eyes met his again and then she whispered, "he's not you."
The caresses stopped and his other hand quickly moved under her chin as he pulled her mouth towards his and kissed her. She didn't fight it, she was done running, at least for tonight.
She moved her arms around his neck and leaned towards him, with one quick movement he moved her so she was straddling his lap. She sat up on her knees for a second before lowering down onto his lap and moaned lightly. She felt his hands on the side of her face and then slowly slide down to her hips and around to her ass. All rational thoughts went out the window, this was going to happen tonight or never.
She started rocking gently on his lap and gently took his lower lip in her mouth and suckled. The noise he made in the back of his throat sounded primitive to her ears and she found herself started to loosen his tie.
He broke away from her quickly to help her loosen it and then pull it away. Her hands went to his shirt buttons as his went to her breasts. He leaned up to kiss the sensitive spot of her neck and she tiled her head slightly to give him more access. Once she got all his buttons undone she moved her hands up and down his chest, feeling the soft hair there. He started to slide her zipper of her dress down bit hesitated and looked at her. She did a slight nod and then leaned forward, pressing her lips to to his collarbone. She felt the cold air hit her back when he got the zipper all the way down so she backed off his lap and let the dress shimmy to the floor.
Suddenly she was very self conscious and wanted to cover herself with her hands. She wasn't young and thin any longer, years had added some pounds and even though she felt she still looked good for her age she was worried about what he saw. He seemed to notice her hesitation, he took his shirt off and threw it next to her dress before standing and reaching for her. He wrapped one arm around her waist and the other hand in her hair and whispered "you are so incredibly beautiful and sexy.."
She smile and reached forward and undid his belt, pant button and slowly lowered his zipper, "your turn.."
He smiled at her, removed his hands and shimmied his dress pants down. Toed out of his shoes and kicked them off the rest of the way before replacing his hands. "Better?"
He backed up with her and sat back down on the couch. When she settled back on his lap he kissed her shoulder moving his hands down to cup her ass.
Olivia had felt him through his pants earlier while they were dressed but now the only things separating them was the thin material of their underwear. He leaned back against the couch and moved his hands to her hips.
"Just kiss me." He didn't say it as a demand but a suggestion. He obviously noticed her hesitation, not rushing her was helping her relax. She wrapped her arms around his neck and lowered her lips to his. When he opened his mouth for her she touched her tongue to his and lowered down further onto his lap.
His groan was the only motivation she needed and she slowly started to rub herself on the length of him. She could feel herself becoming embarrassingly wet. She felt him reach up and start undoing her bra clasp. She broke the kiss and let the straps fall forward exposing her breasts fully. His hands immediately went to each breast and he took her right nipple into his mouth. His tongue ran circles around it at first then he began to suck and massage.
She threw her head back and closed her eyes pressing further down onto his lap. She felt him rock up to meet her with each movement, hitting her just right. "Elliot let's go to the room."
He dropped her breasts and wrapped his arms around her lifting her up with him off the couch. She wrapped her legs around him and nibbled on his earlobe. He started walking down and then stopped. "Liv, baby, I don't know where I'm going."
She raised her head and laughed, just realizing he had never been in her home before. "Down the hall to the left."
He carried her to her room and lowered her on the bed and followed her until he was positioned in between her legs. He supported his body weight by being propped up on his elbows. He stared into her eyes while he took one hand and ran it across her collar bone and further down to her side.
He was driving her crazy with his slow caressing, she didn't want him to go slow now that they were back in the bedroom. She raised her hips to met his and bit down on her bottom lip as she felt his hardness. "Elliot.." she wanted him to move.
His eyes never left hers as his hand moved lower to feel her wetness. "Are you sure?" He said it in a small whisper. He sounded so unsure of himself. She thought if he backs out now I might die.
She nodded her head vigorously, not trusting her voice fully she made a mmhmm sound and moved restlessly to meet his hand. She felt him slide his body down while looping his finger in her panties, pulling them down and off. He kissed down her stomach until he was positioned with his head between her thighs. She gasped once he kissed her inner thigh, feeling his hot breath on her clit. She closed her eyes when she felt his finger slide in her and moaned once his tongue started to rub her. Just the thought of Elliot eating her out was going to make her cum before her even really got started. "El, I..l" her hands balled up the sheets under her while she desperately tried to slow her orgasm from happening so fast.
