The Reluctant Dominatrix


Chapter 7: Discussions


Meredith keeps lying down on her stomach, and stretching out her limbs, trying to entice Addison to start petting her again, and so far, it isn't working.

"Mm-" Meredith whines.

"Did you say something?" Addison leans in to whisper, and then she moves away again.

"Addison-" Meredith grumbles.

"Yes, baby?" Addison arches her eyebrow at Meredith.

Meredith frowns, and takes her arm and holds onto Addison's arm, and places it on top of her head again.

"Use your words, babygirl," Addison husks.

"Mm-" Meredith grumbles, not used to having to ask for what she wants, and not wanting to resort to begging just yet.

Addison keeps her hand on Meredith's head, without moving it, and Meredith finally sighs, and gives into Addison's game.

"Touch me?" Meredith asks sweetly.

"There you go, you're a good pet, huh?" says Addison.

"Yes," says Meredith, nodding.

"Would you like to be petted?" asks Addison.

"Yes!" Meredith cheers.

"Mm, alright then," says Addison, training her new pet to be articulate.

Addison begins moving her hand on Meredith's head and petting her again, and Meredith sighs contentedly, and lets out little satisfied noises.

She continues until there's a knock on the door, and they open it to receive room service.

"Thank you," says Addison, tipping the server and paying no mind that Meredith is still in dominatrix clothing behind the door.

"Mm," says Meredith, pointing at the food. "That looks delicious."

"It does," says Addison. "It's a perfect meal over which we can begin our discussions," she adds.

"Discussions?" says Meredith.

"Yes, discussions," says Addison. "I'm sure you know. Discussions about what you want, what I want. What we're prepared for. What kind of fantasies we'd like to fuffill together," Addison smiles.

"Oh-" Meredith nods. Of course she knows this, she's done this before. Lots of times before, in fact. But she's always been the one leading the conversation. The one who's in control. And even if Meredith has an idea of how this could go, a part of her is afraid from being so far out of her comfort zone.

"So…" Addison purrs, as she begins her dinner. "Do you have any desires you'd like to explore with me?" she offers.

"Well…" says Meredith, her breath suddenly taken away. "I'd uh-" Meredith fumbles. "I'd uh… Like to do things… With you…" says Meredith less than eloquently.

"Things?" Addison smirks, and then throws her head back with laughter.

"Yes," says Meredith. "I'd like to explore some things. Some kinky things. If that's what you want," says Meredith, finally finding her confident voice.

"Yes, I would like that," says Addison. "I think I could groom you," says Addison. "I could have you experience great things with me. I'd like to see you learn this new side of yourself, see what it's like to have someone else take the reins.." Addison whispers.

Meredith keps nodding, wide-eyed.

"I'd like to explore this relationship with you, both sexually, and also platonically, if you're up for it," says Addison.

"Yes…" Meredith moans, in anticipation.

"Of course we're also both doctors. We know about safety concerns surrounding sex. We can talk about that when it comes up," says Addison. "And commitment. This is only our first date, our first encounter, so I don't expect you to be exclusive with me nor the other way around, that can come later, if it interests us," says Addison.

"What about telling people?" Meredith blurts out.

"Would you like it to be public?" asks Addison.

"That dating part, yes," says Meredith. "But maybe not the kinky parts…" Meredith says shyly.

"We can certainly keep that between us," says Addison.

"I'm still healing," says Meredith. "I like you, Addison, and you intrigue me, and you turn me on. And all of this is so exciting, but I just got out of another relationship… With your husband… Which is sort of confusing… And I'm an intern, and we're always so busy. And I live with other interns, and it's complicated, so, I might be a little hard to be dating at times, but please don't give up on me," says Meredith.

"I appreciate your honesty," says Addison. "Dating my husband's ex does add an interesting later to it," says Addison. "But it wouldn't be the first time. Derek and I will manage, I'll take care of that part," says Addison. "I'm new to the city, perhaps you might show me around sometime?" Addison offers, both out of curiosity, and also to give Meredith some of her expertise and autonomy in the relationship.

"I could," says Meredith

"Excellent," says Addison.

"Thank you for dinner," says Meredith, as she completes it.

"You're welcome," says Addison, as she folds Meredith's plate over her own.

Addison sets the dishes aside before she brushes her fingers over Meredith's skin again.

Meredith preens as Addison caresses her hair.

"May I kiss you?" Meredith asks Addison quietly.

She's not entirely sure that Addison will say yes, but she's hopeful.

This is a first date after all.

"You may," Addison purrs, as she pulls Meredith onto her lap.

Meredith closes her eyes, and presses their foreheads together, and then their lips. Their lips brush, and they kiss softly before Meredith parts her lips for Addison's tongue to slip in between them, and she moans as Addison caresses the inside of her mouth, before she ends the kiss.

"Thank you, for the date," says Addison, as she smiles, and helps Meredith pack up her things.

"Thank you," says Meredith, still starstruck from Addison's kisses.

Addison walks her on out, and watches as Meredith heads back to her house again.

When she gets there, Meredith opens her secret closet again, and puts her props back in carefully before she secures the padlock again, anxiously anticipating the next time that she'll be taking her kinky things out again.


***** END OF CHAPTER 7