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Sorry for the extremely long update, been so busy lately and I'm still trying to get back in the swing of working. Also, in the midst of working on several writing projects. Hope you guys enjoy.

It's been a week since I found out Cornell was a shifter and within that week, he's unfortunately joined Jacob's pack. They welcomed him with open arms, happy to have a new member. He's been doing an excellent job fitting in but the only thing he's been struggling with is his feelings for me. Ever since he imprinted on me, he's been having a challenging time trying to keep his feelings in check around the others. I explained to him what imprinting was the best way I can since I never experienced it before.

I also explained to him that Jacob also imprinted on me and that if he found out about this that it wouldn't end well for all parties involved. I was still confused on this whole situation, how is possible the Jacob and Cornell imprinted on me? I couldn't exactly talk to Sam about this, his head would explode. The only thing I can do is attempt to keep this secret until I figure out more information.

Even still Cornell was reaching his breaking point, every time he was able to get me alone, he couldn't keep his hands off me. I was getting worried about how much longer I can keep this secret. Cornell was getting harder to keep in control, if Jacob finds out about this god only knows what he'll do. No, I know exactly what he would do, he would kill Cornell and claim me on the spot. Honesty I was scared, not for myself but for Cornell; I didn't want anything to happen to him. It wasn't his fault that he imprinted on me, maybe if I didn't have a crazy wolf who imprinted on me things could be different between me and Cornell.

It wasn't as if I didn't care about Jacob, I care about both of them. I have feelings for both of them but is that even possible? Why does this kind of stuff happen to me? I don't see this ending well, especially not for me.

As of right now I was currently getting my mouth assaulted by Cornell's tongue in his bedroom. He had me pinned down and was aggressively shoving his tongue down my throat. He pulled away, a trail of saliva dripping from his tongue to mine. His licked his lips, his eyes hazy with lust. He growled as attacked my mouth once again. His kisses became more urgent as he moaned in pleasure. He reached down and began to unbutton my pants and pull them down. I quickly grabbed his hands attempting to stop him but his strength was far beyond mines.

He shoved his hand down my underwear and grabbed my soft member. His cool hand sent shock waves throughout my body. This feeling felt all too familiar, when Jacob grabbed my butt the one day this was the same exact sensation. It felt as if my body was coming alive just by his touch. He reached further down and cupped my balls in his hand. I moaned in pleasure as he pulled away and licked my cheek. He licked his lips and groaned in pleasure as he looked down at me. His eyes were full of hunger and I knew if I didn't stop him now there would be no stopping.

"Cornell I gotta get home, it's getting late."

He growled in annoyance as he pulled his hand out of my pants. He got off of me and I let out a sigh of relief. I pulled my pants up and began to search around his bed for my phone. It was well past 11 o'clock, Sam was going to murder me. I told him that I would be right back, I only came over to check on Cornell and ended up getting attacked. I finally found my phone and attempted to turn it on and left staring at a black screen.

Seriously? Did my phone die on me?

Fear began to set in, I'm sure Sam has been calling me. He probably thinks I'm ignoring his phone call.

Oh god, what if he tells Jacob?

I gotta leave ASAP. I turned to face Cornell and saw that he was silently pouting.

"Please stay the night with me."

"You know I can't do that," I said.

He sighed as he leaned forward and lightly kissed me on the lips.

"I love you."

My eyes widened in surprise and for the first time in a while I was left speechless. Did he just admit to being in love with me? What do I say back to that? I care about him a lot but I wouldn't say that I'm in love with him. I would be lying if I were to say that back to him.

He chuckled as he ran his across my cheek causing me to slightly blush.

"it's ok you don't have to say it back, just thought I should tell you."

I opened my mouth to reply but he quickly put up his hand to stop me.

"I promise its ok, I'm not expecting you to say it back."

He was right, I couldn't say it back but the least I could do is show him that I do truly care about him. I wrapped my arms around him and buried my face in his chest. He was taken back by my action but quickly wrapped his arms around me and buried his face in my hair breathing in my smell. We stood like that for several minutes before I quickly pulled away. If I don't get home like right now it was going to be hell to pay.

I grabbed his cologne off his dresser and sprayed myself down masking his scent on me. If I go home smelling like Cornell, Sam would have my head. I let out a sigh as I returned his cologne back to its spot and flashed Cornell a warm smile.

"Did you want me to give you a ride little one?"

