HINATA
Kageyama goes in for the kill. He moans licking my tip. I cry out as this is the first time I have ever felt his lips on my dick. Kageyama has never gone down on me. I haven't asked because he meets my needs in every way.
"Tobio….you don't have to," I whisper before moaning. Kageyama swallows my tip but taking in more than I thought he would have. I groan with my eyes fluttering. He sucks for a moment before pulling away.
"I want to do this…" he says lowly. Kageyama takes my crown back into mouth sucking slowly. I moan reminding myself not to become lost in our pleasure. I do remember that his son is in the next room and not to be too loud. I watch as he wraps his fingers around my dick stroking the area he can't reach. He is surprisingly good at this. He moans around my length like I am the best thing he has ever tasted. Soon Kageyama begins to hum.
"Shit….uuugghhh….."I moan. I slide my hand into his hair massaging his scalp. I spread my legs a little more wanting to enjoy this moment. He is on his knees sucking my fucking soul out. He grunts allowing my dick to fall from his mouth. He leans in licking my crown all over teasing the hell out of me. "Ohhh…" I cry. I want him to take my dick back into his warm mouth. He makes eye contact with me as he continues to lick.
"Am I doing okay?" he asks in between licks.
"Y-you're doing great….." I whimper. Kageyama closes his eyes his breath shuddering along my skin. He was really worried. I don't see how he could have done a bad job. He is a male after all. He should know what is most pleasing. He sucks my tip back inside his mouth. Fuck. My voice squeaks as I wasn't prepared. I cover my hand over my mouth. Kageyama begins to bob his head a little faster.
He groans creating perfect vibrations. I begin to pant trying to keep from climaxing. It's not that I don't want to. I just want to enjoy this longer. My hips begin to rock into his mouth. Kageyama opens his eyes staring at me. The way he is staring at me.
"Noooo…" I whine. Kageyama releases my cock standing up. His dick looks like it is ready to burst from his jeans. He walks away grabbing my lube. I fall back on my chaise sliding my hair off my forehead. My mind is still spinning from everything that is going on. Soon people might know that I am gay. There is a video of me having relationships with Kuroo. Most of the all the love of my life, the man bringing me great pleasure turned my world upside down. Kageyama appears over me having removed the rest of his clothes.
"Shoyo…." says Kageyama. He stares at me for a moment before sliding inside taking my breath away. I cry out quivering.
"Tobio…"I moan. Kageyama leans close enough to kiss me but he doesn't.
"So soft and wet…" he mumbles rocking his hips slowly.
"Ooohhh….aahhhaa…" I cry. I wrap my arms around his lower waist. I tilt my head as my hips find rhythm with his. We gaze into each other eyes enjoying the rhythm we have together. Kageyama kisses me softly.
"I'm sorry…" he moans. I don't even want to think about what he did. I know he regrets what he did, but would he feel the same if he didn't love me? Would he have seen the error of his ways? I grumble turning out of the kiss. "Shoyo….."he groans touching my sweet spot. My fingers dig into his flesh.
"God…..aahhh…" I sob. Kageyama slides his hand down to the side of my ass. He squeezes lightly mumbling incoherent words.
"Oh my…..Shoyo….."he moans as his hips speed up. I shriek as my pleasure increases causing my legs to shake. I gasp trying to regain control of my trembling leg. Kageyama nudges my cheek trying to get me to look at him. Maybe even kiss him. I glance at Kageyama seeing his cheeks a dark shade of red. Is he going to climax already? "Fuck….."groans Kageyama. He slows his hips down once more.
"Tobio…."I whisper in pleasure. "Haaa….haaa….I forgive you." I do forgive him. However I won't forget. This isn't over. We need to have a serious chat after this. Kageyama slides his tongue my mouth groaning.
"Thank you…" he pants. "Thank you…..ahhh….ahahh…"
"Haahhh…" I cry arching my back. "I'm going to cum…haa…haaa…" I slide my hands up his back. I fight to keep my voice down which is becoming very difficult. My groin begins to tingle before heating up. Kageyama stops kissing me breathing hard against my lips.
"Ahhh….yessss…."he moans. His hips begin to snap. "Shoyo…Shoyo….." My breath hitches before my orgasm overtakes me.
"Tobio…."I wail arching my back as my cum decorates my stomach. "Ahhh…..ahhh…." Kageyama groans continuing to thrust his hips wildly.
"I'm cumming…" he cries as body begins to quake. "Aaahhh…aaaggghhhhh….."
"Nnneehh…." I moan as he fills me up. Kageyama leans over me burying his face into my neck.
"Thank you," he replies before nudging his nose into my cheek kissing it. "Um…..I needed this….I think you did too." I slide my hand back into my hair. I did need it. That doesn't make this situation any better. "Ahhh….you're still pulsing….." I'm panting trying to adjust myself.
"Sorry," I apologize. He kisses my cheek.
"Don't be," he replies.
"Tobio, we still need to talk," I reply. "I need to for closure."
"Closure," he says snapping as he sits up.
