Attention! This chapter includes the Smut thread at the end.
8. Madness You Like.
POV Jellal:
"This tiring December has come." I thought while in the Fairy Tail guild.
I wasn't paying attention to any situation, in particular Natsu's pointless argument with Gray.
Complete retreat. I just watched what the others were doing, but it took me to feel unreal.
"Lately, I've been getting stressed. Also on a mission with Erza ... Probably this is the reason for this state. "
It felt like I was distancing myself from the real world.
As if everything was a dream and nothing else.
"Serotonin, come back to me, please. I want to enjoy life."
I only woke up when one of these two guys fell onto the table I'm at.
"Damn! Gray, you're gonna get hit for it! Sorry, Jellal." Natsu started out as usual and then pretended to be innocent.
"It's none of my business that you broke the table again."
" What do you mean?!" He showed his fangs
"You always provoke."
" Not true."
"Can I just ask you one question, Natsu and Gray?"
"Go ahead." Gray was confident.
"We're listening to you." Natsu smiling.
"What are you doing this for?"
"That ... our arguing? Gray raised an eyebrow.
"... It's just so much fun." Natsu replied.
"It's just a pity that your fun usually ends in a financial loss for the entire guild." I said it honestly.
"... Whoops." Both of them were stunned.
...
Erza came straight from her favorite purchases, but I noticed she was kind of depressed.
She sat down next to me, resting her head on my shoulder and wrapping herself around my arm.
"I don't know why, but I'm not happy that Christmas is coming," she muttered.
"Why?" I was surprised.
"I don't know! Maybe we're all too old for this kind of stupidity already."
"What? You are never old. It's a famous guild for games and celebrations, after all."
"Tell the master."
"Right." We both burst out laughing.
However, when Erza took off her winter hat, I couldn't believe my eyes.
"She has long hair again."
"I will never cut them again. I missed them."
"They are beautiful, that's true. Also, remember that I love you as you are. It doesn't depend on how you look." I kissed her forehead.
"... Thank you baby. Ummm ... There's something I want to tell you."
" Say it."
"... This is gonna sound stupid!" She waved her hands in excitement.
"It doesn't matter if it's stupid or not. Just say what's on your heart. "
"I love you both. You, Jellal and Siegrain."
I wanted to cry but held back.
I felt fully accepted by someone I love very much.
More than once I thought whether this problem would bother me in connection with My Erza.
Now I see that I don't have to worry about anything, completely.
"Yes, I cannot deny to myself that Siegrain shows up at the most unexpected moments of my life. He is part of me. I can also say about him that he helps me survive a bit. We have inflicted a lot of mental pain on each other, but to some extent, we can exist together. "
...
I heard everyone at Fairy Tail explain the holiday plans.
Everyone had a different one.
Lucy refused to let the parties take place in her new apartment. Not after what happened, two years ago, she said.
"Aha! So that's when Erza was walking naked around the city. I see ... Until today I haven't got my coat back. I wonder where she keeps it?"
The Strauss siblings celebrate it with the entire Laxus Team.
More than half of the people here spend this time with family.
I wanted to invite my sister, but she is celebrating something else: Winter Solstice.
Only My Beloved's Team had nowhere to go. Erza suggested that all of them come to our apartment.
I agreed, it wasn't a bad idea, but I make it a condition: They are supposed to be, at least a little calm
"Especially our Mr. Dragneel. "
...
"So, you don't mind?" Erza asked directly.
"I've already said that. I don't change my mind."
"Thanks, Jellal. We'll make sure you don't get into trouble for us." Wendy was happy.
"Hmph ... It's okay."
Rising from the bench for a moment, I surreptitiously heard Cana talking to Mirajane.
In general, I don't get into any gossip topics, but when I noticed Mira was holding her belly, I knew what was going on.
It is now certain that a New Fairy Tail Member will be born soon.
