A/n : Thank you so much everyone for your precious reviews..and also for wishing me good luck...
My exam datesheet has not come yet but my college has noticed us that our exam is going to start on 26th April..so i don't have any idea when will i come back in ff again.
Guest : I don't know what to say.. don't you give exams ... don't you prepare for it... writing a story is not like a bite of rice and curry...this time my priority is my exam not Fanfiction..you have to wait for ending of my exam otherwise go to hell..in ur words...i don't care dude you read or don't read my story..
I can't complete it in this chapter as it was becoming too lengthy...so i have divided it in two parts..
And i wanna ask a question what your guys opinion about this story..you want tragic end or happy ending..?
people say distance is the scariest thing, but it shows me in which place do i hold in someone's life..Distance is scariest because it's shows us mirror.. it's shows us truth.
" Nahi ja rahe hai ka matlab...tumne to Daya ko maaf kar diya na ? "
" Tarika there is so much between us...itni jaldi sab theek nahi ho sakta "
" Aur agar tum Daya ko kabhi maaf hi nahi kar paye to ? ", she asked in heavy tone
" To fir mai kabhi Mumbai nahi jaunga "
" very good...jab tumne sab already decide kar liya hai to ye bhi batado ki in sab me mai kya karu ...tum dono ki larai me meri kya galti hai Abhi jo tum mujhe saja de rahe ho ...(in pain ) yaa fir tumhe meri koi parwah hi nahi hai ? "
" Tarika I know mai selfish ho raha hun par please meri baat samajhne ki kosis karo "
" Har baar mai hi kyun samjhu (she shouted in anger )..tum kyun nahi kabhi mujhe samajh sakte Abhi..ek baar bhi tumne mere bare me socha in sab me ki mera kya.. (tears appeared in her eyes )
She looked at Abhijeet staright in his eyes " Abhi ek sawal ka jawab doge mujhe ? "
Abhijeet literally felt goosebumps on his skin hearing this tone..he knows that will be not a pleasant question but he nodded
" Do you really love me ya fir Mai tumhare liye ek flirting object aur time paas hun "
Abhijeet became stunned...he has never thought that one day his Tarika would doubt him for his love...why , why, why he has to prove himself Infront of everyone?
" Humare beech jo kuch bhi hai wo tumhe ek dikhawa lagta hai Tarika (he asked in anger holding her arms )..how could you doubt on my love ...agar mai tumhare saath nahi jana chahta iska matlab ye nahi ki mai tumse pyar nahi karta.."
" Leave me Abhijeet..you are hurting me " she said struggling
" I will Tarika...but pahle tumhe mere sawal ka jawab dena hoga..Do you trust me ( Tarika remained silent )..Tarika answer me , Do you trust me or not ?
Tarika trembled in fear , she looked at Abhijeet, his eyes were spitting fire but there was lot of pain content in it, there was hidden love in his eyes which is only reserved for her..she remembered all the journey of them , how did he propose her..how did he always feel her special..how did he always come to protect her everytime whenever she face danger.
" Answer me Tarika...do u believe me or not ? " his tone was firm yet shievering
" I trust you Abhi " she whispered softly in tears..
Abhijeet felt his oxygen came back on his lungs...he was floating in darkness but she pulled him from it like everytime..he kept his head on her head and closed his teary eyes
" I Love you "
" I am sorry "
Both said in union.. they chuckled in tears and hugged each other tightly in arms...they remained in that hug for sometime without uttering a word because they wanted to feel the sooth in silence..
" I love you sweetheart..tumhe kya laga ki mai tumhe wahan akela chhor dunga.. mujhe bas kuch time chahiye khud ko settled karne ke liye then mai khud uncle se baat karne wala hun " He said in soft tone cupping her face
" kis bare me ? " she asked in trance cause she was busy in staring her sunshine's eyes
" obvio Humare rishte ke bare me silly girl " he said knocking on her head
" sach ? " she asked in excited tone coming out from the pleasant shock
" jee mohtarma " Abhijeet smirked
Tarika was feeling over the moon herself...her heart was dancing in joy..oh gosh, her biggest dream has been fulfilled..her Abhi has assured her he is going to ask for her hand to his father..but wait, who will ask my hand from me then ...huh ?
