A/N: Getting back in to writing. I will update more often. I am not abandoning any of my stories.

There's a small time jump, but I promise you did not miss anything.

Ch. 6

Olivia was sitting at her desk filling out paperwork, when her phone pinged with a new text.

'Wanna come to my place for lunch?'I got Chinese :) ;) - Vicki

Olivia looked at the time and frowned. She had worked through half of her lunch already.

'I'm not sure if we will have much time, I've worked through half of my lunch already...I'm sorry :(' - Olivia

Olivia felt like a horrible girlfriend. She hadn't spent time with Vicki in a week.

Vicki frowned at Olivia's last text. She understood the woman worked hard and with a lot of people.

She missed her.

She wanted to be with her. Be around her. For just a few minutes.

She was starting to feel like maybe Olivia didn't want to be with her anymore. So she was avoiding her. She put her phone down and threw the Chinese she had bought for them in the trash. She flicked on her TV and opened up Netflix and turned on a movie. She was trying to distract herself from cutting. She poured herself a glass of wine and chugged it. Then she drank another and another until the bottle was empty.

She sat on her living room floor and cried.

"Liv, go home." Captain Cragen called as he closed his office up for the night.

Olivia looked at the time.

8 P.M.

She had been going since 6 A.M the day before.

Realizing how long she had been going she felt her eyes burn in exhaustion. She also seen it wasn't too late and she planned to drop by Vicki's. She logged off and shutdown her computer. Then she shuffled and stacked her paperwork before putting it in the lock drawer.

"Hey El, I'm out of here." She said gathering up her pocketbook and keys from the drawer she kept them in.

Elliot looked up from his computer and smirked, "Gonna pop by your girlfriend's and let her suck your baton?" Wriggling his eyebrows suggestively.

"Shut up." Olivia rolled her eyes and smacked his arm as she walked by his desk.

She was horny.

Ok, no, she was sexually frustrated. She would never try to push Vicki into anything. Over the months things had gotten heated. She is waiting on Vicki to be one hundred percent ready. The girl was sweet to her, offered to give Olivia pleasure. Olivia refused and explained she wanted to share their pleasure together. Sure she had to rub one out when she got back to her house, but making Vicki feel safe and comfortable was more important than her getting off.

She missed her girlfriend. She drove straight to Vicki's as soon as she left the parking garage.

Olivia made it to Vicki's 45 mins later...

She rang the intercom and waited.

And waited.

She texted to let Vicki know it was her.

No reply.

She started to get a little worried.

She decided to try the intercom one more time.

"Hel-looo w-wh-who's that...there..." Vicki slurred.

"Vicki, it's me, Olivia."

"What do you want Livva...why did you come ova herrrrrre?"

"Let me in...please." Olivia said softly.

Vicki hit the button to let Olivia up to her door.

Olivia all but ran to Vicki's door. She knocked lightly.

Vicki opened the door and leaned on it to support herself.

"Well, have you come to break up with me in person?"

Olivia slowly appeared Vicki and wrapped an arm around her waist as she let herself in. She kicked the door shut with her foot. She was not about to have this unnecessary argument in the hall for everybody to hear.

"Break up with you? Why would you...I'm sorry I have been a shitty girlfriend lately." Olivia feels guiltier for being the reason behind her girlfriends current unraveling.

Vicki is trying to protect herself. Over the past seven months Olivia had been so patient with her. So caring. So amazing. She had fallen in love with her. And now she was sure the woman had some sense smacked into her and was there to end it. Then her drunk brain caught up with what her beautiful woman said. "Your'e...you mean you didn't come to break up with me?"

Olivia stepped up to Vicki and pulled her close. Looked into the smaller woman's eyes and pressed their lips together. Her hands trailed up into Vicki's hair.

The world disappeared.

"I'm here because I haven't seen you in a week and I missed you." Olivia said stroking Vicki's cheek.

Vicki holds Olivia's hand to her face. "I thought you were avoiding me because you realized how fucked up I am and you didn't want to be with me anymore. And I wanted to tell you don't go because I love you. I'm in love with you and..."

Olivia pressed their lips together again. She was just so happy to hear that Vicki loved her and now she could finally say it. "I love you too Vicki. I know that you are still healing. But I'm not going anywhere."

Vicki grabbed Olivia's hand and wordlessly lead her to her bedroom. She urgently pushed Olivia onto the bed, straddled her and began kissing her and tearing at her clothes.

Olivia gently pulled back from her drunk girlfriend. "Whoa, honey..."

Vicki shook her head. "Hush detective, let me take care of you." She says reaching for the waistband of Olivia's slacks.

Olivia stills Vicki's hands. The younger woman was making it harder for her to control herself. She felt herself getting wet.

Vicki leans forward and sucks on Olivia's earlobe. "I'm a little drunk Liv, but I know what I'm doing. Let me fuck you..." She whispers in the older womans ear.

Olivia felt her pussy clench. Her panties got wetter.

To be continued...