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N/A:After a while something long I bring you the chapter, try to think of a better title, but the one I put in is the only one that happened to me... although I think it fits with the chapter I just hope you like it, only as a curious fact these things I can think of at the moment... I read what I've written several times to see if I liked the scene or not, or how I can improve it.

[Grisha Yeager's point of view]

Sigh to see my adopted son be unconscious, if he was honest, his son Hiroki Nakatomi would never have been expected to be the heir to the current possessor of one of the nine changing titans, and it was not of any power that was the Hammer of War Titan that kept secret in Marley. to think that his adoptive son had it is an astonishing fact, it was never expected that an Oriental could be his shapeshifter, unless his race was half Eldian and half Eastern. certainly did not seem eldian physically.

Now his son not only possessed one of the most powerful changing powers, with the death of the queen of walls at Hiroki's hands currently possessing the Titan Hammer of War and the Founding Titan... He still didn't feel well about killing the entire Reiss family including the children, but their deaths will be for a good cause.

Just as I was about to carry my adopted son in my arms so I could take him to the carriage where he had arrived at the Chapel of the Royal Family, I heard the voice whisper.

"Kill him"Eren Yeager who seemed to be almost adulthood I speak "will only be a path of pain and suffering for him. you have to take advantage of that he is unconscious and get both the founder and the hammer of war" Eren gave me a cold look before looking at Hiroki's body causing his eyes to soften.

Grisha Yeager looked at Eren Yeager with his eyes wide open, "Kill him?" whispered in a trembling voice. No... he could no longer kill more children, let alone a person he considered his son even if it wasn't blood. had promised to calm down after what happened to his first son Zeke Yeager.

I had betrayed them... even if he knew why his first son had betrayed them because of the dreams or memories of the future and past he has had since he gained titan power from Attack. still blamed for what had happened, his first wife Dina Reiss had paid the consequences of his actions, his life has been full of regrets. his sister Faye Yeager had died for not heeding his parents, for hating his birthplace and the way the Eldians were treated.

Since the death of his sister... since he learned that Marley had murdered his sister he had come to hate them and had sworn revenge for what they did to Faye, for that very reason he had joined Eldian restaurateurs, but also a voice in his head whispered that it was his fault. after a while he had married his first wife and had had his first son Zeke Yeager and pressured him to meet the goals he had set for him. always passed busy and could not remember the times when I had paid attention to him.

"Don't waste your time and do it" Eren speaks when he began to get impatient, taking me out of my thoughts "his death will be painless, he is unconscious. so you don't have to worry" Eren I try to calm down

"No" I answered aloud. he had promised that he would not hurt his family again, even if it was largely because of the guilt that he was eating "I just have to wait, rest a little... even if we can no longer save people we can still recover Wall Maria" I said more to myself, than to the illusion of my futuristic son.

Eren Yeager narrowed his eyes at me before taking a deep breath "Hiroki is not someone who was destined to be born... a strange phenomenon" Eren muttered something I couldn't understand very well before he shook his head "If you want revenge on Marley for what they did to your sister Faye and your wife Dina, you must do what I'm telling you... your goal of peace cannot be achieved without the founding titan and you know it, his death will not be in vain", Eren said in an attempt to provoke me, I gritted my teeth hard knowing the illusion was right, but I could still give my son Eren to inherit the Attack Titan and have Hiroki help him free Eldian. if that was the right thing to do, I said to myself over and over while Eren frowns on my eyebrows, "it doesn't matter... Anyway, rumbling is something that's meant to happen," Eren said with a sigh of exasperation before disappearing.

Look at my adoptive son's unconscious body for a moment thinking about what I had been told before denying with my head and picking it up... I couldn't waste any more time in this place sooner or later the military will know something's going on, so grab my son's body so I could get out of this place.

[Hiroki Nakatomi's point of view]

My eyes opened suddenly and a silent gasp came out of my throat, I sat with my irregular regulation and cold sweat went down my temples, grabbed my chest where my heart was located feeling like I was beating too fast, as its I would have run all day until it collapsed.

My mind tried to process the information that had reached my brain, I didn't know if it was a dream or a memory of a distant future, but even with my brain artificially augmented it wasn't enough to cling to my memory... so I couldn't remember or at least there were blurry parts. it was like a haze, the only thing I knew I had to remember because it was important.

What was that? I thought with confusion, once I was able to stabilize my confused mind, calm my body so that my breathing would return to normal, try to imagine the possible scenarios so I could remember what I had dreamed of, maybe if I went back to the mental landscape I had been in with Lara Tybur... uh?... how she knew her name so far she hadn't told me... no matter what I found out later, all I knew was that it had to do with that memory.

