"How's my little snail?" David said to Wes and he grinned at the nickname.

"It's not nice to talk about someone while they're in the room. It's rude." Kurt whispered just loud enough enough for them to hear. God he felt awful.

"You know it's all in love Kurtie."

They heard Kurt Kurt give a little laugh but his voice was pretty much gone.

"Is Blaine still here?" Kurt tried to talk but he voice was strained.

Blaine stood and and made his way over. "Hey beautiful."

"Hey baby." Kurt tried to smile but his mouth was killing him. He didn't know if it was from the crying or hunger. Kurt pulled Blaine down so he could kiss him but he pulled back quickly feeling nausea hit him. Must be the alcohol.

"How do you feel?" Blaine was playing with kurt's hair tenderly and Kurt bit his lip at the touch.

"Better but sick. Must be the alcohol. Kurt answered truthfully. "How long have I been on the floor?"

"A few hours." Blaine said.

"How many is few?"

"Kurt it doesn't matter sweetheart."

"It does to me. I've wasted your time." Kurt said frustrated but he didn't mean it nasty.

"But instead you've been here with me, dealing with my shit all day, going round watching me causing havoc and fucking snapping peoples necks because I was bored. I don't deserve you. I don't any of you." Kurt said tiredly

"You Kurt. Mean the word to us. Do you understand? You're everything to each and every one of us. We would be lost without you, we was lost without you and as never forget what you've done for us. Okay baby?" Blaine said sternly. He needed Kurt to know.

"Oh god Nick." Kurt said before trying to look around.

"I'm fine Hummel. You mustn't of snapped it hard enough, I'm still kickin chicken." Nick laughed out. He stood up quickly and shot himself over to kurt.

"You've got one nasty snap on you. You snapped me with one fucking arm man. I didn't even know that was possible." Nick said in awe and Kurt just rolled his eyes.

"I'm sorry honey."

"Stop saying sorry. It wasn't you Kurt okay? That person needs locking up and throwing away the key. I don't care what happens. If you ever feel that bad. Come to me, come to us. Don't you dare switch that off Hummel because that was fucking horrific."

Kurt laughed, his voice cracking. He nodded. He went to open his mouth but Nick placed a finger on it.

"Jeff want's to speak to you." Nick said softly and Kurt looked away.

"Tell him I don't want to see him." Kurt whispered

"Tell him your fucking self." Jeff said quickly. Standing with his hand on his hips.

"That's my time to leave. Good luck Hummel." Nick said with a laugh before standing up and walking away.

"Look at me right now."

They all looked over. The tone in Jeff's voice was frightening. Kurt ignored him. He couldn't look at him. He had put him through hell and back. God why did he feel so sick?

"Fucking look at me you stupid asshole."

Kurt sat there in silence, keeping his view away from Jeff. He felt like shit. He didn't need to be reminded of it every time he looked at him. Jeff grabbed his face forcefully nearly snapping his jaw Kurt cried out in pain.

"What the fuck Jeff?" Nick shouted standing up.

"Jeff let go of him." Blaine said sternly

"I helped you because it was the right thing to do but now I have to do wants best for me Kurt. We are done. Do you understand that? Don't speak to me. Don't look at me. I want nothing to do with you. What you did to me was unspeakable and yes you wasn't in the right mind Kurt but you had a choice and you chose to fucking do that to me! You tormented me with your sick fucking games! I have never ever felt like that before! You ruined me and I'm done! Done with you and your fucking problems. Drop dead Kurt." Jeff spat out throwing his head back down to the floor. Blaine and Wes was over in a flash, dragging him off Kurt.

"I don't even know why I'm friends with you. All you do is bring us hurt!" Jeff screamed and Nick and David pulled him off.

"Jeff!" Nick said shocked as he followed storming boyfriend out.

"Baby are you okay?" Blaine said quickly checking him over and Wes joined him in his right. Kurt didn't say anything.


"What the fuck is wrong with you Jeff?" Nick belted out at his boyfriend.

"Oh so now I'm the bad guy? Well look how the tables have turned!" Jeff screamed back storming closer to his boyfriend.

Nick didn't know what was wrong with his boyfriend. He knew Kurt had did a terrible thing but this is so unlike him. He is always there for Kurt, no matter what. Kurt wasn't Kurt and he wasn't in control.

"Jeff he wasn't himself! You seen him! He was a different person!"

"I don't give a fuck is he was Mary fucking Popins! He does not get to do that to me and think he can get away with it because he turned off his fucking humanity!"

Nick looked at his boyfriend. He looked exhausted. He only seen half of it before his neck got snapped. Nick quickly stepped forward and pulling him into a hug. Jeff started to fight him.