" Maine saadi ke liye kab haan bola ? " Tarika asked in attitude
" matlab ? "
" mujhe kaun propose karega ...hey bhagwan Abhijeet tum kitne unromantic ho ... tumhe to kuch bhi nahi pata..tumhe mujhse saadi karne ke liye pahle mujhe propose karna hai bas " she said in stubborn tone
" Tarika ye sab karna jaroori hai kya ..? " Abhijeet asked in irritation
" jee bilkul..warna aapse pahle kisine mera haath maang kiya aur Maine use haan keh Diya to fir mujhe kuch mat kehna "
Abhijeet pulled her with jerk and said in intense voice " kisi ki itni himmat nahi ki mere hote tumhare bare me soche bhi..I m very possessive about my things..jo cheej meri hai wo sirf meri hai ...aur tumto fir meri hone wali biwi ho..jaan le lunga uski jo tumhare paas bhi ayega "
Tarika felt her knees has turned into jelly... Abhijeet's hot breath was fanning her neck..oh gosh, she is loving her possessive Abhi so much !
Their moments got break by Abhijeet's mobile ringing..he kissed on Tarika's cheek and left from there leaving Tarika with cute shy smile.
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" Hello karan "
Daya who was changing the news channel stopped suddenly hearing " karan" from Abhijeet's mouth.. Don't know why but he always felt angry listening his name only..God knows what will happen if he has to see karan face to face someday
" Accha wo verma wali case ki file maine ready karke drawer me rakh diya hai tum mere desk se le lena aur sir ko submit kar dena "
Abhijeet felt someone's stare on his back so he turned and Daya instantly adverted his gaze...he became confuse but again got engage in phone call...
" Karan tumhe sorry bolne ki jaroorat nahi hai..aur mai ab bilkul theek hun...haan bhai dawai bhi le raha hun ...theek hai theek hai ab jada gyaan mat jharo..rakhta hun phone..bye "
Abhijeet shook his head in smile and sat beside Daya on couch..
" karan sorry kyun bol raha tha tumhe " Daya asked in slight angry tone, he is going to kill that karan if he hurted his brother by any means
" Are kuch nahi Yaar...wo cross firing ke dauran goli usko lagne wali thi par mai samne aa gaya to mujhe lag gayi..isliye bechara khud ko guilty samajh raha hai "
Daya felt his anger reached on sky ... how could he endangered himself..did he not know how much his life is important to his close ones
" yahan pe bhi ake tumhe apni heropanti nahi chhorni hai na ...kya jaroorat hai har jagah bahaduri dikhane ki...agar goli shoulder ke jagah kahi aur lag jati to... tum uski jaan bachane ke liye culprit pe goli bhi chala sakte the fir yun samne ake khare hone ki kya jaroorat thi...?" Daya burst out in anger
" Daya itna time nahi tha ki mai goli chala pata aur tu itna gussa kyun ho raha hai pahli baar thori khayi hai goli maine kisi aur ke liye ? "
Daya felt his anger useless..he knows his duty...his duty is to save other ones life in cost of himself..but how could he say to his brother what he is feeling right now knowing that he had taken bullet for someone's else...he still shievered remembering Abhijeet's pale face on that night..he is feeling immense anger on Karan because of that stupid creature's carelessness his brother has to suffer so much...
" Daya kya hua yaar...tu itne tension me kyun hain ?
Daya nodded his head in no, Abhijeet sighed helplessly..he has tried, tried so many times to vent up Daya's emotions but he failed everytime..his sentiful brother has changed ... now he learnt how to control his emotions..even Infront of him..