"I'm confused too my little Hiroki" Lara... No... Miss Tybur said "I think we'd better talk later... your father's been talking to you", she told me.

¿What?

"Hiroki, are you listening to me?" Mr. Yeager asked me in a concerned voice.

"I'm sorry it's just..." I shook my head briefly thinking about what to say "they were just nightmares again. there's nothing to worry about, but thank you" I lied, pretending to smile "by the way, where are we?" I asked as I watched my foster father continue after I checked if I was okay.

"We were in the east of the Orvud District", Mr. Yeager said grimly "we're in Wall Rose, it's going to take a while to get to Trost District, first we're going to have to get to Yalkell District, so make yourself comfortable because it's going to be a long road"

"It's okay, " I said as I sighed, I was looking at the landscape for a while, we were both silent looking for something to talk about... Well I wanted to ask my adoptive father what his plan was, but I was observing that he had something to tell me, but he didn't know how by the expression he was doing in his face.

I could feel the fresh air to my snow-white hair, at least it was a little on my shoulder... I frowned as I remembered how Rod Reiss had escaped from the place, that would be a problem... not only does he know what my face looks like, but he also knows what my name is like, he obviously won't be left without doing anything. I guess he's going to try to get the Founding Titan back.

Sigh heavily... I shouldn't worry about that, even if you come to meet a lot of soldiers gathered to arrest me, you won't be able to do anything to me... I am the Hammer of War Titan, if Marley could not defeat me when he had barely acquired this power, I do not believe that these islanders can defeat me... anyway you don't have to fight, just run to a place where you won't find me.

Just by becoming Titan would victory lead me to victory, my crystallized body is indestructible... According to the information Marley had given me when I was a warrior in training, the only one who could hurt my crystallized body is the Titan Jaw.

Even if I run out of energy and took my crystallized body to an underground would be useless, the power of the Hammer of War Titan is to be able to manipulate hardening from the earth. I also don't need to be inside the body to be able to manipulate it so, with a little rest I will regain the energy and could open an exit from the underground to the surface.

(NA: Hiroki Nakatomi... gained its power at the age of 12 in 844, turned 13 in 845 therefore the curse would be triggered at age 25)

I shook my head it is useless to think about what would happen if... I gave a big yawn, I guess I hadn't regained all the energy because I still felt tired... I wonder, how many hours have I been able to rest?

"Mr. Yeager" I called him making him turn to see me "What are we going to do now?" I did my best to put a face with sadness and confusion making his face soften.

Mr. Yeager turned to look forward so that no tripping with the wagon would happen and kept quiet for a moment thinking about what to say before we speak "We will go to the Trost district that was located in the south" he replied, before he could speak the continuum "Even if we head towards Shiganshina you are too tired that you can cover the doors... another problem is that there will be too many titans to fight with even if we transform ourselves, besides we do not know how to use the founding Titan" Mr. Yeager explained.

I was a little surprised by his reasonable explanation, and even if we knew how it works to activate the powers of founding titan, we have no one with real blood... The restored Eldians I had allied with had told me this information, although I don't really know if Marley knows about this information or not... though I think it is unlikely, so there was no real-blooded marley.

Now that I think about it when I was saving my adoptive mother Carla and hitting that titan with a creepy smile, I had chilling memories that could cause trauma or nightmares for others who didn't have a strong mental strength. not that my mental strength is too strong, but the intelligence serum my father injected me with since I was a child helped to feel calm and serene. it's not that I've taken away my feelings, the right thing to say would be that it blocks them from acting impulsively on their basis.

"Well" I said, accepting my well-deserved rest, these last few hours have been a little frustrating, defending people I don't know for goodness of the heart?... I don't think it would have been for that reason, but as Miss Tybur told me, you don't have to have a reason to help someone... right?... Miss Tybur wake me up if anything serious happens... I think I've regained some energy so I could transform even if it goes incomplete I thought warning Lara.

"Don't worry dear, you can rest" Miss Tybur said in a soft voice to what made me blink drowsy as I settled in a better position "you deserve this Hiroki break... I'll let you know if anything happens" she calms me down.

The only voices that could give me this warm and welcoming feeling were Carla and Miss Tybur... maybe because a part of me wishes in my background my subconscious and longs to have had a mother... I always wonder if my mother hadn't died because of her illness as things would be.

Not that I couldn't feel comfortable with Eren, Mikasa, Armin or even Mr. Yeager, but they don't provoke that warm feeling in me that I look forward to holding on... maybe it's silly of me to try to hold on to someone in this cruel, corrupt world, but I want to know what it's like to feel human.

When I was in Marley there was no feeling... I always felt that I was missing something, the only feeling I was hatred of fate that had led me to suffering. I always had to fake a smile and show everyone that I was happy, but what was the point?... none apparently.

