Notes- Reviews are encouraged, enjoy [heavily inspired by wilyoldjane's being no potter] please let me know how to improve the narrative and tell me about any errors and leave suggestions maybe i'll include them

Disclaimer- harry potter does not belong to me but christian, all the longbottom kids beside neville, harriet or genevive and alice's family does.

Regrets

Potter Manor

Henry suddenly collapsed on the floor of his bedroom floor screaming in pain. suddenly bursting into tears. the connection he had to Harry and Harriet was severed. It hurt so badly!

Within seconds Lily rushed into her son's room yelling for James and Sirius as she cradled her son, her perfectly little boy whispering soothing words

"What happened" James asked his wife when he and Sirius stormed in. Lily looked up to her husband, her emerald green eyes full of concern and fear.

"I don't know! Henry honey what happened, love?

"They're gone! Mum, they're gone I can't fee... feel him any-... anymo-... anymore!" sobbed henry into his mother's chest

"Who's gone prongslet?" Sirius asked his godson

"Harry and Harriet!" Sobbed the young child in his mother's arms

They three adults looked at the child in complete and utter shock. Henry was upset about Harriet and Harry? He was upset because of them? the younger two of the potter triplets had not been mentioned for at least two years. Henry Hadn't even spoken about his siblings.

Longbottom Manor

"Did it work" Genevieve asked. Smiling Augusta conjured up a small copy of the Potter family tree

"You tell me, Dear?" Augusta asked her granddaughter

"It worked" smiled Elijah at his twin sister "it worked'

"And don't worry, there is a counter potion to reverse the severing if at one stage you want to unsevere the connection" Augusta informed her newest grandchildren

James's Study

It was midnight and James potter sat in his study could everything has gone so wrong. He and lily had been so happy when they found out they were expecting, they were even more ecstatic when they found out they were expecting triplets and they were both overjoyed when they were finally born. Even with the prophecy and the possibility that one of their children were destined to defeat Voldemort they had been a happy family. Then Voldemort had found them and cam for the triplet leaving all three of them marked. they triplets had been close till then. But then Henry had been proclaimed the boy who lived, and Britain went crazy. At first James had liked the attention, liked being in the spotlight. And then lily had demanded that Harry and Harriet stay at Longbottom manor after Harry was mistaken for was not the same women he fell in love with all those years ago, the attention and influence had gotten to her head, she liked keeping up appearances by going to every event, the same events James had begun to dread.

He missed Harry and Harriet terribly. But Albus and Lily had begun to think as His two other children as unimportant and like they were in the way. I should have fought harder for them. James thought to himself. but Every time he tried to spend time with harry and/or Harriet lily complained that he should be there for henry more. He had used the excuse of it was hard to equally share time between three kids bit the Longbottom's had nearly five times as many kids{ at that stage] than he had and still managed to make time for every single time while balancing two full time jobs. He should have stuck up to Lily and been there for his kids, but it was too late now! Two weeks after they had left Harry and Harriet at the orphanage he had been informed They had been informed that Alice and Frank Longbottom Had taken Harry and Harriet in and they were also informed that the Longbottom family wished no further contact with the Potters. As a pure-blood James knew the old Wizarding laws. Harry was now adopted by his former Godmother. He knew that for a year he could have claimed Harriet back and he could have claimed Harry back for two. Why Didn't I? James snorted. come one who am I kidding if I had of brought them back Lily and albus would have just sent them away again. Alice and frank were better parents to them then we were even before we sent them away and now their officially their parents. And in that moment James couldn't help the tears falling down his face as he stared blankly at the wall bottle half empty in his hand.

Henry's Room

Henry too was awake. He couldn't sleep. Even when his brother and sister were gone, he could still feel him there, but not anymore. never in his short life had he ever felt this empty- so alone.

Flashback

"Mum, Dad I can't find Harriet or Harry anywhere" He sobbed out " They must have run off, they're scared we have to find them" James looked at lily then without a word exited the room. Lily groaned why couldn't he understand that they were are a danger to us? Lily thought. Henry looked at his mother.

"Mummy," he asked looking at his mother with his big sad emerald green eyes, suddenly getting a bad feeling. was something wrong with Harry and Harriet? Were they sick?

"Sweetie come here!" Lily said smiling kindly at her son

"Hunny we had to send them away" Henry paled his eyes filling with tears again

"Why" he sobbed Lily smiled at her boy. her little hero "They would only hold you back love. Hunny their dangerous plus they were never good enough to begin with their nothing compared to you"

At that Henry ran out of the room sobbing even harder than he had before. Not enough? He, Harry, and Harriet were triplets! how couldn't they be good enough? Does that mean that someday He won't be good enough as well?

End of flashback

Soon after they left his training begun. his mother taught him how to read and write while his dad and uncle Sirius taught him defence and charms {as well as quidditch}. When henry tried to ask why he needed to know all this stuff his parents shut him down just saying he was a special little boy and one day would need to be prepared, but none would tell him what he had to be prepared for. Henry noticed over the past two years that his father had become quiet and thoughtful; he didn't find joy in playing pranks anymore. Henry though he missed Harry and Harriet but didn't dare to ask. he himself missed them terribly and often though about what his mother said. he never spoke of his sibling because every time he did his dad would get sad and his mother would get angry. Why hadn't his siblings been good enough. they could read before he could. when his parents and godfather were busy, he would get them to read him stories and they could get things to fly around in the air

Henry was thinking again, why hadn't they been good enough? and then it hit him his mum would often say "you are special, our little saviour" neither of his siblings were the "Boy who lived" Henry than suddenly remembered all the times that they would get scolded for something that he did wrong. and then suddenly Harry and Harriet were suddenly not allowed to come with them, and how they became less present as the years went by, they were always locked in their rooms or sent off to the grew angrier with every realisation

"They're wrong Harry and Harriet were good enough and they still are" he yelled in his silent, empty room. he rolled on to his back trying to wipe the tears pouring from his eyes. "Harriet, Harry come back!" he sobbed

Longbottom manor

"Somethings not right" Elijah whispered to his twin sister once they were alone "Somethings missing that was their before but wasn't there anymore"

"Henry" Vivi whispered "I can't tell him anymore, but I can still feel you."