TW/ small mention of death

kurt's diary :

dear diary,

here i am again. it feels like the whole world has come crashing down on me. i know i haven't known him for that long but i feel so close to him. doctors have been in and out of his room all day, it hasn't been looking good from their expressions. they've been running tests, santana's on her way: i know she's gonna kill me. i couldn't help it, i didn't know it was him. oh god, what if he could've been texting me back!? i did this- it was my fault. this feels like exactly when dad died, the waiting in the hospital room. the doctor's coming.

4:00pm

a doctor appeared in front of him, "mr hummel?" kurt nodded. "mr anderson has severe lacerations to his skull and rib cage, crushed organs. during the ambulance ride over, his heart stopped working, we had to do chest compressions the whole way here." kurt's expression darkened, he could feel the walls closing in on him, tears springing into his eyes. "we're going to take him into surgery to take a look at why his heart stopped, to see if he may have any heart conditions. does he have any health conditions?" kurt shook his head, "w-we only met last week-" the doctor nodded sympathetically. "i see. is there anyone who could know his medical history?" kurt nodded, "h-his friend s-santana is on her way." the doctor nodded once more, "if you can, bring her up to speed when she arrives. thank you mr hummel." he returned to his seat in the waiting room, his hands shaking too much to even pick up his diary. don't do it kurt, you have to stay strong. you can't have a panic attack now.

10:46pm

another doctor emerged from surgery to talk to kurt, "mr hummel? miss lopez?" santana had arrived during the period of time they had been waiting for blaine's surgery. they both arose from their seats, "i'm dr peter aracetamol, blaines surgeon." they nodded, not being able to say much more. "the surgery went okay, besides from a few complications." kurt and santana shared a worried expression, dr aracetamol's expression softened. "don't worry, he went into shock. we were able to stabilise him and he should come off of the anaesthesia soon." santana took over, seeing as kurt was still processing what just happened. "thank you doctor. we appreciate it." another doctor joined dr aracetamol, "this is doctor nanny mcbeef. she's been taking care of me anderson the time he's been here." kurt and santana shook her hand, trying their best to smile. "you must be kurt and santana," their expressions showed a wave of confusion. dr mcbeef laughed, "he's come around from the anaesthesia, he's asking for you two." dr aracetamol nodded, "i'll go check up on him then you guys should be okay to go in. thank you dr mcbeef." she nodded and turned on her heel to go and see another patient.

11pm

"mr hummel? miss lopez? mr anderson is ready to see you." another doctor went up to them, "i'm dr melendez, i took over from dr aracetamol and dr mcbeef. come right this way and you can see him." he smiled at them and took them into blaine's room. kurt looked at the injured boy, tears welling in his eyes.

"...kurt...?"

AN: i'm so sorry for the doctors names in this chapter, they were my friends ideas and small cameo from a the good doctor character hehe.