After Tara told Jax and Lyla she was pregnant and after she told Jax about how she was truly feeling about the pregnancy and how the thought of being a mother kinda scared her, a few days ago, Tara feels more scared than ever, which isn't normal especially for her. Tara was never scared of anything really, not even when she killed someone. But this time she was really scared. She was scared of being a mother and possibly there being a chance of her leaving her own child behind just like her mom left her. Deep down Tara knows she will never leave her child the same way her mom left her. But nobody can't always predict the future.
This morning Tara left little early before Jax had woken up. She decided to go for a ride on the open road on her Harley just to clear her head, Tara realised that once the baby comes, she's going have to give up ride for awhile and get herself an actual vehicle to drive in. Which she totally refused to ever get after she got her Harley when she was sixteen. Tara smiled to herself when she remembered the day she got her Harley, she also remember when Happy first taught her or at least tried to.
-Flash back-
" Why are we out here at five in the morning ?" Happy asked Tara grumbling, as they were spending their Saturday morning at an empty parking lot behind Wal-Mart. Last night Happy was at the clubhouse were the Little Devils patched one of the prospects as a new member. There was a party after that. Happy didn't get home until three in the morning and now two hours later Tara dragged him out of bed for a riding lesson.
" Because I need someone to teach how to ride, that's why we are here at five in the morning." Tara responded as she shrugged her shoulders for a minute." So, are you gonna teach me or what?" Tara asked with a small smirk.
Happy glared at her as he sighs and rolled his eyes." You know damn well I will teach you. Now are you sure Clay is cool with me teaching you?" Happy asked.
" He um, doesn't know that I am learning how to ride or the fact.. you are the one who's actually teaching me." Tara responded nervously as she shrugged her shoulders once again.
" What?! So, your fucking telling me Clay doesn't know we are out here?!" Happy asked angrily.
Tara nods her head as she sighs heavily." Clay thinks that Motorcycles are way too dangerous for me, Plus even if I would have asked him. He would just say no, and I knew you wouldn't." Tara says as she smirks again.
" Gee, thanks." He says retortly." Let's get this over with." Happy sighs as he hands over the keys to her.
" Thank you." Tara says as soon as she grabs the keys from him. Once Tara threw her leg over and sat down. She turned the key and started up the Harley. She could feel the vibration of the engine rumbling underneath her.
" Now, before I let you go. There's three basic rules you should know. First when you turn corners make sure you lean your body to each sides. When you're going straight make sure you keep the bike steady, also don't forget to brake when needed. Last rule and this is a very important one. Never ever, let anyone else sit on your bike without your permission."
Tara nods her head." I think I can remember those three simple basic rules. Now can I ride around in the parking lot, or do you have more rules?" Tara asked.
" Just be careful and watch for the turns." Happy says as he stepped back. Just as Tara zoomed passed him. As he stands there and watched Tara riding the motorcycle around the parking a lot. Happy couldn't help but be very proud of Tara right now and how very impressed he was by her.
Tara parked her bike in front of him and shut off the bike for a moment." So, how did I do?" Tara asked with a huge grin on her face.
" Very good. How about we take a ride out in the open road?" Happy asked.
" I was just thinking the same thing." Tara responded as she already started the motorcycle up again. Once Tara saw Happy was right next to her on his own bike. Tara nods her head towards him and then speeds out of the lot with Happy right behind her.
Tara's thoughts was suddenly broken when she suddenly almost ran into an oncoming car." Shit! "Tara shouted as she tried to turned to her left and lost control. She then went down and landed in the middle of the road.
" Oh my God, Are you alright Ma am?" the driver asked as soon as they got out of their car and ran over to Tara as soon as she went down." Should I call for help?" The driver asked as soon as they pulled their cell out.
Tara groans in pain as she started to stand back up. She had a huge gash on the back of her arm and few cuts and bruises on her face. Tara looked over to the side and noticed the damage on her bike." Damn it." She sighs.