Both did not know what to do with the things in the building in order. Lisanna and Elfman could only help Cana a little, but they couldn't do everything.
Confused thoughts came to me, causing an inner turmoil.
"Cold sweat was running down my neck. "
I swallowed my fear, took a breath, and went into conversation with these strong women.
First, I offered my heartfelt congratulations and wished good health to Mirajane and her child, and she hugged me with emotion.
"She always does. "
I saw Laxus standing on the stairs. Luckily, he just smiled, he wasn't mad at me.
"I didn't do anything."
Then I offered something to Cana.
What resulted from this? From January I start "New Job"
I don't really want to listen to the recommendations of my doctor who conducts my disease.
"I know perfectly well what is wrong with me and I am aware of the consequences. I know there are people who are unable to do anything during treatment. I respect them very much, but my case is completely different...I want to learn to take my life to the fullest without regretting anything. Can't go on Crime Sorciere missions? Well! But, I don't want to stay home alone and cry for no reason. I want to try. "
...
Christmas Eve Day.
Both Erza and I got up very early in the morning. She pulled out two large boxes with decorations for the Christmas tree.
She climbed the ladder to place the golden star on top of a coniferous tree.
"Kyaa! ..." I heard her screams and the sound of a shaking metal object.
I didn't notice the broken plate.
I preferred to help My Girlfriend by running at full speed to catch her.
I saved her, but I also, in a strange way, ended up on the floor.
"With her hand gripping my crotch. I felt it perfectly, through the sweatpants!"
I saw my face in her eyes. It looked idiotic.
Instead of letting go of me, Erza still squeezed it. She was completely lost, and I grunted softly through clenched teeth.
"What a pain!"
...
"Ummm...Sorry!" She stopped in time.
"... Yeah ... umm ... It's okay."
"... I really didn't mean to!"
"Okay, Erza. The most important thing is that you haven't broken anything. "
"Jellal ...?"
" What?"
"Your hand is bleeding!" She panicked.
"Shit! It's because of the plate."
"I'll get the bandages."
"No. You don't have to."
"You can't be hurt. Plus, on a day like today."
"Eh ... Okay."
Erza's friends came in late afternoon.
They were dressed in funny red and white clothes and headbands.
Such joy radiated from them. It would never have occurred to me that someone could be so happy.
"We brought beer and cake!" Gray was shouting.
"Is there anything warm to drink?" Wendy was so cold I felt sorry for her.
"We're going to make some tea and for now, I'll give you a blanket to keep you warm." I guess I'm actually acting like a father.
...
We were sitting as a team, at the kitchen table and joking as we unwrapped the presents.
"This is for you, Erza."
"... Lucy, is this the book I was hunting for?"
"That's right!" She winked at her.
"Another Sinful Book, for your collection?" I could not hold back.
"I have nothing to say to you!" Erza blushed.
"From me, you'll get it later." I whispered rudely in her ear.
"...Interestingly."
"And this is for you, Jellal." Lucy handed me a fairly thicker package.
"Two notebooks. New Moon and Full Moon Journals?"
"I thought it would be a nice form of therapy for you. Moon magic can help in difficult times. Trust me."
"... Thank you, Lucy. Very kind of you."
"You're welcome. If you ever want to raise our Star Mages status together, you know where to find me."
"I'll remember that. I hope Erza doesn't get jealous."
"Me? Jellal, come on. Lucy is my friend and I'm so glad she can advise you on magic."
"You know what's cool with you? You're finally smiling sincerely." I never thought Natsu would tell me that.
At 2:00 am, The pink-haired Dragon Slayer decided to escort Wendy home. She was tired and we wanted to have fun like typical adults.
Gray and Lucy began to sing while drunk.
Then I took out what I had for Erza.
"I bought light blue lace underwear for her."
We were silent for three minutes, because neither I couldn't explain myself nor she managed to say a single word.
...
April X794.
I've been working behind a bar in a guild for a good few months,helping Cana.