"Relax," I reply. "It's not what you think." I chuckle nervously. "I want to know exactly what happened when you saw the video. How everything played out." Kageyama looks worried.
"You're not going to turn away from me, are you?" he asks lowly.
"No," I reply. "I love you." Kageyama blushes.
"Okay," he says softly before pulling out. I sigh in pleasure. Kageyama picks me up bridal style. "I know you would hate to mess up your chaise."
"True," I reply as he sits me down on my bed. "I can wash the cover."
"You can?" he asks grabbing some paper towels. I nod my head yes as he gets me cleaned up before himself. "Let me check on Minhyuk before we talk." I nod understanding. We were quiet enough, but I still want to make sure. I take this time to head into my bathroom and freshen up some more. I slide into some shorts and a tee shirt knowing I am not going anywhere. The AC is on in my condo but it's not super cold in here. Kageyama isn't back yet so I know he is talking with Minhyuk. I hope everything is okay. I hear my phone still buzzing. I'm tempted to turn the damn thing off, but I need to leave it on for emergencies. You never know. "Sorry, Minhyuk was worried about Hyuna." I hate even hearing her name now.
"Is everything okay?" I inquire.
"She wants him to come back home and he refuses," explains Kageyama. "The crazy thing is she doesn't seem to care about our son, not really. She barely spoke to him unless she was barking orders. I think she is doing it to piss me off."
"Probably," I reply sitting on my bed. I wouldn't put it past her. She is by far the most selfish person I have ever met. Kageyama walks over sitting beside me. He sighs.
"You sure you don't hate me?" he asks. I grab his hand.
"I'm sure," I reply. "Take your time." Kageyama nods but I can tell he is still nervous. My thumb begins to pace over the top of his hand.
"I'm going to start from the beginning," says Kageyama not looking at me. "I have only recently begun to understand how everything ties together. My counselor helped me to understand." I squeeze his hand for comfort. "In high school I had an attraction to you. At the time I thought it was just because we spent time together, so I ignored it. Same throughout college and us becoming a part of the Olympics. I was able to tune out my feelings as you made the team, and I was elected to be an assistant coach. Meeting Hyuna was also a welcomed distraction."
"You were attracted to me back in high school?" I asked. He nods his head yes blushing. He begins to chuckle.
"No need for me to be shy now but I still remember when the feeling started," he replies. "It was our 2nd year. It was so annoying. Anyway, I accepted things for the way they were. I was straight, married, had a family. You were single or dating. We were living our lives. My counselor believes because I repressed my feelings settling into a marriage, I didn't really want is why I felt like something was missing." He sighs. "Fast forward I was checking the security cameras to see if they worked in the training facility. I wanted to make sure the pictures were clear but also not pointed anywhere we don't need to see. That's how I came across the video of you and Kuroo."
"I'm sorry," I apologize. "I know that had to be a shock."
"It was," he admits. "It wasn't just seeing you with a man but the fact it wasn't me. The pleasure I had to witness on your face." He looks down at his lap. "I was so angry. Like I didn't know if you were gay, bi, all I knew in that moment was if you didn't tell me and I wasn't good enough." Oh my god is that what he thought! I didn't want to burden him! I was also in love with him. I couldn't….. "In that moment I was so mad I called upper management right away telling them about you and Kuroo. I said I thought it was best if you were both off the team. They agreed to you but not Kuroo like I said earlier."
"Tobio….." I mumble.
"Yeah, I know," he sighs. "I kept the dvd because I really didn't want anyone else to see it, but I also liked watching it. It was the only helping me feel anything. I am sure you can imagine what I did…."
"How often?" I ask knowing he masturbated to it. He doesn't have to tell me. There was no other purpose of him keeping that dvd.
"I don't know," replies Kageyama. "Probably 2-3 days a week." I wasn't expecting to hear that.
"Why did you act like you wanted nothing to do with me?" I ask. "You made me feel like I did something wrong."
"I was furious," he replies. "I felt like you betrayed me although you really didn't." He runs his hands through his hair. "I already felt empty but when I saw you with him it just broke me." I shake my head realizing how unstable Kageyama was at that moment. Thank god he is on meds and getting better. Sad thing is Kuroo was right. Kageyama did want to be with me.
"Thanks for explaining," I reply. "I know that was hard to do."
"It was," he replies. "I feel better knowing that you know everything. I don't want there to be any secrets between us."
"You're such a good man," I say lowly.
"So are you love," he says before leaning in kissing me. "I got a lot to do. I have to look for a place, get back to our PR….."
"You can move in here," I reply. "Why are you acting like you can't?"
"I need a room for Minhyuk," he explains.
"He can sleep in my guest room," I reply. "You don't have to stay if you don't want to. I would just prefer to have you here. You are going through a lot. It would help me to worry less." Kageyama leans in kissing me. "Tobio….."
"God I love you," he mutters. "Let's give our PR a call and see if they have come up with anything yet."
"Okay," I reply with a small smile coming to my lips. Why does he always seem to be the brightest thing in my darkest moments.