They say I did something bad

But why's it feel so good?

Most fun I ever had

And I'd do it over and over and over again if I could

It just felt so good, good

Stiles walked into the doors of the school, he smiled at the text on his phone from Jackson. It had been 12 hours since they had sex in his Jeep, 12 hours since Stiles broke his one rule about this entire relationship. He felt like shit for having sex with Jackson; they had officially cheated on Lydia, but for the part that felt bad; there was a bigger part that didn't feel bad at all. His first time had been something from a dream and he wouldn't have changed it for anything.

"You look happy." Came a voice from beside him, he turned to see Scott walking towards him with a smile on his face.

"Aren't I always happy, Scott?" asked Stiles as he moved towards his locker, Scott beside him.

"Well, yeah, but this seems different. What did you do last night?"

"Just went to D's Diner and got free pie. Maybe it's the processed sugar that has me so happy. Processed sugar and ADHD is a hell of a high." Joked Stiles as he pulled out his history book, Scott chuckled and shrugged.

"Maybe so." Said, Scott, as Stiles put his arm around his shoulder as they made their way to class.

The day was only halfway through as the bell rang for lunch period, Stiles practically ran to the cafeteria. He told Jackson that he would sit beside him today, no one would question it. He stepped out of the line with his tray full of food, making his way towards the table where Jackson, Lydia, and Danny were already there. This was his first time seeing Lydia in person, there was a tinge of guilt surging through his body as he sat down in the empty chair beside Jackson, in between him and Danny. Lydia smiled brightly at him and it only made him feel worse about it, but still, it was the best night of his life.

"Stiles, please tell me you will come." Said Lydia, causing Stiles to raise a brow in confusion.

"Coming where?" asked Stiles taking a sip of his water.

"I am having a party tomorrow night." Said Lydia, Jackson glanced at him and winked at him, causing Stiles to bite his bottom lip before nodding.

"Yeah, sounds fun. Did you invite Scott and the rest of the p.. Group?" asked Stiles giving Danny a look, Danny rolled his eyes.

"Great save, Stiles. I didn't know you were about to say pack. I dated an alpha wolf or did your tiny brain forget that?" asked Danny, Jackson gave a chuckle which made Stiles look at him.

"Not to mention his best friend is a werewolf." Said Jackson blowing a kiss at Stiles to show he was just keeping up appearances.

"Sorry for not remembering your life, Danny Boy." Said Stiles shaking his head, as Stiles, Kira, and Isaac came to the table.

"I am counting everyone in for the party then." Said Lydia, causing everyone to look at each other. No one would say no to a party, with Lydia it was just easier to tell them they were coming then to wait for an answer. Stiles jumped lightly when he felt a hand on his knee, he smiled softly realizing that it had to be Jackson. Reaching down, he laced their fingers together. They had done nothing like this before, it was so wrong but neither one cared at the moment. They both had to touch the other, or it felt like their insides would burn up. Jackson moved his thumb slowly over Stiles' hand, no one knew what was going on as the conversations continued.

Stiles opened the door to his Jeep after Lacrosse practice, the sun was going down and the street lamps were buzzing to life. Scott was driving Kira and Isaac home, which meant Stiles was on his own for the night. He had planned on grabbing food from town, taking a plate to his dad at the station. Least that was his plan until he felt arms around him, he turned around to see Jackson there with a smile on his face.

"Did you wait on me?" asked Stiles turning his body as Jackson pressed against him.

"Maybe this is just a coincidence." Said Jackson with a wild smirk, leaning in and kissing him on the lips, Stiles kissed back as he wrapped his arms around Jackson, Jackson doing the same, before Stiles pulled away and bit his lip.

"Do you feel bad about what we did?"

"You mean having sex in your Jeep? Kind of, yea, but the happiness of it takes away from the guilt. Do you feel bad?"

"I feel the same way, I am happy you were my first and I wouldn't trade it for anything, but what if we don't do it against until we figure us out? I mean we can still do this and stuff, but having sex, we should wait to do that until we figure us out." Said Stiles, biting his bottom lip. He wasn't sure what Jackson would say to this. He expected Jackson to make a fuss but instead, he just smiled and kissed him on the lips.

"If that is what you want, Stiles, then that's what we will do. I am glad you aren't taking these lips away from me though." Said, Jackson, as he leaned in and captured Stiles' lips in a kiss, pushing his body into the shorter males. Stiles moaned into the kiss as he opened his mouth to invite Jackson's tongue to slide inside. Stiles didn't fight for dominance this time, he let Jackson have it. Shivering as Jackson's hands slid under his shirt, tracing the small of this back slowly, pulling away to catch their breath.

"I promised my dad I would bring him some dinner. Do you want to come over at the usual time?" asked Stiles toying with the hem of Jackson's button down, Jackson shrugged and licked his lips. He wanted to see Stiles tonight, plus he made sure he was free tonight just in case the other asked him over. There was even a conversation with Lydia where he lied and said he promised to hang out with Danny tonight cause he wanted a bro night. Jackson had even told Danny to say he came over there. Granted he had to get Danny a date for prom, but it was worth it to see Stiles tonight and make sure it kept their secret.

"I think I can do that. Leave the window open for me, Stilinski." Said Jackson capturing his lips in another heated kiss before he made his way to his Porsche looking back over his shoulder at Stiles giving him a wink before he got in and drove off. Stiles entered his Jeep and smiled to himself. Things had changed after their first time, in fact, they seemed to change for the better. Stiles got to hold Jackson's hand at lunch and got to see him tonight. Everything seemed to be turning in their direction, for the first time since they started this, Stiles felt that Jackson would pick him and it was a good feeling.