I liked such contact with people.
"If only my upper and lower limbs weren't shaking yet, I'd be damn happy. "
Scantily dressed, brown haired woman, when she sees it, gives me a chair and a glass of water. She also allows me to smoke a cigarette.
I check myself every day. Every gesture I make, to myself and others.
I can deal with negative emotions because nobody is judging me here.
During the break, I asked a few people to arrange something.
Apart from Cana, I meant Elfman and Lisanna.
"... I would need your help."
" Anything you want." Lisanna clapped her hands.
"Erza's birthday is coming."
"What? What day? I completely forgot." Cana was scratching her forehead.
"April 7th."
"It's already in 3 days!" Everyone in shock.
"I would like to organize a big party for her on this occasion. It will also be a special day for me."
"Are you up to something?" Cana looked slyly.
"You can guess." I said.
"Then you can count on us. Am I right, Lisanna?"
"Sure. I'd love to decorate the guild for this celebration."
"I'll take care of the drinks." This is all Cana.
"And real men will make a cake! Come on, Jellal."
"Elfman, put me down!"
The plan was as follows: Evergreen was supposed to take Erza somewhere, and Natsu, Gray, Gajeel and Laxus made sure nothing would interrupt the preparations.
Me and Cana were drinking whiskey.
"Yes, yes, I know I can't drink it too much. It's only one glass ... For courage. "
We gave each other a high five and went to action .
...
The moment has come.
"Surprise! Happy Birthday Erza."
"... This ... Is this all for me?"
"The Queen of Fairies deserves a party like this." Cana hugged her.
"You guys are wonderful. Thank you."
"Thanks are to Jellal. He made it all up." Natsu set me up.
"Really, Jellal?"
"...Yes."
"I love you more and more." She kissed me, tears running down her cheeks.
"... Can we go out for a while? I want to tell you something important, but I don't want to do it in front of everyone."
" Yes ...of course." She took my hand.
I almost forgot the tongue in my throat, but managed to say it.
"Erza ... When I lied to you on the beach. It ... it was just such a security slogan. I didn't want anyone to kill you because of me."
"I know, Jellal. It's in the past."
"When I walked in the dark, you were the light I didn't deserve, but now ... I need that light. I want to enlarge it."
"Jellal ... What are you going to tell me?"
"... Maybe when I kneel before you, you will understand." And so I did.
" Oh my God...!"
"Erza Scarlet, Titania. Will you do me this honor and become My Wife? "
"... I ... I ... I'll do it!" She threw herself on my neck.
"So that means Yes?"
"I've waited so many years for this. Yes!"
"I love you so much, Erza." I started crying again.
"I love you too, Jellal."
"Okay ... Let's not cry anymore. Let's go back to the party. It's your day."
"You're right. Let's have fun!"
...
May X794.
A decision was made about the further course of my treatment.
Officially, my dose of medicine was reduced.
Literally just every two days.
"From what you said, Mr. Fernandes, I can tell you have had addictions in your family home."
"May I be prone to this?"
"I don't rule it out. I don't want to hurt you any more. I see there were side effects."
"Yes, I was overeating out of boredom."
"Well ... That's it, for my part. We have another visit in July."
"I expected a better decision, but good too."
"Please be more positive, Mr. Fernandes."
"Ghh ... Let it be."
...
When I got home, it turned out that I had a visitor. My Little Red Wolf is here.
Nika was talking to Erza, over shortbread cookies with pansies and iced coffee.
"It's great that they get along. Soon the sisters-in-law will be calling each other. "
My little sister gave me a Book of Shadows that belonged to our mother.
The witches wanted me to learn from this.
I didn't really feel ready for it, but I accepted it.
"One important thing, Jellal." Nika held up a finger.
" Yes?"
"You didn't lose your magic, you just blocked it."
" What?" I did not believe it.
"You doubted yourself, that's why it did. But there is a way ... Learn to manifest each day."