" Accha packing ho gyi teri ? "
Daya became freeze listening this..he has literally forgotten that he has to go.. this is the last day he is spending with his brother cum best friend cum his only relation..
" Mai ek baar apni packing check kar leta hun " he said in composed tone and left from there with teary eyes...
Abhijeet felt pain inside his heart...he knows his bear is breaking.. but he has not dare to start fresh.. because he has fear that he will have to prove himself again ...there , and he is not Ready for that again..never, he was afraid... senior inspector Abhijeet was afraid to listen to his heart Again.. because he didn't have that courage to face other insulting words, humiliation and distrust over him...
He knew If something happend again then the consequences will be not good neither for him nor for them... because he will not remain silent this time ... though they had broken him completely but still they are his family members and he didn't want to end their remaining relationship in bitter note...if distance can keep it alive...then it's better to live afar than suffocating himself living with them...
He looked at Cid's team picture on his front wall ..his eyes were fixed on his father...in his heart he knows...he had forgiven Daya but he can't able to forget that the person whom he gave the position of father has literally used him for solving a case..this has really broke him.. broke him like hell...
A lone tear slip down from his eyes but he wiped it instantly..no he will not think from heart this time..no..no and no..
At Airport
Daya was extreme silent in whole journey from house to Airport and his silence was creating storm inside Abhijeet's heart..
Dayanand Shetty and Tarika sharma..your flight is ready to take off.. please take your seat..
" Daya , akhri baar gale bhi nahi lagega apne bhai se " Abhijeet thought in his mind seeing Daya's retreating fighure from his eyes
As Daya heard his thoughts..he instantly turned and hugged Abhijeet tightly..at last his tears give up and flown from his eyes in speed ...he is feeling like he is leaving his soul there ...oh god , it can't be so painful..how would he live in Mumbai without his brother...
" Abhi tum mujhse baat kiya karoge na Yaha se..mujhe bhool to nahi jaoge...agar mai tumhe kabhi yaad karu to apni awaj sunaoge na mujhe boss ? " he asked in teary eyes with full of innocence
Abhijeet's heart filled with numbness pain , he seperated his brother from hug and wiped his tears " ek chapet lagaunga mai tujhe...bahut emotional dialogue maarne aa gaya hai saheb ko (Daya lower down his head to hide his teary face )..bhale hi hum dono ke beech abhi sab theek Nahi hai par isse mere dil me jo Teri jagah thi wo abhi bhi wahi hai yaar..tu humesa mera chhota bhai rahega..aur koi apne bhai ko bhool sakta hai kya, haan ? "
Daya hugged Abhijeet once again while closing his eyes ...he was enjoying his brother's warmth..may be last time..
" jada hero panti mat karna boss please...tumhari Jaan bahut keemti hai humare liye "
" Accha baba nahi karunga , aur tu bhi apna khyal rakhega.. promise kar (Daya nodded )"
" Aur agar kab..kabhi chot lage to mujhse aur Tarika se nahi chhupaoge ye baat ..pata hai kitna dar gaya tha mai tumhe uss halat me dekhkar "
" Bata dunga " Abhijeet said in teary tone
" Daya flight ka time ho Raha hai..hume jana hoga " Tarika said that while composing herself..
Both brother's heart beat became fast..Daya felt like he is leaving everything today ...his heart was aching..he seperated from hug and without looking at Abhijeet's face left from there..
Tarika looked at Abhijeet whoes eyes were fixing on Daya's retreating form..she move close to him and said in low teary tone,
" mai dhyan rakhungi uska , kosis karungi ki wo kabhi akela na pare "
" Mai bahut bura bhai hun na ? " Abhijeet asked in heavy tone
Tarika shook her head in no ... Abhijeet composed himself and kissed on her forehead " uske saath khud ka bhi khyal rakhna..aur kuch bhi problem ho to mujhe call karna..hmm ? "
She nodded in tears and left from there glancing at her love again and again...
