Chaz POV
It took three more times till I was free from the words that Hydra programmed me with. Now that I am free I am ready to kick some Hydra ass. Shuri set up a video call for me with Dad. The screen pulled up and there stood Dad and Uncle Steve.
"Hey kiddo, how are you doing?" my Dad asked.
"I am great, I am free of the programming, I can come help you now." I could feel the excitement of being with my family again. Though that was crushed when I noticed the looks they were sharing.
"Uh pal, how about you stay at Wakanda and learn from Shuri. She can teach you about science and technology." my Uncle suggested.
"Why don't you want me there?"
"I promise you that I want you here. That we both want you here but I think you would enjoy Wakanda better for right now. Be a kid again, see the sights that your brother wanted you to see." Dad said. I was shocked that he would bring K into this. It made me nervous. I knew that they were trying to protect me. I knew that but it still hurt.
"Alright I guess I can stay here with Shuri."
"You can call us anytime we might be on missions but we will try to answer." I nodded. "With you till the end of the line."
"Till the end of the line." I replied automatically. Then they signed off, I sighed and Shuri hugged me.
"Hey at least we can now have fun in the lab together. Why don't we work on a new suit for you?" I smiled, and she grabbed my hand and dragged me to start making sketches of what we wanted. I told her I wanted a blue and green suit because blue means reliable and green means healing and life. I want to use my experiences for good but we would have to come up with a new name. That night I crawled in bed and instantly fell asleep.
I was shoved into the cell by the guards and saw a family chained to the walls. A father, mother, and a little girl. I could feel my panic go through the roof. My nine year old self didn't want to hurt the family. The crackle of the speaker turning on had me looking at the observation area.
"Asset 358682 your mission is to use your powers on this family and kill them." I could feel my body shake with fear. I knew the pain they would inflict on me and them if I didn't complete this test. This was my third time training my powers the first I refused and they tortured me and the man I was to kill. The second time I tried but was unsuccessful so they tortured me but killed the woman quickly. This time I tried my powers I willed the people to die hoping to make them have a quick death. I knew my power was pain and death because I accidentally killed a guard with my powers and that is when my training started. It made all of them scream in pain and they passed out. I could feel blood dripping out of my nose and could feel darkness over take me.
It was snowing, actually it was a blizzard the wind was cutting right through my gear. The snow made it that I could barely see my own hand in front of me. It was all white I wondered how the guards knew where they were taking me. We finally reached a door and quickly went inside. I almost sighed in gratitude for being out of the cold but I knew better I was only an Asset my likes didn't matter. I knew I used to have a different view but they had started putting me in the chair and it scrambled my brain. I have a hard time remembering things. I zoned out in the elevator ride down trying to remember some of my past. I saw a flash of a man dying in my arms. I felt immense sadness and regret but I could not remember why.
The door opened and they escorted me to a training room. In that room were two doctors, eight guards and six subjects. I could tell by the way they were dressed.
"Ah now we can test the Winter Soldiers on our other creation Torment." said one of the doctors. I eyed all the subjects trying to get a read. They all seemed dangerous and I was worried that I couldn't handle it. The doctors didn't care about me. I was just an Asset. I had to watch out for myself if I wanted to survive. I noticed that one had a prosthetic arm all made of metal. I could hear it calibrate every time he moved it. I looked at the man's face and felt a tickle in the back of my head like a memory trying to surface but I just could not grab it.
"Soldat you are up first."
He slowly walked towards me. I knew he was trying to find my weakness. He threw the first punch with his metal hand and continued coming at me. Making me have to block and be on defensive. I was holding my own but he was a lot faster in his attacks then I was anticipating. He was as fast as me if not faster and I had never encountered someone like him before. If all of them were like him then I was in trouble. He got a punch in and I didn't recover quick enough, he got his metal hand around my throat and started to squeeze. I could feel that he would kill me unless the doctors and guards stopped him. I panicked, I made him feel all the torture I had been through that they subjected me to. Making him scream in pain and let me go and falling to his knees. I roundhouse kicked him and in the head, knocking him out.
I woke with a scream trying to bring myself out of the memories of my trigger words Поезд and шесть (train and six). I calmed down enough to realize that six was about the Winter Soldiers and I fought all of them. I had fought my Dad and thought nothing of it. I also could see me torturing that family and could feel the panic start anew. I was shaking and hyperventilating. I could feel myself getting sick at the thought and raced to the bathroom barely making it as I threw up my dinner. I cleaned myself up and got dressed. My anger was now in full force, my Father had a lot of explaining to do.
Bucky POV
Ring. Ring. I jolted awake looking at the clock by my bed and saw almost three in the morning. I rushed to the phone and when I saw the caller ID I answered immediately.
"Chaz are you alright?"
"Why didn't you tell me that you were part of the six?!" he growled through the phone.
"The six? What are you talking about?" I was so confused and it was really too early for this. He switched to a video call and his angry face popped on screen.
"The six Winter Soldiers in Siberia!" I felt dread sweep through me.
"How do you know about that?" I whispered.
"I was there damn it, and you were the first one I had to fight!" he glared at me. I was trying to remember but I barely remembered my time in Siberia. I just remembered the other Winter Soldiers.
"Chaz, I really don't remember my time in Siberia. I only remember that there were five new soldiers that I helped get the serum for." I could see him calm a bit at hearing that.
"You mean that you don't remember fighting me?" his voice sounded so small then like he was back to being my little six year old and it broke my heart. I knew I needed to know what happened.
"No, I don't pal I am so sorry but I really don't. Tell me what brought this on. I am calling even trade." I saw his body sag in on itself and he looked so tired now that he wasn't angry.
"I sort of remembered my trigger words because they were my trigger words you know." - I nodded my head and he continued - "I dreamt about my second and third words tonight. Поезд was for the training I received for my powers the terror that I inflicted and what was inflicted on me if I failed. My third word, шесть is about the six Winter Soldiers that I had to fight. They wanted to see which creation was better, me or the Soldiers. I mean I am a Super Soldier but I am a different serum and I have abilities." I sighed at the explanation. I would never wish this kind of life on my worst enemy, and my own son had to deal with nearly the same thing as I did but I am thinking his was worse.
"My first three words were желание, ржавый, and Семнадцать. (Longing, rusted, and seventeen) My first one represented my longing to be with you and Steve again. My second represented my arm and its maintenance. My third represented the age I met your mother, Elizabeth."
"I'm sorry." I gave him a half smile,
"Not your fault. Now it is three in the morning do you need to talk more or are you going back to bed?" at that he yawned.
"I'm tired, I think I can sleep. Sorry I flipped my cap on you again."
"No problem pal. Sleep well."
"You too, night, Dad."
"Night."