" Maybe you should sit back down." The driver said as they watched Tara for a moment.
" I am fine." Tara says shaking her head." Tara then looks over at the driver." I need you to call Teller- Winston Auto Motors and have someone bring the tow truck." Tara says as she took out her cell and called Jax. After Tara told Jax what happened and where she was. She walked over to the side of the road and lean against a wall. She grimaced in pain.
" They are sending someone out with a tow truck." The driver said after they ended the call.
" Thanks." Tara says as she nods her head for a moment." What's your name?" Tara asked.
" Robert." The driver answered.
" Well, Robert thanks for staying and not taking off, and I am sorry for almost running into you." Tara says with a small chuckle. Tara than glanced over at her Harley and deeply sighs." Well, looks like I'm not gonna be riding for awhile."
" What were you doing in the middle of the road?" Robert asked.
" Just thinking that's all." Tara then noticed Jax, Happy and Opie coming her way with the tow truck right behind them." My rides here, thanks again." Tara says as she nods her head and started to walk over to Jax.
" Jesus Christ babe." Jax sighs as he wrapped his arms around her and pulls her closer to him." What happened?" He asked as he looks down at her and noticed the cuts and bruises on her face.
" It was stupid, I was riding trying to clear my head and I was starting to think about few things, sorta got distracted and I didn't see the car coming. I tried to make a left turn but I went down and damaged my bike."Tara says as she watched Half sac placing her bike on the back of the truck.
" Come on let's get you to the clubhouse." Jax says as he wrapped his arm around her waist and walks her over to the tow truck. After he helped Tara in and got her seatbelt on. He gently placed his hand against her stomach." Maybe we should go to St. Thomas and get the baby checked out."
Tara nods her head as she placed her hand over his." Yeah, okay babe." She said with a small smile.
" Half sac go straight to the hospital." Jax says as he gave Tara a very quick passionate kiss before closing the door and walking back towards Happy and Opie.
" How is she?" Happy asked as he watched the tow truck drive away.
" She's a little banged up but she will be fine though. My main concern right now is our unborn baby." Jax says as he looked over and noticed another man standing at the same spot where Tara was." That must be the driver." Jax says as he turned around and went over to talk to the guy and to see what happened.
" How far a long are you?" Dr. Forbes asked as she was getting her monitor set up. Tara was laying on the hospital bed while Jax was standing right by her side.
" not long really, I just found out I was pregnant a few days ago. Why? Can we still check to see how the baby is doing?" Tara asked as she was starting to get worried.
" Well, that depends on how far a long you are because if you're only a few days a long . It might be too early to check for a heart beat. When was the last time you had your period?" Dr. Forbes asked.
" Just last month, but I was late last week."
" I wanna run some test and see how far a long you are. Because I have a pretty good feeling that your more than a few days a long." Dr. Forbes said as one of the nurses came in and took some blood from Tara.
" How long is this going to take?" Jax asked.
" only a couple of hours, you guys think you both can wait?" Both Jax and Tara nods their heads." Great, I will be back in a couple of hours." Dr. Forbes said as she grabs everything and walked out of the room and left them alone.
" You scared me today, when you called and said you went down. I couldn't help but think the worse." Jax says as he rest his forehead against hers." I love you so much Tara, and I never want to lose you." He said softly.
Tara sighs deeply as she closed her eyes and places her hand against his face." I am here Jackson, your never going to lose me."Tara says softly as she placed his hands against her stomach." Your never going to lose us." She said softly.
Jax nods his head as he pressed his lips against hers and kisses her deeply and passionately as he ran her fingers through her hair and grips it tightly. He slowly pulls away as he grins." So, what you wanna do after we get out of here?"
" Go home and have a huge bowl of vanilla bean ice cream with lots of hot chocolate fudge." Tara says as she giggles softly.
Jax grins even bigger as he chuckles." You got it babe." He said as he leans down and kisses her once more.
