Warning! This chapter is pretty much in its entirety, smut.
Warning!This is also the first time I write something like this and while I've already written 28 chapters, plus the 8 from The Heart Wants What It Wants, I still find myself quite inadequate. Anyway this is the first time I've written smut so please I need to know what you guys think about it. If it's boring or not? Is it unrealistic or not? If it's too much or too little? Is it cringy? Which aspects of it you didn't like or which you did? If any. Just please tell me ok? Criticism helps me learn and grow as a writer. So have at it.
Enough of that though. Here's the new chapter. Hope you enjoy it, even if it's a little.
Chapter 29: Closer
It was through sheer will they did nothing else but hold hands as they went up to their loft. Aelwyne felt as if her heart was beating out of her chest, electricity radiating from where her hand touched Addison's.
"Would you like some wine?" Aelwyne asked as she finally let go of the redhead and headed to the kitchen.
"I think I drank more than enough and I would rather keep my mind clear." Addison grinned tilting her head to the side.
"Yeah?" Aelwyne smirked.
"Yep." Addison nodded and walked toward her pulling her into her arms.
Aelwyne giggled at the motion and as she sobered up her eyes wandered to Addison's lips, slightly biting her own. The action made Addison's breath hitch a tiny bit as she beamed at the brunette. She began to lean in but Aelwyne quickly stepped away from her.
"Ael." Addison whined sending Aelwyne into a fit of giggles all over again. "Where are you going?"
"I don't know." Aelwyne shrugged as she made her way to the living room taking off her shoes. "I think I'd like to relax. Don't you?" She continued as she sat on the couch patting the spot next to her.
"Ok." Addison mumbled with a slight pout. She too took off her shoes and went and sat next to the intern who immediately snuggled up to her.
"So you're not thirsty or hungry?" Aelwyne asked, looking up at her.
"No. Are you?" Addison asked brushing some errand strands away from the intern's face.
"I am." Aelwyne replied, Addison raised a brow in question. "Well technically I'm hungry for something specific." She added quickly.
"Aelwyne." Addison scoffed, pulling away from her a bit with a shocked smile.
"What?" Aelwyne questioned innocently.
"Something specific?" Addison repeated with a grin, a twinge of red appearing on her cheeks.
"Yeah, your lips." Aelwyne replied matter of factly.
"Oh." Addison blushed profusely as she realized that where her mind had taken her was not exactly where Aelwyne's mind was going.
"Wait. What did you think I was gonna say?" Aelwyne searched for the redhead's eyes.
"Nothing." Addison managed to get out quickly trying her best to not meet Aelwyne's searching gaze.
It took Aelwyne a minute before she understood why Addison was so embarrassed, and she was angry with herself for not coming up with that herself.
"Addison." Aelwyne breathed and then began to laugh.
"Shut up." Addison protested but Aelwyne kept going. "Ael, please stop." She begged to no avail.
The brunette kept on laughing so Addison shifted and sat on her knees, her hands resting on them. Aelwyne continued to laugh as Addison grabbed her face forcing the brunette to look at her.
"Stop." Addison half said half chuckled. Aelwyne's laugh reduced to giggles and chuckles. "Aelwyne." Addison tried again. "You were hungry for my lips. Yeah?"
"Mhmm." Aelwyne giggled.
"Then stop." Addison leaning in and brushing her lips against the brunette's.
Immediately Aelwyne melted into the kiss, the slight throbbing from the side of her mouth welcomed, as she felt soft lips on hers. Her wandering hands reached for Addison landing on her back as she pressed her body to hers. Slowly Addison's hands moved to her hair, the sensation sending shivers down Aelwyne's spine.
"So did that satisfy your hunger?" Addison asked after pulling away for air.
"Not nearly enough." Aelwyne said with a smirk.
"More?" Addison quipped.
"Sure. Change of location though?" Aelwyne said, standing up and offering her hand.
"Might be a good idea." Addison went to take her hand when Aelwyne bolted giggling. "Aelwyne!" She whined, the brunette's laugh echoing in the hallway. "I am so gonna catch you!" She called.
Addison got up rolling her eyes with a sigh and went after her as she heard the door close. She could still hear the giggles on the other side as she reached for the handle. As she opened the door she scanned the dimly lit room looking for the brunette but could not find her.
"Ael?" She called as she walked in. She stepped further into the room when she heard the door close behind her and as she turned Aelwyne pounced making them both stumble onto bed, the brunette slightly on top of her.
"Looks like I caught you." Aelwyne smiled as she looked down into her eyes as she propped herself up.