Abhijeet bid bye to Tarika and rush outside from Airport...he was feeling nauseous...and out of breath.. bidding good bye to your piece of hearts is really painful for him..he was feeling someone has sucked his soul from body..he sat down on his car and tried to sip water but it poured on his shirt from his trembling hand...he threw the bottle while shouting in anger..and burst out in crying while hiding his face in steering wheel...
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20 Days later
Daya lifted his head up from steering wheel...his face was totally red from crying..he opened his seatbelt and move toward beach...his only companion of his forlorn..
He sat down near his favourite rock..his eyes has dark circles...the clean shaven face was replaced with beard..he has lose his weight very much...the strong and charming senior inspector Daya has lost..now he is replaced by a defeated person who has lost his everything..
He didn't know why God is so harsh on him from childhood...he had never seen his parents..never got their warmth..never felt their care..never experienced their love..but he was fine with it as he had his Raghuvendar sir ..his father figure who gave his shelter, who showed him true path whenever he tripled but again...his cruel destiny has snatched his only gaurdian angel from his life...
He believed that he is to be destinied to live alone then God played once again with him giving him his reasons of Happiness..his reason of smile...his reason of life " Abhijeet" , his brother, his Abhi...
He was so happy with him...he was feeling himself completed...but some hown in his corner of heart, he felt something vacant in his life...he didn't know then from what he is waiting...but his answer came Infront of his eyes as shreya...that girl came in his life as storm and make his world upside down..he used to notice her staring and felt awkward first but later that loving glance became reason for his sooth...
He had never believe on his luck that someone can love him..so he was afraid.. afraid to tell his feelings...when Abhijeet said him that shreya is going to marry he fekt someone has snatched his soul from body...
He admitted himself that he is a coward...he became a coward when he has to express himself...in front of Abhijeet he can tell a thousand of things but in other presence he couldn't utter what he is feeling..
In Abhijeet's prtest and provoke he wrote that letter...this was the toughest work he has ever done in his life..when Abhijeet told him that he had given that letter to shreya..he felt happy... knowing shreya's feeling for him, he was assure that shreya would accept him...
He has started to web dream with her, even he has seen a dream once night that he and shreya are happily married and going to be parents soon...
But in next moment, his all world crah down...the person whom he trusted more than anyone in the world had lied him...had played with his emotions...yes he now knows that his brother wanted to see him only happy that's why he lied but then , then he was feeling Abhijeet has played with his feelings and make fun of his emotions..he didn't want to break down so he vent up all his anger on Abhijeet without realising that he is going to lose everything like this..
And that's same thing happened...his brother had left him and now well settled in kerela as senior inspector...and shreya, shreyais going to marry tomorrow with Siddharth...
Daya felt his heart will explode in pain..the girl with whom he has dreamt to spend his whole life is now going to marry someone else ...his heart everytime burn when ge saw shreya with sid..he felt like killing himself then...
why, why, why ...why everytime it's always me God...
He felt so much alone..he opened Abhijeet's profile picture and smiled painfully seeing his picture with Karan...
Worthless..he is worthless...no one need him in his life...he is just a bear on the Earth..
It has been started raining heavily and he was still sitting there like statue... wondering what he had done in his life that god gave him severe punishment...
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Acp sir was working on a file when his phone started Ringing..he saw the caller's i'd
" Hello Abhijeet "
" jee sir..sir wahan pe Daya hai kya, mai kab se use call kar raha hun wo par mera phone utha hi nhi raha " Abhijeet asked instantly in tension filled voice..
" Nahi, wo yahan nahi hai " Acp sir said in silent tone
" Accha to spot pe gya hai kya..mai pata nahi kya kya soch raha tha "
" wo crime spot bhi nahi gaya hai Abhijeet...(sighing deeply ) aaj bureau me shreya ke ghar wale aye the saadi ka cards dene...kal shreya aur Siddharth ki saadi hai...jab unlogo ne card distribute kiya tab Daya yahi tha "
Acp sir didn't have to say further Abhijeet closed his eyes in pain..he couldn't know how much his brother is enduring this time..