"Heh, I'll try."
...
One week later.
I was cleaning Master Makarov's office with Laxus.
"He's a good old man. He threw away almost every letter from the Magic Council. "
"Jellal, give me those documents on the desk."
"Sure. Here."
Fucking awkward silence.
He was sitting in a small chair.
Cynical smirks from both of us.
"Will you stop emanating such eroticism?"
"You do it too, Fernandes."
"Blonde asshole in a fur coat."
"Blue Clown."
"Deserter."
"Cheater."
"Dragon Slayer without a cat."
"29-year-old virgin."
"Fuck you!" I pushed him onto the bookshelf, laughing out loud.
"At least I do it!" He did the same.
Another awkward silence.
"What idiots we are!" We both got a goof attack.
" Sorry!"
"Don't worry, Jellal. I'm sorry!"
" I was just joking!"
"You're okay!" He tapped me on the shoulder.
"My stomach hurts to laugh!"
"Okay, now let's get serious. We have to finish this job."
"Khm ... Right."
...
It was so hot at night that I lay completely naked with Erza.
Every now and then we got up to splash water. It didn't help.
I opened the windows and the balcony, only then did it get brisk in the apartment.
"What a relief." She squirmed like a kitten.
"... Erza?"
"Hm?"
"Can I ... caress your breasts? I'm an idiot.
" You want?"
"... Mhm."
"...Yes you can."
I don't touch them by accident anymore.
I want it bad now.
"I'm so hungry for this body. "
I rubbed my thumbs over her nipples. She purred, making me want more. My hands weren't enough, I started kissing, licking, sucking and nibbling.
Erza was almost choking, she felt so good.
"... Je ... Jellal, stop it."
"...Something's wrong?"
"No, but ..." She threw me against the pillows.
"Erza ... What are you doing ?!"
"I want to please you." She was tempting.
"You've read too many dirty books."
"Hahahaha. I just want to learn what you like."
"... I don't know."
"Let's check it out together."
As she picked up my cock and started sucking it, it felt like I was draining my life. She wiggled her tongue around the base while massaging the testicles.
"... Erza ... Khh ... Don't force yourself."
"Mm ... No ... I want to achieve my goal. Did you understand me ?!"
"... Yeah."
"Something else. Don't be shy and groan. I want to hear you."
"Ok ... I'm dying ... She's doing it faster and faster. "
I tried to cover myself with a pillow, but it was too strong an experience to hide.
Shallow, intense sharp breaths turned to a scream.
After all this incident, Erza licked her lips and slapped my ass as I got up.
I went to the bathroom, looked at myself in the mirror, tired but satisfied.
"It was so Sinfully Good ... I have matured for it. "
...The End.
A/N/: Thank you very much for your warm comments, it means a lot to me.
I put my whole heart into writing about Jellal.
Now it's time for a few clarifications:
*Nobody repaired this table in December. Jellal and Erza were with the smashed all the time xD
*What Erza said to Jellal was a symbolic demonstration that when you love someone, it is with their baggage of experiences.
* Nika is a pagan. Jellal has a deistic approach to life.
*Jellal and Erza's apartment is one-room. Mostly these flats have a connection between a room and a kitchenette.
*The party was held from 4:30 pm to 5:00 am the next day. Natsu after escorting Wendy to her house, he returned to the friends.
*Jellal wore chapter 9 in Hiro Mashima's "Fairy Tail City Hero" manga when he was working behind the bar.
* You might say, "Why did Jellal propose so early?" Remember how much they went without each other. They deserved it.
* Jellal is the Adult Child of the Alcoholic. Therefore, his doctor made such a decision.
* I got an order regarding Jellal's situation with Laxus. What wrong is not me!
*I try to write about the sexual discoveries of Jellal and Erza, in a fairly gentle way. If I've disgusted your life ... I'm so sorry.
That's all.
Hope you like it.
I wish you only good times in your life.