"Just let go Liv."
She opened her eyes and lift her head to watch him as he slowly worked her clit with his tongue, he pumped his hand back and forth inside of her slowly.
She closed her eyes and let her head fall back on the pillow as the pressure started to build. Her hands moved to the back of his head signaling him to add some more pressure to his tongue. She arched her back and started to breathe heavier, she heard him make a low growling sound and that completely unhinged her. She tensed against his mouth and fingers, shouting his name as she came.
He slowly kissed his way back up to her mouth. Her breathing was heavy but as he rolled to her side she followed him. She immediately moved her hands into his boxer briefs to his hard dick. "Hey come back here.."
He closed his eyes and sucked his air in as she touched him. "Liv I want to, desperately want to but-"
Liv sat up on her elbow and looked at him not removing her hand, "But what?" She tried to keep her voice neutral as she questioned him.
"I don't have anything with me.. stop that with your hand or I will loose all my good intentions."
It took a minute to figure out what he was talking about but then he dawned on her, a condom. She almost laughed, did he think she never had sex? To be honest it had been a while but she was sure she had one hidden somewhere. She started to say that then hesitated, she had never had sex without a condom and out of everyone she wanted to with Elliot. The mere thought of it made her immediately wetter. She leaned over and kissed him passionately and started to remove his underwear before he could stop her. She moved her mouth to his ear lobe and whispered, "I want you too.."
His face turned towards hers, his eyes questioning, "Liv?"
She moved her mouth down his neck as her hand move up and down his erection. "El, I want to feel you."
He didn't seem to need any more convincing and rolled her to her back and nestled between her thighs. His head was positioned right at her opening and he hesitated while he kissed her.
She noticed his hesitation and bucked her hips to meet him, feeling his head enter her slightly. She head him groan and inch further into her. He was moving too slow for her, she was starting to ache with the need of all of him and bucked up again.
Elliot raised his head and looked into her eyes and he pushed himself completely into her with a moan.
Olivia gasped as he completely filled her, the momentary stretch was already improving and she found her hips moving to meet his. "Oh my god Elliot, keep moving faster." Her legs moved to wrap around his waist as one of his hand grabbed her breast and the other squeezed her hip. She suddenly wanted to be in control, she pushed her hands to his chest signaling him to roll on his back.
Elliot caught on and rolled over holding her hips in place so she was straddling him. She kept both of her hands on his chest and straightened up so she had all of him inside of her. Her mouth fell in an O as she started to move slowly at first and then faster having him hit her clit.
The wet slap of their bodies sounded so hot to her ears as well as his grunts and groans as she slammed down on him. His hands squeezed her hips and helped guide her. She heard him start to suck hair in as he moved to squeeze her nipple and palm her right breast, "Olivia, I'm gonna.." his words were clipped and breathy. The thought of him cumming inside of her put her over the edge as she started her own release. "God yes El, cum for me." She slammed down on him exploding with pleasure as he called her name and tightened the grip on her hips so tight it was almost painful.
She slowed her movements and leaned down and caught his mouth in a kiss. Both of them were breathing heavily and she collapsed down on his chest, he wrapped his arms around her body. She could hear his heart beating as wildly as her own. "Well.." was all she could muster out.
He reached around her and covered them with the blankets. He rubbed her back gently as the calm surrounded them.
Elliot wondered if he was supposed to leave. He wanted to spend the rest of the night with her in his arms but the Olivia he knew wasn't huge on long lasting affection. He leaned his head down and nuzzled the top of her head with his chin. He wanted to say something but he didn't know what to say. Every line they had ever drawn was now crossed, what were they now? He stared up at her ceiling in the dark trying to quiet his brain and not ruin this moment.
"What are you thinking?"
He winced slightly, of course she would ask that. "Nothing, you have made my mind absent of thoughts." He smirked knowing she would see through his bullshit.
"Liar." She propped her head up with her arm on his chest. "Wanna stay tonight?"
He met her eyes "do you want me to stay?"
She thought for a moment and nodded slightly.
He let go of the breath he was holding and smiled. "Good." He rolled her to her side and followed her spooning her with his arms wrapped around her. He kissed her ear, "goodnight Olivia."
She smiled and laced one of her hands fingers with his. "Goodnight Elliot."