"Yeah. We already knew that." Addison smiled back.
"Addison." Aelwyne began her smile fading. "You know where this is going, right? We don't have to if you don't want to. I won't ever push you to do something you don't want. Are you ok with doing this? Are you sure you want this?" She asked seriously.
Her concern and seriousness with the matter made her heart flutter. Addison was certain the brunette wanted to do this. She had seen the lust and desire in her eyes. They still remained along with something else. Worry, concern, care, love. Even though they had yet to say it. She could see it there glimmering through. 'This girl is something else.' She had thought to herself once. How right she had been then.
"I want to do everything with you." Addison smiled brightly. "But, what about you? Are you sure?" She looked up to serious golden eyes, which slowly began to crinkle at the corners.
The reply came in the form of a kiss as Aelwyne leaned down pressing her lips to hers. Soft and gentle kisses, igniting every centimeter of their bodies. Hands roamed up and down their sides. Soon, Addison's settled on the brunette's hips as Aelwyne's got entangled in the redhead's hair. She whimpered as Aelwyne moved her lips away from hers but quickly hummed contently as they began moving softly along her jaw. As Aelwyne moved lower and lower she stretched her neck to give her more room as she trailed her lips down.
Aelwyne kissed and nipped and sucked in a perfect line from the base of her neck back up to her ear and grinned as she heard Addison gasp and hiss when her lips reached the ear lobe. She felt the redhead squirm and shift underneath her as Addison's tentative hands moved from her hips to her chest lightly pressing and squeezing her breasts over the fabric of her dress. She could feel her insides warming up rapidly with every touch. She began working her way down once more, frowning as reached the collar of the redhead's dress.
"Addie." She whined. "Off?" Addison opened her eyes to find a pouting Aelwyne with a finger hooked on her collar.
"Off." Addison smirked, her voice low and husky. Aelwyne got up allowing Addison to sit up. "Help?" She asked and the brunette complied, immediately wrapping her arms around her to undo the zipper at the back.
As Aelwyne leaned in to do so, Addison took advantage of their closeness brushing her lips against her neck earning herself a gasp from the brunette. She felt her dress become undone as Aelwyne's smooth fingers softly caressed the exposed skin raising goosebumps all over her. Gently the brunette helped her out of her dress revealing her lace black underwear with red accents.
Aelwyne took a shuddering breath as her eyes roamed over Addison's perfectly sculpted body. Her eyes quickly darkened with lust as Addison smirked at her. Then the redhead motioned for her to turn around. Addison wasted no time and as soon as Aelwyne turned her back to her she brushed brown curls to the side. Her hands undoing the zipper as her mouth went to the brunette's neck trailing kisses up to the spot she knew she loved behind the ear.
"Addie." Aelwyne moaned as the redhead sucked and suckled the sweet spot.
Aelwyne knew there would be a mark but she did not care. Everyone already knew who she belonged to. Addison stopped as she slid the dress off of her and then got up taking the dress with her. Aelwyne whimpered and Addison shot her an amused smirk as she slowly and very seductively walked to the closet, first with the brunette's dress and then with her own.
"I totally deserve that." Aelwyne attempted to pout, as her eyes continually roamed all over Addison's body, failing miserably.
"You totally do. My adorable flirty tease." Addison quirked. She could see Aelwyne's eyes travelling up and down and grinned as she made her way back to her. "Like what you see?"
"Is that even a question?" The brunette husked, grabbing her by the waist and pulling her on top of her.
Much like before their lips sealed together instantly. But unlike before the kiss was deeper and full of passion. Aelwyne's hands slowly traveled the dips and curves of Addison's back and waist. On the other hand Addison's hand snaked its way up her belly and to her breasts, still covered by the lace bras.
As the redhead's fingers began to hook underneath the fabric Aelwyne flipped them so that she was back on top. Addison giggled at the action and as looked up she was met by predatory eyes and a contrasting sweet smile.
"Me first. Tell me if this is ok." Aelwyne said as she reached underneath Addison to undo her bra.
Addison only nodded as Aelwyne brought one hand to cup her breast and lightly grazed her nipple with her fingers, her golden eyes never leaving Addison's. A gasp escaped Addison's lips as Aelwyne slightly pinched it. She did the same with the other breast giving equal attention to both as she kissed Addison once more. She could feel Addison's light moans through the vibrations on her chest as they were swallowed by her mouth. Then she kissed her way down her neck to her chest. Addison's breath hitched as Aelwyne breathed hot air just above her now erect nipple. Involuntarily Addison lifted up slightly so that Aelwyne's lips were on her nipple and Aelwyne took this as an invitation to suck it into her mouth, Addison moaning loudly as she soon felt her tongue swirling around. After seemingly being satisfied Aelwyne moved to the other.
