A/N: Well, I must admit that I have only a few pages left, and this story will be over. Don't worry though, I am working on a book 2 already. Tell me something you guys would like to see in the next one.

Disclaimer: I do not own Twilight!

*Begin*

Adventure land was so much fun.

First Bella never woke me up and I ended up spending the whole night with Emmett, which I didn't know until he started waking me up with kisses along my neck and shoulder. At first, I freaked out because I thought someone had broken into my house but nope, he was just trying to be sweet. Though he did find it funny that I was so scared I fell off the bed in my attempt to escape him.

I also screamed so loud that I had Bella and Edward run into out room ready to kill whatever it was that was trying to get me. When they saw me tangled in the sheet on the floor Edward started laughing and Bella rushed over to me to make sure I was ok. I knew she wanted to laugh too but she was too much like a mother hen to laugh.

I was so embarrassed that I started crying and ran into the bathroom and refused to get out until they left. When they did, Emmett came into the bathroom and apologized until he was blue in the face. I forgave him as I knew he was sincere in his apology, even if he did laugh at me and didn't rush to help me up off the floor. He did make it up to me by letting me spend a boat load of money at the arcade.

We went out for breakfast first before we did anything. Then after that, I let Alice take me shopping for a few things she thought I needed to have. All this stuff I had to leave at Emmett's because if another situation happened where I spontaneously slept over again, I could not go around in either the same clothes as the day before or Alice's clothes. Though she didn't mind me borrowing some, I just was not into the same style as she was.

Well, I was, but Emmett had looks to kill. Every guy who looked my way that weren't his brothers he wanted to punch in the face. I loved how protective he was of me, but it was also a little annoying when I tried to buy ice cream from this little side vender, and he practically ripped me away from the guy.

You're probably wondering what I wore well…

I had on a light grey cropped top that has straps that came over my shoulders and pulled through tiny little hoops that you crossed in the back to tie in a cute bow in the front. The shirt was also a little snug on me since my breast were bigger than Alice's, but the shirt looked great on me, I just wished it wasn't so low cut in the front. I had to wear pasties instead of a bra and while they did the job of hiding my nipples from the world, they offered no support whatsoever. I paired with a pair of black capris that fit me like a glove and some tennis shoes. My hair was pulled up into a cute messy bun with random hairs out that were lightly curled to help frame my face.

My make-up was on point too and although I normally liked doing my own make-up, I let Alice use me as her doll so she would leave Bella alone. I think that won me some points because Bella dressed up just the tiniest bit. Instead of her usually baggy jeans and weird t-shirts, she wore a pair of capris that were just like my own. She also had on this long sleeve t-shirt that fit her nicely. The shirt was a little low cut but nothing too revealing, and it stopped just above the waistband of the pants. I thought she looked cute, and I thought the simple sneakers she wore made the perfect outfit to waste away in the arcade.

She let Alice do a light make up on her and I braided her hair into two French braids. I left a few hairs out around her forehead and I think Edward was shocked when he saw her because he couldn't speak for like an hour. Every time he saw her, he would get this glossy look in his eyes.

It was extremely sweet and romantic how much he loved her.

After shopping we went and saw a movie. I didn't pay any attention to it since I made out with Emmett for most of it. We got a seat all the way in the back and only had eyes for each other. I think the other couples had the same idea because when we left, no one could say what the movie was about.

Then we headed to the beach just to walk along the boardwalk and took lots of pictures. When Bella and I started to get hungry, we head to the arcade. It was a great time, and I would want to do it again.

The next few days flew by between school and traveling between the Cullen's and home, that I didn't realize Thanksgiving was soon upon us.

Dad was working Thanksgiving, as usual, so Bella and I stayed with the Cullen's and boy did we have a blast. I got to help Esme in the kitchen and learned how to cook from her. Bella did all the desserts with Alice and the guys basically watched football the whole time. It was nice just having girl time, it had been a while since we did something like this.

At once point when Alice called Esme mom, I had to excuse myself from the intimate scene.

Bella found me crying in the laundry room and without a word she pulled me in for a hug. I didn't even have to say anything for her to know what was wrong. This was my first Thanksgiving without our mom and without Phil. I missed both of them like crazy and although I know Phil is just being the amazing guy, he is by letting Charlie and I bond, he was still kind of my dad. I loved Charlie and would never want to hurt him, but I wished I could speak with Phil, even if it was for ten minutes.

"Hey babe, you ok?" I looked up from my spot on the washer to see Emmett coming in and Bella leaving.

"Its just hard today, you know. This is the first Holiday without my mom and the first holiday where I'm not with Phil." He settled between my legs and pulled me in for a hug. His arms went around my shoulders and my arms went around his waist.

"I get it, you miss them. I bet they miss you two, I mean who wouldn't miss you after getting to love you for so long. Would you like to call Phil, I bet he would talk with you?" I felt his kiss the top of my head.

"I don't have his number, he changed it after he signed everything away. Plus, I think it's for the best that I don't ever talk to him. I mean it would just confuse everyone and mess things up. I am just starting to move on with my life and make something for myself here, I think if I talked to Phil, it would set me back."

"Sounds fair. Want to talk with your mom?" I pulled back to see if he was joking or not.

"Unless you have magical powers I don't know about, then that's impossible."

"Baby, when the time comes, I will be happy to show you my magical powers." He smirked at me and I couldn't help but laugh. "I meant you could write her a letter and then we could burn it. This way you can write down everything you need to and then burn it so no one can read it." I liked the idea.

"I would love that; I think it's a great idea. I'm going to do that after dinner, after all the craziness has settled down for the night. Your amazing do you know that?" I kissed him.

"I just want you to be happy and I think you have made so much progress in the last few months. Plus, I know this will be a great thing you can do whenever you feel like you need to speak with her. I am sure there will be times in the future that you would wish you could see her and can't. Do you want me to stay up with you?"

"No, it's ok. I think this is something that I have to do alone. Now kiss me big boy before we have to rejoin the world." He chuckled at me goofiness but kissed me like I was the only thing keeping him alive.

After a mini make-out session in the laundry room, we rejoined the family. I was relieved when no one else brought up my little episode. I knew they all cared about me and just wanted me to be happy, but sometimes I don't want everyone saying something, it makes me feel overwhelmed.

After we had dinner, Bella and I head home so we could get some sleep. We had an early start tomorrow since we planned on hitting up a lot of stores for the best deals. The guys were supposed to take us to Seattle for some Black Friday shopping.

When I got home, I went straight to my room and dug out my pen and paper. Then I climbed into bed after changing into one of Emmett's shirts that I stole with a pair of a cotton shorts.

Once I plugged in my phone to the charger and made sure my bag was all set for our trip tomorrow, I climbed into my big comfy bed and began writing.

I told my mom all about my new school and my friends. I told her about Charlie and the new house. I told her all about Emmett and our love situation then I told her about how badly I missed Phil. I poured out my heart and soul into the letter and just wrote for hours about everything I needed to get off my chest.

When I finished with the letter it was about 6 pages long. I didn't think I wrote that much but I guess I needed to say more than what I thought. I didn't think I was holding so much in, but it felt good to let it all out. I also didn't realize I had stayed up for 2 hours to write this letter, I didn't even feel tired, and it was 1 in the morning.

After hiding the letter well, I climbed back into bed and fell asleep. I did not want to be a zombie tomorrow, I had plans. So I closed my eyes and drifted off into dream land.