" sir aapko use aise akela nahi chhorna chahiye tha...mai bhi nahi hun wahan aur Tarika bhi salunkhe sir ke saath delhi gayi hui hai.. pata nahi kis haal me hoga wo ? " Abhijeet murmured in pain without noticing that he is on phone call with Acp sir, his brotherly love was not getting anything except that his younger one is in pain..
" jab itna hi pyar karte ho usse to wapas kyun nahi jate ...kab tak use saja doge Abhijeet...?"
" sir mai iss bare me baat nahi karna chahta "
" Kab tak bhaoge aise Abhijeet ...ab bas bahut ho gya , wapas aa jayo..cid mumbai tumhare bina adhura hai.. (in hurt tone ) aur hum bhi "
" aaplogo ka mujhe kuch samajh nahi ata sir...pahle aapke liye mai aapki sabse bari galti tha ...sir aise jagah kaam karke koi fayda nahi jahan Aapke upar baar baar shak kiya jaye aur Aapke wajood pe hi sawal uthaya jaye.."
Acp sir had never thought that Daya was just an excuse he is the main reason for his son's transfer
" Abhijeet " his voice was dipped in guilt
" Mai rakhta hun sir...bye "
Abhijeet closed his eyes tiredly...he didn't want to hurt his father but today his heart didn't listen his mind and he vented up his feeling in front of Acp sir..
Daya was walking on the road aimlessly...when he received Abhijeet's message
" Daya tujhe meri kasam..mujhe call kar please "
His eyes got blurry instantly, he really wanted his brother right now so he called Abhijeet.
" Daya tu theek hai ? " Abhijeet said neither hi nor hello he just asked
Listening his brother's concerned tone ..he started sobbing badly...
" Daya tu ro kyun raha hai ...kya hua hai tujhe... please kuch to bol "
Abhijeet's heart was paining badly to hear his brother's sobbing..he was feeling helpless...he just wanted to fly to his brother and hide him in arm from all pains and miseries...
" Daya please kuch to bol na..dekh tu aise karega to mai " his voice chocked ..his eyes became teary..
" Abhi ab mujhse aur nahi hota yaar..bahut thak gaya hun mai khud se larte larte...ab aur nahi seh Sakta mai " he said in pain-flled-crying
Abhijeet shievered in fear...his heart was racing fastly as he felt that something is going to wrong..
" mai bahut akela ho gaya hun yaar...bahut yaad aa rahi hai tumhari...tum ek baar aa jaoge please...mai tumhe ek baar dekhna chahta hun "
" Haan Daya mai aa rahun na ... Tu bilkul akela mat feel kar..mai hun na..haan tera bhai hai na tere paas " Abhijeet said in loving teary voice..
Daya smiled a bit in tears but his eyes became wide in horror as a big truck came toward him with full speed and a big shout of his brother's name came from his mouth ...truck hit him badly and he rolled down on floor and his head got collide with an electric pole...
Abhijeet became numb , his ears were still echoing from his brother's painful shout...
ABHIIIIIIIIIII" Daya Daya... Daya please speak something damn it " Abhijeet shouted in teary voice , but he heard a horrible silence from other's end.
His mind has become block...his hands were trembling in fear ..he composed himself and called Freddy
" Freddy Daya ke paas jaldi pahucho uska number trace karke "
" Daya sir ke paas par kyun ? "
" just do it damn it...Go " he shouted in anger..his eyes has become red with headache and tension
" yes sir " Freddy cut the call instantly. he knew from this tone that something bad has happened..
Abhijeet's leg gave away his support his he sat on chair with thud..he looked at his buddy's photo in wallpaper of his mobile and murmured ...
" you can't do this to me "
End of this chapter :)
Next chapter is ready, If my reviw got completed today then it will be posted tomorrow ...take care guys