I rolled my eyes at the annoying nickname he's given me, bad enough I have to hear Jacob calling me "puppy" all day and now I have to hear this. I shook my head at his question as that sounded like a terrible idea. If Jacob just happens to see me pull up with Cornell, I know for a fact he'll suspect something. He's still pissed about the fact that I was worried about Cornell when he went missing. He'll go berserk if he sees me in the car with him. Besides I could use the fresh air and the walk will help clear my mind.

"Well, make sure you text me as soon as you get home little one."

I nodded and quickly left his house and made my way down the street. It was eerily quiet out and there was light fog hanging on the streets. A light breeze blew by and I ran my hand through my hair letting out a sigh. I'm going to be in so much trouble when I get home. Of course I had to pick the night where Sam's off from patrolling.

The full moon lit my pathway as I continued down the street. Thankfully Cornell lives on the reservation as well so my walk home wasn't a long one. There was something different in the air, something just felt wrong. It probably wasn't a good idea for me to be walking home this late at night. There was a heavy increase in vampires lately trying to cross the border and even though I'm not a shifter; I'm still a big target for them.

It would be foolish to say that I wasn't a little scared, it wasn't as if I can turn into a giant wolf and defend myself. I won't lie, it almost felt though I was being watched. I quickened my pace home; my senses were on edge as I still felt the watchful eyes on me.

I finally reached home and went around back to use the backdoor. The front door made too much noise and I was trying to be conspicuous. As I was to open the door I stopped in my tracks as I felt a presence behind me. My breath hitched as fear set in, who or whatever that has been watching me this entire time was right behind me. I gulped as I slowly turned around ready to face whatever stood behind me.

I let out a small sigh of relief as I found no one standing behind me. Even though there was no one behind me I still felt a pair of eyes on me watching my every movement. I squinted my eyes trying to see through the darkness. Our backyard led to the woods and the presence I felt was defiantly coming from the woods. A small part of me was curious to go check it out but I felt immense anxiety about going into the woods.

I used to love going into the woods when I was younger but now even the thought of going into the woods paralyzed me in fear. Why was I so scared of the woods? I can't exactly pinpoint when but something defiantly happened in the woods that completely traumatized me.

The door behind me was angrily pulled open and I heard a low growl emitting from behind me. I gulped as I turned around and was met with an angry Sam. I nervously chuckled as I ran my hand through my hair.

"Get in this house now."

His voice was low and was trembling with anger, this was one of the few occasions that I feared my brother. I hung my head low as I walked into the house, I sat down at the kitchen table and glanced around. The only light on was the one over top of the stove but in all actuality, I was looking for Emily. I knew if she were down here then my punishment would be less severe as she usually always takes my side. My heart dropped once I didn't see her; this wasn't going to end well.

Sam slammed the door shut pulling me out of my thoughts. He began to pace in front of me while pinching the bridge of his nose to quell his anger.

"Do you have any idea what time it is?"

I kept quiet, fearful that anything I might say will only just make him madder.

"I called you ten times, and not once did you answer," he continued.

"My phone died, I'm sorry."

"And what exactly were you two doing for hours?"

The best course of action would be to lie, there was no way that I could tell Sam the truth. He was livid right now and that little piece of information would completely send him over the edge.

"We were just talking."

He stopped dead in his tracks and looked me in my eyes. I quickly turned my head avoiding his gaze.

"Do you have any idea how dangerous it is for you to be walking home this late? There's more vampires trying to cross the border making it extremely dangerous for you to be out this late."

"I know that, but I made it home safely," I replied.

He narrowed his eyes at me as I could see the anger boiling inside of him.

"You're grounded."

I stood up as my bravado was coming back in full force.

"Grounded?!"

He took a several steps closer towards me till our faces were just inches apart.

"Go to your room now."

His voice was trembling in anger signifying me that he was dead serious. Going against him right now would be foolish but I was stubborn. I folded my arms against my chest and stood my ground. Even though I was shaking in fear; I had to stand my ground. I refuse to keep getting treated as if I'm a child.

Sam let out a low growl which sent shivers down my spine.

"NOW!"

I sniffled holding back tears as Sam has never yelled me like that before. Even when we were kids, he never once yelled at me before. I stomped off to my room and slammed my door as hard as I could. I threw myself on my bed and buried my face into my pillow. Grounded? I couldn't believe that he grounded me. I hated the fact that Sam treated me like a little kid. I know he's doing what he thinks is right. I buried my face deeper in my pillow and forced myself to fall asleep.

Once again sorry for the extremely long update, I'm trying to get better at updating more frequently. Hope you guys are enjoying the story so far and please let me know what you think. So please Read&Review&Suscribe. Next Chapter: Bella