"Get the fuck off me! I don't need to be manhandled!" Jeff screamed in his face. Nick didn't let go he just held him tighter. Jeff was throwing his arms out trying to loosen out of his hold.

"Fuck you Nicky, fuck you!"


Kurt laid there and listened to Nick and Jeff arguing. He felt numb. Why did he do this? It's all his fault. Kurt put his hands on his head and tried to inhale to keep the sickness away. Blaine had ran to see Nick and Jeff and David was down in the basement checking Sebastian. Wes was laying on his back next to Kurt and had just slotted his fingers into his. Kurt licked his lips and turned towards Wes.

"I fucked up." Kurt whispered.

"It's not your fault." Wes whispered back.

Kurt turned his head back so he was looking at the ceiling. Wes sighed. He wish he could take all the pain away from his friend. He turned over to his side and leaned his arm over, placing it on his hip and he gently pulled, bringing Kurt facing him.

"I do care Wes. You know that right?" Kurt said quietly lifting his gaze. Wes smiled before placing his hand on his face which made Kurt closed his eyes at the touch.

"I don't doubt that for a second Kurt."

Kurt smiled before leaving closer. "Can I ask you something?"

Wes grinned. He remembered Kurt had said that to him in the kitchen. It was the question that kicked this all off. Wes nodded.

"When I hurt Alex." Kurt swallowed and looked away.

"Don't look away." Wes said steering his head back with his hand.

"I seen the way you looked at me. It was disgust Wes."

Wes sighed. "Do you want me to be blunt with you?" Kurt nodded

"You paralysed him in stages Kurt. You played with his life like it was a toy and then you threw it away when it was broken. I was disgusted. It was the most evilest thing I have ever witnessed but I wasn't disgusted at you, I was disgusted at the person who you become when you throw all the amazing, good parts of you away."

Kurt nodded and a tear escaped his eye. Breath through the sickness Kurt

"That was not you Kurt. That was something evil. Every time you feel like you're breaking, every time you feel like the only way out is to turn it off remember what you did. Remember what you nearly lost."

"I'm so thankful for you."

He heard Wes suck in a quick breath and he went it to lean over but his head started spinning. He still hadn't got himself off the floor yet. They wouldn't let him. He felt sick as a dog. He was on a come down. The alcohol was dancing round his stomach but he didn't think it was that. He was feeling sick at what he had done. He made a noise and held a hand to his stomach.

"Are you okay?" Wes asked concerned as he noticed his friends face turn a paler shade of white. Kurt jumped up quickly, holding his head as the blood rushed to it. Wes jumped up too holding his him steady.

"Kurt?"

Kurt nodded a yes and turned around quickly. Bathroom. Wes looked at him and knew. He slapped a hand on his mouth and just ran. He got to the bathroom door and opened it nearly taking it off the hinges and shutting it quickly. He leaned over the toilet. Vomiting violently, the alcohol burning the back of his throat. He groaned in agony has a pain shot to his head.

He heard talking outside the bathroom.

"Is he okay?" It was Blaine's voice. He loved that voice. He heard food steps behind him and he recognised them as Nick's.

"He looks like fucking shit man I don't know what happened he just ran!"

He heard the panic in his voice. Why did he sound so panicked?

Kurt groaned, placing his hands on the toilet and as he went to stand up the nausea hit him and he vomited again. He looked down and realised that it wasn't the alcohol, it was blood. Everywhere. He started to panic but coughing had taken control and he started a coughing fit and blood was spluttering everywhere, he couldn't control it. It was how it was when he couldn't drink out of a blood bag but worse. He tried to stand up again but I fell nearly hitting his head on the toilet.

"Can you smell that?"

He heard Wes question them before he heard them rushing in.

"Open the door Kurt!" Blaine shouted as he banged on the bathroom stall.

The blood fell out of him mouth. He could feel himself crying. He lifted his hand up to his eyes and swiped a finger over over it wiping the tears away but they wasn't tears, it was blood. He heard the bathroom stall getting ripped open.

"Oh my god I'm getting Jeff." Nick left in horror and ran to find his boyfriend.

Blaine quickly grabbed Kurt and pulled him out the bathroom stall. It was worse than the first time. Kurt coughed again and it spilled out of his mouth, he felt like it was choking him.

"Did he have a blood bag?" Blaine asked in panic.

"No man I swear he was fine he didn't go near anything!" Wes said in a rush. Wes sat behind him quickly keeping him upright and Blaine got in front of him.

