ON THAT SAME NIGHT
They were standing in front of their prepared room while Weiss tried to unlock the door. She had some problems finding the hole. During this, Blake was watching and was standing there like a child who's about to get told off. Well, it wasn't far from reality, but she didn't know why this would solve anything. She just wanted to get through the night as fast as possible. She really hoped Weiss won't do anything similar to the thing she did on the lake shore, because that won't help her condition. On the other hand, the chance for that now was really low. If she thinks about this more, she was glad she messed it up, but at the same time, they wouldn't be here if she didn't.
Conclusion, she didn't know what to think anymore. It's true she wanted to be alone with Weiss, but not actually sleeping together alone in a room. Her hormones were on fire and this situation just made it worse.
The heiress finally managed to open that door. It took more time than it should have. Her annoyances were just boosted after she couldn't fit that damn key into the keyhole. They walked inside and for the faunus's misfortune, of course there was a double bed. Why is everything against her? It started out so well and look where they found themselves. Weiss didn't seem nervous at all but the faunus was sweating. She had to flee somewhere. And that was her usual spot, the bathroom. At least she was about to but Weiss grabbed her arm, turning her around.
"Don't think you can run away like always…" Then she stopped, noticing that the faunus was sweating, even though there wasn't much clothes on her. Weiss actually got scared, remembering that night. Before the chaos, she had these same exact conditions. Obviously, she had no idea that this time it's not connected at all. She let go of her arm, backing away a few steps.
"Blake… are you feeling okay?" She asked cautiously. Blake wiped off her sweat from her forehead. Since when does she drip with this much sweat because of her nervousness?
"Yeah…! Just need to take a shower." She said awkwardly, backing away to the bathroom.
"Sure." Weiss replied quietly, unsure of herself what to say. Then it clicked in her mind that she wasn't done with the conversation they had. Blake was already in the room with closed doors so Weiss shouted after her. "But you won't get away with what happened!"
The faunus was leaning to the door, sighing to herself. Her plan wasn't including showering as soon as they arrived at their room but it happened. She wished she had a change of clothes, because now that she realized she has to show herself like this in front of the heiress, made her even more nervous. She didn't care about it up until this point, but now it struck her mind all of a sudden.
She walked into the shower cabin, pouring water to her whole body and her hair. At least there was shampoo so she washed her hair to freshen up a bit. She did all this with cold water, freezing in the cab. At least her mind wandered away from the other girl.
Weiss decided to sit on the bed while she was waiting for Blake to finish. She couldn't do anything because the room was basically empty and they didn't have anything on themselves. This clothing won't be comfortable to sleep in. If she would be alone she would sleep in her underwear but there is no way she will do that because Blake will go crazy.
She already understood now how the faunus was crazy in love with her. She is not hiding that she would be ready for anything intimate. But Weiss wasn't. Honestly, she didn't know how someone could feel this way. She still didn't know how to feel about the faunus. On the other hand, when she first saw the toned body of that girl, it made her body react. She started blushing, and it was a feeling she couldn't hold back. When she kissed her. Why did she do that? Her body reacted on it's own.
She realized how Blake could have felt everytime she looked at her. Is my look attractive to her? Does she feel this way every time she looks at me? Why did I even kiss her? It just warmed my heart hearing those words from her. It didn't mean anything. But it felt good.
Love was confusing. It was an emotion she couldn't understand. Is she already in love with Blake? But she is not able to say those words to her yet. And the faunus says it so simply. Then that means she is not, right?
Blake walked out of the bathroom, making Weiss snap her head her way, breaking her out of her deep thinking. She wrapped her towel around her neck, still wiping her hair. Weiss was staring at her without realizing it but then shook her head and got back to the topic at hand.
"Do you seriously need to drip water everywhere?" She said, frowning. She was such an actress.
"Oh… uhm… I'll be back." The cold water helped her freshen up but it didn't make her nervousness disappear.
"No! Sit down here." Weiss said bossily, tapping the sheet next to her.
"But… the blanket will be wet."
"I don't care…" For that Blake flattened her ears. It seemed like Weiss was just making a scene because she was bored. "You are going to sleep on this side anyway."
"That's just rude." Blake replied as she sat down, crossed legs on the floor instead. Weiss didn't say anything to this. "Why do you want to drag out this conversation? It's not even one as I don't have anything to say…" Weiss almost interrupted her but Blake held her arm up and raised her voice at the beginning of her sentence. "And it's not like you would consider what I say." She had no idea if she should shut up and let Weiss say whatever she wants and then forget everything, or to speak up.