Addison could feel the hot wetness building between her thighs as Aelwyne made her way downwards trailing kisses down her stomach. Aelwyne's hands slowly and ever so lightly roamed inside Addison's thighs making her buck her hips into Aelwyne. She teased, hooking a finger on the rim of Addison's underwear. Addison bucked her hips again trying to use something to relieve the pressure building up at her core. Aelwyne took the hint and placed her hand right on Addison's center earning herself another throaty moan. Aelwyne marveled at Addison as she grinded herself against her palm, eyes tightly shut and hands bunching the covers into fist.
"Off." Addison purred as she stilled herself.
"You are sure?" Aelwyne asked once more.
"As I'll ever be. Please." Addison rasped. She could feel the strong pull towards her, the tickling at the pit of her stomach building in anticipation. Not too long ago she felt as though this feeling was never going to come back. Not too long ago she felt lost and empty. Now though, she had her here. This golden eyed woman that stirred the dormant butterflies inside of her. This beautiful and sweet woman who had been with her when she needed it the most. She made her happy, she made her full, she made her feel alive. There was no stopping all of what she felt. No real reason to stop it.
Aelwyne needed no more convincing as she hooked her fingers on Addison's panties swiftly taking them off and throwing them somewhere across the room. Aelwyne pressed her forehead against Addison's as she slowly ran her fingers through her folds. She smiled triumphantly as she felt the wetness there and Addison smiled up at her, leaning up to capture her lips, her hands entangling themselves on her brown hair. She then began drawing circles on Addison's clit.
"Ael." Addison pulled lightly on her hair and whimpered as she felt one of Aelwyne's fingers lingering at her entrance.
Aelwyne pulled away from her eyes searching hers still asking for permission. Soon after Addison managed to nod Aelwyne's finger delved into her then back out. She kept moving her finger in and out at an even rhythm and watched as Addison moaned and panted, moving her hips at the same beat. After a while she added a second finger slowly moving them in and out. Addison groaned as Aelwyne quickened the pace. She could feel Addison's walls tightening around her fingers and she moved even quicker.
Addison's body moved on its own as Aelwyne worked the two fingers in and out quicker and quicker, slightly curving them so that she was hitting the g-spot. Her fingers there and her mouth on Addison's neck was driving Addison mad. She tried to say just how good it all felt but could not, only incoherent moans and grunts came out. She was so close, thoughts could not form in her head. She felt the pressure at her core building up and up until one more flick and she was sent over the edge as she screamed Aelwyne's name. Her whole body quivered as she became undone.
Aelwyne watched in awe as Addison reached the summit and went over its edge. After letting her ride out the moment she slowly took her fingers out of Addison who let out a small whimper, a light sheet of sweat covering her body. She wrapped Addison in her arms as she slightly trembled in pleasure, her eyes still shut. She was done for and she knew it. After this she would never go back to anyone else. Addison was it for her. Watching her climax, watching her release, was now her drug.
Addison's eyes fluttered open and glistened, her face flushed, and still breathing heavily she beamed at Aelwyne, who leaned in and tenderly kissed her cheek.
"Are you ok? Was that ok?" Aelwyne asked, mirroring her smile.
"I am better than ok. It was amazing." Addison managed to get out between deep breaths. "How? Where? Where did you learn to do that?" She asked as she let out a laugh.
"I've been practicing." Aelwyne said proudly with a smile. As Addison's own faded she pushed off of Aelwyne.
"What?!" She demanded as Aelwyne reached for her but she batted her hands. "With who?"
"What do you mean who? Addie, come back here." Aelwyne said as Addison got up from the bed and began looking for her clothes. "Addison, talk to me. What are you doing?"
"You were practicing." Addison bitterly said as she found her panties.
"Yes. With myself?" Aelwyne replied, Addison's head snapped back to her.
"With yourself?" Addison asked, her voice sounding small now.
"Yes. I- I've… tried some things on myself. Just to have an idea what to try with you." Aelwyne explained.
"Oh." Addison said her cheeks were more flushed than they already had been.
"Come here." She whined and Addison complied quickly.
"Sorry." Addison apologized as she reached for her.
"You were jealous." Aelwyne chuckled. " You were jealous of me with myself." She started to laugh.
"Ael please." It was Addison's turn to whine again. "Stop laughing."
"Make me." Aelwyne challenged with a chuckle.