"Fuck." Blaine said noticing that the bleeding was also coming from his eyes. Wes seen Blaine's look and he grabbed kurt's head and turned it around. The blood wasn't just dripping it was flowing. He coughed and tried to catch it but Wes grabbed his hands. He could hear running and he felt himself go faint he eyes went into the back of his head and he fell forward, Blaine quickly grabbed him by the shoulders.

"You need to stay awake Kurt. Please stay awake." He spoke calmly because he didn't want to to scare Kurt but he knew Kurt could see the panic in his eyes.

Nick and Jeff rushed in. Jeff lifted a hand to his mouth in shock and started to back away until his back hit the wall. Nick rushed over.

"What the fuck is wrong with him? Did he drink from a blood bag?" Nick gasped out before turning Kurt's head around to see his face.

"Oh my god."

He looked dead. He eyes was glazed over and they was blank. The blood had stopped running but streaks still ran down his face and the whole bottom half of it was covered. It was clotting.

"Why is it clotting? Vampire blood doesn't clot?" Wes shouted out.

"I don't know Wes! I just don't know!" Blaine shouted back. They wasn't shouting at each other, they was shouting in confusion.

Jeff had slid himself down the wall.

Drop dead kurt

"Where the fuck is David?" Wes asked holding Kurt's head up straight. He had gone limp.


There was gasp and Sebastian woke up. Where the fuck was he? He reached over to the blood bag and ripped it open and drank greedily from it.

"You're in the dungeon man." David said with a grin.

Sebastian tried to get up but he arm touched something and he shot back in pain.

"Vervain." David leaned in closer to the bars. "The blood bag is parting gift. I wouldn't of drank it that quickly."

"I hope you have a very pleasure stay." David laughed before walking out.

"How's Kurt?" Sebastian asked with a smirk on his face.

"He's great. More than great." David rolled his eyes. "Seeya pal."

"Are you sure he's okay David?" Sebastian said dangerous low.

David didn't like the look in his eyes. He was up to something. He pulled his phone out and see the message

It's Kurt. Please come David I need you

It was from Wes.

"what the fuck did you do Sebastian?" David shouted before running out the stairs. He heard Sebastian's laughed as he left. He lifted himself up Into the common room and then he heard them. He shot there and the scene before him traumatised him. David ran over and placed a hand on Kurt's face to lift it up.

"He's just woke up a few minutes ago. He's just resting David." Blaine said tiredly.

"What the fuck happened?" David asked looking round at all the clotted blood. "It's like a murder scene."

"We was talking and he started to look really sick. I thought… I thought it was the alcohol." Wes rushed out looking down.

"We found him like this, he was bleeding from his eyes and spluttering blood from his mouth." Blaine cried out looking at his friend.

"Sebastian." David said angrily.

They all looked up.

"What do you mean Sebastian David?" Nick asked standing up.

"He woke up also a few minutes ago and the first thing he did was to ask if kurt was okay. I never thought nothing of it but he asked me again, saying if I was sure." David rushed out.

"That bastard." Jeff said angrily before standing up and leaving the room quickly. Nick stood too and was out the room in under a second. Blaine's eyes flashed red. That mother fucker

"Go Blaine. Me and Wes have got him." David said before sitting next to kurt.

Blaine was reluctant but he knew Wes and David would protect him. He nodded and kissed Kurt on the head and he shot out, following them.

Wes was sitting behind Kurt, his arms was wrapped round him tightly.

"I was so scared David."

David's head shot up. Hearing his friend admit that was astonishing. He quickly sat beside him and placed a hand on Kurt and a hand on Wes.

"It was like he was dying all over again. It was worse this time. I couldn't help him. Why does he have to go through all of this? Why can't he just be happy?" Wes mumbled into Kurt's hair. He knew his friend could here him.

"I'm so fucking sorry I wasn't here for you. I'm sorry I wasn't here for Kurt. I just needed to make sure that bastard knew where he was and what he had done." David lifted his hand to Wes's hair and ran his fingers through it.

David and Wes was your typical friends. They loved eachother deeply but they hardly ever showed physical comfort because they didn't need too.

Wes relaxed when David touched him, he even leaned into it.

"Kurt means everything to you, doesn't he?"

Wes turned his head to the side and smiled sadly before turning back and placing a kiss to his head.

"It's crazy because it's only been a few days." Wes admitted

"You can't help the way you feel Wes." David said, running his fingers through his hair still.

"He makes me feel complete."

David smiled at his friend.

"It's not this weird sex craze thing and I don't want to steal Blaine way from Kurt. I really truly want them to be together and happy forever."

David nodded and carried on comforting him.