With those depressing thoughts, I fell completely asleep.

Time Skip

My eyes started to open slowly, I sat down and immediately started stretching my back making it hear soft crackles. I let out a silent groan when I felt satisfaction. Looks like I had slept uncomfortably, put my hand to feel like I was sleeping. Looks like I was sleeping on the hard floor, but there was a cloth of something kind so I wouldn't get dirty.

Look around me to see where I was. Apparently there were a lot of people in the location where I was like some kind of shelter. My eyes were able to identify Mikasa sleeping quietly near my place, I was also able to observe Eren... Armin was with his grandfather, I guess.

So we got to TrostI thought of my mind coming to the obvious conclusion, but I still had a lot of questions, but the most important thing right now was... where was Carla? I got up carefully so as not to wake anyone, but as much as I looked I didn't find her.

I stopped looking when I realized the answer... "..." ... there were some people who weren't asleep, but you could hardly hear the sound. The only sound I could hear was crickets and wind.

"Hiroki..."I heard Miss Tybur voice trying to comfort me, but I blocked her from listening to her, I didn't know I could do that, but I didn't realize it until later.

My hands were closed in fists unconsciously and squeezed tightly enough for my nails to stick in my skin pulling out a thread of blood... my heart began to beat furiously and my body began to tremble with rage. A little voice in my head told me to look for those responsible and kill them, make them pay for taking away one of the people who were important to me. He was the only person who had made me cry and welcomed me into a home, he was one of the people who made me feel that warm feeling of being loved by a family. I guess I was a fool on my side to get too attached... maybe, just maybe if it had been faster, if stupid people hadn't bumped into me while I was trying to get to her together, I wouldn't have had that fate.

My eyes were burning from a futile attempt to shed tears, but as much as I wanted, no more than I wanted to vent and cry I didn't come out. no tears.

Inhaled.

Exhale.

Inhaled.

Exhale.

My body forced me to calm down, I needed to get out of here... anywhere but here. I just hope I don't meet Reiner and Bertholdt right now because if they were here hiding with the refugees like they were supposed to... then hell is all that awaits them.

I left the makeshift shelter I'd made near the wall. Parce that there were some large wooden pillars nailed to the ground, Apparently refugees managed to build walls using ropes, nails and some support beams to hold the wooden boards. The roof had been built with the same wooden boards, covering it with a large canvas fabric so they could avoid the rain. Sincerely observing the place they had built was not very comfortable, but I suppose it fulfilled the purpose of a roof. Although the walls offered little resistance against the wind or the sun.

The floors had been left exactly as flat and rocky, I guess they had run out of wood to cover it, so I imagine they improvised by putting on a big canvas cloth.

I look a little closer around me and apparently there was no running water... I guess I'll have to go to a river to get it, I thought there weren't any toilets in the shelter either so I'd have to find a place where I could do your needs.

A roar came from my stomach warning me that I hadn't eaten anything since the battle. Looks like I'm going to have to steal something to be able to eat, I just hope I can find something so night I thought as I started looking for something to eat, but above all so I could distract my mind.

Then spend an hour searching without being able to find anything late at night... try to get into a bar that was open, but the guard who was there wouldn't let me. So I had more choice than sneaking into a house and stealing only what I needed to survive.

After finding the house he seems to have acceptable resources at least in my opinion. I approached the door and obviously had a lock, so I closed my eyes and began to imagine the key forming the same figure I had seen in the door lock.

After a few minutes a little ray on my fingers made me open my eyes, when I noticed what was in my hand I could observe the little key. My eyes opened slightly I didn't think it was going to work, but apparently I was wrong.

I put the little key in the lock and spun it causing a barely audible "click". Enter the house as stealthy as possible, just steal what I needed a barrel I had found by chance and 3 loafs of bread... what? Don't blame me I'm hungry... after I had finished and left the house I locked the door. I went to find a place where I could see the sky, look at the sky gave me the tranquility that I need right now.

When I found a good place to observe the stars... on top of a roof of a random house that is far from the house to which you steal... I put the barrel aside, started eating and let my feet hang slowly as I watched the stars and the moon. after a good while A sudden memory came to me.

"Hiroki" Carla had called me as I turned to see her "please help both Mikasa and Eren when they're in trouble," she told me while giving him a simple feeling "Mikasa will always follow Eren, make sure you protect them."

A memory came suddenly making me gasp by surprise... I felt as if my vision had darkened by the time I blinked around me it was replaced by the same scenario and the same words I had said. those had been his last words, at least addressed to me.

¿What?