Addison moved quickly to straddle her as she crashed her lips against Aelwyne's. Aelwyne moaned into her mouth as Addison began massaging her breasts slightly pinching her nipples over the fabric, her hands moving underneath the bra to rub and flick Aelwyne's erect nipples. Aelwyne let out a high pitched squeal as Addison moved her bras up to bring her lips to them. A tentative flick of the tongue and Addison backed up to look at her, requesting permission. Aelwyne said nothing, she only took Addison's head and brought it back to her breasts.
"Mo-More." Aelwyne stuttered out.
"Whatever you need." Addison mumbled and as Aelwyne had done earlier, she sucked in as much as she could into her mouth while she kneaded the other nipple with her free hand.
Aelwyne unhooked her bra letting it fall to the side. She threw her head back as Addison gave each breast the attention they deserved. She was forgetting the world around them, the only present thought being the fact that Addison was there feasting on her breasts. Suddenly she felt nails gently grazing across her inner thighs closer and closer to her center, which made her whole body shiver as more and more pressure was building up at her core.
Just as she thought Addison would finally touch her there she retreaded back down and began to graze her thighs again.
"Addison." Aelwyne begged as Addison had yet again retreated her hand. Addison chuckled wickedly as Aelwyne squirmed under her. She was enjoying this whole teasing and hearing her beg.
Finally after what seemed forever for Aelwyne, Addison moved to take off her panties, gasping as she found her glistening wetness. Addison ghosted her lips against Aelwyne's as her fingers teased her folds causing Aelwyne to buck up.
"I want to try something." Addison murmured into Aelwyne's lips. "If you don't like it tell me, ok?" She offered, lifting herself to look clearly at Aelwyne's whose eyes had gone completely dark, pupils dilated as she nodded.
Slowly Addison began to trace kisses down Aelwyne's chest to her belly button, where she circled it with her tongue. She kept moving down until she was positioned between Aelwyne's thighs face to face with her hot and wet center. She began placing wet kisses into her inner thigh and could feel Aelwyne tense up as she began to pant in anticipation. Addison then chuckled at the whine when she switched to the other side.
"Addie, please." Aelwyne pleaded.
Addison spread her folds delicately with her fingers allowing her warm breaths to caress Aelwyne's clit.
"Oh fuck." Aelwyne mewled.
"Ready?" Addison teased.
"Please. I'm ready. Please Addie." She begged again.
Addison lost no more time as she dove in licking up and down. Aelwyne's hip began moving so Addison used her hands to still them as she kept going. Loud moans escaped Aelwyne as Addison drew aimless patterns with her tongue on her clit. Aelwyne knew she would not last much longer, her mind completely blank and only aware of Addison's tongue and now errand fingers. Slowly Addison inserted her middle and ring finger into Aelwyne as she continued to suck and lick her clit. A whimper escaped Aelwyne's lips as Addison moved the fingers in slowly allowing for her to adjust. She waited until Aelwyne's hips began to move then and only then she began to bring her fingers in and out slowly quickening the pace. Aelwyne hummed and moaned and whimpered in ecstasy as the rhythm increased. Addison shifted up, her fingers keeping up the pace, as she kissed Aelwyne.
Aelwyne could taste herself in Addison's mouth as they kissed. She let out a gasp as Addison's thumb began to rub circles on her clit and applied some more pleasure. She was very close now, every nerve in her body tingling as she began to tremble and explode over Addison's fingers. She let out a high pitched scream as her release came and she was undone. Panting, toes curled and shuddering as Addison slowly pumped her fingers to milk out her orgasm. It was not until she settled that Addison took her fingers out.
Gently Addison brushed away some of Aelwyne's errand brown hair as her breathing began to even out and her eyes opened.
"And… and you were talking about me." Aelwyne chuckled.
"Was it nice?" Addison smirked down at her.
"I love you." Aelwyne blurted out before she could check herself, a bit of fear dancing in her eyes.
"I love you, too." Addison said, kissing her gently.
"Good. That's good." Aelwyne smiled as they parted again.
Addison shifted them so that Aelwyne was half on top of her, her head on the crook of her neck. She drew circles on the back of her shoulder while Aelwyne gently caressed the skin along her collarbone. They felt happy, they felt as though they were flying up in the clouds. Not a care in the world. Nothing else existed besides them.
After a while Aelwyne looked up at her with mischief in her eyes.
"Again?" She asked, causing Addison to chuckle.
"Again."
And then there were 29! Oh god I did it, lol. Hope it wasn't awful. As I said before we started, please let me know what you think. Anyway they did it. Now they are closer. No cliffhanger this week but I'll see you next time! ;)