Chapter 26
PLEASE READ: Alright Hi everyone! It has been a while unfortunately even though time has passed, and I am into my adulting years my punctuation is still horrible, but I will try to add more. I would also like to add I absolutely HATE about 10 chapters in the story that are sprinkled through out and personally wanted to go in and change it, but I felt like it would change the dynamic of where I was going with the story initially and I also would like to clarify a few things that were not made clear through rushed chapters. Julian does have abilities one reason he is the true Alpha's first born son and another reason that will be addressed in later chapter's, Edward is Leah's imprint her being closed off to love and hatred for vampires left her without one but she imprinted on him when he awoke, their children also have abilities which will also be explained in later chapter's, Sam was being controlled by someone or something and it's still out there, Emily wants revenge for her family and for Sam. I think I covered everything if not I will address it in the next.
Disclaimer: I own none of the original characters from the Twilight franchise.
Bella POV
It has been a year and a half but seemed like eternity being away from the one I loved, the only one who knew about our where abouts was Charlie I would send post cards and pictures from our cozy apartment in Florida. I also began counseling to work through some things and published my first book, but it was time to go home. Julian was going to turn 2 years old and has not seen his dad in a while, every chance I got I showed him pictures and videos of his dad so he would not forget, and he never did, I also had to right some wrongs with the person who is supposed to be my forever "you done packing?" I asked my son turning to see him wheeling his little bag in the living room snapping me out of deep thought "yep...let's go!" he exclaimed excitedly wheeling his bag to the door, he was so excited, but I was extremely anxious.
After a five-hour flight and car ride full of cocomelon and baby shark we began to pull into Charlie's where I seen him peeking through the window, I parked and began my deep breathing trying to calm my nerves then I turned to Julian "you ready buddy! We get to see Grandpa Charlie and daddy" I said trying to sound chipper and cover the trembling in my voice "yes! I love papa Charlie and daddy!" he said waiving his dinosaurs in the air as I unbuckled him, and we got out the car. As we opened the door everyone yelled "Welcome home" with big smiling faces as I scanned the room, I come to realize it was not everyone the one I wanted to see most was not here I was missing my Jacob. I put a forced smile as my mom approached me hugging me tightly "welcome home sweetie, we missed you and my little pumpkin... you could have called!" she said still smiling ear to eye "papa Charlie!" Julian squealed running into Charlie's open arms "hey buddy. missed you… I like your dinosaur" Charlie said trying to hold back tears of Joy, I was feeling a bit of joy seeing all the familiar faces mom, dad, CJ, Sarah, Billy, Seth, Embry, and Quil were all there "yea ok we all love you missed you now let us eat" Quil quipped as everyone began to migrate to the Kitchen "where's Daddy!" Julian yelled making everyone pause, I was curious as well, but it got so uncomfortably quiet I wanted to cry Sarah grabbed Julian from Charlie and kissed his forehead "your daddy went camping to bring you something backs so special" she said hugging him tight and everyone began moving again making their plates "ok… I just want him" he said and at that point I had to excuse myself. Tears streaming down my face I sat on the stairs in front of Charlie's home questioning so much like why did I just run away, what did I expect? Why was I so harsh on Jacob he had enough on his plate and was only 17 years old, and most importantly what is wrong with me?
As I sobbed into my hands, I heard Billy wheel up behind me "Bella. Jacob left when you and Julian left, he ran into the woods and we haven't heard from him since the pack says sometimes, they can hear him when they phase" he huffed. You could tell he was upset as well "it's my fault and I am going to fix it" I proclaimed whipping the tears from my face I entered the house once more "Charlie I need to borrow some of your survival gear and to look after Julian for a few days" he nodded and proceeded to go get me some of the necessities I would need to survive. I kneeled to Julian "baby mommy is going to get daddy and bring him back ok" I said he nodded kissing my cheek and running to play with his uncle CJ.
After packing all the items, I needed I drove to La push, unloaded my car and began my hike through the woods yelling "Jacob!", after three days camping and hiking and yelling I finally collapsed I had no idea where I was, and I was losing hope "Jacob! If your can hear me, I'm so sorry!" I yelled tears streaming down my face "YOU DESERVE SO MUCH MORE THAN WHAT I AM, OR WHAT I CAN GIVE YOU AND I LOVE YOU! JACOB, PLEASE COME BACK TO ME" I screeched at the top of my lungs curling into a ball on the forest floor feeling numb. After what felt like eternity of me laying there I hear "Bella" are my ear deceiving me.
Is it Jacob? We will never know… Just kidding I'll post right after this one if there is anyone even still interested in this story