"Hiroki... I know you feel sad I can feel it" listento the voice of the Lara. "But it's not good for you to keep your feelings locked up or blocked," she said in a reassuring, maternal voice, "You have to let them out. do it for me, please" I've never heard her talking. I felt my whole body shudder from the inside trying to block out mental collapse.

"¡How i do it!" I screamed aloud with a hoarse voice as my eyes began to burn "I have tried to cry, but I cannot the only time I remember doing so. it was that day that Carla adopted me into the family" my voice became trembling.

"I know it hurts, but don't just think about the horrible or sad moments. think of all the good memories you'vebeen able to make" Lara recommended to me "I know the world can't be perfect, but what I can tell you is that you're strong, you have two of the strongest powers, and you can be the one who tips the scales toward a world where there might be peace" she told me with a confess that it can be contagious.

"What's the point of being strong if I couldn't protect her" I said as I struck my fist hard enough on the roof that broke and stuck in my skin, but I don't mind "TELL ME!" he screamed again, pounding harder using his injured arm, a disgusting crackle of bones was heard than my wine from my phalanxes.

"Exactly take out what you have inside Hiroki don't leave anything"Lara told me.

Even if it wasn't real I could feel like Lara Tybur was hugging me, I lifted my damaged arm as I started smoking and regenerating while I put it to rest on my femoral quadriceps. With my good arm, for the elbow on my other leg while carrying my hand to my face with the aim of trying to block out the tears that I was shedding... I gritted my teeth and closed my eyes in a futile attempt to stop the tears coming out of my cheeks, but they just kept coming out.

As I cried I couldn't help but avoid all the good memories I had made with Carla Yeager, my adoptive mother... the person who had given me wanted it, even if only for a not very long period of time... A Home, A Family, A Mother... I don't know how much time I spent crying, but it was a considerably long time because the sun was making on the horizon.

"Thank you" Murmure as I wiped away the tears that still remained in my eyes. I didn't get an answer, but you can feel Lara's satisfaction... blinked before that, "I suppose this feeling is something new" I said as I laughed slightly.

I had to do something about how long I had it. Also, I was planning to ink my hair why walking with snow-white hair would stand out as a plague. I could well yell at Rod Reiss bastard as he jumped and waved his arms.

I came down from the roof of the house while I was taking the clothes I had stolen out of the barrel, obviously I wasn't going to walk around in this damn white dress stained with my own blood... at least Mr. Yeager would have given me a change of clothes, but nothing. By the way, I hadn't seen him with the refugees either, was it doing something while we were asleep? Or will it be something else?... I denied with my head as I started smelling my armpit before I pulled my head away and winceed, I also needed to bathe.

After finding a place to bathe without contaminating the water from the rivers, I changed my clothes while getting rid of the old one without leaving a trace, at least I no longer gave off the smell of blood and smelled good. Then with a tail for the hair I made my comb back tying my hair with the bow getting a ponytail, I still had some loose hairs left, but it was better than walking it long and loose.

I was wearing a grey long-sleeved shirt, mostly so I could hide the scars of my forearms, black peasant pants and comfortable brown boots.

"Much better" I didn't say to anyone in particular, "I'd better get back to Eren, Armin and Mikasa I didn't want to worry" about putting my hands in my pants pockets as I started heading where the refugees were.

Even though this was a small island, it looked like it was an ant by comparison, each district was huge let's not even talk about whether you live outside the districts, you could easily get lost if you don't have a good sense of direction.

After getting exactly where the refugees were with my good sense of direction, I could see how several people had already risen to start their day, but they didn't care about me. I turned to see Mikasa, Armin, Eren and even Armin grandfather and screamed so I could tell him I was fine.

I could see his still depressed expressions turn to see me. When they looked at me they had faces of surprise and disbelief... I suppose he had not yet observed or seen me, so that means that Mr. Yeager left me in this place very recently. then for that reason she was still wearing that filthy dress... it doesn't matter that's not what's important right now.

I extended my arms to get them to come and hug me. That's all it took for Armin, Eren and Mikasa to start running in my direction... Mikasa was the first to hug me I could feel the onslaught, but I was able to stand. Then Eren joined and finally Armin, all four of us made a group hug.

Looking up at the sky as I felt the tears of Armin and Mikasa, Eren clinging quite tightly, granting it to him, as if I was single disappearing. a little smile appeared on my lips... Carla wherever you are, I don't assure you that I will be able to fulfill the promise to protect them, but I promise you that I will try to protect all three of you, even if I have to do everything in my power to do so... I assure you of that... By the way, one last thing.

Thank you for being my mother, I love you.

PDT: one last thing, I'm thinking of not giving a couple to our MC... because I think it's for the best, but they can also give me their opinions... maybe the other chapter will come out in 2022... okay not only is it a joke, it all depends on the support, if I have time and if I feel like it there is also.