"Yes. You don't realize that you do the same." Blake looked up, waiting for an explanation from Weiss. "You always do things without taking into account what I want. You do everything so suddenly and I don't even have time to react. This is all new to me but you force it on me. When you kissed me on the ship, I said yes because of you, not because of myself. You looked desperate and I would have felt horrible if I didn't fulfill your wish." Blake wanted to say something but she couldn't. Weiss wasn't finished though. "Now I kissed you because… I wanted it. I felt like it. And you can turn this around however you want. That now I was the one who forced myself on you. But I'm aware that you want this. About me…? I'm not sure what I want."
"Weiss… I-I…" She was so upset with herself. How can she be so inconsiderate? She started to hit her forehead with her palm. A way to punish herself. "How… Can I… Be so… Greedy!?" She said, pushing every word, still hitting herself. Weiss rushed to her, sitting on the floor in front of her. This action of hers in itself showed how much she changed. She would have never sat on the floor back in the day.
"Blake, stop it." She said softly, touching the hand of the faunus that she used, to hit her head. Then she stopped and looked at the girl.
"Hey Weiss, I won't do this ever again… Even if I want to kiss you now so badly." Stupid, idiot! You wanted to avoid this! Why are you saying stuff like this!?
"Blake… When did you realize that you have feelings for me?" Lucky for the faunus, she didn't say or do anything seductive with her. Not like Weiss was known for that. Who knows… maybe. Blake looked down on the floor, collecting her thoughts.
"I guess I always knew. I just buried it deep down in my mind so it wouldn't distract." Weiss listened to her curiously. She wanted to know the development of her feelings.
"Then I'm sure you remember Port's class. When you dragged me out of that room to help me. I couldn't believe it. I always thought that you hated me. And after you showed your intentions of helping out, it released everything that I buried deep down. I almost told you but the others came in. They have such good timing." She chuckled and looked up at Weiss who was smiling, still listening to the story like it was a tale.
"And after that, as my stupid past came into the picture, I thought everything was lost. I thought I had lost you forever… the others as well." She looked back down onto her palms. "It always happened throughout my life so… I kinda got used to it." Blake stopped for a longer time, like she remembered back to every time that happened. Weiss almost said something to this but the faunus looked back up at her and continued.
"But you didn't give up on me. You came back for me… you fought for me. No one did that before. I think… that was the time this feeling fully shaped in my heart. Now I can say that I love you. And I hope you will find love too… even if it's not me." Weiss looked down at Blake's hands which she twiddled with. She held one of Blake's hands with both of hers.
"I want that someone to be you." Blake watched her now with wide eyes. "I want to love you. And I… feel like I'm starting to. Honestly, looking at you with these little clothes is… making me nervous." Blake looked down at herself and she forgot again that she was wearing this little fabric. "And I just said that." Weiss looked away, also releasing her hold from the faunus' hand. She was blushing again and after everything Blake said, it was hard to hide it.
"Sorry, I will cover it with the towel." She was about to wrap the towel around her upper body but Weiss stopped her again. This time with her words.
"You don't have to." She said it fastly, making the faunus stop her intentions. "It's really— looking at it." Blake didn't understand fully what Weiss said as she was mumbling. Then she hid her face with her hands. "Awwwhhh! Why do I say such improper things?"
"It's okay. You can feel it if you want..." Blake dropped that sentence like it was a bomb, making Weiss' ears and face redder. She showed her face while pushing her hands aside. As her face appeared Blake couldn't keep her chuckle in as she was so cute when she was embarrassed.
"May I…?" She even asked. That was the difference between them. Blake needs to learn from her. From now on, if Weiss doesn't want to do something she won't do it. She just has to confirm what she wants.
"Yeah." She wasn't so confident in herself either. Her heart almost flew out of her body. And she was well aware that if Weiss does anything more, her friend down there will act on its own too.
But this answer confirmed for Weiss that she can do it. She reached for it slowly and when she touched her skin, she felt something inside of her. She didn't know what it was. She started to move her finger around the lines that were existing on Blake's body. She could feel every part of it. Blake didn't shiver at all, but she needed all her effort to keep that up. Weiss was focusing hardly on her body like she was examining her.
She had a hard time keeping her appendage down. She actually started to breath in and out like she was meditating. She couldn't keep this up any longer, and if Weiss continues this she will reveal her secret to her. But she couldn't shove her hand away, it felt so good. And for her luck again, she moved her finger down to feel the lower parts. If she moves a little more down, her hand will literally be in her pants. Then Weiss finally looked up, and realized that what she was hearing was Blake's heavy breathing. The faunus was looking at the ceiling and she knew that her member was hard. If the heiress looks down again she will see that.
How can she prevent that?