Chapter 30: Fearsome Angered Worries

ღIm so soorry i cant do a azsua bomb anyomre! I had to wkae up at 4 in the morning a few dyas ago t ohelp my aunt move (she movesd all teh way form ronoke to tlusa) and my sleep partern has been fuked up since!1 Im stil gonan post the e chapters just not everyday! ASO yesteday wass june 30 so happy late birhtday haru! Im leaving for vacation in a fw hours so im psoting this chapter before i leavee! Ill be gone until july 6! Also im sorry this chpater wasnt posted to fanficiton until now i didnt even now it wasnt on here also akira-chan is a bitch and shes not my beta reader anymoreღ 1. She's a bitch just like you. 2. Not like your work is being spell checked anyway.

Chapter 30 - Fearsome Angered Worries

After i was done talkign to hary in the ahll though, Why is Harry/Vampire Potter here? i went back to class an sat by akira. Akria looked at me, with a confuse look. "Eh? What was that about?" She asked me, battling her lahss incontinently. What? Is Akira falling for the Sue spell too?

I shaked m y head. "It was nothgin. Ill tell u about it later." i said.

Akita nodded but she didn;t look trustfull of waht i said. We staayed in calss for a while, before the bell rang and we went to lunch. I sat by mysef off in th corner even though i can see sakira and ko looking for me so they could sit with me. I are my food , but my stomace hurt to bad for me to have much since i fel t so nerves... why was it that Rin adn HAru both liked me? Why does ANYBODY like her? In america i never would of dreamed of haveing so much attention, expecialy after the tradedgy... Probably because you haven't told every singe person you met about your tragic back story there.

Then i rememverd what mokoto's face looked life wehn Haru confessed to me and i got worried again. What if he never forvive me? What if we could never be freinds again? I put y headpheons in my ear and listened to camisado by panic at the disco. I needed o find him and mack sure things were all right. You're literally trying to take his boyfriend away, so of course he's okay, no biggie. Besides she's been nothing, but trouble since the day she arrived.

I looked in the cafeterea for a while, avoiding pepople i knew, but Makoto was nowhere t be scene. I alomsot gave up looking when I felt someone nuge me. I looked up. It was... Kisume! "Hey azudsa." He greated me. "Who are you lookin for?" The question should be, where did you even come from?

"Makoto..." I answered sadly. "I think he's mad at me so i wana make things wright..."

"Oh he left school early. He didnt feel good." Said kissme. "Y is he mad at u?"

"I bumped into him and spilled cofee all over him..." I lied. Why should Kisumi believe her? He saw Makoto before he left, so he definitely would've noticed something, like a huge coffee stain on a white shirt!

"I dont think Makoto would be mad at you for that. Does that mean youl be walkig home alone? Scne u usually go with akira but se has to stay after to make up her tests and stuff from when she was in the hoospitle and theres not swim parctice today. I could walk you home." Smiled Kissme, blushign. Why is Akira the only one who has to do these tests? Azusa was gone for a month, so shouldn't she have more stuff to catch up to, instead of getting more and more guys to fall for her?

"Im fine... Thanks thogh kissme..." I bowed to him. As i walked away, my eyes started tearing up. Crying Count: 45 He was alwasy so nice to me, so kind, but I have to lie... Always? You two met today! I didnt; want anyone to know that i was interesed in rin and haru before i was readly to tll them which one i loved more...

After that i wet to class with akira and ko. Ko was wearing a black Death note tshity, gray shorts, black socks that went up to just below her knees, and gray converses. Why does nobody in this damn story wear the school uniform, in a Japanese school where it is mandatory? We learned about th esetup of the ocean and the marian trench. Wwe gasped, when we saw the wierd fish living deep underwater. Ms. A is still a literature teacher, girl. I still felt sad since i couldnt stop thinking about what haru said to me and what rin would think if he fund out...

It was the end of the day, so i said bye to Azusa, Ko and Kissme and i went home. So, Azusa said bye to her friends and herself? It wasnt dark out yet so i wasnt to scared, but there was some apprehension and i worried aobut what makoto would say to me when i got home. Mr tachivana was at work, Mrs tachibana was shopping, and rin and ren were at chigusas little brothers house, So Rin is a child now and Makoto's little brother? Eww Azusa is a pedo. so it was just me and makoto. I thoght about what to say to apologize and make things better betwen us. I hated the animecity and i watned it to stop. I wanted to be his freind again, like we were when i forst got to Iwari and he showed such kndness to me and let me be apart of his family. Of course he did, who could've known that you would turn out to be such a bad luck charm? On the way home i even stopped at the konbini and got Makoto candy i knew he liked, just for good measure, and i got myself a ring pop.

When I got home the door was unlocked but it didn't seem like anyone was home. I was scared, since i thought Makoto would yell at me, And he would have every reason to do that. but he wasn't in the living room when I went in. I went to my room instead so i could look for him.

"Makoto? Where are you? I want to talk to you." I called.

But when I got to my bedroom, I gasped...

Makoto was lying on his stomace on the floor in the doorway and there was blood all over the place. He had a bullet hole in his forhead and his eyes were wide open. I was ovious that he died.

I started to scream and i fainted...