"It's like our relationship but on steroids David. It consumes me."

David laughed in amazement. He was so happy for him.

"It's like every time I see him I get wrapped up in a invisible comfort blanket and every time I try escape because of my feelings it just holds on tighter."

They felt Kurt move and checked him. He's okay

"I've never seen you like this before. Even with her." David flinched slightly at the words. Bitch

Wes laughed a little. "She means nothing, Kurt means everything."

"Carol was right. I honestly don't know why you're single."

Kurt could feel Wes tense. Did you hear everything?

Maybe

Wes laughed a little and Kurt tried to move his head to him but Wes just held him.

"How you feeling my little baguette?" David asked quietly not wanting his voice to be overbearing for Kurt.

"I feel like I've been punched in the face, repeatedly."


"What the fuck did you do to him Sebastian?" Blaine voice was low and intimidating. Blaine placed his hands on the bars of the cell and leaned in.

"I'm guessing Kurt isn't feeling to good huh?" Must be the alcohol." Sebastian shot back.

"Who do you think you are? He's not a toy Sebastian!" Jeff said joining Blaine.

"Why are you even concerned? Is was you who told him to drop dead, not me sweetheart."

Jeff flinched back shaking him head. "That's not my fault I didn't-

"Maybe you did, maybe you didn't." Sebastian said calmly looking at him.

"Just tell us how we can fix him." Nick said sternly. He grabbed his boyfriends hand to comfort him.

Sebastian couldn't contain himself. The urge to tell them was to strong.

"The thing is gentleman, I didn't want anything to happen to me. It's nothing personal. I do love Kurt but if I'm not here we can't be together. So I fixed that."

"What the fuck do you mean?" Blaine said forcefully, still with his hands on the bar.

"We are connected and not just that lovely you and Wesley share with him. It's witchcraft. If I get hurt. He does. If I die. He does. If I die through a stake through my heart?"

"Kurt does too." Jeff said in horror and stood back. You evil man

Sebastian smiled. He leaned over and placed a gripped on the vervain and he cried out in pain, it burning him skin.

X


"I'm sorry I-

Kurt groaned out in pain and lifted up his hand. It was burning. A burn was scattered across his palm. It sizzled. Wes grabbed Kurt's hand and watched the burn seep through his skin.

"Vervain?" David said panic stricken. What the fuck did he do?

Kurt burn subsided and he felt the relief wash over him and he tilted his head back leaving on his partner. Wes didn't want to touch him, he was scared he was going to hurt him.

"What's happening to me?"

He voice was small and vulnerable, it was barely even a sound.

"I wish I knew. I wish I could help you. I wish I could swap with you." Wes said into his ear. Kurt tried to grab his hand but Wes flinched away.

"Wesley?"

"I just don't want to hurt you." Wes said sighing.

"You're not hurting me, you're helping me." Kurt said turning his head to the side.

"Sebastian has something to do with it." David whispered. "I don't know yet but he does."

"Obviously he does. He has everything to do with everything." Kurt whispered back to David as he turned his head and kissed Wes's neck. He felt Wes squeeze his hand and he placed another just below it. Wes moaned and David laughed.

"Fuck I shouldn't be doing that." Wes moved his head back. "You're hurting and I'm moaning like a whore."

Kurt laughed into his neck. "Well, maybe when I'm better we can try again. Alone?" Kurt said into his ear. Jesus Kurt you're not a sex pest

David belt out a laugh "Yeah dude,I love you both but I'm not willing to see you both rolling round naked doing the dirty."

They all laughed and Kurt heard Wes made a noise out of throat and Kurt could hear him swallowing.

"Yeah."

"Yeah?"

"Jesus Kurt yeah."

Wes laughed nervously and stated to blush.

"That colour suits you so much better than me." Kurt whispered and started to place open mouth kisses to his neck.

"You're killing me." Wes said with a strangled voice.

Kurt laughed and pulled back. "Sorry it's just… I can't help it."

"I know me too." Wes said kissing his forehead. "Maybe not when your lying dying in my arms Kurt."

"Yeah. Mood killer." Kurt said with a groan and Wes rolled his eyes and David laughed.

Wes got a text and he pulled his phone out. It explained everything. He read it out to them in shock and Kurt turned to them.

"Do you both trust me?"


They was all arguing. Jeff was trying to get into there to remove the vervain but the door was locked. They heard movement above them. Most likely David

What they didn't expect was it to be Kurt. He looked like death warmed up. His clothes was soaked from head to toe. Exhausted was swept over his eyes and the blood was spread across his face like it had been smeared with a hand. Wes was next to him holding his hand and David had a comforting hand on his shoulder.

"Kurt. What are you doing?" Blaine questioned running over.

"I need to speak to him." Kurt said smiling.

"Kurt-

"Please." Kurt asked.

Blaine knew he couldn't say no. He was so stubborn. Blaine nodded. "I'm not going anywhere."

"I wouldn't expect nothing less." Kurt said sweetly before turning to Sebastian. He leaned over taunting him and kissed Blaine. Sebastian shot up and tried to get out of the cell. Kurt pulled away and still looking at him and he walked over clumsily. He pulled out the single foldable chair that was out at the side and he dragged it along the floor, to weak to pick it up, he opened it and sat down.

"Hey baby." Kurt smiled before clasping his hands together in front of him. Sebastian was staring at him, shocked at the sight on him and Blaine kissing.

"Why the fuck did you kiss him huh? Was that for the kick? To see me squirm?" Sebastian said angrily placing his hands on the bars.

"Yes." Kurt nodded and tilted his head to the side. "Did it work?"

Sebastian was fuming. "How fucking dare you!"

"No, how fucking dare you." Kurt laughed with a shake of his head. "How's your head Sebastian?"

Nick bowed his head as a small laugh escaped his lips. Hummel is playing games

"I've had better days gorgeous." Sebastian said smirking leaning back.

"You look worse than how I feel." Kurt said tiredly still smiling at him.

Sebastian spat a laugh out keeping his eyes on Kurt. "You punched me to death Hummel."

"Yeah I did. Oops. Sorry! I warned you what I would be like if I wasn't calm." Kurt smiled again. You're not winning smythe

"I hope you struggle to sleep knowing what you've done."

"I'll sleep perfectly fine thank you. Maybe not about everything else but with you. I'll sleep like a log Sebastian."

"Damn." David spoke out. They all turned to him. "Shit sorry."

"So, I heard about the whole witchy juju you die I die thing. Pretty romantic if I actually loved you and everything." Kurt said calmly still smiling at him.

"Do you think you're funny?" Sebastian fumed

"I think I'm exceptionally funny. I mean I had you running round after me for over a week. Jokes right?" Kurt said with a laugh and he heard the others behind him try and contain there laughter.

"You're not funny, you're pathetic." Sebastian shot back.

"I'm pathetic? Jesus Christ Sebastian. You was pinning like a little girl over me. That's pathetic. I mean you had to force me into a relationship with you. If that's not pathetic I don't know what is."

Sebastian looked up to him. "I can hurt you, you know that right?"

Kurt wasn't fazed. "I'm fucking shaking."

"So, I'm not into to all this witchcraft stuff. I've never even met one. All that shit just fizzles with my head but I was thinking." Kurt leaned in forward. "There's always a loop hole. Always."

"There's no loop hole hot stuff." Said said bored not looking up from Kurt.

"I came to a realisation today. After tearing my arm to shreds, killing Alex so manically, hurting my family and draining the other five students dry of their blood." Kurt laughed. "I came to the realisation that I am capable of evil and just because my humanity is back on does mean I can't tap into that."

"You're weak Hummel."

Kurt shrugged before standing up and walking over to a broken metal table that laid recklessly on the floor. He picked up a jagged pipe and walked back over and sat down. They all looked at him. Waiting for something to happen. Kurt was on fire.

"When I was laying in my own blood, drowning in it. Choking in it. I was thinking about my human life. How good I had it. I had everything I could ever wanted. A beautiful family, I gorgeous home, am amazing and caring boyfriend." Kurt said truthfully as he leaned back in the chair. "I thought of how good my life was because I had them things but then I realised after everything you've put me through. I still have those three fucking things and more. I still had a gorgeous family, a gorgeous home and a boyfriend who would do anything for me. Well, two boyfriends I guess." He gestures to Wes and Wes laughed and Blaine put a arm round him.

"What's your point?" Sebastian said blankly.

"My point is Sebastian is that just because I've lost human life, doesn't mean I can't relish in my vampire one. This is who I am Sebastian. This is my life now and you know what? I fucking love it. I'm grateful for it. I don't need to loose my humanity to be strong because I am strong. Being a vampire makes me strong and because of it I get to spend eternity with the people I care about the most."

Kurt lifted the pipe with his hands and gripped it tightly. "There is always a loophole sweetheart. If you're taking me down, I'm taking you down with me."

Kurt lifted the pipe up and drove the pipe deep into his leg, penetrating through the back. Sebastian screamed out in pain. Watching the blood pool in the exact same place Kurt had drove that pipe in. He knows

"It works both ways bitch."